Dear God,
If you’re really out there, why did you give me schizophrenia? Why did you give me depression, multiple personality disorder, bipolar? Why God? Why did you take all my friends, why family? Why did you give me a drunken abusive mom? Why are you letting these things happen to me?
If you are real, take me…take my soul…Take my body away. Let me fade into the wind. Let me be a trampled flower, beautiful, but dead. …You took Willie, Lexis, Cameron, John, Kris, Chrissie, Justin, Everyone.
Trials are normal, but not this many. I hate the way I’m turning into someone else…You’ve killed my personality. I used to be fun but now I’m just…Dead inside. Gone. Nothing’s left of me. I’m a schizophrenia pyscho. But Please, Help me…Take me away.
I’ve made bad choices. Sex, Pills, Alcohol, and drugs…
It’s something I wish I could leave in my past…Sadly, I cannot, but hopefully I can be forgiven…Just take me away. Bring me to your “Heaven”.
Amen.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 05.11.2011

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