Introduction

This is a story about a 21 year old girl of how she became a hardworking, still going to school and trying to live her life teen mother. And this is her story…….

Chapter 1: Meet the Family

On January 18th, 1992, there was me Jordan Sanchez. I had 2 parents that didn't want kids so they put me in a crappy fostor home in Brooklyn, New York with 2 parents and 3 other kids that weren't theirs. The foster home wasn't a good one but it didn't matter because i wasn't happy and that's what my parents wanted. But my foster parents were even worse every morning i would get hit for no apparent reason if i was hungry, sleepy, or tired. But as i grew up i taught myself everything my parents were supposed to teach me like, i taught myself how to talk, walk, and i learned how to cook from all the cooking shows i watched over the years and I'm only 3 years old. My step parents Diana and John were always telling me that i wasn't important, that my parents didn't love me, and that i was so stupid i couldn't go to school. An one day they pushed me to the edge to where i didn't want to be there anymore, so I packed my backpack and sneaked into their room and i took all their money because all they used it for was alcohol and drugs, Now I'm raising myself and i did a pretty damn good job doing it.

About 4 years later I went back to the foster home because I needed more money and food, I sneaked back into the house when I see 2 kids, a boy and a girl (the boy was like 5 and the girl like was 4) with Jenifer and Joseph (my parents) I haven’t seen them since I was a baby and I was thinking to myself (why do these people have kids and then put them in a damn foster home.) As I was eavesdropping on their conversation and Jenifer said that if Diana and john can take care of them, Diana said as she was doing her drugs “hey you brats go upstairs, we need to talk to your parents” and the boy said “where’s Jordan?”. Joseph said “Hey kid shut up and both of you get your fucking asses upstairs” the kids were walking upstairs and I was still listening to their conversation to see what they were going to do with the kids. Jenifer said “Did they find Jordan yet?” and Diana said “no why do you miss her and how do the kids know about her” and to think I was starting to think my mom cared about me and she said this “no I was just wondering if they found that little bitch and my mom keeps showing them pictures of her when I was at the hospital”. I quietly walked upstairs because I was so upset after my mom said that and I wanted to see my brother and sister and my dad didn’t even say anything so I went upstairs to my old room. I see them and my brother came up to me and hugged me and said “Jordan we missed you” and I told him “hi I missed you too” then I said “do you have a name” and he said “Jason” and I nodded ok and I told him “that’s a nice name (then I told my sister) what’s your name?”.

She said “Leslie” and I said to her “that’s a cool name” then I told them “Do you guys even want to stay here because if you don’t we can sneak out of here and you guys don’t have to worry about a thing because I will take of you and those people are dangerous, so what do you say?” they looked at each other and then back at me and said “ok where ever you go we’re going too”. I told them to get their bags and walk out the back door and wait for me in the front yard and I’ll be there in a minute and they listened to me and I was surprised because kids at that age don’t usually listen. I ran to their room because I heard them coming upstairs so when I got into the room I hid under the bed because it was the closes thing to the door and they came in and Diana said “I just don’t understand why they want us to watch the kids I mean what do we look like a fucking charity case”. John said “I know dumb asses so what do you want to do now”, she said “we can make a kid of our own” then they got on the bed and started making out “oh my God this is so gross” I said quietly to myself and I got out from under the bed and went to their closet and there the safe was just waiting for somebody to open it and I walked towards it.

I put the password and It didn’t take it and I’m like these people changed it damn it. “Hey babe we should go to the store and buy some stuff we need new plants for the front yard” Diana says as she opens the closet doors and I hid real quick once I heard her talking, then john says “ok and I put the new password”. She said “what’s the password” and John said 374951 and she put the password, got her money, then once they left I put the password, took all the money they had in there (they steal the money anyway so they don’t need it). Then I ran downstairs to the kitchen and I got all their food and then I told the kids to come inside because Diana and John were gone so I gave Jason the bag of food and I told them lets go, then I realized that they didn’t take the other car and I already know how to drive so I took the keys and we got out of there. We took off to the house that I live in but its beat up and the money is going to help fix it but I have to fix it myself but still I can buy a house when I turn 18 so hopefully I keep this house till then but this is just for now and the kids like it and they were happy because they get to do their own room the way they want it and they can fix it the way they want it.

Chapter 2: Trying to fit in

5 years later, my brother was in the 5th grade and turning 10 yrs. old, my sister was in the 4th grade and just turned 9 yrs. old and I’m in the 7th grade and I turned 12. Man we are all growing so damn fast I feel like I missed 5 years with just a blink of an eye. My brother and sister are working on trying to fit in, I can tell because you know when you’re a kid and you’re wondering what everyone else is doing and wearing and that’s how they are and I’m not surprised because Jenifer and Joseph used to act like that (from what the kids told me). Today is everyone’s first day of school the kids are going crazy because they’re wondering what to wear, if they look cool like all the other kids but it’s my fault I spoil them too much. “Hey Jason are you ready you’re going to be late” I said to Jason and he said “yeah I’m straight” and I said to him “well come eat your breakfast” and he said “no I’ll eat at school”. Then I said “hey Leslie come on I have to walk you and your brother to school” and she said “no time I’m gonna walk to school by myself” and I told her “dressed like that no you need to go change”. She was wearing short shorts and a tank top and at her age that is not tolerated in my book. She said “oh come on I’m going to be late” I told her “I don’t care yo u're not gonna go to school looking like that so go upstairs and change” and she said “fine but it’s your fault that I’m late” and I told her just to shut up and go change.

I was frustrated because I thought I didn’t need to deal with this until they were older but that’s life and I chose this life to save my family not that’s a bad thing. When I dropped off Jason I was taking Leslie to school, the reason I put them in different schools is mainly because they hate each other and the last time I put them in a school together they were always fighting and I don’t want them to go to school with me because people get suspicious so we have to go to different schools so that way people won’t be like aren’t those the kids that ran away or something like that and they can recognize me, Jason or Leslie if we’re together. Anyways as I was dropping off Leslie, she ran quickly into the school I thought she would probably hang out with her friends and she wasn’t late it was barely 7:30 and the bell doesn’t ring until 7:50 and that’s why I got confused but I don’t know she probably wanted to go early or something. So I left after a minute of just standing there I went to school and a bunch of girls were looking at me which I’m not surprised because when I ran away in 1998 I got into a lot of trouble, I was getting into fights and I caused a lot of trouble in Brooklyn but that was my past and my future is right ahead of me.

After school I called the kids and I told them that I had to go to the doctor because I got into a fight with them stupid girls and one of them had a knife and I got stabbed because I hit one of her girls and some guy named Danny Garcia helped me get to the hospital and he is the cutest guy in school but I have kids and I don’t know I’m not really into boys right now I just want to get my life straightened out first. Sometimes I wonder why I took these kids I kept saying to myself I need them in my life because my life wont be complete without them but I’m in the hospital and the doctor said I was fine but I can’t go to school for a couple of days so that’s that, then my brother was on his way to go pick up my sister, then Leslie was walking outside and there was these girls out there and they jumped her and Jason got there but she was already on the floor and the girls took everything of hers: her pack back, her cellphone, and her new jacket I barely got her that jacket. It was 50 bucks and from what Jason told me over the phone the girls were like 15 or 16 and I know that I’m not supposed to go anywhere because my leg has stitches but I can’t just sit around waiting until I get better and I can’t call the cops because they’re looking for me so I have to do this myself.

So what I did was I got a bat and in case they get crazy a knife because I don’t know how old these girls are and I don’t know what they’re gonna do so I need to take back what belongs to Leslie because its expensive so I went to the school and I was looking around and the Janitor was still there so I asked him where the girls went and he said that they went to the cornerstore by the bakery and I ran over there as fast as I could and my leg was killing me and then I seen the girls and I went up to them and I was like you think it’s funny taking my sister’s stuff and they weren’t 16 they were like in their 20s but I took matters into my own hands and I hit them with the bat and then I took my sister’s stuff and I ran, the girls were coming after me but I was running so fast and they were slowing down and they were saying we know what you look like bitch but I didn’t care as long as I got Leslie’s stuff I’m ok but then I see the cops and I’m like great and I quickly got my phone out and I text Jason and the cops got me and I forgot to press send.

Chapter 3: The Night in jail

Later that night Jason and Leslie were waiting for me at the house because they never had to worry about me being late because I told before we started school that we would all be home at least by 5 or 6 and the latest is 8 but no later than that and once I was in jail I asked the officer can I make a phone call and the officer said ok but only 2 minutes and that’s all you get and I took it because I needed to tell the kids where I was before they freak out so I called Jason and he said “hello” all scared and then I said “Jason it’s me Jordan I’m in jail and I’ll explain later but now just be safe and don’t go to school tomorrow because I’m afraid something is gonna happen and keep your sister safe and this is only for a little while because I think they’re gonna send me back to Diana and John so just keep each other safe until I get back ok”.  Jason said “ok but what about you what can we do” and I told him that I didn’t want them to worry because I had everything in control but I needed to go because my time was almost up so I had to hang up but I told Jason to be safe and he said ok but be careful. The next morning they said that I had a visitor and I was confused because Jason and Leslie wouldn’t come to the jail and I went to the phone.

There was Jenifer and Joseph and I was pissed because I didn’t want to talk to them or look at them and I told the officer I didn’t know those people and the officer said but they told me that you’re their daughter and they can get you out of here and I just sat and looked at them and said how do you know I was here and they said the officers called them. My dad said “I knew one day you would be in here” and I told him “shut up you don’t know me ok so shut the hell up and I rather stay in jail then go home with Diana and john or you guys” and they said that they loved me and I was like bullshit no you don’t because if you love me so much then why did you give me away and I didn’t want to hear their sob stories so I just got up and left. The officer said that I can make a call because they felt bad so I just called the kids just to see if they were safe and I was trying to figure out a way to get me out of here and the police officer said that I needed to hurry up because the boss wanted to talk to me so I just hung up and I told them that I love them.

The officer and the detective came in the room and I was scared because I didn’t know what was going to happen and the detective said “Hello Jordan the reason I came in here today is because you are getting charged for stealing a car, taking kids that are not yours and for leaving the foster home” and I said “ok detective you can’t prove anything and plus you don’t know what those people did to me and I’m innocent” and he said that Diana and john were taking me back tomorrow. I had to think of something and I couldn’t think of anything so I was going back into that house. The officer comes in and says “Mrs. Sanchez your free to go your foster parents are here” and I got up from the uncomfortable bed and I walked out and I see them to uglies standing there and they had a stupid expression on their face and then Diana said “there you are come here I haven’t seen you in years we been trying to look for you right John” and he said “yes we have are you happy to come home you little cutie” and I just stood there and I was looking at them playing around and Diana got my arm and john got my other arm and we all walked like the happy family we’re supposed to be.

Chapter 4: Round 1 with Diana

Its 3 in the morning and I was on the way to their house and all I was thinking was what the hell are these people going to do to me. “Get out of the car you little bitch” Diana said as she grabbed me by my hair out of the car and into the house and John was looking out for the cops and when I walked into the house with these 2 idiots I only seen 1 difference and that was the bodyguards in case I wanted to leave again. Anyways Diana literally picked me up and threw me to the bodyguards and thank God they caught me and she said “John bring me my gun”. I swallowed the gum I had and then the bodyguards sat me down as Diana was waiting for john to bring her gun. “Here you go babe” John said as he was handing Diana the gun and then she sat down and asked me “where’s your brother and sister, did you enjoy your freedom” and I said to her “ I ain’t telling you shit and you can’t make me and the cops know I’m here” and she said “doesn’t matter if they know where you are I might just kill you before they get here unless you tell me where they are” and I said in a pissed off mood “go ahead kill me because it will take you forever to find them and you ain’t going to find them and if you hurt them I swear I’ll come back alive and kill you and yes that’s a threat”.

“Wow you think your all badass now huh because you took my favorite car and you took all my money huh and you took all my food but you’re not you think you are, now im going to make your life a living hell” she said to me but I didn’t feel threatened and I said “what are you gonna do raise me again” and Diana looked at me and laughed and then she slapped me with the gun. Then she walked behind me and said “you know Jordan I can shoot you with this gun and you won’t have to worry about your brother or sister because I already found them” and then Leslie said “Jordan help us” and Diana said “oh look at that it Jordan’s ugly family, I think I’ll just kill your brother first” and I said “no don’t touch them or im gonna” and she said “what are you do runaway again honey I found you and I have security cameras everywhere I have booby traps everywhere any of you fuckers decide to leave, well I think we all know what’s gonna happen” and I looked down at my legs and I was depressed because I was thinking that this lady really got us where she wants us and then she said “take her upstairs, im gonna have a little talk with her little family” and I said “wait no Diana I’ll do whatever you want just don’t hurt the kids please” and she said “it’s too late Jordan not only did you get yourself in danger but you got your loved ones in danger”.

