So Much Blood...

Broken promises,

Apologies scrawled in blood on the shredded parchment of my arms,

Nothing can make up for it

I thought I was done

I thought I had beaten it

Who was I kidding?

All I am is a leech 

I fall in love,

And I make people feel loved,

But then i ruin everything

I destroy the one friendship i hold most dear

I hurt the one person on the planet I truly love 

And I most likely wrecked a new friendship 

I'm a waste of oxygen

My tears keep flowing

The cold kiss of the razor against my skin

I still feel it 

I force the wounds open further 

I used to be happy

I was proud to say I wasn't depressed

Well...

So much for that 

It doesn't matter

I don't deserve that feeling anyway 

Fresh tears find their way down my cheeks

I choke on my sobs 

"I'm sorry" 

Those two words I can't stop saying

Those two worthless fucking words that I can't stop saying

On my gravestone it will read:

"Here lies someone who is better left forgotten,

He who imitates this person shall rot from the inside,

Starting with thy heart,

Just as he did,

And He who imitates this person will soon regret,

For there is no greater a pain then to betray thine own love

And know there was nothing you can do to fix it

Except watch thy love suffer because of oneself" 

R. I. P. 

Idiot

Bastard

.......Betrayor......

 

 

 

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 20.05.2013

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