note

as i lay in my dorm room

i don't know what to write about

i look around me to find inspration

through the window i see

the moon a story starts it form

and here it is.

 

most of the placeds descided in the school ground are from the school, i go to any person that to this school will get what i mean

 

i also use a lot of common Australia sayings used so if something dose not make scence just ask

 

i am not the best speller in the world so please tell me if it is spelt incorrect or if something dose not make scence

 

Thax jess

the fight

two words thats all it took, two word that would change my life forever,the two simple words of "back off"

 

"fight,fight,fight," was the chant of my year group as one of the footy boys form the year above was yelling at a kid from are year.

 

"I told you to stay away form my girl, you perletic nerd,"the jock yelled,

 

"I'm sorry she just ran into me I did not mean to afend her," the kid wispered back,

 

"So now you try and blame her, now you are defintly died kid,"he said as he rased his fist ready to strick,

 

And thats when it all went wrong,before I new what I was doing I steped out of the crowed and grabed his wrist.

 

"Back Off," was all I said as I felt a growl nearly esape my lips.

 

"Get out of the way you stuipd bitch," the Jock replided as he tryed to push me away.

 

I stayed fremly planted and din't move an inch

 

"I said back off" I replied now not caring about the growl in my voice, I knew there was no way I could stop my wolf now, I just have to hope she wont rip his throt out, just after I said that someone grabed the back of my top and pulled me back. The moment I was move he went for the punch, the person let go of my top and my insticts kicked in.

 

I flew my self at him tacking him to the ground, I was above him, my knees on his cheast and my hands diging into his shoulder.

 

"I told you to back off, if you harm him or any others in my pack I will..." was all I could say before I got pulled of by his friend, when he grbed me he turned me towardes him and wraped his arm around my wasted.

 

"Let go of me," was all I said while I shot daggers at him from my eyes, and for one split second his eyes changed, justed like mine did when I was angery. Crap he was a wolf and not only that I could feel the power radiating of him, he must be the alpha's kid, or one of the alpha's from a near by pack.

 

I felt my body go limp knowing that there was no way I could bring down a full blood wolf, but an alpha I would be killed. I was pushed back into the fight by him, now I knew I was in shit, his friend would have a score to settle now.

 

I was right the moment I was back in the center I felt the jocks fist hit my face, and after that everything went blank. The next thing I saw was on teacher holding him back and my only guess was I had one holding me, because I could feel someone holding me.

 

the office

 After me and him where pulled apart we where taken straight to the office to see the pricable. When we got there I went in first and was meat with one very mad pricable.

 

"So would you like me to tell me what happened or do I have to here it from Lucas (the jock)," he asked ofestly not impressed my me standing here, and who can blame him I only came here a week ago, after my Alpha/dad descide he wanted his basted daughter as far away as posiable.

 

"No sir it's fine here's what happened," I started as i begun to tell him what happened.

 

After 30min of explaining I was done and he did not look happy.

 

"Ava, I know that you are new and that you are problely use to handling thing a different way," (god if he only new but I don't think me going wolf would help my problem here),"but here we go get a teacher, so I am sorry but you have brocken one of are most important rule, and this mean I have to go with school policies and the rule on that is that any kid found fighting get home suspension for two weeks," said kinda glum.

 

" Sir please my dad just droped me of he wont be happy and more than likely not be able to pick me up," I said worried.

 

"Look Ava I am sorry but you left me no choice now please seat down why I ring your father," he said.

 

After that I shut up and sat down, my dad is going to be so pissed. He wont even let me call him, so my princable calling big no. I sat still while I heard the princable and him talking for 10min before I got told I had to talk to him. The moment I had the phone to my ear I could hear him.

 

"What the hell did you think you where doing, you know I don't have time to deal with your stuipded mistakes, how do you think this looks to other packs, me having a basted daughter is bad enough but the fact you don't listen to me as Alpha or father,"

 

"I'm sorry I did not think," I said,

 

"No you din't you never do,god, the moment you get home we are looking for your mate, I can not deal with this any more, you can become someone eles problem." he boomed,

 

"Dad, please no look I promess I will behave just not that, I will organise every thing for me to get home don't worry."

 

"I can't come so beta sam will pick you up and every thing better be anranged I don't want a fight just because you are worth pice of shit could not do this one thing right, now put me on to you princable."