Once the bodyguards put me upstairs I was thinking of a plan and I had no idea and I opened the door and they were still standing there. Then I heard yelling coming from downstairs and it sounded like the kids and I heard 2 gun shots coming from downstairs, then I heard footsteps and then I heard “hold it right there” and then 2 more gun shots and I opened the door and I looked at the bodyguards and they were on the floor bleeding to death. Then I looked at Jason and he had the gun and he stood still because it was his first time shooting people and I took the gun and put it on the floor and the kids were starting to cry and I was like shhh its ok and I was hugging them and I told them lets go and I called a cab and I wanted to leave the house because I didn’t want the cops to see me and the kids because then they would split us up and we went home and packed our stuff and I ended up moving with one of my friends because I didn’t want to get caught somewhere else and she didn’t mind and her parents would register the kids to school and they told me not to worry and that they would take care of everything and I was like what a relief because I need to rest and everything turned out fine for a little while.

Chapter 5: High School

2 years later the year 2006, I’m a freshman in high school and 14 years old, Jason is 12 years old and starting 8th grade and Leslie is 11 years old and starting 7th grade. I have to honestly say that I was scared that it was my first day of high school because new people, new teachers, and more drama. Jason has a girlfriend named Jen and he is really nervous because he wants to make a good impression and Leslie has a boyfriend and he’s in high school and I know people say that age doesn’t matter and that what the heart wants what the heart wants and blah blah blah but I mean she’s a kid and it’s hard to take care of 2 preteens and now I have 2 more twin brothers Mikey and Michael(Jenifer and joseph don’t know when to stop so now I’m taking care of 4 kids and I’m barely started high school.) I can’t back out now because I can’t just abandon them they’ll hate me and I’m not sending them back to Diana and john because God knows what they’re going to do to them. Today is the first day of school and the twins first day of first grade (they are 6 years old and they were born in the year 2000) so yeah a lot of things happening today and we live in long Beach, New York. We had to move because people got suspicious of us so I took the kids and I live with one of my friends from school and she didn’t mind because she was an only child and then her parents put my brothers and sister in school and I was like finally I can enjoy my life in high school.

As I’m getting ready for school then I heard my friend calling me “Jordan come on lets go I don’t want to be late for school” and I said “alright I’m done I can’t wait until we get to school I’m so excited” and she said “I know now let’s go I want to get there early because I want to walk around campus” and I told her ok let’s go and then we left but I wanted the kids to get dropped off first because I was more concerned for them than myself and we dropped off the twins, then Leslie and Jason and then me and my friend Stephanie. When I seen the school all I was thinking was wow its huge and there was a lot of people and when me and Stephanie were walking around some idiot shoved Stephanie and she fell on the floor and I was like dude that’s not cool so I went up to the guy(he was a big muscular guy but he was ugly) and said “hey watch where you are going” and then he said “bitch get the fuck out of here” and I pointed to Stephanie and then said “bitch you can get the fuck out of here when you apologize to her because you pushed her on purpose I think as a man you should apologize” and Stephanie said “look its fine lets go to class” and I said “not until he apologizes” and his girlfriend came up to me and she taught she was all badass and that her man didn’t need to apologize and said “bitch take your little whore with you and go to class before I beat the shit out of you”. I took off my backpack and I punched her and everyone around was like oh shit and I didn’t care either the guy apologizes or I'm gonna kicked out of school for beating up this hoe.

And me and her fought but then the security guards were trying to break up the fight and then the dumpass that pushed Stephanie punched me in the face and it wasn’t an accident he did it on purpose and that really pissed me off so I took swing at him and I missed because the security broke me and that stupid bitch up and I couldn’t reach him and then after a few seconds I was in the principal’s office and Stephanie was waiting for me so we can go to class and the principal said that he was furious that it was the first day of school and he didn’t like it so he gave us both school suspension and I was like awesome my first day of school and I already got in trouble. Then once I left the office, Stephanie was complaining that it was just an accident and that I shouldn’t have done anything or said anything and that she could take of herself and she never stood up for herself she starts getting all freaked out and just stands there and she never got into a fight which is a good thing but still she doesn’t defend herself she’s even scared of her parents and well I don’t know what that feels like because I never had parents and I just wish that she would defend herself for once in her life, then when we got to class there I seen the cutest guy in school so far and I was like whoa but then I see his girlfriend and then my happy face came off my face, and I sat down.

And then after school Stephanie wanted to check out the football players tryout for the team and I’m not into guys because most of the guys that I like are either in a relationship and usually they cheat on me anyway so I just try to find a date for steph because she took me into her own home, nobody has ever done that for me before and then when me and her were walking home her parents called and they said that they were going to the hospital because steph’s mom was having a heart attack and that if we can go pick up the kids and we had no choice so we went to go pick up the twins first and then Jason and Leslie. They were all fine but I was worried about Stephanie because when her dad called she got scared because her mom doesn’t usually get heart attacks but after a few hours her mom was ok.

Chapter 6: Falling in love

A few days later, Stephanie’s mom came back from the hospital and Stephanie was feeling better because she was devastated. Me and steph were in class and she said “hey do you want to go to the mall today with Kandy her boyfriend’s driving us though” and I said to her “sure but I rather walk” and she said “why?” and I said to her “because her boyfriend creeps me out he’s always looking at me weird and he’s older than her it just makes me uncomfortable” and she said “oh come on it’ll be fun and we can go get you a coffee or something please I want to go today” and I finally said “fine we’ll go” and the school bell rang. Kandy’s boyfriend came picked us up from school and I felt awkward because his friends were in the car and I looked at steph and she just looked at me. Thank God we were at the mall all ready and when we were walking around the mall I seen Danny Garcia the hottest guy in school. He had dark brown eyes and I love his red leather jacket and he had an amazing body and I'm talking about Taylor Lautner hot body and not only did he have a nice body but he’s a good listener and I know that because I did an assignment and he was listening because he was asking good questions and he’s actually my type of guy and when we seen him at the mall all I heard was “go talk to him” over and over again and it was steph. I told her “no I can’t just walk up to him what am I supposed to say and what if his girlfriend is with him” then I see Kandy walking up to him and she told him that I wanted to talk to him and I was like thanks Kandy and then he seen me and smiled and Kandy said his girlfriend wasn’t with him.

Then as I walked up to him I tripped over some hangers and he helped me and I said “thanks I uh meant to do that” and he smiled and said “sure ok I believe you and I like your shirt its pretty cool, you like Linkin park?” and I said “yeah I love linkin park and thanks I made it myself” and he said “can you make me one and in return I’ll take you to their concert this Saturday” and I said all happy and smiley “yeah that’s sounds awesome but what about your girlfriend” and he said “she won’t mind” and I said “ok cool” and he said “ok it’s a date and give me your number and I’ll text you” and I gave him my number, then he left. I went to go find steph and then I see Danny with his girlfriend and they were arguing and I walked away and then I kept looking back and then I turned back around and I walked up to them and then I said “Hey what’s going on” and she said “go away you’re the whole reason we’re arguing and why are you taking her to the concert and not me” and he said “no the whole reason we’re arguing is because your jealous of her and you don’t like linkin park and I think she’s cool” and she said “oh my God and your date with him is over he is off limits” and I said “whoa don’t raise your hand at me and so what he can’t hang out with girls” and then she hit me and said “shut the fuck up” and then Danny said “what the hell is wrong with you why did you hit her” and he was trying to keep me on the floor because he seen me fight with other people so he knows but that’s why he was keeping me on the floor and she walked away.

“Man what is wrong with her” I said to Danny and he said “I think she’s just jealous because she hates mostly everything and everybody and don’t take it personally but she hates you a lot for some reason”. Me and Danny were talking the whole time I was there at the mall and he made me laugh and I made him laugh I mean he’s a cool guy he’s smart, funny and he’s sexy (lol). Then he told me that he wanted to take his girlfriend to the fair and she doesn’t like the fair because it sucks and he asked if I ever wanted to go and I said yeah then he told me “your my type of girl Jordan your sweet, kind, and your kinda hot” and I looked at him and I said “kinda?” and he said " im kidding your hot, want to go out with me?” and I said “yeah” and he said “cool I’ll text you later because I need to go take care of sister” and I said “Ok I’ll see you later but you better break up with that bitch” and he said “ok I will love you” and I was shocked because I never heard those words coming directly at me and I was stupid to say “ok” and he walked away and all I was thinking was great I just screwed up my chances with this guy.

Chapter 7: My first relationship

Saturday morning, I got a text from Danny saying that he wanted to have breakfast and I text him back saying ok and I called steph and I told her “what should I wear Danny is taking me to breakfast and I don’t want to look stupid” and she said “just come with me because your clothes are boring” then she gave me a dress which I don’t wear very often. It was a blue short mini dress and I’m not really a girly girl, I’m more of a regular girl that wears anything but dresses or skirts anyways as I’m getting ready, the doorbell rang and Leslie went to go answer it and it was Danny and I was nervous because I wasn’t ready and I was upset and Leslie said “hey Jordan your hunky is here” and I said “ok I’ll be right down” and then Jason came in because he wanted to talk to Danny and then Jason said “hello Danny I heard alot about you” and then Danny said “thanks and you are?”. Then Jason was asking him a bunch of questions like, “do you like my sister, will you do anything to hurt her, are you going to cheat on her and where do you live” and those questions were ridiculous I mean he was acting like a dad and I never told Danny about my whole life, I just told him the basics like: where I was from, what my hobbies are and my favorite sports, you know that kind of stuff. But I never actually told what happened over the years with Diana and john but I need to get to know this kid before I tell him anything about my social life, then as soon as I finished getting ready I ran downstairs because I did not want Jason telling Danny about what had happen over the years.

Danny got up from the table and he looked at me and he said “wow you look beautiful” and I said “thanks you too, I meant handsome” and Jason said “nice Jordan, so where you going?” I rolled my eyes and I looked at Jason and said “don’t you have homework to do” and he said “that’s Sunday’s problem today I get to do what I want or go where I want” and I said “go upstairs and help your sister with the twins” and Jason walked upstairs and said “Don’t be late Stephanie’s mom is making steak”. “Anyways are you ready to go?” I said to Danny and he said “yeah” and he held the door for me and he let me go first and I was thinking to myself this guy is a gentlemen and he’s treating me good but don’t get nervous this is your first real relationship so don’t screw it up (I kept saying it to myself). Danny knows how to drive which I was surprised because no teenager that I know knows how to and if they do know how to drive well then that’s great but most teenagers get into car accidents. As we were thinking of what to order Danny said “so what looks good to you” and I said "anything is fine” and he said “well how about the pancake combo it comes with eggs, bacon, sausage, toast, and pancakes” and I opened my eyes wide open and I said “wow um sure that’s sounds good” and the waitress came to take our order and I looked at her and it was Danny’s ex-girlfriend and I can tell that Danny looked uncomfortable because his ex and his new girlfriend were in the same room and we got into a fight on Tuesday but I can understand what he’s going through.

Anyways as she was taking our order she was flirting with Danny which I didn’t like and I said to her “hey Jessica is that your manager” and then I looked at the manager and she says “yeah why?” and I called the manager and Jessica got all freaked out and the manager said “Good morning is there a problem”. Jessica interrupted me “no sir I’m just taking orders” and then I said “and flirting with customers” and then the manager looked at Jessica and said “IN MY OFFICE NOW (then he looked back at me and Danny) I’m sorry about that do you want a free dessert” and I said “yes please”. Then after they left us alone Danny looked at me and he said “I’m proud of you” and I said “for what?” and then he said “for always sticking up for yourself all the time and I forgot to tell you, you know how you got into a fight with that girl from school….. Well I went up to her boyfriend and I beat his ass because everyone seen him punch you in the face and I told the principal and he said that he was kicking him out of school... So I practically saved your life”. Then I said “well I always stick up for myself and I never back down when it comes to fighting someone and thank you I would have done it myself but I was busy” and he said “did your dad teach you how to be a fighting machine” and I looked down then I looked back at him and said “no I uh taught myself everything that my parents were supposed to teach me like I taught myself how talk, walk, and other personal things”. Then he looked at me all sideways and I wasn’t going to tell him but maybe this guy was ok and I need to talk to someone about it so I told him about Jenifer and Joseph, right away he was shocked and he couldn’t believe it.

Then I told him about Diana and John of what they did to me and when I told him about them hitting me when I was sleepy, tired or hungry he said “that’s horrible and I know its none of my business but why did you stay” and I said “I don’t live with them anymore, I live with Stephanie’s parents because I have a criminal record and I had to run away and I’m not going back and I’m going back there tonight to get one more baby but I need help getting there because if I walk down the streets the cops can easily sweep me up like that and I don’t want to scare the kids again”. Then he looked at me and he said “you want to take you” and I said “no I already have myself in danger and the kids and I can’t do it again because if Diana and john find us…. They’re going to kill us” then my phone rang and I answered it and I said “hello?” and then the person said “hi is this Jordan Sanchez” and I looked at Danny and I said “yes this she” and the person said “this is your neighbor from across the street the kids are fine but Stephanie and her parents just been shot” and I said “ok I’ll be right there” and then the person said “ok” and I told Danny “I got to get home right now” and he just followed me into the car. “Jordan what’s going on” he said to me while he’s trying to start the car and I said “forget it I’m running and I’ll tell you later” and I got out of the car and ran and then Danny said “what happened”. As I was running I heard the cops and I jumped into the bushes and thank God they didn’t see me and I ran towards Stephanie’s house and I put on my sunglasses and my hoodie so that way the cops don’t notice me and the officer said “ma’am you need to step back” and I said “I live here”. I ran towards Stephanie and I said in tears “Stephanie….. Stephanie can you hear me” and the ambulance said “is this your sister” and I played it off and said “yeah is she going to be ok” and he said “she’s dead and so are her parents from what I heard a blonde lady with short hair, she was 135 pounds, she has a tattoo on her shoulder and she came to the house and started shooting when they were in the front yard”.

