I walk down another empty streets of hell i dont even know what town I am in anymore. I see a Organge neon sign that says MOTEL. I dig through my pockets to find scrap money, I found 10 dollars that should be enough. I walk through the glass door and It was empty I slowly walked up to the frount desk . No one was there only a little bell that said ring for a room I rang the bell once and I heard a rocky voice " yah yah I am coming" big man with a joint hanging from is mouth , his white T-shirt is dirty with a yellow sweat line down and his belly is showing. " Why are you here," he says.
I look at him straight in the eyes and say " i want a room for three days". He looks at me and smiles rudely " 8 dollars". I hand him the money and he gave me a room key the tag said room 210. I go down a long hallway and found it. I was so tired and dirty. I went to the bathroom and looked it the mirror. my brown hair falls just above my breast. My shirt wrinkled and semi clean. I am no thin person I am a larged boned person. I dont look over 150 but I don't know , My brown eyes look empty my boobs are huge but not that big.I turn on the water and undress. I pulled out my Ipod and Wich to one direction momments. I get under the water making me feel warm and safe. I just stood there in the shower, Humming the song after the song ended I started to wash my hair and body.
After I did that I looked at my arms the scars stil remain on my arms, form cutting a while back, I sigh and get out of the shower wrapping a towel around me. I look at my Ipod and seen the Date Hey its my birthday. I washed by cothes and the beding ( just in case if they were " dirty"). I layed in the bed after the bedding was dry. I looked through my songs and I picked " beside you " By 5 secounds of summer. I softly sing and drift off to sleep.
( Scream)
I jumped out of my bed after I herd a scream. I thought I was just hearing things so I layed back down. ( Scream) I jump again, This time I knew that I was not hearing things. I looked around my room and no ones here , then I went outside in the hallway no one. I went back in my room and I herd another scream but this one didn't stop, I followed the sound until I was at the wall by my bed. I looked at the wall closer and there was a vent. I listen closer and I herd a mans voice , " STOP SCREAMING SOMEONE WILL HEAR YOU LITTLE BITCH." That reminded me of the guy at the front desk. I listen again but i herd a diffrent voice it was a little girl. " S-SORRY P-P-PLEASE -D-DONT HURT ME". she sounds so scared then I heard a slap and crying then a door slam. then a boy spoke " shhh maxi Its okay lay down and sleep". His voice made him sound like a 16 year old.
I hear soft sobs I don't know if was coming from the boy or the girl. I look at the vent and I tried to open it and my shock it opened. I stick my head in the hole and looked down. I see a little girl and a boy sitting in the corner. " Hey Hey you" I yelled wisperd . The boy turned his head " hello" he wisperd back. " Hey I am up here" I shouted, waving my hand. " wh-o are you and how did you find me." he shouts back before i could say anything the door opened i moved my head a little bit. I could still see the boy and girl. The girl is still asleep the boy looks scared.
man: Come here boy and suck my cock
boy: No please
man: don't sass me boy and do it before I wake up your sister and make her do it.
boy: don't you even dare I will do it.
man: and don't even think about useing your teeth.
I didn't hear the boy only the mans moans. I could hear the girl yawn and speak.
girl: Nick I- I am Hunngry
man: Come eat my cum.
I heard a bang and her screaming I blacked out to a flash back.
( FLASH BACK age 7 )
I am laying in my bed when i herd the door open and a large shaddow plasted my wall. His breath was heavy I knew what was going to happen.
Step-dad : shhh
me: please not tonight I dont like it
he grabs my hair and holds me down to my bed. with his free arm he unbuckel is belt and pulls out this langth and he moves my night gown up and shoves himself in my ass hole. I yelp and pass out because of the pain.
( END OF FLASHBACK )
The next thing I knew I am standing over the mans body and i am covered in blood. I look at my hand and see a metal pipe and it was coverd in blood. I turn around and see a boy and little girl.