 

I handed the phone over to him knowing that he would say that he is very desapointed and wished he could talk to me but he could not pick me up and sam his brother would pick me up.

 

"Ava," the princable said, "your dad said he is sorry but he can not make it so your Uncal Sam will be picking you up tomorrow arvo, if that's ok,"

 

"That's fine," I said," would I be able to go pack now,"

 

"Yes, go, that fine"

 

And with that I went to pack.

the calls

 The first thing I did when I got out of that room was run up dorms. When I got up there I shove all the things I own in a bag as you can guess I don't own may thing. After that was done I grabed my pack phone. I know "what do you mean by pack phone" well everybody has two phones, one for everyday things and one that a pack phone, witch as you could problely guess is for pack uses.

 

I picked up the phone and headed out side and up the road, I wish this was eazier but I can not let people here me talking about pack stuff. After I got half way up the road I found the old gate that lead farther into old paddocks that no one gose, I quickly cheacked to make sure no one was around and then jumped the fence and ran to to the bush on the other side of the paddock.

 

Once there I pulled out my phone and started to ring the othere packs to make sure it was ok for us to travle through there land. All was going well till I had to ring the leader of the the pack thats land I was on, I had got permishen to stay here to go to school without corsing afence. After I rang the packs house number I sat back and listen to the person on the other end picking up the resever.

 

"Hello, gumtree pack house, who can I get for you," the young voice asked

 

"Hi it's Ava could you please give in Alpha Neil, I need to talk to him," I asked in a poilte voice

 

"Just give me a min," she said as she walked off.

 

About 5mins later I heard footsteeps coming and the sound of a pissed Alpha

 

"What do you want Ava, I have better things to do that talk to a half-breed, basted" he said

 

" Sorry for interuping you Alpha but I need you permishen to let my packs Beta to come pick me up for two weeks then drop me back," I said respetfully

 

"Fine but this better not be a coman thing I am over reddirts coming onto are pack land, the only reason you are here is because there are no other wolf at that school for you to comtantate, now I have to got." And with that he hung up.

 

What did he maen no other wolfs here his kid must come here or why eles is there an Alpha here.

the next morning

 I woke up early the next morning, nowing that this would be my last day of semi-fredom , once I was home I was fucked, dad would lock me in my room and I would only be aloud out for pack hunts if I was lucky but that was so I could do his work and he would get the feed.

 

As I left my dorm a 6am the next morning with my bag, the rest of the girls in my dorm where asleep. After I had creeped out I walked to the duty room and sat out there,whating for Beta Sam to come and get me, when he got here he did not sound please at all.

 

"Go get in the car now, I will be there soon," he said

 

I walked to the car know that he would be here soon and once we where of school property he would go off, no dout he would hit me but that would only be because dad would have told him to but nether less it was still painful having a person who lived in the same house willing hit you just because he was told to. I tosed my bag in the back then headed around to the passager seat and got in, I put on my seat belt and sat wating for him to come back. when he got to the car he went strate to the drivers seat, and started the long trip back.

 

"Give me your phone's" was the first thing he said when we got of school ground. reluckently I reached into my pocket and handed the two phones over.

 

"Here," I said

 

"What the hell where you doing Ava, it was a week, a fucking week what the hell was going through that stubben brain of your, ha what," he yelled

 

" I had to save my pack," I wispered back

 

" Your what, your pack is 10 hours way, and not only that you are young and female, how many times do we have to go through this, your place is at home not out there protecting people or pack, god help me you are so lucky your father will only let me hit you 4 time, or other wise I don't know what I will do," he said still yelling

 

And that's when I snaped, I was over that name calling, being told I could not do things because I was a girl and most importantly not having anywhere to go, getting told I was not a werewolf because my mother was human and not being able to hang out with people because my father was a werewolf.

 

"STOP THE CAR, I am over all the bull crap, and not my pack they felt more like faimaly then any of you people ever have, I am over my father and I am over being told what to do, so let me out of this car and I am going lone," I yelled know that there was no way back, not only had I renoce the pack but saying I would rather go lone, that was the biggest insalt I could do.