I looked at Stephanie and I started crying and he continued “we tried to come as fast as we could but it was too late and the kids are fine thank God they weren’t in the house they left once they heard gun shots and another guy was with her and I think it was her husband again someone told me this and apparently he took something of yours” and I ran inside because I didn’t want them to touch my safe and I ran into the kids’ room and I went towards there closet and I opened the door and they took all of the money that I took from them and they took the kids baby pictures and I knew it was Diana and John because the last I remember she had blonde hair and it was short but then i thought to myself they're still alive and I looked out the window and I said “I need to get the bags and get out of here” then Danny ran into the room and said “are you ok?” and I kicked him because I didn’t know who it was and he said “it’s me” and I said “I hate you” and he said “why what the fuck did I to you?” and I slapped him and said “it’s all your fault” and he said “what the hell did I do to you” and I said as I was packing the bags “because if I hadn’t gone out with you none of this could of happen and you were on your phone a lot what did you do text someone to kill them” and he said “shut the fuck up”. I said “wait I know you, your wearing a disguise” and I pulled off the wig and it was Danny’s ex Jessica and I said “why did you do this” and she said “because you took my boyfriend and they paid me to keep an eye on you” and I said “how could you do this to me and was he behind all this too” she nodded yes and I said “you can keep that piece of shit because all you are going to be is a fucking slutty ass motherfucking bitch that you are and tell Diana I’ll be seeing her around because if she hurts that baby I will fuck her up and I hope you die in hell” and she walked away and said “beware of the bitch because when you least expect it she will come after you”. Then after I had all the bags packed I took the kids and we started walking and I couldn’t find a place to live so we just camped out and I don’t know what to do.

Chapter 8: On the search for a new place

Well, know me and the kids are all walking we have no money, no food, nothing to drink and I’m starting to think that maybe we should go back but then I don’t know and I said to the kids “I don’t think I can do this you guys I love you guys more than anything but we can’t walk around the streets all day trying to find a new place to live we’re all wanted and I have a criminal record and I can’t take care of you guys by myself so what I’m thinking is that we should go back” and Jason said “no Jordan we don’t want to go back we want to stay with you we missed 7 years of your life and we want to be in it forever so don’t give up now we’ll find a place” and I started crying and then I heard a car coming towards us and I pushed the kids back and I pulled out my gun that I took from Diana and I pointed it at the car and I see the lady and it was the lady that helped me on my feet when I ran away in 92. Her name was Mrs. Johnson she was sweet old lady I think she’s in her late 50s or 60s but she’s pretty cool and when I seen her she said “hey Jordan what are you doing on the side of the street and who are those kids?” and I said “those are my brothers and sister do you live far away from Brooklyn” and she said “oh you still running away from them” and I smiled and said “yeah so you think we can live with you” and she said “oh sure go ahead and put your bags in the trunk and just to let you know I don’t live here in new York no more I live in Jackson, New Jersey its beautiful the beach is beautiful and the only reason I only come to visit every few days, how come you still live here in Brooklyn” and I said “it’s because the Ki- who’s the baby” and she said “that’s your brother Johnny I found him at someone’s house in a dog basket and I can tell it was your brother because I seen Diana and John carry him around the store before but they barely noticed me but yeah I picked him up for you plus he looks like you” and I smiled and I said “thank you very much Mrs. Johnson” and she said “your welcome and please call me mom”.

I loved Mrs. Johnson so much she would take me to the fairs and she would take me out of town and she’s like the grandma you always wanted and when I was 5 she put me in a small home and that’s how I got the old beat up house but the thing is that Mrs. Johnson could have took me into her house but she had grandkids to watch over and I didn’t want her to add more pressure to her back so I left and I kept the house that she told me to go to and so she helped me a lot and now that her grandkids are all grown up she misses them but we should keep her mind off of them for a while. Mrs. Johnson said “so who are all of you kids” and Jason said “I’m Jason, this is my sister Leslie, the twins names are Mikey and Michael and who are you?” and Mrs. Johnson said “I used to take care of your sister for awhile but then she wanted to be on her own and now she realizes it was mistake” and I said “ yes that’s right I learned from my mistakes and now I’m making up for it by giving you guys a better life so that’s why we’re moving to Jackson, New Jersey” and Leslie said “no way pull over I’m not going there my friend said that’s a dangerous place” and Mrs. Johnson said “honey its not that bad I lived there for about a year and where I live it is not dangerous and if your worried about making friends don’t worry these people are nice and friendly trust me you guys are going to love it and over there you guys don’t need to hide from anybody”. We were on our way to Mrs. Johnson’s house I looked at the kids and they didn’t look happy but the whole reason I’m going to new jersey is because over there we won’t need to be hiding and the kids won’t get into trouble and I can get a job and finish school. Mrs. Johnson said as she was getting out of the car “we’re here!” and I said to the kids “look I know its not new York but this is where you can be safe and you won’t have to hide know get your bags out of the trunk and treat Mrs. Johnson with respect Jason because I can see it from your face that you don’t like her” and he said “its not that I just don’t feel comfortable and dad wouldn’t like it” and I looked at him and I said “dad didn’t care about any of us because if he would, you wouldn’t be here with me” and he got out of the car and got the bags and I know that right away he didn’t want to talk to me anymore and so I just the bags out of the trunk and Mrs. Johnson’s house was beautiful it was just a normal house it has 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms and it wasn’t much but hey at least its something.

“Alright go ahead and put your bags down and I’ll fix you guys some food” Mrs. Johnson said and I told the kids that we were going to have to share rooms because we can’t all fit into this house so I told the kids that Leslie and Jason can room together and Mikey and Michael can share one room and I’ll have the other room with the baby. While Mrs. Johnson was making dinner we were unpacking our bags, then Leslie walked into my room and closed the door and said “are we really going to live here Jordan” and I said “for the last time yes we are going to live here” and she said “I hate you because instead of dealing with Diana and John you just run away from your problems that’s all you do” and I said “shut up don’t you ever talk to me like that and you don’t know the half of what they did to me because you and your brother didn’t have to deal with it and you guys probably can’t handle it anyway and don’t judge me and stop dressing up like your 21” and she said “what’s wrong with what I’m wearing” and I said “you look like a hooker” and she slapped me and walked out of the room and I said “oh hell no” and I walked into her room and I took her phone, her short shorts, tank tops, and her laptop and I took it and put it in a box and she said “what are you doing” and I said “you don’t ever slap me ever and your grounded for 2 months and no TV and you’re going to school with me in the morning so I can enroll you and then I got to enroll your brothers and you have to walk to school like we did at home” and she said “that’s so unfair I have to walk to school” and I said “ no you need to hitchhike yes you need to walk to school and then right after school you come home do your homework, then you do your chores then go to bed and that’s it and no boys” and she said “you can take my phone, my laptop, and my clothes but you can’t take my boys from me I have reputation around here” and I said “in New York you could have gotten away with this but here you can’t get away with stuff like this” and she said “you’re the worst sister ever” and I said “go to your room” and she went into her room.

After a few hours she went in my room and broke my favorite necklace and my favorite picture of the kids and I went to go make the baby a bottle and I heard Leslie’s voice and someone else’s it sounded like Mrs. Johnson and I went to go check and it was and Leslie was sitting down at the kitchen table and Mrs. Johnson was talking to her about her behavior. When I see them two talking and Mrs. Johnson said “I don’t understand why you’re acting this way your sister is trying to make your life easier and safer, I mean are you really that selfish and I know the reason why your acting up is because you miss your parents and I’m just trying to talk to you before Jordan gets up to yell at you so think of this as a time to grow up….oh and if I ever see you hit your brothers or sister then you pack your stuff and you can sleep outside” and Leslie said “ok so what can I do to make her not be mad at me anymore” and Mrs. Johnson said “be a good kid tomorrow and don’t give her a hard time and make her feel like she’s important and I don’t want to hear a bad word out of your mouth now that your living here and be nice to your brothers and I’m going to tell them about all this tomorrow now go to bed its late” and Leslie said “ok goodnight mom I love you” and she gave Mrs. Johnson a hug and I was surprised when she called her mom and then I went back to my room and fed the baby. Next morning Leslie cooked breakfast for everyone and she was treating everyone with kindness and Mrs. Johnson enrolled the kids in school already and she said she’s trying to figure out a school for me and I told her that that I was gonna have to go to a high school in new York because there’s no schools that would consider me. The only schools that would consider me is the high schools in New York so I enrolled into schools that were in new York and in about a year I can start driving to school so everything’s pretty good.

Chapter 9: The guide to getting my license

The year 2008 is finally here only 2 weeks before my birthday and I can get my license, Leslie’s not being a snotty brat anymore she’s actually starting to be a good kid and she’s dressing more appropriate, Jason is ok but he still has the habit of talking back to me, Mikey and Michael are doing ok but they got into a fight at school because some kids were making fun of them and so they got into a fight but overall their ok, Mrs. Johnson is doing good too actually she’s been taking Leslie shopping and showing her around town and well the baby is ok he’s barely 2 and he talks already. So basically my life is ok but we’re still struggling but everything will fall into place but the whole school thing for me is not going so well, mainly because we have to drive all the way to new York just to go to school and then last year was pretty bad because I ended up getting pulled over by the new York police men and luckily they didn’t notice me well because my hair isn’t black anymore I had to dye it a different color so that way they don’t notice me and I got taller and that’s basically everything. Now all I have to do is get my license and turn 18 and I can buy my own house and I’m cool, I been having a lot of doubts lately for some reason like, if I should have come to new jersey or if I should have taken the kids but I mean Diana and John are the meanest parents ever and I can only imagine what they would do to my kids (now I’m calling them my kids because I been raising them basically their whole life).

“Let’s go guys I don’t want you to be late for school” and they all said “coming” and I said “wow you guys are hyper, eat your breakfast” and they ate their breakfast and Mrs. Johnson said “Good morning” and I said “good morning Mrs. Johnson did you sleep well” and she said “yes I did and I forgot Jordan you got a phone call from the driving program thingy and they said that you can take the test and if you pass you get your license” and I said “yes finally I can get my license and go to places and..” and she looked at me and said “if you pass the test” and I said “That won’t be a problem and I been practicing ever since I was like 5 or 6”. She said “well, if you think you can do it, we’ll start driving tomorrow or when you come home from school” and I said “why?” and she said “because you need to study and I want to see if you’ll do good and no radio or phone or cute boys” and I said “fine and the cute boys don’t look at me anyway because I look stupid” and she said “why don’t you just change your style I mean you look like you want to kill somebody and your always wearing black, dark blue, dark colors and your always wearing a sweater or a jacket” and I said “first of all how do I look like I want to kill somebody and the only reason I wear dark colors is because I hate yellow, green, pink, and brown and second of all why are you telling me how I should live my life” and she said “I’m trying to make your life easier by taking care of the kids and paying for school clothes and if you don’t like it here you can sleep outside with the dogs” and I said “fine well if that’s what gets you off my back then I’ll sleep out there till I’m old enough to where I can my own house and take care of the kids how I want to” and she said “fine when you get back from school Take your shit and get out of my house”.

At that time I knew I got her mad because she cussed at me and she never cusses at me or anyone but if you piss her off to where she can’t deal with you anymore she will make your life a living hell. After school I went to Mrs. Johnson’s room and nobody was in there and I see the kids and I said “have you seen Mrs. Johnson anywhere” and they said “she’s outside watering the grass” and I ran outside, went up to Mrs. Johnson and I said “Mrs. Johnson I’m sorry if I hurt you in any way and I promise I won’t do it again” and she said “let’s go” and I said “where” and she said “to the car so you can start driving” and I said “so your not mad at me” and she said “no I have been tough on you and I don’t want you to ever say anything like that ever again, do you hear me” and I said “yes ma’am never again”. We drove around for like a half hour and that was it and when we got home she didn’t criticize me or anything, she actually was giving me good advice like to stay in one lane and then if I want to turn I need to use my signal and other stuff.

Chapter 10: "Who's the boyfriend?"

