About Me and Contact

About Me and Contact

 

innercalmbuddha@gmail.com

 

Blog  https://malachimuccmin8.wixsite.com/selfhelp

 

Youtube Channel  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBAv_nrZHiEGNnV8RmpG-xw

Born June 13, 1981
Trinidad and Tobago

 

My books are a collection of my thoughts based on my spiritual journey going inwards then coming out, self awareness. This is my point of view, maybe from a loner's point of view, yet I don't have all of the answers because the truth is our own.

 

All I wanted was a closer relationship with God. As I began to study myself, I realized that worry and attempting to control things were affecting my behavior. I then realized that Everything that happened in my past human experiences was supposed to happen, for learning about my behavior so that I could forgive myself and others. By letting go I began to recognize the voice of my soul, vs my sparatic ego. I also began to see and slowly understand the universe within and growing in love.

 

I later realized that I am no different than anyone else, I was the average guy living my life based on what I learned from the outside. I went to public school; I skipped some classes in high school. I felt like the school system was boring and too fixed for my taste, not enough personal depth.

I felt like a lost person with no direction because the school didn’t have spiritual or knowledge of self. I just lived my life going through the motions, not really being aware of my spirit, personality, and my psychology. I never thought that I was going to do anything exceptional.

My spiritual journey, going within and then coming out. This awakening allowed me to see what was happening in my psyche, then seeing the correspondence in my experiences within my created reality.

I have been fighting with abandonment issues for years. My journey within put me through many healing experiences with my chakras, such as working with sound and colors and intense visualization. I did a lot of crying as I let go of my past and let go of false pride. I was a black sheep of my family, but thankfully working on self allowed me to forgive myself and others so that I would be left with no anger or regrets. No one is a black sheep, we must validate our own selves.

I was solely aiming for self-liberation so that I could concentrate on what I wanted to do with my life. My past experiences left me with regrets, guilt shame and grief. I was in hell now to think of it. I don’t know how I manage to survive my chaotic life, my spiritual retreat within turned things around for me in early 2011.

My birth name was Abdul Mumin Muhammad, well until I got married. Long story short I was born in Trinidad, It's an island located in the Caribbean. As a child I remember playing by myself, it was fun because I liked playing with nature.

I chased bugs and caught frogs and various nature like activities. I see now why I still love nature, and I still need my solitude. I do remember a few associates that I played with from time to time. I only remember one close friend, but he moved away. As you can see I was a loner and did not fit in school.

The problem that I learned, later on, was that I was never supposed to fit in, fit into what? This becomes an illusion once I stopped caring about being liked and the insecure need for attention. Through my journey within I had to work on my self-esteem and confidence, in my opinion, this was my only way to experience God within.

I remember my father playing with me outside, he would even put me on his motorbike. We drove through the bushes, we used to eat sugar canes, and he showed me a lot of cool island tricks. According to my knowledge at a younger age, my mother was a housewife; she stayed home cooked and kept the house clean, I guess this was normal for the Muslim islanders. But I am not sure.

All I remember was her watching soaps while she was cooking, this was pretty much every day. I moved to the US around 6 years old, I lived in NY, and then moved to D.C. I traveled and moved a lot between NY and D.C. I also remember living in New Jersey, Baltimore, and Philly for a little while. These experiences are where my insecurities began.

Focusing on healing from spiritual means put me back to my origins, the person who I was born to be. After this experience, I never looked back. Who said that the past was important, it’s only useful to learn lessons so that we keep moving forward.
Questions? Thanks and bless you All.

 

Email: innercalmbuddha@gmail.com

 

Website: https://malachimuccmin8.wixsite.com/selfhelp

 

Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBAv_nrZHiEGNnV8RmpG-xw

 

Impressum

Verlag: BookRix GmbH & Co. KG

Tag der Veröffentlichung: 21.08.2019
ISBN: 978-3-7487-1339-5

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