Chapter oneYou heard something that will pay the price

"What did you say?" he scream in my face and smack me against the wall.I scramble up "nothing sir" "that's what I thought" he grumble before pulling out his knife and threw it on the cement by my feet.I pick it up and shove it in my pocket "I thought I said to kill him not let him run away" he yelled.I just stare at him walking back and forward in place mumbling rubbish then he stop and smirk at me then grab out something out of his pocket."here" he said and shove the paper in my face.I snatch it out of his hands. "Kill this man" I let my eyes adjust to the picture because I only had little light from the New York buildings. The guy had blue eyes and he was bald and he was....I gasp and look up at my boss."But sir this man is my father" "I know but did you kill the other man like I said?" I open my mouth to speak but he answer for me "NO YOU DIDN'T!!!" "but sir this man- "no enough said before I take out your tough" I shut my mouth.


"This is the price of a killer now you have to pay it" he sneer at me before diapered in the cold alley with his black boots fading away."STUDIED!" I yelled and punch the wall multiple of times before my knuckles were blooded and bruised up."ErrrrAHHH" I yelled and pulled my hand away and sat down."Why did I sighed up for this shit!" I yelled and put my hands in my hands.But then I heard something.I stood up and look up ahead where the nose came from behind a dumpster.I walk on my tipped toes and went the the noise.I heard a 'shhh'. I took out the knife that my boss gave me. Then I look over the dumpster with five boys all cramp together looking scared."Who are you and what did you hear?" they stood in an award slice.I sighed then open my mouth again "we could play this the easily way or hard?" nothing "so hard? OK then" I smirk then grab the closest boy and smack him against the cold hard dirty wall.

"Talk or get hurt?" I said and raise my knife to his cheek the cold metal blade on his warm tan skin.I looking his brown wide eyes. His lip trembling with fear.Baby. "p-please don't hurt m-m-me" he mange to crock up.I laugh "then tell me what you heard?" his eyes darted to his friends."What? cat got your tough or is your knickers are in a twist?" I push the blade harder which cause him to yelp."OK OK we heard that you were suppose to kill this guy but you didn't so your boss is making you kill your dad now" the words rush out of is mouth and swirl in the wind."that's it?" "YES YES!!" "ok then" I shrug and pulled the blade off his cheek and let go the bridge of his shirt.

"You're going to let us go?" he question with hope flooding in his eyes."HA! no your coming with me" "but what happens if we don't?" another guy chirp in. I shrug my shoulders "You'll died then" there faces paled."Ok then were do we go?" "just stay quite and fallow me" they nodded then I stared to walk with them hot on my tale.I took a deep breath and only heard the sounds of the New Your trains and cars going by no stop.I keep on walking then turn a coiner to a my neighborhood.I walk in my house with the boys shuffling their feet inside."Do NOT touch anything or you will be sorry"

I look at the scared teenager boys as they nodded cheeks flush eyes darting around.Kinda reminds me of a little kid going to school for the first time awwww I hate kids."Fallow me" I said and lead the way to an empty room with a old discussing bed on the floor. I went to the window and put a lock on it "welcome to home" I mumble then turn around and push then out of my way "Night ,love" o great British boys. "whatever" I said before slamming the door. And walking to the couch and slump on it. "What am I going to do" I groin and cover my hands with my face.But I guess I fell asleep because that's the last thing I remember.

chapter two these boys are idouts!

I heard stuff moving in my kitchen I thought it was the rat in their but my thought was probably wrong.My eyes open a bit then I got up and rub them and headed in the kitchen.But this warm old memory smell hit me like a child hood memory's.I open the door and my eyes pop out of my head almost and my mouth open in a gape.The boys were cooking? clearly they really don't know how kidnapping works."What are you doing?" I said still half a sleep."Were making breastfed silly!" "um why uh-" "LOUIS! the name is LOUIS!" He grin which I just twitch."Ya but WHY?" "because we thought you were hungry??" "well ya but-" "here" The curly one shove the plate in my hand.

