Chapter 1

Y/n pov: Captain Levi has been in my Survey Corps. Squad for 7 years now. He was the top trainee in our class. I've heard his backstory, that he's a thug and dangerous. I've also heard that he can take down titans single handedly like it's nothing. Like breathing. I'm absoloutely blown away every time I see him. I have a crush on him, but I would die if he knew. He's sort of un-approachable. ~ I'm not sure how to explain it. There's just something about him that screams "keep your distance". Right now our squad is based inside of Wall Rose. I cannot believe it's been 5 years since the fall of Wall Maria. Humanity's down to it's last wall. I look over at him, to find him already looking at me. I blush and look down. He's sort of my senpai in a way. I treat him as if HE was Hanji. He's a hell of a better leader, if I do say so myself. He's so strong and skilled. Why him? I hear him get up and I watch him to talk to one of the new members, Armin. The squad he's in just completed the training. Levi is talking to Armin, Mikasa, and Eren, so I look away. I felt sort of awkward just staring. I want very much to approach him and talk to him, but I am an awkward person.. you see, I have social anxiety. Once he gets done talking to them I dare as to get up and go talk to him. I'm not a coward. I can do this. As soon as I walk up to him he says "Y/n! I've been needing to talk to you. Come with me." , he said, motioning with his hand. So I followed behind him quietly, nervous. He..wanted..to..talk..to..me? I've only been dreaming of him talking to me for 7 years now. Now it's going to happen. I don't care if he's just taking me in to discuss a strategy, it counts. He took me into his office, and what he had to say surprised me. He said "I noticed you staring at me, is there something that you wanted to talk to me about?" I stammered and stuttered then I finally said "Well, Levi, I was just sort of admiring your...uh...perfetion." I said blushing, looking away. He waited for a few moments, thinking, then he replied "Oh." By now my pulse was racing, and I was so nervous. He was my squad leader... what if he rejected me? It'd never be the same. Why do I have to mess everything up? Then he said "Well, if that was your way of saying that you like me, brat, I like you too." I gasped. Am I dreaming? Should I call Hanji to pinch me awake? After a few seconds I replied "Thankyou, captain". He replied "Please stop calling me that. Just call me heichou." I blushed and replied "oh course, heichou." he dismissed me after that. I went to find Hanji, she was with her 2 new titans, of course. She named them John and Carl. I sigh. What does she see in these titans? I see them as dangerous filth encroaching on humanity. I walk up slowly to her, carefully remaining a distance from the 2 tied up titans. John was a 14 meter class, and Carl was a 10 meter class. So the titans weren't as big as some of her older ones. I ask her, "Hanji, um, can we talk?" She turns around and says "oh, of course. What do you need, Y/n?" I wait a minute, looking down. As I told you earlier, I'm very shy and anxious, but I was 2nd in rank in my trainee days. I'm still 2nd technically, because I'll never be able to beat Levi. I finally say, "Can I have some advice.. on... well you know, guys?" She stares shocked for a moment then replies, "of course!!! yay finally! I thought you'd never ask or even find the right guy." she gushes. I sigh again. She's always so hyper... then she asked "May I ask whom your crushing on?" I reply "Captain Levi.".... She gasps and just stares at me. I blush and look away, embarrassed. Finally she composed herself, and said, "that's.... different." I sighed as she still was collecting her words. She said "I really don't know how to help with that person, but I can help with boys in general." I replied "okay. any help is needed and appreciated." She smiled at me then continued, "Try to impress the boy you like, if you know what he specifically looks for in girls. Since it's Levi, you could show off with killing titans, or acting cute, or even flirting with him. I have a feeling he likes naughty girls." I blushed and thanked her, and went back to my room.