" Come with me I wont hurt you." I say I relized that the medal pipe is still in my hand. the boy stands up and trys to hit me Insted I ducked and hit him in the jaw.
boy: who are you
me: I am sam and I am sorry about that * pointing at the man*
boy: how did you find us.
me : can we talk about this later I need to get us out of here .
boy: No I am not going any where with you
me: Look are we going to sit here and agrue or are we going to leave this hell whole and find her something to eat.
the boy shakeing his head and looked at the little girl and said " This is my friend Sam she is going to help us." The little girl shook her head and got up and ran to me and huged me around the legs and says, " Thank you for helping me and NiNi I am hungry can I eat,"
I looked at the boy and said, " Lets go then I have to go back to my room and grab a few things stay here. I reached down to the mans body and seach for car keys, I found them in his frount pocket of his shirt. I climbed back through the hole back into my hotel room.
I look at this girl after she just kiled my father I was having mix feeling about what happed I was over joyed and yet sad. I look at his girl and her eyes were black and she was just hitting him stabing him all over screaming loudly I had to hold Maxi back. After she was done her eyes turned in to a dark brown. I looked at her up and down she was the most beautifulest girl ever, well she is the only girl I have ever seen. She went threw her vent. I waited for her to come back I looked at my sister I sighed.
Maxi: will she be my new mommy
me: No baby but we will stay with her for a while.
she came back with a sack and she walked out the door. and I followed we were going down a long hall I started to carry Maxi. My eyes glance at the girls ass, It was nice I felt something growing in my pants, I looked down and saw that I had a boner to make things worse maxi yelled " what is that". I blush as she turned around to see what the noice was and she blushed holy shit she looks so hot right now I could fuck her.
I turn around to see the little girl pointing at the boys junk and it was poking out, I couldnt help but to blush. I walked but to him blushing even harder I looked in his blue eyes then looked at the little girl. I smiled, " Hey do you want me to carry you." She smiles and Basicaly jumps in my arms I let out a small groan. I looked at him again and turn around to walk out of the wall way.
Little girl : Why was his pants sticking up.
Me: Because his underware was in a bunch
Little girl: we dont wear underware
Me: whats your name
little girl: Maxi but you can call me Max , My real name is Maxianne but I hate that name
I giggled
Max: whats your name
Me: My name is Sam
she gigled and huged me around my neck, I rubbed her back lightly
Maxi: Do you like Ni-NI
Me: who Is Ni-Ni
Maxi: Him
She pointed back I turned my head slightly and seen the boy. Wich I noticed they were really dirty.
Me: what is real name
Maxi : Nate
I nood , She yawned and settled her head in my neck and I started rubbing her back again soon she fell asleep in my arms. It was a beautiful moment.
Dam this is one long ass hallway, I couldn't keep my eyes off of the girl and Maxi even though she likes Max I still like to call her Maxi. They were talking really deeply or something I seen her yawn and wiggle her little head in her neck It kinda turned me on. Dam It everything she does turns me on. I don't don't know whats going on. I walk a little faster to reach her. I patted her on the back and smiled. Her brown eyes lighter then before. My eyes moved to her lips they where beautiful.
Her: can I help u
Me: were is the door
Her: Right here
She opend the door and the rest air smacked me in the face. My face was frozzen . There was only one car under a huge light. I was free Finally I would just jump for joy.Insted I ran to the car Happly but the car was locked so I waited for Sam. she unlocked the door. Once she did I jumped in the frount seat. She put Maxi in the back seat. Then she got in the drivers seat and started the car. That sound was beauitful It was the sound Of freedom
Her: Where are we ?
Me: I think Okahoma
Her: I have a house up the road we will go there..
I started the car and I looked over and See that Nick has a huge smile on his face. I think about the thing I did. Kiling that man I mean, I think I should talk to Nick to tell him more about me so he dont think I am a killer on the lose. I Could see a Wendys on the next exit. I turn to the exit I went through a drive threw and ordered. When I went to the window the girl screemed, I looked down and seen the mans blood still on me. I smiled and said, " Chill we just came from a costome party I am a killer my boyfriend and his little sister Is a homeless person." She busted out laughing after she caught her breath she said, " Oh okay hahaha I thought that was real how did you made it look like that," I smiled," soap, red food coloring and backing soda." She nodded i think she wrote it down and gave us the food. I left Nate to woke up Maxi and gave her some food.ate Nate ate 4 sandwiches. I could understand that. Moaxi ate 3, I ate 3. I turned back on the exit and drove for anouther hour then I saw the drive way. My mom called it the safe house everytime mom got scared for my life she would take me to the safe house. I Knew there was water and Lights because my mom told me If I needed a place to to stay she will contune you to pay for it, My mom won the lottery and my abuser was a rich bussiness man, so we were never poor but I didnt live in the same house, He kept me in a spare house that had no windows or doors that I knew of he would come and beat me. I turn in the drive.