2 days later I went driving with Mrs. Johnson again because she doesn’t want me to fail and I totally understand I mean I don’t want to fail either but as I was driving around the neighborhood I got a phone call from Jason and I told Mrs. Johnson to answer it. “Hello Jordan’s phone” Mrs. Johnson said and Jason said “can I talk to Jordan” and Mrs. Johnson said “wait I’ll put you on speaker because she’s driving” and she put it on speaker and she said “ok what is it” and he said “Leslie’s in the hospital and I just picked up Mikey and Michael can you come pick us up and then drive to the hospital and see what’s going on with Leslie and all I know is that she’s at the hospital” and I said “ok Jason get the kids and wait at the school and we’ll go pick you up”. As I was racing to go pick up the kids and get to the hospital, I was shaking, nervous and worried because Leslie usually calls me but instead she calls Jason and I’m a little anxious to see what happens. As we arrived at the hospital I got off the car as quickly as I could inside and I asked the front desk lady “what room is Leslie Sanchez in” and then some guy like 15 years old said “I know where she is I’ll show you” and I was confused but I followed him anyway and we went up to the room. The family and I were waiting for the doctor and she finally came out and she said “Jordan Sanchez” and I said “yes that’s me, is she ok” and she said “yes but I think you need to sit and calm down” and I sat down and I said “ok I’m calm” and she said “Leslie is pregnant (my face went blank) and she’s 2 months pregnant and her boyfriend is sitting right other there” and I looked at the guy and said “you little stupid son of bit-” and the doctor was covering my mouth and held me back. After a few minutes I calmed down and I went to go see Leslie and she was scared just from her face and I said “Are you ok?” and she said “yeah but you’re not gonna yell at me” and I said “not till we get home because here there is to many witnesses and at least at home I can tell you how stupid you are, how did you even get out of the house” and she said “Jordan I have a window and I sneak out of the house” and I closed the door and said “YOU KNOW THIS IS ABOUT THE STUPIDEST THING YOU COULD HAVE EVER DONE, DO YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY, WHAT DO YOU THINK IT’S A JOKE, HOW CAN YOU BE SO STUPID AND SLUTTY” and she said “I’m not a slut if I’m a slut you’re a whore”.

I slapped her across her face and said “don’t you ever talk to me like that EVER in your whole entire life and that dumbass that got you pregnant is going to help you with that baby when I’m around or when Mrs. Johnson is babysitting” and she said “ok Jordan chill out” and I said “NO I’M NOT GOING TO CHILL OUT THIS IS BAD REALLY BAD”. Me and her kept arguing and arguing but after a while I just stormed out of there and then Mrs. Johnson Said “Jordan are you ok” and I said “no my little sister is 2 months pregnant going on 3 and I don’t know what to do anymore, I don’t know if I should send her to a program for teenage pregnant girls or something I just don’t know what to do” and she said “we’ll figure it out I don’t want you to give up on her yet” and I said “how can I look at my pregnant little sister, I mean I never dealt with something like this before I mean she’s just a kid having a baby” and she said “everything will be ok” and Jason said “you dealt with all of our problems and we always got threw them together as family” and I said “well not this time she can figure it out on her own”. About 2 weeks later Leslie was starting to get pains and I was fed up with her Bullshit already I mean she’s acting like she’s a grown up now that she’s pregnant and just because she’s pregnant doesn’t mean she’s a grown up. Another thing is that everyone is telling me you should help her and that you should be taking her to the doctor’s appointments and I don’t have time and plus she can take care of herself, I got a phone call from Jason saying that if I can take Leslie house shopping and I said to him “why do you want me to take her and why is she going house shopping and he said “that she wants to be a grown up and she needs a place to live and that she can’t live in the same place with someone who doesn’t want to help her” and I asked “if Leslie was right there so I can talk to her” and he said “that she was at the doctors” and I said “ok fine I’ll go pick her up”.

I drove up to the parking lot and I went up the elevator to the floor that Leslie was on and I waited till she got out and after a few minutes she was out and I walked up to her and I said “ready to go house hunting” and she said “what are you doing here, I thought Jason was supposed to be coming to get me” and I said “look I know I haven’t been there for you but I promise that I won’t back out but you’re not buying a house, me and Mrs. Johnson are going to buy the house we already found a few houses but we need all of you guys to come and I usually don’t let the boyfriend come to the house but he’s the father of your baby and he needs to be around her/him and I’ll talk to his parents and see if he can get a job because he’s like 15 (he’s 2 years older than her) and he is old enough to get a job and make money to buy the baby stuff like clothes and stuff but I mean I need to show you how to take care of a baby and the bad thing is I’m going to have to homeschool you or online school”. Leslie was a little pissed off because she didn’t answer me the whole ride home and Leslie is tough kid, she will never be angry with me well not for a long time anyway and as I was waiting for her to answer me she finally said something “look Jordan the reason I was gonna find a house was because I wanted to be an adult and I knew you didn’t want to help so I asked Jason if he can help me find a house because he’s the only one that would help me” and I said “Leslie look at me I promise that I will never turn my back on you and I’ll help you threw this pregnancy ok” and she said “deal thanks Jordan and he doesn’t know that I’m pregnant” and I looked at her and said “but I thought why was he at the hospital” and she said “because I told him I got sick from the food from school” and I said “Leslie this is serious and invite him to dinner and we’ll tell him but I think you should tell him gently don’t get him all freaked out”.

Chapter 11: The sit down

2 weeks later, Leslie was finally going to tell her boyfriend that she is pregnant and she’s going to do it because it’s his baby and I don’t want to tell him the consequences. “Leslie come on you said you would do it and I told you what day and today is the day so come on” I said to Leslie and she said “I know but do we really need to tell him right now” and I said “yes because he needs to help you with this baby” and she said “I don’t want to though” and I pulled her arm and said “come on your wasting time” and I drove her to the restaurant and we both got off the car and she was wearing a dress so that way he won’t tell that her stomach got bigger. We walked up to the table and he said “hey babe and the girl that yelled in my face at the hospital” and I said “hi and hello you must be his parents” and the lady said “hi im Denise and this is my husband William and this is my daughter Janie and that’s her dog crystal and that’s her brother Michael and this is my newborn Mary” and I said “you have a big family and it’s nice to meet all of you” and her husband said “we would have brought all our family but they’re in school right now” and I said “how many kids do you have?” and he said “we have 10” and I said “wow that’s a lot of kids um why don’t we sit down and order” and Denise said “we already ordered and who are you?” and I said “oh sorry I’m Jordan this is my sister Leslie and my brothers would have come but this conversation doesn’t include them” and she said “oh yes why are we here” and I looked Leslie and she said “Babe I have something to tell but don’t get upset” and he said “why would I get upset” and she took a deep breath and said “I’m pregnant with your baby” and everyone stood quiet for like 5 minutes and the mother said “is this a joke” and I said “no its not a joke, the day that Leslie went to the hospital wasn’t because she was hurt in sports or anything the doctor came out to tell me that she was pregnant and I was angry, upset, and I was terrified and when she told it was from your son I exploded and I wanted to hurt him but I stood back and the doctor said that she got the test results and it his baby” and the dad said “well what do you suppose we do”.

Leslie said “the reason we came here today was to tell you I was pregnant from your son and I am 2 months and 4 weeks pregnant and I think the responsible thing he should do is get a job and help me with the baby and if he doesn’t help with the baby or doesn’t do anything I’m taking him to court and he’s going to be charged for getting me pregnant” and we looked at his parents and I said “so are we going to compromise or are we going to fight and Leslie doesn’t want an abortion or adoption she wants to keep the baby” and her boyfriend said “why do you want to keep it” and she said “because I’m going to feel guilty for not keeping him or her” and he said “well I guess were fighting” and the dad said “no you ain’t, you’re going to help provide for that baby its yours now and you need to be her side” and Leslie said “no its ok if he wants it to be like that I guess I’ll see you in court” and the mom said “wait, he’ll help” and we both looked at him and he said “fine I’ll help with the baby but don’t tell anyone at school about this” and I said “ I’m homeschooling her because she can’t go to school because she’s pregnant” and he said “ ok but still don’t tell anybody” and Leslie said “what am I going to ruin your reputation at school or something” and he said “no I just don’t want no one to know” and she said “ I’ll call  you later” and we left.

2 months later, he has a job, he is trying to get his license but you have to be 16 to take the test but he’s practicing and we finally found a house we had to rebuild it. It had 2 bathrooms, 3 bedrooms, and a backyard, now it has 5 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, and they all have bathtubs, and a huge backyard so there’s a bedroom for me and the baby , one for Jason, one for Leslie, the baby and maybe Aaron (Leslie’s boyfriend) one for Mrs. Johnson, and one for the twins. So everyone has a bedroom and no one is crowded like we used to be Leslie is having a girl and she is excited and I am too but I’m still waiting till that baby gets out and see if she’s going to be good at being a mother and if Aaron is going to be a good father. They been taking parenting classes for teens but I don’t think they really know what they are doing so when they get home I teach them how to feed the baby and I been letting her take care of her baby brother because so she can see how to take care of a baby and she’s doing good but the boyfriend needs some help I mean he has the feeding thing down but changing the baby and taking it a bath I don’t think he knows how to do it but hopefully he can get through it. The parents have been coming from time to time to bring Leslie food and baby clothes and baby stuff but they were boy stuff so I’m guessing Aaron didn’t tell them but today he told them that Leslie was having a girl and they were like great now we have to take all this stuff back and get girl clothes. I have been helping Leslie sleep because she doesn’t sleep very well and I noticed that she dreams about my mom and dad because she would be saying mom can you help me with this and that and I was think that maybe my mom and dad were probably nice to them but then again I can be wrong.

Chapter 12: She's finally here

It’s 4:30 in the afternoon and the baby is almost here and everyone is waiting for the baby to arrive and Aaron is in the room with Leslie and I can hear “Push” being repeated in the other room and I was happy but then when I heard some squishy gushy sound fall on the floor I threw up because it was disgusting and I can hear Aaron saying oh my God and I know that it he is super freaked out and Leslie was so embarrassed because her water broke when we were at the store and everyone taught she peed on herself and I was laughing at that time but then when I heard her saying the baby’s coming and then that’s when we rushed to the hospital and I heard a baby crying and the doctor called me and I went inside and there she was Victoria Browns Sanchez (browns is Aaron’s last name) and Leslie was so happy she finally got to hold the baby and I left her and Aaron alone to talk and they were talking for hours and I finally went in there and I said “is everything ok in here” and they said “yes we’re fine” and I said “ok because me and the kids are going home we’re tired and text me like around 5 or 8 o’clock because I want to sleep and enjoy your baby” and they said “we will” and then when I went home and fell asleep I kept hearing my phone going off and I answered and it was my friend Daniel and he said he wanted to go out and he’s just my friend ( I don’t like him that way) and I said “dude I’m asleep” and he said “ok but there’s hot dudes out here” and I had no Idea he was gay and I said “ok im up” and he came and picked me up and I said “damn there’s a lot of cute guys here man” and he said “I know look at him” and I said “you can have him” and he went up to the guy he liked and they started making out and I was like how come he can get a guy but I can’t and I said “hi” to a lot of guys but then I see a guy from school and I went up to him and he said “hey what’s up” and I said “you know who I am” and he said “fuck yeah you’re the girl that punched that bitch out last year or the year before that” and I said “well you know I have good right arm” and he said “hell yeah you do” and me and him made out but he’s a sloppy kisser so I went home and I couldn’t find Daniel and I see him and he was having sex with the boy he was making out with and I was like ok I’m walking home.

There was a lot of creeps out at night and I thought new York was bad but over here in jersey its worse and as I was walking home and it was a long ass walk home and I see some fucker that kept looking at me and honking the horn and at me and I said “fuck off bro” and he said “come here baby I want to rock your world” and I said “leave me alone dude” and he said “you don’t remember me” and I said “Danny?” and he said “what’s up” and I said “how the hell did you find me” and he said “you can’t hide from me girl even if you wanted to” and I said “just leave me alone Danny im not in the mood” and he gave one of his friends the signal to come and get me and he said “you’re coming with me and I ran away but then the dumbass caught me and I said “let me go” and I was kicking and screaming and the guy put something over my mouth and the next thing I knew I was knocked out for like an hour and I finally woke up and I was strapped in a chair and I had Duct tape on my mouth and I see people around me and then I see Danny come towards me and he pulled the tape off my mouth and I said “ah you stupid motherfucker let me go” and he said “yeah I’ll let you go but I need you to do something for me” and I said “I ain’t doing shit” and he said “yes you are because if you don’t do I’m gonna pay your family a little visit” and I said “how did you find out where I live” and he said “the realtor is my buddy” and I said “what do you want” and he said “I think we know what I want” he started touching my leg and I said “your perverted you know that” and he slapped me and he said “drink this” and I looked at him and said “why” and he said “it’s a special juice” and I said “ok fine” and I didn’t swallow and once he turned around I spit it out and nobody was around me so that was good and he said “ now you will be knocked out for hours” and I said as I was pretending “oh no you little bit-” and he said “shhh shhh” and I said “I hope you die in he-” and he said “wait what did you say” and he unlocked me for some reason and said “what did you say” and I said “come closer” and he came closer and I said “FUCK OFF” and he was holding his ears and then I got bat and he said “you tricked me you little whore” and I said “back off Danny or I’ll” and he said “or what you gonna run away again” and I said “no you but are” and I hit him with the bat and it knocked him out and I was looking for a gun and then as I was looking a gun he got back and he got the lamp and he hit me on the head and I hit the floor and he was searching my pockets for evidence but once he touched my stuff I hit him in the face and I got the gun and I pointed it to him.

