fuck love
you say that u love me but where is the proof in it
always stay true to my grind but u on my mind i feel like im losin it
plaese dont be hittin my line or wastin my time when u see me doing better
you lied and said we gon be forever now my heart is so cold that i need a sweater
coulda sworn u was the one but now i feel dumb cuz i know u played me
wish i could go and rewind and take back the times that i called u baby
i took u back 24/7 had all of my friends thinkin i was crazy
you saying that u was in love this shit is a dub cuz i know played me
see a young nigga doing great say u want that forever shit
just quit yourself outta my phone i swear i moved on to some better shit
i need me somebody whos down for the ride someone who will never quit
somebody i know who can stunt on my ex and make her regret this shit
cause
i cant trust nobody(body)x3
you call me crazy but some shit u just dont understand
i risked it all and u just left me for another man
they raising dogs these days nobody really loyal
could feel like everthings perfect but then i all gets spoiled
like old milk but maybe it was just me
i heard ya mama was a hoe fruit dont fall far from the tree
and i dont mean no disrespect but im just stating a fact
and i threw away the reciept cause i aint taking u back
but see look that the difference between you and meee
i live my life based beyond the word loyalty
i think u need to find yourself or maybe even find some help
cause then youll understand u used to mean the world to me
but nowwww
i cant trust nobody(body)x3
fuck yourself
became infatuated with your whole appearence
so much that when i talk to you you never hear it
so much that like on your instagram make u happy
but i love you in person made that the clearest
i know im busy but not to busy for u
if i set the table i always set it for two
and if i light a candle im tyrna set the mood
but if i make a promise im always seeing it through
but you obssesed with the wrong things
i know we fight but think you fighting for the wrong team
its always on me
it always something i did
or something i didnt do
i feel like im in the wrong league
cause if i ball then we ball together
but if i fall then we fall together
but now its fuck u and a bunch of watevers
and if you was cold i wouldnt even give u my sweater
my mama dont like u she likes everyone
and i never liked to admit that i was wrong
but i been so caught in my job didnt see whats going on but now i know
im better sleeping on my own
cause if u like the way u look so much
then maybe u should go and fuck yourself
and if u think that im still holding on to something
u should go and fuck yourself
i dont need no more fights
long nights in different rooms
u started problems with fam now we got issues to
i was blinded by the love cause i was into u
whyd i stay committed
when i know u was with some different dudes
u need attention i get it everyone does
i thought that this was something i guess that it never was
so everytime u call my phone i ignore it
u dont miss me u just bored with the world u chose to explore
vegas for the weekend
la on a thursday
now u want me back huh want me in the worst way
u wont get a text on christmas eve and your birthday
cant believe that i fell for all your games in the first place
and since u like everything that comes with the fame
i wish u luck im sure that ill see you another day
youll prolly snag a rapper or a baller in the game
and imma walk right by u backstage like
my mama dont like u she likes everyone
and i never liked to admit that i was wrong
but i been so caught in my job didnt see whats going on but now i know
im better sleeping on my own
cause if u like the way u look so much
then maybe u should go and fuck yourself
and if u think that im still holding on to something
u should go and fuck yourself
fam
i got 8 siblings that i never see
in a room that i never leave
stuck on this computer
watching all these niggas catch some heat
all they songs is extra weak
confusion steady stressing me
running outta patience let this journey get the best of me
thought i had the recipe
so i followed every step
left my moms and moved away
i know she happy i left
lil bro all alone wifey needs a bigger check
all my niggas fallin off
im still tryna be the best
locked myself inside this booth
started making hella tracks
cry myself to sleep at night
swear i been to hell an back
loaded up that gun i bought
withdrew everything i had
put it all in envelopes
had it sittin in my hand
wrote my girl a letter
and apologized for suicide
i been on a mission that they talk about but few will try
had my finger on the trigger would have left it all behind
but then lyrics popped into my head
maybe that just saved my life
yea maybe that just saved my life
Growin Pains
when i was growin up i had nobody to lean on
i was by myself so i had to keep my dream on
everybody told me you aint gonna fuckin make it
fuck u niggas why the fuck u hating
i was 13 in them muthafuckin streetz
out there tryna hustle just to get up on my feet
i remeber nights when i had nothing to eat
had no place to fuckin go just to catch up on some sleep
but
now that im older ive been gettin bolder
livin in that fast life tryna be a soldier X2
leave me alone (no label remix)
havent seen u in a minute
so dont talk to me
blowin up my phone
why you doggin me
now u want me back
you want my company
saw me with this money
thats how flossin be
when i was in that cell
where was the loyalty
wait i just remember
you was crossin me
fuckin other niggas
thats just how it be
you can never trust a bitch
cause aint no honesty
remember all those times
that i did u rgiht
we just talked and chilled
every single night
but now that u are gone
everythings aight
but when i hear ya name
i just wanna fight
and when u hear my name
youll remember me
but plz dont hmu
we have no chemistry
glad that u are gone
we wasnt meant to be
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Texte: tywan rodriguez
Lektorat: tywan rodriguez
Übersetzung: tywan rodriguez
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 07.01.2020
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i want to dedicate all my freinds for telling me to keep at it and to never give up.