I turned off the car, the cabin is dark the only nosie was the cars, Nate got maxi out of the car and looked at me and nodded . "Home sweet Home," I whisperd. I went up to the door and reached to the top of the door frame and there was the spare key. I smiled Nate was by my side as I opend the door. it was pitch black, I looked for a light swich and I found one I fliped the light on. The light shined bright and I saw flat screen , I huge white sofa and a few chairs there was a pool table , a xbox 360 and a dvd player and a few dvds. I walked around and seen a huge kitchen. There was a piace of paper on the frige. I grabed the note and it read.
Sam,
Hey baby girl I had some work down to the safe house there is fresh clothes in the closet in the materbed room and there are two bedrooms ( master and a guest room) there are three bathrooms a pool in the back side of the house, movies and games in the livivng room the frige is full and so are the cabnets. there is aloso a 1000 dollars in the safe upstairs.
I smile at the note , I walked into the living room and Nick and Max was sitting on the couch, That is when I seen how dirty they were. The T.V was on, I stood in frount of the T.V They groaned and I turned around and shut off the T.V. I heard more groans and I looked at them. " Its bath time,"
Maxi and Nate hugged eachother, " I am not going to hurt you Nate in the up stairs closet there is a pair of sweat pants and a T-shirt there is a shower in the same room, Maxi I am going to take your to your room where you will have a warm bed and nice clothes but you need to take a bath I will not touch your bad places I will leave that up to you," Nate went up stairs and I took Max's hand and went up to the 2ed floor, ( It has three floors) . I lead her to the 3ed door to the left and opend it , Pink was all that I saw she giggled and jumped up and down and hugged me tightly, " Thank you ,Thank you." She starts going crazy seeing all the pink and the toys ( It was my room back in the day and it has not changed a bit). I move to the closet and picked out two night out fits... (A barbie T-shirt and pink bottoms and A blue T-shirt with white fluffy pants),, " Which one would you like to wear" I asked,
She looked at them and she ran to the pink ones and poked it, I smiled and put the blue outfit in the closet, I took her hand and lead her to the bathroom. I started the water and turned to her , " how about you go play and I will get your bath ready," She nodded and walked out of the bathroom the bath was alomost full when I herd a bang. I ran out of the bathroom and seen Maxi crying as a snow clobe on the floor smashed. I ran over to Maxi she was crying I checked no blood, I pulled her into my lap, " Don't hit me please I am sorry.. I am sorry," I rubbed her back, " hunny I am not mad that thing was going to brake sooner then later its okay I promise," She smiled and hugged me tightly I hugged her back, " Now its bathtime," she nooded looking a little scared. We went into the bathroom and I turned around, " Get undressed and climb in the tub I will not turn around until you say so. I hear her giggle and then I heard the water moving, " turn around I am in the bath,"
I turn and she was in the tub naked, I walked up to her and placed my hand in the tub to find the cup, I found it, This is just water it won't hurt you lean your head back," I showed her how and she copyed me I lightly dumped the water on her head making sure I didnt get her face, She giggled, " Again," I did it again, I took the baby shampoo and poor it in my hand, " Now I am going to wash your hair this will not hurt I promise," She nooded and lean her head back like when I was dumping the water on her head, I scrubbed lightly In her hair she giggled, " That tickles" I made sure it was clean. " put your head back like before," She did. I dumped water on her head, I did this until I got the soap out I put a little bit of conderioner in her head so when I brushed it It wouldnt hurt her.
It got to the part to wash her body she let me wash her arms and face, I handed her the wash rag, " wash all your naughty parts and I will turn around again like before," She nooded and I turned around to see Nate standing in the door way....
