chapter one its all my fall that's she's gone

I sat in the living room of my cold apartment watching the rain drops hit against the cold glass window then falling swiftly down till the bottom of my window sill. When I was little I would sit there for hours just racing the rain drops on days like this.. Today was always going to be a quiet day like it is every day when she left...

I turn my head and look at the boys they where all watching t.v or on their phones smiling.But for me nothing is happy to me. I am never happy when the day she left me.And I never got to say goodbye or I love you to her.But I push her away out in my head....for now.Before the tears come and old memories come racing back in my mind.

I sighed and turn my head back to the window but she keep popping back up in my thoughts.I sighed again and cover my face with my hands and let a few tears fall from my eyes.As warm tears coated my cheeks the bad memories came back.It was just last week when it all happen...

"Harry come on" Emma said as she tug on my right arm to hurry up.I chuckle a little."Ok babe I am going" I said and pick up my past a little.We both ran hand and hand.And laugh as we ran down the big hill.We both stop my the little river with the sunset setting on the water.I turn to Emma but she had her eyes close and she smile.She open her eyes and turn to face me her piercing green hazel eyes staring back into mine.She put her soft hand on my cheek and whisper to me "I love you" I smile back "I love you to Emma" Her smile even got bigger we both lead in for a kiss.My lips went on her strawberry glossy lips.We both kiss with the felling of love.

She had her eyes close shut like I had mine feeling closer then ever.Booms went of sparks and well everything,Shes the one Emma Roger is the one no second thoughts she is.We both parted apart as her cheeks went to a pink light blush."You really do love me?" she ask an look down with a sheepish smile on.I put on a cheeky grin "Yes I do with all my heart ,love" I breath out and put my finger under her chin so I could stare into her beautiful eyes."I mean it" She search my eyes for one lie that was hidden but there was none.She grin and crash in for a hug "I love you to ,harry" she said.I wrap my arms around her to so we could stay like this forever but happy moments always have to end.

Her phone buzz and she open her eyes and let go frowning as she look at the text."Something the matter ,love?" "no its nothing" "are you sure?" I ask a tad bit of worried.She smile "I promise,Harry" "ok" "I have to go now" she sighed "ok" I went up to her and kiss her nose.she giggle a bit "Harry stop" "alright fine" I laugh "bye Harold" I groin "you know I hate my real name" "I know but I like it" she wink and ran off.I grin and ran my finger threw my dark chocolate brown curls.And started to walk back,my footsteps stepping on the fresh ct summer grass.

I went to Mine and the boys flat.I live with my friends to let you know.I open the door to see them running everywhere shooting nerf guns at each other.One stop and stare at me. "Hazze back!" Louis ran his blue eyes shun with joy and his light brown hair push to the right side of his face."Hi boobear!" I laugh at the silly nicknames we always call each other.its a tad bit of rubbish but were just kids by heart.

"How was your girlfriend!" "perfect" I breath out with a big grin behind it.I probably look like the Grinch how I smile right now."Harry is so in love" Liam said his warm kind brown eyes shun with happiness to and his chestnut hair almost cut down to the shrub.not his best hair cut but... well uh there's no really good way to end this."So why you end the date early?" Niall ask threw a mouth food of food but it sound like 'mmmlifjfjdaenc' lots of rubbish but I look at my Irish friend into his blue greenish eyes and just shrug "She end it not me she dint even tell me why" I shrug and sat on the couch.

Then zayn came in his dark black hair with a blond streak of dye blond in it and his brown eyes fill with...worried? "Maybe she ended it because she might be cheating" he whisper the last part.My blood boiled with angry "I KNOW EMMA ALL MY LIFE! NO WAY! SHE COULD CHEAT ON ME!" I yelled in his face but he shrunk back."It was just a theory harry I'm sorry" he bow his head down.My face soften "no no I'm sorry Zayn coming out like that I'm sorry" He put his head back up and gave a tight nervous smile "it's alright".

I mess up big time with him; gotta make it up for him somehow Like find him a girlfriend!that's my plain to sing zayn a girlfriend

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