THINKING OF LOVE

Thinking of love,
she cries herself to sleep.
She lays in her bed
and silently weeps.
She feels so unwanted,
So worthless, impure.
Spends her days wondering
Why she was even born.
Why won’t someone come
And light up her dark
And turn that cold rock
Back into her heart

TO MY (SO-CALLED) FRIEND

You said that I'm your friend
You said that I could count on you
through all my trials and tribulations
and all that I go through
You said you would always be there
Through thick and through thin
YOu said we'd be together forever
friends till the very end
but as soon as trouble came
and I left for a little while
it seems like you forgot about me
and how we ised to laugh and smile
I guess that's the way life goes
maybe it was time for us to part
even though you've forgotten me
you're always in my heart.

FORGIVING AND FORGETTING

It is a pain that runs deep within
burrowed deep beneath my skin
I use my smiles to hide the pain
pretend to have sunshine even when it rains
but I am sad and hurt
seems like I've been sad since my birth
but I've only been sad since that day
when you crept into my room
took my innocence away
with the rape you passed a pain
I'll feel as long as I live
I'm trying to find room inside me to forgive
I'm getting stronger
the older I'm getting
but I want you know


forgiving AINT forgetting

QUIET STORM

I use my smiles to hide the pain
that I feel inside.
Deep within my soul
a quiet storm resides.
On the outside I look happy
joyful full of cheer.
On the inside I am hurting.
I'm crying unseen tears.
I wear the mask to hide the pain
so that no one can see
the storm that is a-brewing
the quiet storm in me.

Impressum

Texte: all of the poems in this book were written by me, rah
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 16.06.2010

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