After sam told me where to go, I went up stairs and went into the closet and there was a pair of sweat pants and a T-shirt like she said, I found the bathroom I looked at my self in the mirror I was so dirty I was alomost black, I turned on the water and stripped down and got in I washed my self and got out I found a towel and rapped it around my wasit. I looked back in the mirrior and My hair was a dark brown my hair was at my sholders. My face is now clean My blue eyes are dead and my tummy has a little buff to it. I change into the clothes that Sam gave me and but them on. I herd giggling and a huge crashing sound. I sneak to the room that I herd the crashing sound I did not want to be seen so I stood in the door way. She pulled Maxi away from the glass. She did not hit her just rubbed her back lightly and cuddled with her. I made my hart melt then she said it was bathtime at this point I was kind scared
I moved closer and she didn't see me and she said something to maxi. Then she turned around I got another good look at her ass DAMN that ass, Is perfect. I seen her turned around and get closer I watched and as begain to wash her hair. She was so careful, It was like she didnt want to scare her. After she washed her hair she looked at maxi and turned around again, Then she saw me OPPS..
She moved closer to me and smiled brightly looking me up and down and back at my eyes and turned back around to cheack on Maxi then when she seen her playing with the water she turned back at me, " She is perfect How old is she," Sam asked tilting her head to one side . and she bit her lip. DAM those lips I want them. " Hello" sam says while she was waving her hand in front of my face.
" Um she is three and I am 16.. you" she smiles and says, " Same I mean I am also 16," " Sam I want out please," Sam turns around and goes back in the bathroom she got a towel and hold it up so it would cover her body, She rapped it around Maxi and picked her up and but her on the tile floor. " you should go down stairs," I nood and left.
After Nate left I placed out her clothes Incuding her underware. " Come on lets get you dressed," She gigled and nodded I lefted the underwear up so she could step in them. She used me as a wall and climbed in them. I put her shirt on then her pants, She giggled the hole time . " Can I brush your brown hair." She nods and sits on my lap on the tile floor I reach for the brush on the contier and got it. The brush moved swiftly through her hair I put her hair in a braid. I had her get up and I lead her down stairs. Nate was eating something, Maxi ran to Nick showing him her pjs and hair. DAM His hair is long I will cut it later. I looked at Maxi and she yawned her eyes looked tired. I looked at the clock 12: 03 am .
" Time for bed missy," I say sweetly I grabed Maxi's hand and looked at Nick and he nod he got up and followed me and Maxi up the stairs and into her room. She ran to her bed and jumped up and down. I pulled the covers back and she climbed in getting settled. " want me to read you a bed time story"?she smiled and got of bed and walked up to a drawer and pulled out a black thick book with gold wrighting. She brought it back to me and handed it to me and layed back down. I looked at the book and it read Bed time stories By brothers grim. I smiled since it was my favorite book as a kid. I read one chapter and closed it. She was fast asleep I looked over to Nate and he was smiling like an Idiot.
I followed Sam and Maxi up the stairs and Into a pink room, I knew she loved this room already and she was so relaxed with Sam. Sam also looked like she wanted Maxi to know she was safe. I listened as Sam read the book to her so nicely. I almost fell asleep when I herd her close the book I was a little sad. I looked at her with careing eyes when she said, " She is an angel but we need to check on her every few hours and leave on a light and water and some food," I was shocked Sam walked over to the lage pile of stuffed animals and picked three . One big and the rest of them are small. She placed the large one next to the bed so the head is faceing Maxi. Then the other ones she placed under Maxi's arm.
She left a small lap on giving it a light pink glow. She grabbed my hand and lead me out of the room and into a hallway, We stopped at a door and she opened it, The room had gray walls and a huge bed and two side tables on each end with a flat screen T.V on the wall arossed the bed. There was two doors and she lead me to the one next to righ side of my bed. Then I rembered the room I showered it was that her room? The next thing I knew we were in a bathroom I looked down and seen us holding hands.
I blushed hard she must have seen it because she let go of my hand I felt empty. " Have a seat." Poniting at the toliet. I nodded the next thing I saw somthing sharp on the sink. I was scared like really scared. She smiled sweetly and said, " don't worry I am just cutting your hair I will not hurt you.
I felt the hair fall off my sholders I was kinda sad to see it go but happy at the same time. It felt like forever when she said, Done go look" I walked up to the mirrior and was shocked my hair was short but not to short I looked good. I looked at sam and said thank you. In her eyes looked like lust. I blushed.
