Mixed feeling and thoughts

 

 

The world is big, but still there’s no one to be found

In the time off pain and distress.

The only thing you hear them say is I’m sorry

How is Sorry taking away the pain?

To me, it’s just a word with no true meaning or feeling,

Persons say the word sorry

And actually don’t have a clue of the real meaning behind of it

I always have friends, even though they don’t even have me.

Really, I now call them be-friends

Meaning that they are the same ones

Who will betray you sooner or later,

They are the same ones

Who will leave you at the roadside.

It is funny how you’ll always be there for them

Even if it feels like the world is closing in

But it hurts deep inside to know that the word is big

But still there’s no one to be found.

 

 

Anonymous Writer

Don't judge a book by it's cover

 

They say don’t judge a book by its cover

But that exactly what the authors do

They judge a person on what’s on the exterior

 Instead of the interior

The politicians who are always the first ones

To put a stop to something

Are the same ones to engage in it?

The ones who judge you

Are no better than you

The ones who talk bad about others

Only give confessions about their self

Everyone hates pretenders

When they re the phony

Don’t think I’m judging

I’m just trying to say

Instead of saying something with words

Please be able to back it with actions

Everyone is so quick to assume

But too naïve to think and reason

They are quick to bad talk you

But too slow to say something good

They quick to put the blames on others

Instead of growing up

And take responsibility

Everyone hates to be judge by the cover

But never does anyone

Choose to take a look on what’s on the inside.

Everlasting love parents have for their children

 

Mom and dad are very special to me

And because they love me dearly

That is what makes them special,

I wouldn’t trade their caring love for another

Because they are my light

In the dark      

And my sunshine

In the clouds.

Even when I think they’re done with me

That they might just give up on me

They still provide me with all of the essential needs,

Like the tender love a mother bear has for her cub

And the protectiveness a lion has for his cub,

All these signs tells me that they still have hope in me

Even though deep down I know that I have mess up big time

Thinking there’s no way out.

But, they are always there to guide me

They acts as the eyesight that is needed for my eyes

And that’s why they are so special to me,

Because of their everlasting love

They have for me.

Anonymous Writer

The word know as "Good"

 

 

                                                                            

 

A simple word that makes persons smile at dawn

Is saying Good morning,

The sun in the blue sky is smiling down below

To me it's saying “hello”.

Everything is still; the sun is hiding in the clouds

To me it's saying “Good afternoon”.

Dark night, stars shining twinkling above

to me it's saying goodnight.

There's always someone who always welcome you

To me it's like saying “Good stay”.

Then, there are persons who come and then go in your life

to me it's like saying “Goodbye”.

A simple word like “GOOD “turns everything around

From negative to positive

Now it's my time to say something GOOD,

And all I want to say is “Good Day”!!

 

 

 

How I Feel

                                         

                                                                       

 

I feel empty inside

Like a well without water,

I'm thirsty

But there’s no water to quench my thirst

I'm starving

But there's no food,

I'm sick,

But there's no medication for me to take,

I 'm sad

But there's no sunshine

up in the grey clouds.

I'm down,

But there's nowhere to get back up

I 'm torn, but there's no pieces to put it back together

I'm miserable

But there's no one to turn to

I'm willing to love others

But my love goes in vain.

I'm stubborn

But then again, no one cares how you feel.

I'm imperfect

 But I’m perfectly fine at being myself.

But to others, they want you to be someone you’re not

They want you to be perfect like a Barbie.

But guess what?!?

I'm done with all this....

I'm leaving

 And I’m not even going to look in my rear view mirror,

Goodbye!

 

 

 

 

 

Life

 

If is one thing I know for sure is that

I will always get my own back.

If I can’t; then who would?

Man, I already drop those fakers and haters

Don’t talk about the backstabbers

Who’s good to your face

But when your back is turn

It’s another thing

I also learned to be my own friend

Since, you can’t trust anyone.

It doesn’t even bother me any more

When persons show their dark side

To me, I already know that they all are two faced

Like the coin in my pocket.

They smile when they think they have won

But I laugh, knowing they didn’t even come close

Man, my standards are too high

Cause I never settle for anything less.

May be they should check their lives

Before trying to change someone else own.

I can also relate to this

“Do unto others as you would like them to do unto you”

But it seems like this doesn’t matter anymore,

Since persons wants to be wrong and strong at the same time.

They want to be big bad and brave

But too bad they can’t back their mouth when their guards aren’t around.

I can back my mouth everywhere I go.

Man, I think those haters need a life

Since, they so caught up with others own.

*PEACE

 

 

 

 

Envy

 

It’s funny how people tries to bring you down

Every minute of the day,

But it’s sad to know that

They have such a low self-esteem about themselves.

They feel that bringing down others

Make them feel of a better person on the inside,

It seems to me that

 When they see you striving

It kills them.

And then they start to envy you

For every little thing,

I just Smile and laugh at them

Knowing that no matter

What they do,

It doesn’t have an effect on me

Cause I could care less.

I smile at my haters

To give them some more reason to envy me,

I want to give a big shout out to all my haters

And the more that is to come.

 

 

 

Silent Tears

 

                                                          

The only thing which express how I feel within is my silent tear

It’s silent yet everlasting,

It never seems to stop

It flow like the rivers into the ocean.

When the pain, hurt and distress bubbles over

It then transfer into my eyes as water but not any water

But tears known as Silent Tears.

The heated tears always leave its mark behind

Reminding me that some things are better to be left in the past

And that there’s a present now for me, and a gift stored up known as future.

Words can’t express how I really feel but tears do

Even though persons may not know the reason behind my tears

The heavenly father above knows and understands exactly how I’m feeling.

But I shouldn’t question God, but it’s itching me to!

So here it goes….

Dear God why me?

Do I really deserve this?!?

Are you going to take me out of all my problems?

Because the tears are so overflowing

That I’m suffocating inside

I’m downing and I’m on the line to heaven.

My tears doesn’t make a sound, yet it’s so deadly.

That why it’s called silent tears because

When it comes out it’s like a knife

Stabbed against my back.

It opens my skin

Showing all what’s beneath

In black and White,

And when it’s all out

It doesn’t even bother to

Put everything back into place

It just leave me vulnerable

And expose to germs and bacteria.

And this “It” is referred to my Silent Tears. :”(

 

 

 

 

 

 

             

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