 

After that I felt the car stop, I went to open my door but it was locked, It was dark out so no one could see us but I knew what was about to happen. I felt a sharp pain in my stomach as his fist hit it, it happen again, and again. Then felt a punch hit my face, it was harder than any others had been in my life, then every thing started to go dark but the last thing I heard was his voice saying

 

"That will teach you, you stuiped girl"

 

And with that I was out cold

back home

 The  first thing I noticed was the car was still off when I came to, I knew I had to open my eyes but I felt a sharp pain as someone toched my face, I kept my eyes closed in pain but then I heared his voice,

 

"Wait it go beta, hopefully it will teach the little bitch some manners," my father said as he pocked it again

 

"Well I did not mean to hit her that hard but when she started bad mouthing the pack and you I lost it," beta said

 

And at that monemt I felt the anger rise in me again and I snaped at my father.

 

"You want people to hurt me, you fucking coward hit me you self if you are so high and mighty, I would think you would jump over the moon once you heaird I rencounced the pack but no like always you just get one of your drowns to give me a shiner," I snaped my wolf boiling under the sufface.

 

" Ava, Ava, Ava, how lovly it is to see you again, but tell me this why would I get rid of my bargaining chip," my father said with a grin

 

" I am not just an object you can trade me for, you basted," I fought back

 

"Yes you are, and if I am not mistake I am not the basted here you are," he growled

 

"I might be a basted but lest that mean I am not a fully member of this pack I would rather die then that,"

 

"Good because this time next year you will be gone of my tertory for ever, I am trading you for the youngest son of the wattle pack, they need a mate for there oldest son and a place for there youngest and they where over the moon when I told them my idear, now go to you room you are boring me now,"

 

I would have loved to fight my father but he used his comanding skills on me (this is where and Alpha can make some in there pack bend to there will) so up to my room I went.

 

I looked around my room, rembering all the thing that had happened in here. There where holes in the walls from where I had been pushed into then or my father had punched them when he lost his temper, the old carpet had blood stains from the vares blood nosie and cuts over the years, and the old bed I have had sence I was 5 and it was now starting to break.

 

I could not get over the fact I was going to be trade like some pet, or old piece of funture. I knew my father was an asshole but to trade me, that was low even for him.

 

Two weeks past slowly, only geting food when people remembered that I was up here and only being let out once to serve drinks at my fathers party,( witch as you can guess ended with some new brussies).

the new wolf

 After surviving two weeks at home and finding out my fathers plan. I knew I had to find out about that Alpha, where he came from, why he was here and most importantly would he help me?

 

When I got back to school on sunday night, I was quicky tosed out of the car and left to get to my dorm on my own. When I walked into my dorm I tossed my bag on my bed and grabed my towel and shower stuff from my bag and headed to the bathroom. It would be about 20min's before the girls in my building would be back up. I defently had to finsh my shower before the girls came back and get my clothes to the wash, I knew I smelt my father would not let me into the bathroom for a shower for the whole time I was home because

 

He said " Why would I waste water on a stuiped piece of shit like you."

 

After I was done in the shower and finshed with all my other stuff the girls where starting to get up dorms but before I could talk to any of the I walked to bed and the moment my head hit the pillow I was out.

 

"Beep,beep,beep" was the sound I woke up to at 6 in the moring, after turning of my alarm I quickly changing into my losse clothes I left the dorm, not even bothering about geting shoes on. I started to run the moment I was out of the dorm, running on to the school road and taking the path that only knew about and headed in to the scrub. Once I was far enough in I started to change into my wolf form.

 

After my change was complet I was a black wolf, with a amber patch on my back where my birth mark was. I started to run know I could only stay like this for half an hour and thats when I saw him, a magnificent tan wolf only a few yards infrount of me, it was to late to run he had smelt me and was coming this way.

 

"Who are you" there was a snap in his voice

 

" I could ask you the same thing, I know you are not ment to be here I am the only wolf ment at this school" I snaped back

 

"Wait I know you, you are that girl who got sent home for fighting my friend," he growled now defintly anoed

 

"So what, you can't do anything, if you kill me you will be found and the Alpha of this pack is not kind to lone wolfs on his land"

 

After I was finshed specking he ran off, but I knew that this would not be the last I saw of him, just because he could not hurt me as a wolf did not mean he could not get me as a human.

 

I ran back to the road only stoping at the end of the scrub to change back, I sprinted back down the road and to my dorm. Once I was inside my dorm I was met with the everyday caos of the school day, girls doing there make-up to inpress the boy and worring about homework due to day that they had forgot all about. I quickly packing my bag and get shoes on, I ran to the dinning room because I was already late witch is not what I need on my first day back.