After I was done with his hair I looked at my work and Dam he looked so dam hot it was short but not too short I could teach him how to do a quiff or something but dam looking at him made me want him. I wanted to kiss his perfect lips I want to feel him in me thrusting "Sam," I herd a voice " Uh Yeah,"
" Nevermind," He blushed hard I did the same. Then I remberd the pool. Grate way to see him shirtless, " Come on we are going swimming," He looked at me puzzied I walked out of the bathroom Nate Following me. I went down stairs and went through another door I looked back to see if Nate is still with me the I went through one last door and i was greeted with a huge pool. " See" He nod I stripped so I was only in my bra and underwear. I felt kinda stupid and ugly, " sorry that I am so fat,"
" sorry that I am so fat," Sam said. I was to busy looking at a scar on her tummy, She wasnt the thinnest person but I did not care one bit I thought her body was sexy. " Stop looking at my scar please," She sighed " what happend" I replyed. she frowned, " I cutted my self," she sighed. I couldn't handle this she cuts her self why I mean by the look of this place she had a grate life. I glared at her " You are not fat," she blushed I couldnt help but to smile even though I was kinda mad at her only for the fact she had a good life. I dove in the water felling the water sucking me to the bottom. I kick my feet so I could reach the water line. Sam was floating on her back just relaxed. she looked so perfect.
sorry this chapter is short
I was just swimming around and I couldn't help but to feel like Nate was mad at me I didn't do anything did I ? I got out of the water and looked at him and said, " Why do you look mad at me," He shook his head, " Because I am I mean you cutted your self and by the look of this house you had a grate childhood." My mouth dropped then started laughing. " I had a shitty life just because this house is amazing I didn't live here this was our safe house, My mom won the lottry and my dad was a rich man but he would ass rape me and make he live in a box with no windows or doors that I could see, he put me in the hospital every other day, He would stuff food in my mouth until I was fat, then he would make me do oral on him like he did you so fuck you," I said sobbing. I turned to the door then I felt a hand grab my arm. and alomost twirling me around then my eyes meet with beautiful blue eyes.
Our faces were so close together I could feel his breath on my lips, makeing me shiver, He leans closer to me then I hear " AHHHHH" With out thinking I ran to the sound this is what i was afread of her getting nightmares. But when I walked in to her room she was next to the wall and crying in a puddle. " What happend", I asked sweetly to her . I walk closer to her she flinched " Have I ever hurt you before" I say kindly. she shook her head, " tell me whats wrong" I say again in the same tone. " I wanted to go potty then I couldnt get out of this spot so I peed I sorry I sorry," she is now sobbing I picked her up and holding her I look in the door way his eyes kind his mouth not moving. " She is okay I am going to bath her then put her back on the bed," HE noded then turn to leave I looked back at her and smiled.
" I want you to know I am not mad at you I understand, Okay so from now on I will leave the bathroom light on so you can find your way" I say to her, She smiles and huges me, I go into the closet and pick out the other pink PJs then bath her. After I was done I put her to bed and made sure the bathroom light was on. Then left she had fallen asleep such a perfect child. I thought to my self. I left the room. It was 4 in the morrning time for bed.
Sam had went to bed I just layed in my bed and jerked off to the thought of her. I hope that is not werid . I fell asleep shortly after that. I woke up before dawn I desided to go job finding I mean who else is going to pay for food and shit. I walk down stairs to see Sam in a waiter outfit. Maxi was in jeans and a micky mouse shirt I looked at the clock it was 8 am. " Hey sleepy head," Sam says to me all hyper like. " H-hey" I relpyed " Brakefest is done your plate is in the oven pop it in the micorwave for a min then eat it Max and I already ate we she is going to work with me." I looked at her " wait what you have a job," I asked She nodded and said, " Yeah I was here when I was 14 so I went to a dinner and meet the owner and he gave me a job and he said If I ever need a job then call him so I did this morring,"
" Oh " I mouthed, " why are you takeing Maxi then," I asked Maxi raised her head from her coloring book. " I want to go with she is nice," then she went back to her coloring book. " There Thats why," She walked closer to me close enough so that she could whisper In my ear. " that and I heard your moaning last night and how you called my name," I blushed instently. Then she went back to the table throwing things in her purse and put it on her shoulder, she picked up Maxi and headed out the door. Leaving me in the house alone. What to do what to do I thought Hell I can go swimming Perfect.