Chapter 2

 Levi pov: Wow. The brat has feelings. All along I thought y/n was just another girl in my squad, but now that she has showed courage by approaching me, something that almost no one does, and telling me how she feels, I have noticed her. Let me tell you, I like what I see. She's 1 inch shorter than me, and I'm 5'3. That's a miracle in it's self. She's very fit and perfect in her body. And her face. It's absoloutely gorgeous. Even though she's In her early twenties, she still has some youthful cuteness. I should make that brat stutter and go ask her out, I thought while smirking. I went to my bathroom to get ready. I needed a shower, I've been killing titans, and helping people. Both make me messy and stressed. All I need is to relax, and be with y/n. She's actually growing on me, the more that I think about her the more anxious to see her I get. After I finish showering and getting dressed, I go to Y/n's room that she's staying in. I knock twice on her door and wait. In a few seconds she opens the door with a shocked expression on her face. She gave me a nervous smile and said "Hi, would you like to come in?" I nodded and returned the smile. When I walked in I turned her around, grabbed her waste, looked into her big green eyes, and said "Y/n, will you please go out on a date with me? Nothing fancy, I promise. Maybe even just killing some small titans, but anything we do would be satisfying," She stood there, her eyes wide open, thinking for a reply. She finally composed herself and said "Yes, but I have a question. Why now do you like me? After I finally confess to you?" I didn't really know what to say. I finally knew why. "Well, Y/n, I never really thought of liking anyone, I used to date Petra, but she's dead now. I haven't really thought much of dating since then. But now I know. I know that you've been infront of me the entire time, and I'm falling for you more by the minute." She blushed, then reached up and kissed me. I returned the kiss, and we started making out for several minutes. Finally she pulled away and I took her hand, and led her out to the place I had for our date. It was a surprise, and that frustrated her. she doesn't like surprises, I guess. Finally we had reached the destination for our date. I had taken her on top of wall rose to look out at the view. Y/n was blushing so cutely. I reached over and caressed her face. I leaned in slowly and kissed y/n's perfect lips. She was just so cute. I knew it was wrong to want to make her mine; but I couldn't help my self. Something about her draws me in. During our date, we talked, kissed, cuddled, and just held hands. I never thought I could be like this again. After I lost Petra to a broken neck, I thought there would be no more romance, love, or compassion in my life. Ever. Y/n and I were walking back to our chambers when I looked into her eyes and said the most powerful three words, "I love you". She gasped and said "I love you too, Heichou. I've loved you from afar for a long time. I was just so scared to approach you. I"m so happy that you feel the same way." I felt so much joy and love that I thought my heart was going to burst out of my chest. When we reached the building that our chambers were in I was leading her to mine. She said "this isn't the way to my chambers... what if we get caught? What if someone walks in? What if-" I cut her off by kissing her lips. "No worries, y/n. I'll take care of you. This is our night, only think of us." We had to head up several flights of stairs to finally rreach my room. I had the only room on the top floor. The only reason that there's one room up here is because the room takes up the whole floor. When we reached the massive door, I swept y/n off of her feet and set her down when I walked inside the room. She giggled and gasped at the sight of the huge room. "Wow, I wasn't expecting you're room to be so... big." I smirked and said, "I get that alot." 

Chapter 3 WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT

Y/n pov: I laughed at his dirty joke. I started getting a little bit nervous, because it's just Levi and I. All alone. In this huge room with a bed that takes up half of it. I knew what was going down tonight, and I was ready, and I wanted it. I'm just sort of anxious.. I know that he loves me, and wouldn't hurt me for any amount of money, but I'm very shy and nervous about things like this. He takes my hand and leads me to the huge bed, and pickes me up and sets me down on it. I giggled nervously, and kissed me and said "It's going to be okay. We don't have to do this if you're not ready. I'll love you either way." I took a deep breath to calm myself, then said "I'm ready." He took off his shirt and started kissing me. He broke away from the kiss to take off his pants and shoes. I removed my top and Levi walked back over. He asked "May I?" and looked at my jeans. I answered " Oh. Um, sure." He smirked and bent down, he unclasped the button   and zipper with his teeth.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.05.2015

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To all of my fellow Attack On Titan fangirl/fanboy's. This has taken me literally a year to make, and I would like to thank my friends that have encouraged me.