“Give me the gun Jordan” he said and before he said anything else I shot him and then I see people coming into the room and they looked at Danny and then at me and they came after me but I shot them and I said “I need to get out of here” and then I see the realtor and I shot him too at that time I felt like a badass but then I said “ you did it for your safety” and I took one of the cars and I drove home and I see Mrs. Johnson outside and I pulled over and I ran towards them and I started crying and Mrs. Johnson said “Jordan? Come here” and I gave her hug for worrying about me. I thought I was going to die and I was scared because when you’re in situation like that you don’t know what to do or who to trust. It was 4:15 in the morning and Mrs. Johnson put on the news and the news lady said “there was a shooting at a house on Northern Boulevard and there was about 6 people dead Daniel Evans with the story: and Daniel (my best friend) said “Yes Rebecca the shooting was pretty bad and the damage that the person left behind was just outrageous and I speaking to Serena Smith who was at the party and might have some information that everyone must know, know tell Serena did you see what actually happened inside this house?” and she said “I don’t know exactly what happened but you know we were just partying like we always do and some girl comes in and ruins it she starts shooting everyone and she actually took my 2011 Honda and I was upset and I don’t know how she got my keys” and he said “do you have any idea who the girl is?” and she said “no but my friend Danny knows her but I never met her I heard about her like she was hard core person to hang out with and I told him why don’t you invite over I want to meet her and ever since he hasn’t invited her and all I know is this girl lives like in the high country and I just hope they find her because if she kills anybody else she will pay” and he said “thank you Serena well you heard it here first if anyone knows what had happen here or who it is call 602-silent witness back to you Rebecca”. She said “thank you Daniel for that outrageous story just in we had another story about a missing vehicle somewhere around Jackson and it looks like someone ditched the car and we found a purse and it has 30 dollars, a picture of a car that says my dream car, a pair of sunglasses and a friendship bracelet the lady down there is taking a sample of the girls sunglasses and she says that its Jordan Sanchez, If you have any information about this girl call 602-silent witness”.

Chapter 13: The story of my life

Mrs. Johnson said “Jordan?” and I said “I’m turning myself in because I don’t want the kids to be seeing me get taken away again” and she said “Jordan?” and I said “I can’t do it I’m going to just give up on myself and the kids are going to have to go back with Diana and john because I don’t want you taking care of them” and she said “Jordan I need to” and I said “I mean how long can I hide I mean I’m wanted over in new York and now there looking for me here in jersey what’s next I’m going to California and im gonna get caught there too” and she said “Jordan someone is on the phone” and I answered it “Hello Jordan speaking” and some girl said “look you should turn yourself in and see what the judge says and maybe give him an explanation of what happened” and I said “who is this” and she said “let’s just say I’m a friend” and I said “I don’t trust you how do you know I’m not gonna stay in jail forever and never come out and I never been to jail for more than a day and I was lucky I didn’t get raped” and she said “ok Jordan calm down you can trust me because once your brother Jason called me I said what is going on and he said my sister needs help she has a criminal record in new York and now she has one here in jersey and I just want to get her a good lawyer to get her out of all this bs and I said ok well give me her number and I’ll call her myself and I’ll invite her to dinner and we can talk so now I just want to make things easier for you Jordan I don’t want you to get hurt or thrown into jail ok I really don’t” and I said “how soon can we meet up” and she said “I’ll go to your house right now and we can talk things over ok I’ll take you some dinner” and I said “ok thanks”.

The girl showed up at my doorstep and I opened the door and said “come in” and she said “thank you wow you have a lovely home” and I said “why don’t we sit down and discuss the things that are wrong with me” and she said “nothing’s wrong with you Jordan I just want to know what happened over the years so I can help you” and I said “well it all started when I was born” and she said “ok go ahead” and I said “when my parents had me it was the best day of my life but then when we drove to Brooklyn, New York because there was house there and my mom and dad didn’t want kids so the next thing I knew I was in the foster home and I hated the foster home mainly because my foster parents Diana and john would beat to sleep, they would, beat if I was hungry or tired and I remember when Diana told me when I was around 2 years old and she said Jordan do you know that you will never ever be smart and you will die just not today and that I wasn’t important and I know it’s hard to hear because I was at such a young age but they didn’t care I seen Diana kill 2 kids right in front of me one of them was my closest friend and she killed her because she didn’t show up on time for dinner and the girl was only 1 second late and she killed her and the other one was 5 and he didn’t do anything, he was just a quiet kid and she killed him for not taking out the trash and when I turned 3 she (started to cry) tried to kill me when I was asleep and when I woke up she backed off and said go back to sleep and I was scared because I thought I was going to die. After a while she left me alone and when I started learning how to walk and talk and fight I packed my stuff and I left because I knew if I stood there longer I would not make it out”. She said “that’s sad Jordan how come you didn’t go to the police then” and I said “because if I went to police she would kill me, she would break out of prison and kill me and john wasn’t bad but he still will kill me too and after 4 years I went back because I felt that I needed to go back because I needed shelter but then again I had shelter I just needed money but a little girl in a big city trying to find life somewhere but when I got back from my little trip I found it” and she said “found what?” and I said “family, I found family, my little brother and sister were my family and when I see them with my parents all I was thinking was why do they have kids and put them here I mean there’s better places but I know this sounds stupid but I’m glad that I went back because if I haven’t gone back I wouldn’t have seen them my brother and sister”.

“ok know can you skip to what happened at the party” she said and I said “do you want to know how I got here or not” and she said “continue” and I said “anyways when I see my sister she was wearing a blue striped dress and white shoes and my brother was wearing a black shirt with dark blue pants and white shoes and I was happy when they said that they wanted their big sister Jordan that made me feel good that I was finally part of a family and after a while about 5 years later”. She said “I’m sorry this a depressing story, I just want to know what at the party” and I looked at her and said “oh it is but what I’m telling you is true about what happened at the party is true, well simple I went to a party with my friend Daniel and he seen a guy that he liked and they made out I partied for a little while and then I got tired to where I wanted to go home and when I went to the car he was being very friendly with the guy so I walked home and its 30 minute drive home and its like a 6 hour walk home and it was dark and there was guys honking at me saying hey baby you can ride me any day and I kept telling them to leave me alone and one guy Danny Garcia he drove up to me and said hey baby you need a ride and I said fuck off bro and he said come on I know you want this and so I walked a little faster and he still kept following me and then he finally told his friend to go get me and I ran once I heard a car door open and I ran but the guy caught me and I couldn’t move because the guy covered my mouth because I was kicking and screaming then I finally knocked out and then when I woke up I was tied up in a chair and I had duct tape on my mouth and I see Danny come up to me I got freaked out and he ripped the duct tape off my mouth and I said ah and I told him to let me go and he said no I don’t think so and he told the people that were in the room to leave us alone and I told him what did he want with me and he said that he wanted sex from me, he gave me a drink that made me knock out and I didn’t drink I made him think that I drank it and when I was knocked out I said I want to and I didn’t finish the sentence and he unlocked me and I got a bat and knocked him out for like a minute and he hit me with a lamp and started touching me and I slapped him, found a gun, pointed it to him and he said give me the gun Jordan and before he said anything else I shot him and the people in the other room heard the gunshot and I shot them too because they were coming towards me and I needed to protect myself, I left but then I see the realtor and I remember Danny saying that was his buddy so I shot him too and I took off with a 2011 Honda but I knew the cops were going to find out about the stolen car so I just ditched the car and ran home and that’s it” and she said “you could have just ran away from Danny”. I said “he works for Diana so If I ran he would catch me and he knew where I lived” and she said “ok I’ll make some calls and see what I can do” and I said “wait that’s it you’re not going to help me” and she said “I’ll call you tomorrow and we’ll discuss it” and I said “but that’s what we are doing right now” and she said “tomorrow”.

Chapter 14: I'm going to court

A few days later I was in court with the best lawyer in the state and I kept saying that I hope I can get out of this and I failed I ended up going to jail for 6 months and it was hell because the girl that was in my cell kept beating me up every morning and I was like hey this feels just like but just worse. The food was disgusting I threw it back and I hated it, Mrs. Johnson kept coming to visit me because she didn’t want me to suffer but it was too late I was suffering, the kids were too she told me and she also told me that the officer told her that I had to stay an extra 2 months for what happened in new York and I was like great I missing Leslie’s birthday for this shit and I was so frustrated I wanted to see the kids and I wanted to tell them everything was going to be ok but what do you expect when you have people coming after you and the best thing you can do is to kill them and I learned from my mistakes. “Mrs. Sanchez you have a visitor” the officer said, I walked out and they escorted me to the phone and I see the person sitting there and I told the officer I didn’t know her and he said that it was great grandma and I sat down and I picked up the phone and said “hey grandma Maggie” and she said “hey sweetie look at you all grown up, your sister and brother told me that you were in here and I said for what and they said because she ran away, she killed 6 people, and she stole a car”. I said “look grandma a lot has happened to me over the years that you don’t know about the kids too, we all been through a lot and I can’t take it back as much as I want to I can’t” and she said “I asked the judge if I can take you out of this place and he said that he’ll let you go in 2 weeks instead of 2 months and he said he understood what you were going through because the guy you were talking about took his little girl when she was 14 and he raped her, and took naked pictures of her, and he killed her once he was done with her so you’ll get out of here in 2 weeks” and I said “wow that’s great because I don’t want to be here anymore grandma”.

She said “I know you don’t, nobody does but he said if he catches you one more time committing any more crime your saying in jail for whatever your sentenced to” and I said “thanks grandma, wait how did you know I was here in jersey” and she said “Television and I went to go visit Diana and john but they said you were gone” and I said “wait I thought they were dead” and she said “no they’re still alive, wait what do you mean still alive” and I said “I’ll tell you when I leave from this place”. That was the end of that conversation, I couldn’t believe it that Diana and john were still alive and I was more surprised when I see my grandma, I never had a grandpa, her ex-husband left her and that was my mom’s dad and she hasn’t found a man yet I wonder why?. After 2 weeks I was home and I finally got to see my brothers, sister and her baby, I was so happy to be home and it felt good to eat a hamburger with fries, a shake, and onion rings. “Hey Jordan um I know you just got out of jail but you think we can throw you a party to welcome you home” Leslie said then Jason said “because we want you to feel good about yourself and we want you to be loved by all the people that love you and support you” and Mrs. Johnson said “we all love Jordan and we want you to have a good time but not here” and Mikey and Michael said “we want to have the party in..” and everyone said “IN NEW YORK CITY” and my eyes went wide open and I said “ok let’s do it but I think you should have surprised me instead of telling me” and Robert said “well we will surprise you when we get there and don’t freak out but Mikey and Michael have been reading your journal and we seen your crush and we invited him to your party”. I stood up and I said “WHAT” and Jason said “ok don’t hurt us but he said he likes you and your pretty cool so please don’t hurt us” and I said “he said I was cool and he likes me? Cool” and Mrs. Johnson said “and your grandma is going too and does she have a boyfriend” and weirdly nodded and she said “oh ok cool I can’t wait to see her” and I said “ok? Moving on um sure why not but to warn you I haven’t been myself” and Leslie said “Jordan you haven’t been yourself for years” and I made a face.

The day of the party was the day I got out jail and I tried to enjoy it but my family invited my enemies and the girls I got into a fight with and just to let you know I got into a lot of fights when I was in jail for 6 months and I was so pissed off when I seen the girls I used to go to school with. The girl came up to me and she said “hey Jordan I’m glad you finally got out of jail I mean you are just the most wonderful person ever and Jonathan doesn’t want to be with you he wants sex and he won’t get the from you” and I said “look you little whore everyone knows you had sex with every guy in our class except for Jonathan and he likes me” and she said “don’t make me laugh hahaha he likes you hahaha” and Jonathan said “hey Natalia hey Jordan do you want to do something this Friday night” (Natalia’s face went from laughing to grrr and I looked at her with a little smile). “Sure why not and why wait let’s do something right now can I get you a drink” I said then he said “sure come on” and he took my hand and I looked back at Natalia and I flipped her off and she got pissed it was hilarious because the most popular girl in school just got turned down for me a normal girl that went to jail and is having an awesome time with her friends and enjoying life well trying to anyway. The party ended surprisingly with no drama, no one got arrested, no one started a fight, and it actually was a good night.

Chapter 15: 2010

Finally I’m 18 I can keep the kids, get my own house, and do whatever the hell I want to do with my life fuck Diana and john im free the cops can’t send me back to them fuckers im free finally. As I’m enjoying my victory I seen Mrs. Johnson talking on the phone and she was yelling into the phone I needed to go check it out for myself so I went outside in the backyard. “Mrs. Johnson is everything ok” I said but she hung up the phone pretty quickly and said “hey Jordan what’s up?” and I said “What is going on Mrs. Johnson” and she said feeling guilty “look Jordan it wasn’t my fault but she wanted to do it” and I said “DO WHAT?” and she said “Leslie is getting married” and my jaw went down and I said “Married, she’s not old enough to get married why didn’t you tell me, I haven’t seen her in a week and I thought she was staying at her friend’s house” and she said “well she is but in Nevada” and I said “what the hell is she doing over there”. I was so shocked that Leslie was getting married and I was more shocked when I heard that she was in Nevada and that’s no place for a kid and I said “I can’t believe this after all this time you have been covering for her” then she said “im so sorry Jordan I’ll fly down and go get her” and I said “no haven’t you done enough” and I got in my car and I raced to the airport and I said to the front desk lady “what time is the next flight to Nevada” and she said “I’m sorry but we are all sold out” and I said “you need to get me on the first flight out to Nevada because my little sister is getting married and I didn’t know I thought she was staying at her friend’s house but apparently not so please whens the next flight to Nevada” and she said “next Tuesday” and I said “next Tuesday? Do you have a map to get there” and she said “here you go and please be careful there is a lot of car accidents happening out there and the people are crazy” and I said “Thanks for the warning” and I went back home to pack.

