Crush

I am pissed. I suppose I should be happy but... its just not coming. That big yay! moment, the one you get after knowing the person you like, likes you back? Yes, that one. I don't feel it. I don't feel it and I don't I will in a long time. I am pissed. For two months I flirted. For two months I wished and hoped they liked me back. For two months my heart burned and died slowly. They played back and gave me hope. Even though they was dating one of friends. I chased them. And ran. And ran. And ran. Like a lovesick puppy running after its abandoner. Yeah, they like me back. Yeah, they are like me. The thing is they lied to me and pushed me away. They hurt me. I am mad. I punch the shit out of walls. And tried to forget them. But I couldn't. They were at my grasp. And they pushed me away and practically ripped my heart out. They pushed me away and I hurt because of them. I hate them. I love them. Why? Why? WHY? Why is it so hard to find someone that doesn't hurt you? They killed me. They revived me. They killed me again. But I am mad at them. They played a cruel game. And now yet another set of scars lay upon my heart.

Impressum

Tag der Veröffentlichung: 01.11.2012

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