 

I walked into the dinning room and got my named marked off.

 

"Ava, your late and you are not even dressed in you school uniform," said Miss Vandermeise 

 

"Sorry Miss I went for a run and lose track of time," I said apoligetily

 

" Well I don't care you have missed breakfast, if you ask nicely the dining room ladys might give you some breed but don't hold it to me, and don't be late again or you will be on detention." miss said

 

I walked to the end of the dinning room and grabed so bread from one of the ladys and heared back to my dorm, by the time I got up there I had finshed my breakfast and was about to get changed when my only friend ran in.

 

"Ava, thank god you are back I missed you so much," stella yelled, "you have made such an influance, everybody was talking about it and lets just say that you in the boys "get revenge" books, so you might just want to watch your back."

 

"Well it's nice to see you to, thax for that vote of confidence but I don't think any of them will try anything after I droped Lucas,"

 

"How are you not scared, all the boys at school want your guts,"

 

(If only she new about all the things I had been throw, then maby she would see why they don't scare me)

 

"They just don't, why don't we talk about something else for a bit," I suggested

 

"Fine, we wont talk about it then, how was your time at home, did you enjoy yourself while I was stuck in this hell hole."

 

"Yes," I lied, " my dad was pissed the first week but othere than that I had a good time."

 

I got changed in the bathroom so no one could see my bruses or scars while, stella stayed in the corrdoor withn are bags. After I was done me and her walked out of the dorm building and went to school

the first day back

 Once me and stella walked into the school grounds I knew something was wrong, as we walked peoples eyes followed us. Then I saw him, the wolf, he was with Lucas and all the other jocks of the schools. When me and me stella walked pasted them, I could see half of them tence, liked they wanted to fight me and the other half try to hold them back but they looked justed as mad.

 

"Well that was Intence," Stella said trying to joke but I new she was scared.

 

" They just need to get over themselfs," I said makind sure that it was loud enough for them to hear.

 

"What the fuck did you just say," a voice can from behind

 

" I said you boys need to grow a set and dill with the fact that a girl beat your ass," I snaped back, as I turned around to see who it was and just my luck it was the wolf.

 

 

" I would think by now you would know that you should repect us, or do I have to tell you father about your manners," he said with a grin

 

"How do you know my father, and if you say anything to anyone about what I think you know, I don't care what happens I will gladly hunt you down and ...." and that's as far as I got before stella covered my mouth with her hand and tryed to drag me away.

 

After we where out of site of the boys and she removed her hand I started to speack,

 

"What the hell was that for," I asked

 

" I was being a good friend, that was Tristan and he is the captain of the footy team, I know you can take down Lucas and probly the rest of the team, but the only one who could hurt you is Tristan so please don't start fights with him," she begged,

 

"Look I will be fine, don't worry, how about at the end of school I go over the boys and try and talk it out,"I said

 

"Are you sure, if this goes wrong you could be in real danger,"she said

 

"But if it goes right this could all be over,"I replided

 

we when through the rest of the school day with nothing dangerest happening, we just got a few odd glances, few chose words through are way but worst of all getting a emety juice box throw at me. 

that Arvo

after the last bell of the day went, I headed to to the footy feild. I knew this was where all the jocks went after school for "training" but everybody new this was were most of the school fights happen. when i got to the footy field i saw the boys, and right in the frount of me was Tristan. once he saw me there was no going back, i saw him mumble something to some of the guys and they started to come over.

 

"What do you want," Tristan snaped

 

" To sort this fucking shit out," I snaped back

 

"what is there to sort out, you made one of my boys look weak, and now you are going to pay," Tristan said

 

"it's not my falt that I woped his ass, but look if we keep going this way shit is going to go down and I personly don't need that,"

 

"you only beat me because," was all Lucas could say before Tristan held up his hand to stop him specking.

 

"all of you go back to practes I will sort this out,"

 

And with that the other boy reluctently left. once they where gorn I knew this was going to turn to wolf talk and I was going to get the first word.

 

" How do you know my father, and what does to me, if you are a lone wolf than how do you no so much about me, are you alpha's kid, will you help me," the last bit sliped out before i knew what i was saying.