“Jordan what are you doing?” Mrs. Johnson said then I said “im driving to Nevada and I’m bringing her back” and she said “but what about the kids” and I said “you’ll take care of them won’t you” and she said “no we are all going with you whether you like it or not” and I said “fine I’ll take the kids out early and I’ll tell the principal that they will be out for 2 weeks” and she said “a week?” and I said “yes a week its going to be some stormy whether tonight and I don’t know how the weather will be when we get there and Leslie is in so much trouble for this and I can’t believe you covered for her” and she said “then you’ll hate the kids because they knew too” and I said “WHAT?”. After the boys got off school, the bags were all packed, and all their seats were buckled up we were on our way to go pick up this girl, I mean who does she think she is to be flying out to Vegas and get married and another thought came to mind was why Vegas?. The whole six hour ride was annoying I have Jason texting on his phone, Mikey playing his Nintendo, Mrs. Johnson calling my grandma that we were going to go pick her up once we get to Florida (I forgot to mention my grandma and Mrs. Johnson are dating…… yeah their a lesbian and I’m surprisingly ok with that) Michael was talking to his best friend in the world, and Jason keeps making annoying sounds. “WILL YOU ALL JUST SHUT UP I’M TRYING TO FOCUS ON GETTING LESLIE BACK AND COME HOME WHERE ITS QUIET SO MRS. JOHNSON TELL MY GRANDMA YOU LOVE HER BUT YOU NEED TO GO PLEASE AND JASON IF I’M DRIVING GIVE ME YOUR PHONE AND ROBERT PLEASE BABY BE QUIET AND MIKEY DO REALLY NEED TO PLAY THAT GAME RIGHT NOW AND MICHAEL PLEASE TELL YOUR FRIEND YOU CALL HIM LATER PLEASE I JUST WANT TO GET ACROSS THE STATE AND THEN WE will rest and for a day or two and then we will do it again but please for God’s sake just listen to some music” and Robert said “just plug in the ear phones into the audio jack and listen to the radio and you want have to hear us annoy you” and I said “just for you to stop annoying me on the way there”.

It’s been a week and we passed Delaware, Maryland, Virginia, North Carolina, and now we are in South Carolina and we are all struggling but mostly me because I been driving this whole time, I mean Mrs. Johnson Drove too for a little while but she said once we get to Vegas grab her and I’ll drive us back home so I hope I can make it to Vegas without sleep. “Hey I’m getting a call …..It’s from Leslie?” Jason said then I said “answer the phone but don’t tell her we are going and put her on speaker” and he said “ok… Hello?” and Leslie said “hey what’s up dude” and he said “nothing just got home from school” and she said “Jordan doesn’t know about this does she” and he said “no you think I’m an idiot why would I tell her anything she’s stupid” and she said “yeah I know but look Jason don’t tell anyone especially Mrs. Johnson” and he said “what?” and she said “I’m Pregnant again” and I said quietly “again?” and he said “I don’t know what to say Leslie I mean I thought you were the good one but I guess not” and she said “what do you mean the good one” and he said “Jordan was counting on you and when are you just gonna call her and tell her where you are because I feel guilty not telling her anything about this and it doesn’t feel right” and she said “everything will be fine once I get married next week I’ll call her after the wedding” and he said “why did you pick Vegas for the wedding anyway” and she said “because I got a fake license and people over here will believe anything and they don’t really give a fuck” and I answered the phone “look Leslie I am on my way to pick you up from Vegas and I already called the Vegas police station to go look for you and keep you in the office until I get there and you can’t leave the state” and she hung the phone. “Fuck” I said then Jason said “what are you doing” and I said “I’m calling the Vegas police station so they can keep her and Aaron there until I get there” and the police station picked up and said “Hello Vegas police station how may I help you” and I said “ok this is going to be a long story my little 16 year old sister is down there and she is getting married and I was wondering if you can please keep her and her boyfriend Aaron Browns in hostage until I get there to pick them I barely found out about this like a week ago and if you can please help that will be wonderful hello. Hello son of a bitch” and Mrs. Johnson said “language” and I said “sorry I’m trying to get them to help me because Leslie can leave the state and go get married somewhere else and she’s not going to tell you where she’s going because I picked up the phone and I told her I was going to go get her so know we have to wait to see what happens.

Chapter 16: "Where is she?"

A few days later we finally got to Vegas and we had to split up me and the twins, My Grandma and Mrs. Johnson, Jason, and Robert, it was a mess I couldn’t find them but I found Aaron sitting at a bench all by himself and I ran to him and said “Aaron what happened, where is Leslie” and he said “I don’t know and I don’t care, me and her broke up” and I said “well Aaron if you’re having trouble finding her I’ll” he interrupted me “I mean what do you expect Jordan for me to stay with her I know that it’s my baby and shit but I’m 18 years old I don’t need to listen to my family they don’t choose my decisions I do and you can tell Leslie she can go fuck herself and do whatever the fuck she wants with the baby I don’t care anymore I just want to have fun and enjoy my life I mean you have no idea what I am going through”. “I do know what you are going through Aaron I am going through the same thing with my sister and brothers and I’m guessing Leslie hasn’t told you about what happen but I think that’s just because nobody knows the story because I never told it to anyone and look Aaron I know it’s tough trying to raise a kid but why are you backing out now I mean those great 2 years of your life with that baby didn’t make you smile” and he said “of course it made me smile but what am I supposed to do with my life raise a kid and then when she gets older what do I tell her oh yeah sweetie I got your mom pregnant with you and I never got to be a teenager again and you ruined my life”. “I didn’t enjoy my teenage years and I didn’t enjoy my high school years but I got through it with these kids (I showed him a picture of the kids) that’s my future forever and I didn’t have to do it I could have gave up and go enjoy my life too but then what good is that gonna do I’m going to be watching the news and the lady says ‘and today 5 kids were stabbed to death’ and those people Diana and john are very bad people and I ran away because she tried to kill when I was asleep” I said.

Then said “you enjoy life, I’m going to go look for my sister and if I don’t find her don’t be surprised when you see her on the news announcing that she’s dead”. I left him alone because he was being a jerk to Leslie and he said that he didn’t care what Leslie did with the baby, my Grandma couldn’t find her either so it was a disaster and I wasn’t giving up because a little girl once said ‘Don’t ever give up when it comes to finding family’ and then I stopped for a minute and I thought because I was born in Vegas and I kept remembering and then I remembered where my old house was and I called my Grandma and I told her that I knew where Leslie was at and to meet them at street where her old house was and I ran there with the twins and I see Leslie sitting on the bench and I walked towards her and I said “hey how you doing” and she said “I’m sorry Jordan I didn’t tell you about this I know that it was wrong but I thought marrying Aaron would keep him around but he left me” and I said “I know because I talked to him and I told him that if he wanted to go and enjoy life he can do it but he can’t just run back into your life and make things better again Leslie you deserve so much better and you better not do this ever again do you hear me, you could have never seen me again and the last thing I said to you was have a good day sweetie” and she said “can we go home I don’t want to be here anymore it’s reminding me of the bad times like the fight with Aaron” and I grabbed her and I took her to the car and I went to go pick up the kids and My Grandparents. After a few hours Leslie was starting to forget about Aaron and she was starting to cheer up and Jason was talking to her trying to be the big brother and I ended up driving home because I didn’t want to stop anywhere so if anyone wanted to go to sleep they can sleep in the car.

After a few days, we were back home and I was so exhausted from all that driving and on the way home I seen so hot ass guys I was like wow now that dude has a body and he was the hottest dude and guess who got his number this girl me Jordan Sanchez got his number and everyone else was ok but then leslie got a text from Aaron that he was sorry and blah blah and I told Leslie not to fall for his tricks but she keeps talking to him but I let her deal with it on her own. “Hey you need to come eat dinner it nice and hot… It’s your favorite spaghetti with meatballs” I said to leslie and Jason said “ha ha you said balls haha are they big” and I said “they’re huge now shut up” and Leslie says “thanks Jordan but I can’t forget about him and I’m took attracted to him” and I said “I got it, why don’t we ditch school tomorrow and we’ll go shopping how does that sound” and she said “ok” and I said “but for now can you eat and then once you eat you’ll come back and go to sleep” and she said “ok and I need to tell you something about my second pregnancy doesn’t exist” and I said ‘yes’ in my mind and I told her “oh that’s ok as long as your home safe right” and she said “right thanks Jordan you’re a cool sister” and I said “thanks you are too”. Leslie ate and then a few hours later I found out some bad news…..

Chapter 17: Round 2 with Diana

It’s CHRISTMAS time finally I can the kids and everybody something for Christmas and Leslie wanted to give her kid up for adoption because she couldn’t take care of her and she was always tired and getting up going to school tired and I didn’t want her to go through that so I took her out of school and now I’m homeschooling her but today I had to go visit Mrs. Johnson and my Grandma because we live in a house and they live in an apartment. So as I’m driving towards their apartment I seen cops and ambulance in front of me and they are going the same street as me and I stepped on the gas to go faster because if there’s cops and ambulances then something went wrong so I stepped on it and I finally got to the apartment and i seen the cops going into my grandma and Mrs. Johnson’s apartment and I ran upstairs and the officer told me “Miss you need to step back” and I said “that’s my family” and he just let me go and I walked inside the apartment and I seen blood all over the place and I seen the ambulance coming towards me and they had like some sort of bed with them and they carried my Grandma out first and then I seen another ambulance and they got Mrs. Johnson and I said “excuse me but what happened to them are you the owner of this building” and he told me to follow him and I did and we went into his office and he said “look um I don’t know what happened but this video will explain what happened this morning and im so sorry for your lost”.

He put a video clip of what happened this morning and I see a lady and a guy and they broke into my Grandparents house and they looked like they were in there for a long time and the guy said he lost one of his security guards and I heard 2 gunshots and then another 2 gunshots and I started crying because I was thinking to myself and I couldn’t understand why these killed my grandparents they are all I have left and I see 2 kids go in the room and when I seen their faces it was my cousins from  and I was wondering what they were doing there. I see the people running out of the apartment with a bag and the boys were going after them and they got shot and I said to the guy or manager or whatever he was “where are those boys” and he said “keep watching” and i watched and it was Diana and john and after they shot the kids they put them in the bags and then I heard the tv and the news said “that two bags were found in the lake today around 12 o clock at noon and it seems as if there was 2 little boys in the bag here’s Daniel Evans with the story Daniel” and he said “thank you Rebecca and yes there was 2 little boys in the lake found dead and I feel so sorry for their family’s lost and may the boys rest in peace back to you Jor I mean Rebecca”. I broke down when I heard that they killed my Grandparents and I wish they were here so I can tell them I’m sorry because I fought with them when I told them I wasn’t going to their wedding. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and it was Daniel and he looked at me and he gave me huge and said “I’m so sorry Jordan I know this hurts you a lot” and I said as I was crying “I miss them so very much Daniel I swear I don’t know if I’ll be able to live another day knowing that they’re gone” and he said “Jordan Jordan look at me I know this is hard for you but you fought through your whole life and you always got through all those bad times and worse times I mean leslie got pregnant and you said you wouldn’t help her but you did and you taught her how to fight, you taught all the kids to fight and you Jordan Sanchez are going to fight just like you always been doing” and I got a call from Leslie and I said “hello” and she said “Jordan we need you right now” and I said “look Leslie” and Diana said “it hurts don’t it when you lose something very valuable to you” and I said “Diana?” and she said “yup me and the kids are going out of town for a little while” and I said “How did you find them and i thought you were dead?” and she said “your grandma had your address to your house and we came and gave your brothers and sister a little visit and your brother is very tough trying to shoot at me and the blood was real but I got out of it alive and guess who I’m killing first”.

Then I told Daniel lets go and I continued “look Diana we can make a deal you let the kids go and you can kill me because I rather myself dead than them, what do you say” and she said “I love the offer but I don’t want you dead Jordan I want you alive and i don’t need you because you are grown up now and I don’t have to be responsible for you anymore just the kids goodbye we’ll tell you when we get there” and I said “where?” and she said “it’s a mystery” and I said “wait Diana” and nobody answers and I said “fuck don’t go to my house just keep going straight” and he said “why what happened” and I said “Diana got them and she won’t tell me where the fuck they’re going I am just so pissed off right now I don’t know what to do” and I called the cops and I told them that they kidnapped my little sister and brothers and they killed 2 of my brothers and they said that they will try to look for them and Daniel said “so what are we doing know” and I said “drive keep driving till we find them dumbasses and there’s nothing I can do” and then my phone rang and it was Jason “look Diana lets meet up and we’ll talk” and she said “fine but if I see cops Jordan I’m killing your brothers and then your little slutty sister” and leslie said in the background “I am not a slut” and I said “fine but don’t touch me or the kids where should we meet up” and she said “city island, Bronx, new York and be there in 45 minutes” and I said “that’s a 2 hour ride from here” and she said “well tell the kids that your sorry that they are gonna die” and I said “no I’ll make it” and she said “yes you will goodbye” and she hung up. We got to the place where Diana said she wanted to meet me but she’s not here and so I called her and she said “hello” and I said “where the hell are you?” and she said “I am over here” and I was looking around and I couldn’t see her and I said “where?” and she said “get out of the car” and I said “ok but don’t get me from behind” and she said “I won’t” and I stepped out of the car and I said “ok I’m out where the hell are yo” some guy was covering my mouth and i couldn’t breathe then Daniel came from behind and hit him with the bat and he said “let her go you stupid motherfucker” and he carried me to the backseat and I looked over and the guy was on the floor and he said “Jordan you ok” and I said “what happened?” and he said “don’t worry about it your safe now” and me and Daniel clicked and then next thing I know I was falling in love with him.

