FAKE

People are fake, Yea sure we walk, talk, and breath, we're all living human beings.
But who we are pertrayed as as a person is what is not real.
We act according to what we think people want,
Never as who we truely are.
I dont care, What you say, cuz' yes.
You are Fake.
Day by day, it continues.
Some keep to themselves, some become the center of attention.
Some lie, hide, then secretly cry.
But i think to myself and ask,"Why?"
Are who we truelly are that bad?
I wouldn't think so ,but thats just me.
But if you care that much about what someone thinks of YOU.
Thats sad.
If everyone would be who they really are, with their heart,on their sleeves.
What do you think? Would we judge?
Of coarse we would, but wouldnt we be happier if we could find someone who we could trust, understand, and can acually relate to.
And NOT be fake.
Instead of letting people assume things.
Or guess about you!
Because at the end of the day, we know who we really are but every one else only see's the fake!





BAM!


Lightning strikes, as thunder booms
My heart pounds when he's in the room
His touch warms me as do his eyes
Intence they are they tell no lies
His smile lights up the room as well as my heart
I know i love him and want to tell him but dont know where to start.

Right now in my life he's al i think about
When he holds me close i have no doubts
He makes me laugh, he makes me cry
He's my everything i need... he's my guy.

His kisses send chills throughout my body
Never knew I could feel this safe with anybody
His laugh lightens my mood
Him just being here makes me happy
When he's gone i count down the seconds until he's back
I miss him so much it feels like my heart has a crack
I feel lost without him
He excepts my flaws and i except his
I love him and that's it!


Closed Road


My heart is heavy with pain, sarrow, regret , and selfdoubt
He was more than my other half he was and hopefully still is my friend.
Roads cross and curve, some get stopped teperarally but sometimes it's for good.
Im not sure if were at a dead end or just a road being worked on but for now that road in our lifes is closed.
I was blinded by the lies till' it all came to crash and almost all was reveiled.



Moving on...

Pain, Distrust,
You walked out the door as if I dont matter no more. Heart breaking, body shaking...all you did was fake and lie, you crushed me on sight. but still I pray with all my might you'll stay in my life.
Tears I wanna cry, locked up inside. If I let go I wont be no more, gone,lost. I thought it was love, guess not. Here we go again with love and mistrust. I have these scars of pain yet all is the same. Thought it was forever, but now it will be never. You love me, you hate me, make up your mind we're running out of time.
I'll see you again, only as a friend. Moving on, staying strong, your already gone, but i'll always be holding on...





Love isn't Fair


My heart is aching,
My eyes are burning,
My mind is raceing,
Yet my body is still yerning.

Me here and you there,
Just wishing you were near,
My doubt creeping up,
Me thinking im not good enough.

My fear of lonelyness,
It's always there,
So now i must confess,
I just dont think love is fair.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 15.03.2010

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~This book of poems is dedicated to everyone in my life who is apart of the experiances i decide to write about.~