 

"To answer you qustens, 1 your father is know by all wolfs, 2 he tells everybody because he finds it so funny, 3 I am not a lone wolf, 4 i am no alpha's kid and last of all I will help you, even if I don't want to I have to because thats what packs do." he said emotion less.

 

"Well thats great, every wolf out there knows about me, what do you mean by pack, no one has ever called me part of there pack, not even my father called me part of his pack."

 

" I mean you are part of my pack, and just because I called you part of my pack does not mean I want you in it,"

 

"Than why say that, why try to make feel like i belong somewhere, it does not matter any way. my father is mating me with some boy at the end of the year any way,"

 

"no your father can not mate you, you have to mate with someone from your pack,"

 

" well there is no way i can stop him, it's not my chosie, and the only person i have felt in a pack around is you as alpha and that kid i stoped from getting bashed,"

 

"i am no alpha, you are the alpha after your mother dies that is, she sent me here to stop you doing stuiped stuff,"

 

"my mother is human, not a wolf, how can she be an alpha and is she is why has she never tryed to save from my father or his pack," i said

 

"your father never told you did he, you mother was not human and she only became a wolf after meating your father thats how she is alpha," he said

 

"if my mother was not human or wolf when she met my father that what was she," i questened

 

" she was an hybrid of a centaurs and human, she was unlike any other centaurs people have ever seen, she could change to be just human or she could look like a normal centaur. anyway this was all befor she became a wolf."

 

I could no take any more of this, I had to get out of here. I turned around and ran off the oval, i just had to get out of here and away from all this madness. After i was of the oval i made my way up the road and over the fence that lead to the scrub. once i was in the scrub i changed in my wolf and started to run.

 

i ran an ran not knowing where i was going. how could this be happing, if my mother was not full human than what dose that make, some kind of muggral. the next thing i felt was my body hiting the ground.

 

I rold over to see a large tan wolf staring right at me with a worried looked.

 

"are you ok i did not mean to hit you that hard, i just had to stop you from going of the school ground," Tristan said worriedly

 

"i am fine, i have been hit harder most of my life by my father pack, now can you just leave me alone,"

 

"well i could, but it is pritty overse that you need me to stop you from doing supided stuff," he said back to his stubben self.

 

" i don't need you, i have taken care of myself for 16 year, i don't need protection from anybody," i snaped

 

"whatever can you just come back to school with me,"

 

"fine" and with that we ran off.

the dorm incented

after we got to the end of the scrub and chaged back to human, and we stared to walk back down the road together.

 

"why are you so aposed to me watch you," he asked

 

"i don't need you to watch me or protect me, so go tell my mother that," i said and with that i ran of back to my dorm.

 

when i got back to my dorm i striped of my school top and shorts,( thank god i had not warn my dress to day) and changed in my tank and shorts that Stella gave me and thats when Emily and her two minnions came in, who's names i never found out.

 

"what where you doing with Tristan, you do now he is my boy friend right," emily said

 

" i throught he was singal but whatever, he followed me so why don't you ask him," i said over peoples shit.

 

"just because he has not asked me out yet does not mean we are not together, just stay away from him,"

 

" i can talk to who ever i want and, if he has not asked you out or the other way around kinder does mean that you are not going out now can you please leave my dorm,"

 

After i said that she took a steep forward and slaped me, i fell to the ground and place my hand on my cheak. when i removed my hand i saw the blood that her rings had manged to draw.

 

" stay away from him, this is you only waring next time i will make sure to i hit you so hard that it scareds," and with that she left.

 

when she left the dorm i stod up and walked over to the mirror and had a look at my cheak. saw the blood running down my cheak, i walked over to the phone locker and grabed the toiltle papper that we keeped there and started to remove the blood. once the blood was gorn all that was left was a long, deep cut on my cheak. there was no way i could cover this up and if any body saw this they would want to know how it happened, what would i say.

 

the next thing i heared was the screeching sound of are school bell, shit, i was going to be late for prep. i ran to my bed and grabed my school bag and ran out of the dorm and to the main quad.

 

 

that night in prep

i manged to get in my line just as the dupty started to speck. after she was finshed with her rant we headed into are prep room. i sat down in my usal desk and stella came and sat next to me, befor the teacher came in we started to talk.