Chapter 18: Love at first sight

I didn’t think Daniel would be a really cool guy but he is and he’s kind of cute but I forgot that he was gay so dating him would be crazy but I mean he is so gorgeous to me anyway and I hope he likes me Jordan stop it you like him but you don’t want him to know that so keep it to yourself but I mean he’s and I said it out loud “so cute” and he looks at me and said “what?” and I said “nothing um I thought that shirt looks really cute on you” and I was like great now he thinks I’m crazy and he said “oh thanks my brother bought it for me” and i asked him “oh what happened to your boyfriend” and he said “oh I don’t like that ass whole found out he was using me to make someone jealous” and I said “wow so what are you gonna do now” and he said “find someone else maybe I’ll date a girl or guy that has some since” and I said “wait your bisexual” and he said “no I just made out with that guy for fun you know just to try it” and I said “oh cool” and he said “can I ask you something” and I said “sure” and he said “can I kiss you” and I was stupid to ask “why?” and he said “never mind forget it” and I said “wait no I didn’t mean that and what I meant to say was ok” and he said “really?” and I nodded yes and me and him started getting close and closer and we kissed for like 2 minutes and it was awesome and we pulled apart and me and him were like “you were good” and I was all smiling and next thing I knew we took it to the backseat and can I say he is wonderful in bed too (just kidding we didn’t take it that far).

About a year later Leslie was with me but we couldn’t find Jason or the baby or Mikey and Michael Leslie said something about Jason going to Mexico to smuggle drugs into the U.S. and that was not going to happen not one of my kids is going to jail so we took the first flight to Mexico and it was a 6 hour flight and my ass was tired of all the traveling so we just walked to find Jason and leslie said she seen him in the corner and it looks like he was waiting for someone so I just told them to wait and to give me money so I can pretend I’m buying drugs from him so I went up to him and I was like “sup wanna make a deal” and he said “Jordan?” and I said “shut up I’m going to pretend that I am buying drugs from you” and he said “but why?” and someone said “eh perra le dejas en paz” this means hey bitch leave him alone and I said “is he talking to me” and he said “Jordan don’t” and I said in Spanish “estabas hablando conmigo, porque si usted es decir a la cara” this means are you talking to me because if you are come say it to my face and the guy said “vete a la mierda perra volver a donde vinieron” this means fuck you bitch go back to where you came from and I said to him “lo decimos otra vez” this means say it again. And he said “vete a la mierda perra lo que no entiendes es que ese maldito retardado que quiero decir es lo que entiendes nada” this means fuck you bitch are you that fucking retarded I mean do you understand anything and I said as I pointed the gun to him “poner sus malditas manos arriba ahora que es diana y donde está mi hermanito robert no estoy jugando más” this means put your fucking hands up and where is Diana and where is my brother Robert im not playing around. And he said “que está en la colina, diana a la izquierda y que no sé dónde está ninguno de nosotros lo hacemos” this means he’s up the hill and Diana left again we don’t know where she is none of us do and I said “vas a venir con nosotros porque si me disparan eres mi copia de seguridad y la niña de pie detrás de ti, voy a matarla si no está ahí y no me gusta poner los niños de las personas en peligro, pero si tengo que i 'll hacerlo” this means you are coming with us because if i get shot you are my backup and that little girl standing behind you, i'm gonna kill her if he's not up there and i don't like putting people's kids in danger but if i have to i'll do it.

“He’s right there” Jason said and I said “go get him” and I said to the guy “usted y su niña con suerte, voy a dejarte ir, pero si tengo la policía viene detrás de mí que voy a la cárcel por cometer un asesinato en usted y su niña” this means you and your little girl are lucky, i'll let you go but if i have the cops coming after me i'm going to jail for committing murder on you and your little girl. And I said to him “o si no te mato ahora y deje ir a la chica” this means or should I kill you now and let the girl go and he said “por favor me deje y se vaya señorita Jordania porque yo no quiero morir por favor, te lo ruego” this means please let me and her go miss Jordan because i don't want to die please i'm begging you. “bien puede ir, pero tengo 2 más niños que quedan de encontrar y si están bien entonces no voy a volver, pero si yo puedo encontrarlos y oigo que Diana los mató entonces voy a volver y te voy a matar y ella y lo siento, pero estos chicos significa todo para mí no tengo padres que me dejaron y creo que usted sabe donde están por lo que me dicen” this means fine you may go but i have 2 more kids left to find and if they're ok then i won't come back but if i cant find them and i hear that diana killed them then i will come back and I'll kill you and her and I'm sorry but these kids mean everything to me I don't have parents they left me and i think you know where they are so tell me. He said one of them is in Tijuana or La Paz and the other one is in California somewhere and when we went to Mikey and he was safe thank God but I need to find one more kid which is Michael.

Chapter 19: "Michael where are you?"

It’s been 2 weeks and we still haven’t found him and I was so pissed well everyone was pissed off and I ended up splitting up me, Leslie, Mikey and Daniel, Jason, and Robert and we still haven’t found him and all I was thinking was why California and I even put fliers and nothing and I said to everyone “where can he be?” and everyone said “I don’t know”. We all were thinking the same thing why California and we were all thinking hard but nothing and then we stopped for a while and went to go eat and maybe come up with a plan and Daniel said “ok so far we went to go find Leslie and where were you born” and she said “New York in the Bronx why?” and he said “that’s where we found you and Jason where were you born?” and Jason said “Mexico city” and Daniel said “Robert” and I said “he was born in Mexico city too but he was up a hill” and he said “maybe Diana is putting Michael where he was born, quick Jordan where was he born?” and I said “I never found out I never got his birth certificate” and Mikey said “he’s in Hawaii” and I said “what? Hawaii are you sure Mikey because we have no more money if we go out there” and he said “yes I’m sure he’s my brother now let’s go”. We were on our way there to Hawaii and it was a long drive but we got there and we had to split up again and I couldn’t find them but then I found out that he was in Honolulu, Hawaii thank God and he was safe but the bad thing is we don’t have so we all have to get jobs because the prices of the tickets are high and me and Daniel got jobs so did Jason and Leslie had to take care of the kids and I got a job to be closer to them and so after 2 days we got 500 for 1 adult ticket and Mikey and Michael are 150 and leslie and Jason are 250 and Robert is 50 so we need exactly 1700 hundred dollars and we still need to make money for food while we are here and I love Hawaii it’s beautiful but the thing is Jason makes 150 a week and he volunteers feeding the homeless center or something like it and he always wanted to do something for the community so I let him do it, Daniel is waiter at a restaurant and he gets every week a 1          50 too and I make 200 hundred a week but my job is so hard that I can’t explain it but its hard.

After 2 weeks we barely made 800 and that is still not enough and I was wondering what we can do then I heard leslie singing in the shower (she was singing to Lady Gaga’s Alejandro I love that song). When I heard leslie singing I was like she can sing and make hundreds of dollars and I went to go tell everybody that leslie can sing and we will out of here by tomorrow or maybe tonight and I told the boys to make flyers and I told leslie that she was working tonight, that she was going to make money singing and she said she doesn’t know that many songs and I told her I would help her. I helped her sing beyonce songs, Miley cyrus songs, and other songs from different artist and then it was 5:30 and it was time for the concert and leslie started singing and everyone was going crazy and people kept giving us money and that night we made 10,000 dollars and then when we got to California everyone seen leslie and they were going crazy and I was wondering why? And I was guessing that someone in Hawaii put her on the internet and a music producer came up to her and said “hey kid your pretty good at singing want to make a record deal” and she looked me and said “please” and I nodded yes  and she said “I accept and does this mean I get to move here” and he said “we’ll if your 18 but if not your going to have to wait” and she looked at me and I said to him “how about this we let her stay with one of my cousins here and they are taking her to all of her concerts and going with her on tour because I have stuff to deal with” and he said “what’s wrong with LA” and I said “nothing sir its just if im going to move here its going to be a long time before she can make a record” and he said “are you her manager” and I said “no I’m her older sister” and he said “well how about this I’ll make her famous and you just help her make herself look good and I’ll ship your stuff here and you can buy a house here” and I said “ok you have a deal and make my sister look good”.

Chapter 20: Leslie's famous

About a year later Leslie was going on tour she actually caught up pretty quickly and me and Daniel are engaged and Jason is engaged too with his girlfriend Jessica from Hawaii and I’m letting him get engaged because he’s 17 years old and he’s starting to be a good boyfriend to her and she’s being a good girlfriend to him and they are getting married next year because in case they change their mind but we still need to see how that goes and leslie is 16 years old and she loves giving people autographs and taking pictures and I’m pretty happy for her because she can do something with her life and I have something to do with mine. Mikey is starting to like girls now and he’s only 11 years old and he actually started talking to this girl and I was so glad because he deserves it because he has been tutoring leslie because I don’t want her to go to school because the kids went crazy when they see her face and I don’t want her to get hurt so I told Mikey to do it. Michael is a little bratty but he is a good kid but he’s trying to be a badass and he’s leslie’s makeup artist and he said he likes to work with makeup and I just worked on her new clothing line and girls are buying the clothes like crazy they love the shirts and everything so everything is fine. And the best part she got an award for best female actress and I’m so happy for her and she told me to go with her up on stage with her (and yes she’s acting now too) and I said “I am so proud of you leslie that I am sending everyone that voted for her, she’s having an after party celebrating her success so thank you all and you are all invited” and leslie said “thanks Jordan my manager and thanks to all my fans out there without you I wouldn’t be standing right here in front of millions of people so thank you and bless you all love you all” and she thanked me for the after party because she wasn’t expecting it.

And when she got another award for best female singer when I went up to talk someone shot at me and they got me and when I looked to see who it was it was Diana and I can tell because that bitch was fat and her hair was blonde but thank God I had my phone right there and it saved me and I was still alive and leslie got off stage and I went with her and I said to the security “what the hell are you guys doing out there she could have got hurt and I could have died don’t you know how to do your job” and they said “we checked every person that enters this building (the other security said) except one” and the other security said “what do you mean except one” and he said “there was this lady” and I said “I’m suing you I got have died on the stage, you need to check the building I think she is still here” and then my phone was buzzing because I got text from Diana and she said “did you enjoy the show” and I called her and said “What do you want from us Diana aren’t we a pain in your ass” and some lady looked at me and I said “its my grandma” and she nodded ok and Diana said “yeah but it was sure fun seeing you fall on the floor” and I hung up and I said to leslie “lets go we need to get out of here” and she said “why” and I said “because I need to do something” and I texted Daniel and told him to bring the kids and get out of there”.

He said “babe what happened on stage” and I said “Diana did it because when I went up there with leslie she didn’t shoot the first time but when I went up there again she just shot me and I’m sorry guys I didn’t mean to do that but I need to something about this bitch or she will keep trying to kill us” and he said “what are you gonna do” and I said “shh” and Diana said “hello” and I said “meet me in new York in that hell whole you call a house and I’ll meet you there in a 2 hours” and he said “what are you doing” and she said “yes my dream came true ok see you later gator” and I hung up and we got to the house and I was packing my bag. Daniel said “do you mind telling me what you are doing” and I said “I’m killing Diana and John and any other people that she knows because she won’t stop Daniel I mean what happens if she sees us on our wedding say and she shoots at us as we are about to say I do I need to kill her and don’t tell the kids because they’re going to get scared” and he said “what do I tell them” and I said as I was getting my weapons ready “just tell them I’m going out of town for a little while and don’t tell them nothing else” and he said “ok but you don’t need back up” and I said “no I need you to stay here and watch the kids I got the first flight to new York” and he said “babe be careful please and stay alive” and I kissed him for like a second and I said “I will and you stay with the kids at all time this won’t take long” and I ran out of the house.

Chapter 21: Diana is dead to me

I was on the flight to new York and I needed to talk to Diana before I send her to hell and I was pissed off because she tried to kill me but then the plane was going down and the pilot said “everyone stay in your seats, buckle up we are going down” and I was scared because I see a lot of movies about plane crashes and I felt like I was going to die but then some of us made it out alive and I asked the pilot what happened and she said “it seems as if someone shorted out the battery” and I can tell it was Diana because she is evil so I called Diana and said “having fun yet” and she said “almost once I get my hands on you” and I said “well your lucky I made it out alive and I’ll drive” and she said “ok Jordan have fun” and I said “I think I’ll walk but it might take me a while” and she said “take as long as you need I’ll be waiting” and I hung up and I was thinking of a plan because Diana probably has cab drivers wanting to kill me and she probably has people coming after me so I just walked all the way from California to new York and man did those 3 months suck. It was the first year that I spent Christmas and my birthday and valentine’s day alone but I did it for the kids to get here and then as I was walking to new York I killed like 10 or 20 people before I got to new York and I had to because they were trying to kill me.

