Time For A Change

I was back in the same bed that I was all to familiar with. I loved Eric but I just couldn’t keep doing this, I feel like a slut. I’m sleeping with another girls boyfriend !! Not to mention that that girl is my sister !!!! But I just don’t no what is wrong with me because even though I no it’s wrong I keep coming back and sleeping with him. Eric grunted in pleasure which just made me feel even worse.
“What’s wrong baby?” Eric said. I looked at him and just shook my head and looked away again.
“You’re lying, I could tell. You haven’t made any sounds when we have sex since….since I got with you’re sister.” I just shook my head again and stayed quite.
“Baby,” Eric stopped and looked at me. “What’s wrong? You could tell me anything.”
I got off the bed and wrapped a blanket around myself and started to walk to the bathroom but Eric came and stopped me. He faced me so I was looking him in the eyes.
“Tell me what’s going on, please.”
“I can’t do this anymore Eric. I feel so bad. You’re my sister’s boyfriend !!”
“You didn’t have a problem with this before.” He said.
“You also weren’t with my sister before,” I was shouting at him now.
I grabbed my clothes off of the floor and went into the bathroom and changed. I grabbed the brush off of the counter that Eric bought just for me so I could have one when I came over and brushed my hair. I opened the bathroom door and walked out. I looked up at Eric and seen that he put his clothes back on too. He looked at me and looked away.
“I have to go.” I was the first to break the silence.
I started to walk towards the door but Eric grabbed my hand and pulled me to his chest.
“Ally, I love you okay? I loved you before I even got with you’re sister and I’ll probably love you after. I no that I ended up getting with you’re sister before you but that’s because it’s complicated. But just no that I love you. Okay?” I looked up at him and shook my head. “No, I don’t care what you say. You chose her over me. I don’t no why but you did. So you’re going to have her and only her.”
I stepped around him and started to walk out of the house. I was already in tears by the time I reached the door. I opened it wide and walked out and bumped right into Alyssa, and right when I bumped into her Eric said from behind me, “Ally I love you, please don’t go.”
Alyssa just froze when she took in the scene in front of her.
“What’s going on here? Alyson what are you doing here, and why are you crying?”
I looked at Alyssa and started blabbing out a lie, “Eric wanted to surprise you with a present so he asked me to come over and help. Then we were just talking and he wanted to practice something just in case you ever left him, that’s why I’m crying and he said ‘Ally I love you please don’t go’.” I was so scared she wouldn’t believe my lie. Then she just smiled and turned to Eric.
“Awwww baby, you don’t have to worry about me leaving. I won’t do that to you.” She smiled and hugged him. He smiled back and hugged her. He looked at me while hugging Alyssa and mouthed ‘Thank you’ then ‘I love you’, I just shook my head.
“Hey sis, I’m going to go. Ill talk to you later.”
“Okay. Bye sis. Be careful.”
I just nodded and walked away.

“We should so get Alyson a boyfriend.” Alyssa said after her sister walked away.
“What makes you think she wants a boyfriend?” Eric asked.
“I no when my sis is either hooked on a guy or wants a guy. And trust me I could tell she wants one. Alright I’m going to ask some guys and you ask around too, okay?”
Eric looked unsure but just nodded. Alyssa smiled and walked into the house and called Eric to follow her and he did

Time To Move On

I’m going to Azusa today for band rehearsal and I’m freaked that I’m might run into Eric. I can’t see him, I don’t know what I might do if I do. Were all already on the bus and on are way. I have my headphones in trying not to think about anything but my music. I have to admit, Skrillex helps a lot.
We arrive around 3 period and get off the bus. They have a little section for the Slauson kids. So we all went and set up are instruments.

Eric

I was sitting on one of the school benches just thinking about Alyson and about what happened yesterday, when my friend Anthony showed up.
“Hey man, what’s up?” Anthony said.
I looked at Anthony and said,” Remember when I told you about Alyson?”
Anthony nodded and said,” Yeah, that you were sleeping with her behind Alyssa’s back?”
I gave him a dirty look but nodded.
“Well, Alyson doesn’t want to do it anymore. But I love her a lot. And now Alyssa’s looking for a boyfriend for Alyson. So, I don’t know what I’m going to do.”
Anthony just looked at me and said,” Well dude, there’s nothing that you can do. Alyson is finally tired of you messing around with them both.”
I was about to reply when Derek walked up to us,” Hey guys, what you talking about?”
Anthony answered before I could,” About how Alyson is tired of Eric using her.”
Derek just looked at them and was about to say something, when he spotted Alyson.

I seen Derek waving at me and I walked over to him. What I didn’t realize was that Eric was sitting right with him. I tried to ignore him and just talked to Derek. I smiled at him,” Hey Derek, what’s up? Haven’t seen you in a while.” Derek just smiled.
“I’m good what about you?”
“I’m okay I guess. A lot of shit from guys lately.” When I said this I looked at Eric and I seen his whole body tense.
I heard someone else laugh and I looked up to see who it was. That’s when I realize there was another guy sitting with them. I smiled at him and he smiled back. He was really cute and sexy.
“Hey, I’m Alyson.”
He nodded his head and said,” Yeah, I no. It’s me, Anthony Diaz? You no, Sabrina’s ex.?”
I looked at the guy again and realized this. I knew him. He was my old, old best friend’s ex.
“Oh yeah, hey. Haven’t seen you in awhile. I thought you moved?”
Anthony nodded and said,” Yeah. I moved to Arizona for awhile and then I came back with my brothers.”
I nodded,” That’s cool.”
He nodded back then said,” So what have you been up to? You look really different, real beautiful.” My eyes grew kind of big when he said this and I could feel myself blushing. “Um, nothing really. I’m just in band now. Still in softball though and still reading.” He nodded his approval and said,” That’s cool. Hey, if it’s okay with you, I’d like to take you out sometime. You know to like catch up on things. Just hang out, maybe go to a movie? Maybe something to eat?”
Now I knew I was really blushing but surprisingly I said,” Yeah, I’d like that. Maybe, tonight? If you want?” He smiled and said,” Yeah, definitely.”
Then he got up, walked over to me and kissed me on the cheek,” I can’t wait till tonight.” I smiled and was about to say something when Chris called me saying I had to go back. I smiled at Anthony and said bye. I told Derek bye to and just kind of looked at Eric for a second and left.

Eric

I looked at Anthony and shoved him. He stumbled a bit but didn’t fall like I was hoping. He looked at me and said,” Dude, what the hell?” I just looked at him and shook my head.
“Why’d you ask her out? You no that I like her?”
Anthony looked at him and said,” Yeah but I could at least have a chance at being with her. You don’t because you’re with Alyssa. Plus I really like her. She’s one of the reasons why I came back, well not her really. But I came back to hook up with someone and I seen her on the second day I was here but I couldn’t get to her. I’ve been trying to find her ever since.”

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