I walked out the door with a blushy face I can't believe that he was jerking off and screaming my name I mean I am in the room next to him so Its not that I couldnt hear him I went to the car and It wasnt so bloody Because I sat on it. I cleaned it early this morning. I bulcked Maxi then got in and turned on the car, Then left. I got To the dinner and got Maxi out of the back she kinda looks like me. I walk in the Dinner when I see Lanny standing at the bar throwing out the drinks his BIG hands covering the glass that was in his hands " HEY SAM" Lanny shouted makeing the sleeping drunks shot up ordering a drink with out giving it a 2nd thought. Lanny smiled, then he looks at the Maxi who was in my arm playing with my collar of my shirt. " Lanny this is Maxi not my daughter," His eyes relaxed. He walks up to me huging the side of me that was free. " Phew I thought you had a baby but who is she?" Lanny asked. " Well this is my friend Nate baby sister." , " Why do you have her?" he asked while waking up Jarry the town drunk, " He is at work and I told him I will watch her," I lie luckly she is asleep poor baby. He nods .. Set her down in the back and go clean table three. As I clean the table I thought about Nate , He has been through a lot kinda like me. I knew I was never alone but no one has ever told me about it. then I heard Maxi screaming. I dropped everything and ran to the back, Maxi is screaming kicking her feet Lanny runs in the room. " Maxi wake up please hunny," I whispered as clamly as I could. Her eyes flitter open and she begain to cry jumping in my arms. " Don't let them get me please," She sobs I am shocked and sicken how could anyone do this to me and her. I feel someone touching my arm I flinched and looked up to see lanny with worry in his eyes. " I am going to take her home and I will come back," I said turning around leaving him to nod.
I was watching T.V and thinking about Sam when the frount door opend. I jumped and stood up. Sam was holding Max like a baby as she was fast asleep in her arms. " Is she okay"? I asked worried. Sam nodded and took her upstairs. Sam came back down with a frown on her face. It almost made me want to hold her... I shook off the thought. I sat back down Sam sat next to me. " How was your day?" I finally ask. she shrugged and didn't say anything then she smiled a little bit and bit her lip. My heart stopped beating as she held her lip between her teeth. " I heard you last night". she finally said. I froze. " what did you hear?" I asked. She looked at me. " You know its rude to play with yourself in someone elese home." she laughed. I blushed " Awe his blushing" She cooded. " Shut up" I said playfuly. she laughed. She stopped laughing and turned stone cold. " Can I ask you something?" Sam asked. I nod " How long were you guys down there"? She finished. My mind went blank Sam sat there looking at me with those big brown eyes. " Years" I finally replied. Sam leaned into my chest and looked up at me. " I am sorry" she simply said. " what happend to maxi" I said. She rasied her head and looked at me. " What do you mean" she questioned. " Maxi only passes out like that when she has an attack what happend ?" I replyed . " She fell asleep and the next second she was crying and she jumped in my arms begging me not to let something take her." she replyed. " Talking about the dinner I have to go back." She added. " Why" I ask. She smiles and says " To make money duh." and with that she was gone.
I stopped at the rent-car-lot and picked up a mini van. I raced to the dinner and grabbed a menu and an aprin. I went to the frist table that I saw had a couple I waited on them. " Lanny two burgers and fries with two diet cokes" I yell. The dinner got busy then died out Me and Lanny were cleaning up when he broke the silence. " How have you been"? I wanted to tell him everything but I knew I would go to prison. I didn't mean to kill him, I blacked out. " Hello Sam!" Lanny called. " Hmm. Sorry I spaced." I spoke. " Anymore black outs". He asked "no" I lied. " Here is a little cash to help" , Lanny says handing me 40$. I shook my head " I can't take this". I reached out my hand to give it back but he stood up and looked at me. " Go home and sleep you look tired" He says and hugs me. I nodded and left the Diner. I pulled into the driveway at about eight. The lights in the house where off that was odd to me since it was only eight. I shut off the car and got out of the car, I walked up to the door and jiggled the handle its locked. I knocked no answer, I knocked again same answer nothing. I walked around the house and all of the rooms were dark. I tried to open a few windows but they were locked that is really weird mom and I never locked the windows. I gave up and thought to give the door another try. I looked in pots and bushes for an extra key, I found one on top of the door frame. I unlocked the door and walked in. I felt a pain in my head and pasted out.
when I woke up, Nate was standing over me with a frying pan in his hand. " what?" I manage to say. " I am so so sorry." He drops the frying pan and leans down. He helps me up, " Why were the lights out?" he looked at me ashamed, " I didn't know it was you." That's right I got a different car. " I am sorry, I should have called." I said holding my head, Luckly I wasn't bleeding. Maxi was behind a counter scared. " its okay, Its just sam." Nate said in a baby voice. " Yes daddy. " maxi said climbing out from the conner. " what?" I asked. Nate looked at me with sadness. " I will tell you later." he simply said. I made dinner and sent maxi to bed.