They all sat by the crack table some sat on the floor.While I just blink my eyes."What?" "something wrong with it?" "no it just um why are you doing this?" I ask in a daze.They chew slowly then look up "because you look like you need some love!" Louis scream then hug me all tight.I push him off "I don't need no loving" I spat at him as his smile broke.

"Why are you doing this to us? why did you even take this job?!" "because i..." I thought for a second before opening my mouth again."Went to know the truth?" They shook there head 'yes' and i sigh."Ok I was kidnap when i was just about 2? ya 2 these guys who im working with did REALLY bad stuff to me..." I trail off with a shdder the got right back on track. "I still have scars from them in so many ways. I lost everything and just..well broken" I finshed off.And look down not daring to see there faces and what they think."O ,love that's why your like this?" "ya I have no chice really.." "Yes you do run away" My eyes almost pop out of my head.

"NO!!" I screech then calm down a bit."I can never do that! They will kill my love ones and make me watch then do bad stuff to me again take away my innocence" I whisper the last part and shut my mouth again.I put the plate of food down. "I'm not very hungry.." I turn around and started to walk out ut then the boy grab me. "They took away your innocence's?" I nod and still look down."O my you poor gir!" the chestnut one said and hug me.What's p with all the hugging? but what's up with me?! I am strong not soft! "ya ya they did so what? it was going to be taken away no matter what" I shook him off "besides why are you still begging nice to me? its just stupid to be kind now good bye" I spound around on my shoe heel and stalk off.Why are you begging weak! be strong! rememeber weak is for the poor and strong is for you' my brain scream inside of my skull.


I sighed and punxh the wall again and again not caring about anything and keep mumbling stuff to myself "Stupid" punch "ugly" punch "whore" punch "not good enough" "weak" crunchhh.I heard a nois in my knuckel that made me jump back and howled in pain.

The kitchen door slaim open to find the boys..graet!."Get back! i can do this by myself!" "get the bange louis" "Ok harry" Harry the one came closer to me my breath got hitch in my throat at his eyes..those bright green full of loving eyes WAIT! shut up! he dosn't crae! No one does about you slut! the voice scream again.Which I fallow it my feet when backfwards as he took step forward.

"I coudn't find none bot toilet paper!" Louis threw a rolled of toilet paper a an another boy "there ya go liam!" Louis scream at him his voice rang with joy."Thanks Louis here harry" He took the paper and went closer to me whilee I just stay put my teeth grit together."stay.away.Now." I said in short angry breaths.But he din't listen and grab my hand but I took it back and clutuch it to my chest."NO! let it bleed out! I don't desever your kinddness!" He frwon "That's not heathy...." "so what!" I bark at him my blood boiled.

"Well we tryed to help you but you can't even let a soul help you! your so lock up in you mind and let it tell you negitive thought probaly and your doing THIS to yourself! Just shut up and take ourb help!" he scream at me while I just stood there ready to kill each of them into pieces!" "shut up!" "no you! just face it! you stupid lttle girl!" "HARRY! that's enough!" "no he is right" I whisper "what? no he" "yes he is" I took out a pocket knifee and open it and saw the bladed shine a bit and had dride blood all over it.I saw my eyes threw it my grey dull eyes never shone the bright blue like Niall has.

I look up at there paled faces but Harry only had angry boilding in his."I want to die and i want NONE help I desiver this teribble life God hates me and now so do you! I can't handle myself any more." I let the blade slice my pale skin into an X while harry face drop dead into sorrow."P-please stop" He whisper with such force so he can speak."Why? Im just a stupid girl" I did it again and drop the knife "Your set free now get out."They look at each other then nodded and stated to um sing? "[Zayn]
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me

[Liam]
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

[Zayn&Liam]
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

[Louis]
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

[Harry]
I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

[Harry&Niall]
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

[Niall]
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.