Daniel has been calling me every hour and I was tired so I didn’t pick and I guess he thought I was dead because he kept calling me and saying baby you still out there so yeah I been through a lot and Jason said that he wanted to come because he wanted to be my backup and I was in New York but man it was tiring walking I mean now in days you don’t know who to trust and I mean it’s just it sucks when you want to see your kids so badly but then someone comes in and ruins it. It’s been a week since I been in new York, i never been so far away from the kids before and leaving them with my fiancé and its messed up because you can’t do anything when you have someone coming in and ruining all your happiness and the reason I haven’t went to Diana’s house yet is because I’m scared and my legs hurt like a bitch from walking so much. After 2 weeks of sitting I finally get up and go to Diana’s and to tell you something I never tried to kill Diana in my entire life because I know I would get charged for it or go to jail. Today is March, 21st, 2012 the day I kill Diana or at least talk to her first and then kill her but I need her to feel guilty for what she put me and the kids and all the kids that she hurt.

I was on my way to Diana’s house but I needed to get myself a gun, a bat, and other weapons to take care of myself and I need to do it because then she will kill me right when I walk in and I was arriving at the house and all I was thinking was if I’m going to out alive and if I can do this but I know I can so I started walking up the stairs and then once I was at the last top of the stairs and then I heard ‘ding’ and the house exploded and I flew back and then I got a message from Diana saying “If you want to come face to face with me you need to come find me first bitch have fun hunting I sure as hell am” and I text her back saying “You crossed the line Diana and you best believe that I’ll find you” and she text back saying “you’ll never live another day Jordan you realize that don’t you” and I text back “I’ll find you”. I hung up and I called Daniel and I told him to stay with the kids at all times because Diana and john were probably going that way and I don’t want nothing to happen to them. After 2 weeks I finally found Diana and I was really pissed off at her because not only did she try to kill me but I had to walk all the way too Canada just to come talk to her but now I just want to fight her.

Chapter 22: Kicking Diana's ass

“Hi Diana we finally are face to face oh and look no one around to stop me when I’m done with you” I said then she said “Hi Jordan how are you” and I said “shut up Diana I been taking your crap all of my life and I’m tired of it and I just want to let you know everything that you did to me and how it made me feel” and she said “well what did I do that was so bad” and I said as I got my bat and broke her favorite stature of her and john “well you almost killed when I was 3 years old and younger (then I hit one of her other statues of her and john and said) you killed people right in front of me for no reason and you stool drugs and brought drugs into the state and yes you made money but then what happened” and she said “you came back and stool it from me and took my favorite car” and I said “you didn’t even drive it and it was a good car and you have never took it out for a drive” and she said “fuck you Jordan and stop fucking with my statues those cost me hundreds of dollars” and I said “what about these pictures” and she said “only a dollar but..” and I said before I broke her pictures “uh oh look at that oh no what a tregdity” and she said “jordan you don’t know what I can do to you” and I said “come at me bitch that’s what I want you to do because you made my life a living hell and I ain’t taking it no more and say goodbye to john” and I shot him and she said “John… What the hell is wrong with you” and I said “well you took what was mine and what belonged to me” and she said “what your grandparents, your best friend, and her parents and Danny” and I said “what are you talking about” and Danny said as he was pointing the gun to my head “hello Jordan give it over” and I said “Danny why are you doing this” and she said “I’m paying him to and if he don’t he’s going to die and I’ll kill his family” and he said “and I ain’t going to let that happen” and she said “tie her up, I’ll be in California, you know where your family is” and I said “don’t touch them” and she said “it will be over quickly” and she left and as Danny was tying me up I got my ankle gun and shot him” and i untied myself and I went after Diana.

And I couldn’t find Diana and I told Daniel to get out of California as fast as they can and I went after Diana and she was getting on her first flight to California and I went behind her and I grabbed her by her hair and threw her on the ground and I said “no one kills my friend or her parents and no one kills my grandparents” and danny came from behind me and said “don’t kill her” and they dragged me outside of the airport and the dumbass security guard weren’t doing anything and then when they were putting me in the truck and Jason came from behind them and said “get off of my sister” and Daniel helped me get out of the car and Jason shot Danny a couple of times to make sure he was dead. I was confused on why they came to Canada and I was more pissed off because I couldn’t find Johnny and all I was thinking was that Diana took him and leslie and I said “Daniel what are you guys doing here” and he said “we wanted to help and your not the only one that has been through what Diana did she hit me too when I was young but that was when I was 4 or 5 years old and we’re not related” and I said “well thank God because that would be gross if I was dating my brother or cousin” and he said “and I need to help you find the kids because she has them now and we need to stop her before she kills them” and I said “well if we follow her car I think we can catch her” and he said “well lets go”. “Look we can’t find her she got away again she won” I said and Daniel said “Jordan we need you to hurt her the way she hurt us like you said she beat you up when you were little for the stupidest things and she kidnapped the kids and she put them in different states so you can have a hard time trying to find them and she almost killed you” and I kept having this feeling that I had to do what was right don’t matter about the consequences so I pulled over and I told the kids and Daniel that I’m gonna get rid of this lady because she is ruining our lives and she has the kids so I dropped them off at a hotel and I took off and I after 2 hours of looking for her I finally seen her and I said “here we go Jordan”.

Chapter 23: Jordan V.S. Diana

I went up to Diana and I slapped her and punched her and kicked her in the face and I shot the bodyguards and I told the kids to wait in the car and they ran to the car and she said “you bitch” and she got up from the floor and she got out her gun and before she shot me I said “lets settle this like ladies shall we” and I grabbed her wrist and she was shooting up and I was trying to make her give up the gun by punching and kicking her and she finally let go and I pulled her by her hair and threw her on the ground like she did to me and she said “Wait Jordan I’m sorry ok” and I said “fuck you Diana” and then I said as I kicked and beat her with a bat “you killed my grandparents (then I said “you killed my best friends’ parents and you killed my best friend”) and then as I was about to end it for Diana someone came from behind and surprisingly it was my mom and dad and my mom said “Let go of the gun Jordan” and my dad was trying to get gun from my hand and I said “Let go of me you crazy cabrona” and she said “what did you say” and I said “You know what that means you been it for years” and she said “What?” and my dad said “Bitch it means bitch” and she said “Screw a youa” and I said “What?” and she said “you know what I said” and I shot my dad and then my backed up and I said “You are a crazy bitch” and leslie said “wait Jordan no not mom” and I said “oh hell no you want mom to be alive after she tackled me” and she said “I want her alive because I don’t know if I’ll ever live without her” and I said “you lived without her for years and now you want her back”.

And she said “well no but I think I should do it” and I said “ok if your sure and she said im sure” and she got the gun and she said “Sorry mom but you left me no choice” and she shot my mom and then she said “I needed to let her go Jordan”. I said to leslie “I told you if you wanted to do it” and she said “I needed to do it the way her and dad treated me dad raped me when I was a baby and I was crying so much and he never stopped and mom raped Jason when he was 2 that’s why he’s always in a weird mood when it comes to girls and don’t tell anyone but he’s gay” and I said “how do you know” and she said “because he told me and he keeps sending his boyfriend pictures of his junk” and I said “well ok then um lets get them in Diana’s car and we’ll drive it into the lake and then we’ll get rid of the evidence” and she said “wait Jordan watch out” and I said “what” and she shot Diana and I said “thanks I forgot to do that” and we went to go take the bodies into the lake and we walked to the hotel and we were all together again and I was happy because not only do I have my kids and my fiancé, I have real family.

Today is April 15th, 2012 and it’s the day I finally get married, man everything in my life is going well leslie gets her baby back because the parents went to jail for shoplifting but she’s happy and Jason is getting married too to his boyfriend tony, he’s a sweet kid and he’s very gentle with him and Jason is happy being with him, and leslie is dating one of the neighbors his name is Kyle and he loves leslie like it was his little puppy he would always take care of her and she’s happy being with him but the thing is I told her not to have sex and if they were to wait next year and she took it because after Victoria she didn’t want to have no more kids until she is old enough to handle it. Daniel and I were finally tying the not and me and him had our ups and downs but we will always love each other and we can’t stay made at each other and the reason we are getting married now is because I don’t want to be fat in my wedding dress and yes that means im pregnant finally and I’m a month and leslie has been helping me with the baby by trying to help it grow faster and I don’t know if that’s even possible but I let her do because she wants to help and I mean she’s only 17 and she knows a lot about babies than I do and Mikey wants to go join the military and support us but I told he needs to wait a couple of years because I need to spend time with him because of all that happened with Diana and I’m in a good place right now and so is everybody else and we invited all of our friends and some of our family.

Chapter 24: I pronouce you husband and wife

When it was my time to go out there I was really nervous but then someone came into my dressing room and it was my grandpa and I said “grandpa Joe what are you doing here I thought you and grandma divorced” and he said “yeah we did but I regret getting a divorce and the reason I came here today was to give you this gift from Grandma Mary” and I said “she’s still alive” and he said “no but she wanted me to give that to you in case she ever dies and she wanted to see you when you were five but when they told your grandma that you ran away she never gave it to you” and I started crying and he said “no baby don’t cry and to cheer you up im here to walk you down the isle” and I said “thank you grandpa but who told you I was here and getting married” and he said “the kids and Daniel thought it was a good idea for you to get married the right way and that is for the father to walk his daughter down the isle and to be there for her and I know your dumbass of a dad didn’t want that for you but I want the best for you and I might be old but I’ll try my best to be there for you and the kids now that I can see my grand baby again” and I said “oh grandpa thank you and I know grandma is looking down at you and saying wow what a man” and he said “I heard she was with some old lady” and I said “yeah I’ll explain later we need to go” and he said “ok but wait I need to give you something” and he pulled out a Diamond necklace and he said “this is for you I got it for you for your birthday but you were gone so I couldn’t give it to you” and I hugged him and we walked outside and the music started playing and everyone was standing up and at that moment I knew who my family is and that was everyone is my family and even though we get into arguments we stand by each other.

When I finally got to the alter my grandpa kissed me on the cheek and he said to Daniel “you take care of her and protect her” and he said “I will thank you for coming” and he said “no problem”. When I looked at Daniel I knew at the moment he was my partner and he was always there for me and that this is the guy and when the Pastor said “I ask Daniel parker to say your vows to Mrs. Jordan Sanchez” and he said “Jordan you been the most wonderful person ever, you always were there for me when I learned that I wasn’t gay ( and my face was like ok didn’t see that coming) and you know even thought you seen me make love to another guy ( and my face was like Kristen stewart when she looks surprised) but underneath all that you still fell in love with Jordan you are the most beautiful, most grateful, and I hope we have many years with each other and I hope our baby is as beautiful and as tough as you are and after all that has happen your still alive” and the pastor said “ok that was disturbing but heart felt now Jordan say your vows to Daniel” and I said “Daniel you are my life, and you were life when I first met you and I didn’t think that I would marry a person like you someone that is special because God sent me an angel and he told you to take care of me and to protect me but Daniel you are more than my best friend from my childhood you are my whole world and I promised to you that I will always love you no matter what happens in life I know we will always be together forever and ever” and the pastor said “that was beautiful and now can I have the rings please”.

Leslie and Jason brought the rings and he said “now I want you to say these words to each other as you place the ring on each other’s finger ‘with this ring I be wed’ Jordan you first and then you will go Daniel” and I said as I was placing ring on Daniel “with this ring I be wed” and he said as he was placing the ring on my finger “with this Diamond ring I be wed” and I looked at and that sucker was huge and the pastor said “If anyone here has any reasons as to why these two should not be joined in Holy Matrimony, let them speak now or forever hold their peace” and he said “I Pronounce you husband and wife you may kiss your bride” and Daniel grabbed like they do in the movies and he kissed me and now I’m a bride and then after a while Jason got married to Tony and he was so cute and when it got to the part where they had to say their vows to each other it was more awkward because Jason said something about a guys’ stuff being sucked on and it was just so awkward and I felt very uncomfortable well everybody did and I got to meet Selena Gomez and Beyonce and I was happy because leslie invited them and I was more happy when drake came to the wedding because I love his songs and he’s cute but I’m married and I have kids now and I had deal with them practically my whole life. But the day ended quickly and after 8 months I had baby girl and I named Mary Belle parker sanchez (Belle was Mrs. Johnson’s name) and I almost forgot about the gift that my grandma gave me and it was a dress to where to Greece and it was amazing the water felt good and I took the kids and they left me and Daniel alone but we couldn’t do anything because the baby was born and I wasn’t in the mood but we made it work and after a few more months I had another pregnancy with Daniel and It was triplets and one of them was a girl and 2 boys and man was I huge and man and I named them the girl Stephanie and the boys names were Steven and Christian so we had leslie, Jason, Johnny, Mikey, Michael, Victoria, Mary Belle, Stephanie, Steven and Christian so that’s a total of 10 kids all together including Tony and Kyle so basically 12 but most likely 10 but who knows maybe we’ll have more kids.

And we all lived a happily ever after until next time muahh (just kidding)

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 21.11.2013

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This book is dedicated to all the people that have been treated badly, raped, sexually assaulted, hit, and beaten with as a child and You're not alone there is a lot of kids that have been badly abused as a kid and that's what this book is basically about. Thanks for reading.