Dear Ricky,

I can’t stop thinking about you. Everything reminds me of you. Every love story, song, and poem makes my heart ache for you. I see you in my dreams and whisper your name in my sleep. No matter how hard I try I just can’t seem to escape you. Your presence is so overwhelming. Thoughts of you take over my mind, suffocating me until I pass out.
I want you, need you, ache for you. You thinking I hate you just breaks my heart into tiny pieces. Just the thought of you giving up on us gives me the worst pain I’ve ever felt, physically and emotionally. The truth is I’ve attached myself to you, more so than I have anyone else. You’ve gotten closer than my first love did. I love you more than I thought was possible, but to protect you and myself, I continue to push you away.
I want you to hate me because the truth is you deserve better. Someone that won’t be bipolar won’t be annoying or switch your words around. She’ll make you laugh when all you want to do is cry, she’ll be pretty, and she’ll be everything that your ex-girlfriends weren’t. She’ll be perfect for you.

Love&&Rockets,
Gabby

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 25.03.2012

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