[Harry]
And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you,
Oh, it's you,
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things

[All]
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things [less]"

I stood there with my mouth a gape and tears were forming in my eyes.I smile and it wasn't force.harry came up to me and the rest happen in a flash.Harry lips were on mine.

I was kissing


THE


Harry Styles.

What the fuck?

chapter three Here comes trouble...

My lips were on Harry's lips but I didn't kiss back or even moved.Until he pulled back with his eyes still close.He slowly open them and they were a brighter green before."Did you felt the fireworks? I did" he breath out but hen the trouble side came out of me.I punch him in the jaw and sent him flying back.I breath angry and press my lips into a tight line so I won't explode in any second.He cough up a bit of blood and moan in pain.The boys try to help him but his eyes were squeeze shut.


"No! But did you feel that?" He moan again "I'm sorry" "I really don't want to hear it!" I said angry then storm off but i stop."Once I come back you guys better be gone or I WILL hurt you like I did to your little friend" and with that I was gone out the door,running in the mid foggy morning.Heart pounding,Blood in ears so I can't hear a thing.I was just so angry!I could kill all of them right now if I was still in there.But I didn't I really don't want to hurt them...

Harry's p.O.V

I was in so much pain that I can't really explain it."Harry lad! Are you ok?!" "Nooo" I moan out."We need to go!" Liam said scared at what just happen.The boys try to pick me up my I struggled not to."Harry stop fighting! She is going to hurt us! If we don't leave now!" Zayn yelled at me but loosing his calm.Hmmm hes actually the calm one."No." I said sternly to them and stood up."Here's the plain.."


Blade's P.O.V (The girls name)

I ran to the nerves beer and alcohol store and got a bottom of jack and rum.I payed for them and ran out of the store drinking both of them at the same time.The nasty tasting stuff went swirling down my throat.But I was only doing it to be calm and try to forget my past and the voices in my head...

HArry's p.O.V


I pull back from the boys and smile cheek."So you want to change this girls heart into good insted of bad?" Niall ask I no.But then we heard the front door open the slam close.We saw the girl but she was mess up like a person who just came back on the side of the street selling weed for 10 years.Her grey eyes darted to each of us but they had no emotion in them but sorrow?. She lifted up her arm and took a sip of rum? then I saw it her arm was bleeding.she must of cut herself again.

"I told you all to g-get out" she slur and try to walk but fell.But Zayn caught her.She giggle "Wow how did the floor move so close to my face!" she laugh in Zayn's arms."What what'sss this red stuff on my arms?!?! O no! the candy-man got to me! Ahhhh!!!" We all chuckle a bit but then Zayn lifted her fragile body up then on the couch."Louis go get-" "already got it" He said and threw duck tape and toilet paper at me.I pick them up and fix her arm.

"Where my rum!!" she sob half yelled.Yup she going to have an hangover tomorrow."I took it away ,love" Liam said calmly to her but she cough then began to speak well uh yelled."Why?! I wanted just one more sip gawdd!" Louis sat down by her and started to sing an lullaby."Hush little baby don't say a word,Uncial Tommo will bye you a humming bird..." We heard soft snores before he keep going.He grin and kiss her fore head."You are great with kids now are ya lou bear?" "and drunk people" He smile and made us all laugh.

But I just stare at her for a long time biting my lip,Thinking why she was like this.Why did they have to do this to her?.... Just why?

chapter four hangover sucksss even when you have to go back to work!

I woke up to my head pounding with pain like a ton of bricks were thrown on my head.I groin and sat up but fell right down as my head started to spin.I close my eyes feeling I was about to vomit."When is she going to wake up?" hush British whisper ask "I don't no" an heavy iris one sang.But then I felt like I was going to throw up so I shout up and push the guys threw and ran to the kitchen not really having time for the bathroom.

I lean over the sink and felt horrible.I puke and couch and hag.But I felt a finger drawling little circles in my back.I shock off then hand and tried my best to stand up.But my head became heavily and pounded like thunder.After I finished emptying myself out I took the sink water in the palm of my hands and wash out my mouth and hair.

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