Chapter 1: My life 800

 

 

Japanese 808 ROCKSTAR

 

As I sit back stage I can’t believe all the bullshit I went to get here.  I could hear my fans scream my name.  I look over to the person that help me and that will always be here for me.

“You ready to give your fans a night to remember.”

“You know it now let’s go.”

 

As I walk out on stage I thought back to how I got here and I thank everybody.

 

 

Hey let’s start you here of my dream coming realist

By the way I am the girl they call Sayionioa Alexander a real head ass that loves to sing. But enough about me, I will tell about me later. This is my life of going from a hood rat to a famous Rock star. However it was not overnight so don’t think it was.

JP when I think of my first love I think of him. There was good and bad times with his dust ass. But I could not be mad at him he did take me away from a horrible life of being on the streets. At what cost was it. The moment I realism I don't him was when he don't keep his promise like he said. 

 

“JP, why you coming home late”

“Look Sayion don’t be questioning me on my shit”

 

Sayion was JP nick name for me. I laugh at him use that name

 

“I don’t care you come home”

“Girl don’t you dare talk to me like that Ever!”

 

I looked in JP eyes he think I am scared of him.  

 

“Sayion take yo ass to bed now.”

“Nigga plz I am going out with my friend Le-le and I don’t need you bull. Just forget I said everything you do your thing and I do mine you got it.”

“No you not going nowhere.’’

 

I turned away and tried to walk out the door. JP had his big ass arm on the door stopping from leaving.

 

“Move out my way JP.”

 

I looked at JP and I know what was coming next.  Next thing I know I was on the floor holding my face in pain. I just can’t believe he hit me for the first time. I look at him looking out the window not ever going to look my way.  I got up and make my way to the bed room and I closed the door and locked it. What should a girl like me do?

So I sat praying to god on my misfortune. As I cry and talked to god in my bed I fell fast and asleep and had that dream where I am up on stage. That when I know I could not give up here and let him control me. I got around 6 am pack a suitcase and walk out in Cincinnati morning air.  It was time for me to move on.  I am happy what JP did that wake me up for a dream of hopes. I knew that there was no future or love there.

 

Dear My Dreams

          I promise I want give up on you. I will reach you it don’t matter how I get there as long as I am happy and that  I am at my happy place. I will get mine and nobody will stop me. Nothing will get in the way of my DREAMS

 

Chapter 2: Live without Dream

 

 

 

I wanted to look back but I know if I did JP would have had something on me so I keep walking. I don’t know where I was going I don’t notice I walked straight Eden Park.  I sat on the wall looking at the dity  Ohio River. I wish I don’t grow up in this town.

I look at the park at the kids and parents. I wished had parents that take me to the park and laugh and played with me.  I look up at the high rise apartments and I wish I live there but in a different state ever a different county I really don’t care. As long i was not here 

 

 “Why are you crying?”

 

I heard a voice say to me. I look to a well dress men he had brown eyes and he look on the gay side. But I don’t judge and he was being nice to me.

 

“It’s nothing you know just living life.”

“I don’t think so, why don’t you tell me what’s wrong.”

“First of all I not telling my life story to a strange.”

“You right and where’s my mangers I am Jamie.”

“That’s better I am Sayionioa nice to meet you Jamie.”

“Sayionioa nice name pretty to, now can you tell me why you have a suitcase here and crying in the middle of the day in a busy park to.”

“Will it’s a long story and I don't want bored you to dead and pulse its finna rain I have to go.”

“Wait Sayionioa I know I don't know you and you don’t know me but how can I pull this by not looking like a weirdo.”

“What are you trying to ask?’’

“but if you want you can come and live with me just until you get on you feel.”

“Will I don’t Know?”

“How about I give you a job then you can stay for free.”

 

I looked at that man as if he was crazy. Why would he want a girl he just met on the street to work for him?  I was still thinking I didn’t ever notice he was taking me to his car.

 

“Dat fuck what are you doing?’’    

“You looked crazy stand there talking to yourself so do you want to go out to dinner so we can get to know each better how about that.”

“Okay but no funny stuff okay.”

“Yes I will be a gentleman I promise.”

 

It started to rain and I was looking out the window. What was I doing in this car with a man I just met he probably is marry are worst a murder.  

I look over at Jamie and he was smiling what this boy was smiling at.  If he ever tries everything I will kick his ass. It don’t matter at least I am not walking the street in the rain.  Are worst with JP, Maybe I should take him on that Job. God know I need the money. I pray to god that he not a weirdo.

 

 

Jamie POV

 

This is a dream come true. Sayionioa C. Alexander was here in my car with me. Since the first day I seen her at that club singing I know I had to have her.  I looked over at Sayionioa and she was looking out the window wonder what she is thinking.  I heard Sayionioa mumming a song on the radio. I think this song is Alicia keys.

“Can you plz song I would like to hear, your mumming sound really nice.”

I looked over at Sayionioa, and she looked scared to song.  She thought for a sec and then Sayionioa reached over and tuned up the radio.  Her voice was so special and sweet that. She could clam a person down by her angel voice. I was enjoying Sayionioa voice.

Until some stupid person hit the back of Jamie car.  I looked back and he was speeding on my ass.

I looked at Sayionioa and she looked scared like she seen at ghost on something. 

 

“Do you know that person?’’

Sayionioa don’t want to tell me. But I think I have a guess.

“Sayionioa Hold on I would let that person hurt you Okay.”

 

Sayionioa looked me in the eyes and she knew I was for real on what I said.  I was just happy she trusts me.

 

 

Sayionioa POV

 

I was enjoying myself for the first. While I was looking out the window I don’t notice I was mumming to a song on the radio. I forgot who song it. I just knew it was a band new me and that wasn’t going back to that life I was living.

Then Jamie asks me to sing I don’t ever know he was listening to me. I thought for a sec. I have not song for a new person in a while. So I reached over and tuned up the radio. I was so enjoying song for Jamie he smiled and he glace at me like I was an angel when I song.

The song was finna hit my favorite part. Until some stupid person hit the back of Jamie car and I know who car was it. I was so  scared. Jamie told me to hold on and that he would not let that JP hurt me. I really do trust him I don’t know why but did.  

 

Jamie drove all around Cincinnati. Then Jamie tried to hit the kentucky bridge when we hear gun shorts. 

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Lektorat: Renee Bell
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.06.2013

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