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The love between to people is hard to let go. The love between two destinies is harder to let go. The love between me and my soul mate Edward is as hard as it gets.


Green. That's all I could see. Me wandering through a green forest. A set of eyes following me every where I turned. Finally I found a small lit opening in the forest which was familiar and unfamilar all at once.

I stepped through the small opening to find my beloved family trapped. I could not understand why or how. Edward, Alice, Esme, Carlilse, and Rosalie were all trapped in coffins they had no way out. I questioned why they couldn't just break out of the coffins like they would for any confined space.

In the coffin that held the love of my life,my existance practicly, I saw a small fist like shape buldge out of the side of the accursed coffin. It just bounced back as if it were made of rubber. I called for him and all the rest of the Cullens, and they just called the exact things that I had just said. No matter what I yelled ,shrieked, or screamed all they did was repeat me. Almost as if they wanted to taunt me. I didn't find it funny as they had when the started to laugh a tourturous mocking laugh .

I finally stopped crying enough to notice that two coffins were missing. I counted once, twice, and a third time. My calculations were correct. Where were Emmet and Jasper? I turned in all of the directions I could think possible. Far off to my left I found them, trying to fight of an unknown enemy. I didn't know what had become of them only to find out that I fell into the deepest hole I could have ever imagined.

Suddenly the dream shifted, and I was standing outside of a building which held an indoor pool. Next to the door a little sign read, Cullen pool area. Quickly before I opened the door I realized I was at Forks High School.I swung the door open so fast to see indeed there was a pool surrounded by my friends and classmates sitting at their normal lunch tables.Except that instead of the Cullens table in the corner there was the pool.

I quickly looked around until I found Edward sitting in the pool next to his brothers and sisters. I started to sprint towards him ,hoping to reach him before the moving sun showing through the windows did. By time I made it there I noticed two more people in the pool. I quickly recognized the two who were in the pool. James and Victoria. Why they were there I had no clue nor did I care. I just wanted to know if Edward was okay.

" Edward, what the heck? I just saw you trapped inside of a coffin. Now your just chilling out in a pool!" I managed to gasp out feeling out of breath from my sprint.

" Um...Do I know you?" He said starring at me with blood red eyes.

" Edward whats the matter with you? You know exactly who I am." He stared at me with confused eyes." Bella. Isabella Swan. As in your girlfriend of a whole year now."

" Oh that Bella." He said as if he just remembered it out of the blue." Im sorry, you must be incorrect. I left my Bella back in the woods behind her house. I didn't need her nor love her so I left.She might be dead. All I saw was her coming after me and then a brisk dark spot moving in the shadows. It covered her whole entire body. I thought she was dead."

His word pierced me as if he stuck a four inch think knife in my side. I couldn't belive what I was hearing. It had to be a dream It just had to.


My screams were the only thing you could hear at this point. Nothing more could be heard. If you could I guarranty in was not as bad as who I felt at this point.


The only things that kept me sane were Jacob and my continuing love for Edward Cullen.


Charlie finally came to wake me up from what it seemed to be a never ending nghtmare. He came ,settled me down,and went back to bed leaving me wih what ever pain full thing my mind could create next. I knew what I saw wasn't true. But my heart said love is painful suck it up.

As I came back to reality, I soon realized the meaning behind the pool. The ocean was the only thing standing between Edward and I. It was just like him being on the other side of the pool. But in contrast I was the little girl afraid to jump in, to see what life has awaiting me. The only thing that I can say is. It was only a DREAM.

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Texte: A lambs love for a lion.
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 26.09.2010

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