"Now speak" I said coldly. he sat down and looked at the floor. " When my mom met Fred I was thirteen. we lived in the middle of the woods, I was homeschooled. Fred started out as a nice guy, until one night he came home drunk and he started hitting my mom, I stepped in front of him, he hit me.. " he stopped talking and wipped a tear from his eye. " He made me rape her." he said qickly. I was rubbing his back holding back tears. " My mom found out she was preganant two mounths later. When she was born, we had a private DNA test and Maxi was mine." He finished.
" where is your mom?" I asked.. " No never mind you shared enough." I said quickly, He smiled. " Thanks for being so nice. " . " what about you what happended, well you told me the most part. " he said shaking.
My mom cheated on her husband with his twin brother, When he found out I was banished from his house and froced to live in a shack behind the house, I only remember that room, He said that since he was a rich man I could ruin everything. but my mom was getting older and I was going to be young for a long time who why not use it. My mom won the lottery when I was five and didn't tell him, she bought this place, but eventually she would feel lonley and go back." " What happened" He said. " I killed him, " I said coldly.
I blacked out one night when he came in my room, When I snapped back into reality I was standing over him, with a broken bottle in his eye and he didn't move. I waited until I was sure he was dead and went into the house and my mom took me here. She keept using drugs so I ran away, last I knew she was in Rio.
" so this isn't your first killing." He said a little scared, a Pain in my heart made it feel like it had stopped,
" Sadly Its my Fifth," I said looking at the ground, " What ?" He said jumping up . " Look I was in michigan at a football game and after I went to a party and was ganged rapped by the football players. the next day they told everyone I was the next town slut, two weeks of consent bullying, I set up a trap told them I wanted them and when they showed up , I blew it up." I explained. the worse thing was I dont remember putting gas on the house, all I did was light a cig and tossed it on the ground.
His eyes were dark blue and he bit his lip which made me want him even more. " I understand." He said and left. He shortly came back with the police. " What is going on." I said. " Samantha Kare you are under arrest for the murder of Dan Kare, Geret king, Kan Jo , Haden james, Even lowe, and Fred willam. You have the right to reamain silent." "SAM!" Nate shouts, I opended my eyes, " What is going on?" I asked holding my head, " You passed out," Nate looks worried, " what?" I asked holding my head in my hands. I can feel the blood now. " what is the last thing you remember?" he asked, rubbing circles on my back.
" I remember, Maxi calling you daddy," Nates eyes shoot to the floor, Maxi grabbed my face , " I didn't call him daddy."
I was confused, Nate looked at the clock, 12:30 am, " Maxi, its way passed your bedtime," She whinned; he took her to bed,
I was sitting with my legs crossed, head in hands. Nate sat next to me and sighed. " what happended?"
" I don't know, I remember you telling max that it was only me, and not to be scared, she called you daddy, you told me that you ex step dad made you rape your mom and maxi was born, I told you a litttle bit about my passed the cops showed up , and the next thing I know your shaking me. "
He looks at me shocked, " Wow you must have said, some pretty crazy shit" he laughs
I giggle "yeah".
Nate stood up, " um nate." I said looking down. " yes sam?"
I sigh and took a deep breath, " can you sleep with me tonight?"
My eyes lit up, " of course." I thought she meant now so I started making my way to her room. " Wait" she whispered,
" huh?" I turn around and she was holding a bottle of whine. " I hate whine, but I need a drink, do you want to join me?, I don't want to go to sleep yet." she was rocking on her heels, her hair was pulled back into a ponytail and at that moment I knew I loved her. "sure, fuck it why not." her eyes shined, it makes my heart flutter.
We walk into the pool area, " why here?" I asked sitting next to her. She puts her feet in the water, pant-legs rolled up.
I follow suit, " I like the sound of the water, and how it feels between my toes." She opens the bottle and take a huge swig,
she makes a sour face, I couldn't help but to laugh,
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.11.2014
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