 

"what happen to your face, " she asked worried

 

"emily slapped me,"i said while grabing a book out of my bag

 

"what, why, have you told anybody," she said more worried than before

 

"because Tristan followed me down the road to talk and she found out and came to my dorm to have words and i talked back, and no i have not told anyone but you and i am not planing to tell anyone else," i said

 

the teacher walked in and told us to quite down for first half. first half went well and by the time second half can i was part way throw my book. than thats when things went wrong.

 

"knock,knock,knock," was the sound of someone at are door

 

"come in" the duty staff yelled

 

when the door finaly open we saw who was there , and just my luck, standing at the door was Tristan.

 

"hi miss i was just wondering if i could get Ava to come up to the libery with me for the rest of prep, i need her help on some school work," he asked

 

"ok Tristan, Ava pack up you stuff and go with Tristan please, it is not like you have done anything all prep than read your book," miss said

 

"but miss, do i have to," i winged

 

"yes" both of them said together, so i packed up my stuff and walked to the libery with Tristan.

 

when we got there we went to one of the spare, sound proff rooms that are used for studying with people up the back of the building. we walked in and took a set on the couch there.

 

"what do you need my help with," i asked

 

"school, but frist what happed to your face," he asked worried

 

i turned around so i was facing the other way, so he could not see me when i told him.

 

"nothing it's fine," i wispered

 

"it's not nothing you have a cut on you cheak," he said as he put a warm hand on my temple, just above the cut and turned my face around so i was looking at him. his face was full of worrie and consern

 

"who did this to you," he said, looking into my eyes begging me to tell him

 

"emily," i wispered

 

"that bitch, why did she do this to you," he said now mad

 

"because she saw me with you am she thinks you are an iteam,"

 

"the only person i like is you," and with that he moved his hand from the side of my face to the back of my head and lent down and kissed me softly on the lips,

 

"Ava will you go out with,"

 

"what," i said in shock," of course i will, but i throught you did not like me."

 

"i alway liked you, i just did not now how to tell you," he said

 

there was a loud band on are door. the door now swang open and standing there was the libery attenten.

 

"you two going ok in here," he asked

 

"yes, sir," we both said

 

"well ok, but you have to keep the door open, new rules have been made that says that two people that are in a room by them self have to keep it open," he said

 

"ok sir," i said, "we will keep the door open,"

 

After he was gorn we went back to talking, but the mood was defialty over,

 

"so," i said, "what do you need help with,"

 

"are we just going to forget what just happened then," he wispered

 

"no, you asked me out, i said yes and ment it did, did you," i asked worried now

 

"of course i did, i just through you where not into me,"

 

"look can we not talk about this any more can we just get to work," i snaped

 

"fine,ok here this is what i need help with,"

 

And that was the end of are night, i helped him with his work and at 8:30pm i headed up dorms and went to bed not know what i was doing, and how much we had complicated things with that one kiss.

the next day

 i woke up like anyothere morring to to the sound of my alarm going off, it was 6am and the rest of my dorm where asleep. i got quickly out of bed and change into my losse clothes that i use for running. i left the dorm building and started to run up the road to my normal track.

 

when i got on the track and was out of sight i changed,but sothing was not right, i was not a wolf, my bottom half was a horse and my top was human.

 

"what the fuck," i said worried

 

"i knew this would happen soon," A person said as they can out of the scrub

 

"Tristan, i know that's you, what the fuck is wrong with me," i snaped

 

"that's no way to talk to your boyfriend," he said jokeingly, "do worrie it is just like changing into a wolf,"

 

"now is not the time for joke hon," i said taking the piss out of him

 

"i hope you not going to call me hon full time," he said laughing

 

"no, not at all hon, but back to normal what the fuck how do i go back human,"

 

" just do what you do when you are comeing back form wolf form," he said

 

i constrated on my human self, and felt a tingle in my legs as they came back to normal, i lost my balcence and stumbled forwarded, right into his strong arms.

 

"you need to be more careful," he said helping me stand up

 

"i , just lost my balance, now can you let go of me now," i wispered

 

"no i think i will just hold you here for a sec, of course i will let you go," he said laughing, then he lent down and kissed me on the top of my head

 

"i love you, you know that right," i said looking into his eyes

 

"me to," he said," now however much this pains me to say you need to go get ready for school then met me out the frount of the dinning room, you are eating with me,"

 

"fine," and off i went

the "intresting" breakfast

after i went up dorm and changed, i walked to the dinning room and saw Tristan and his friends sitting on there normal table. i went to the severing area and grabed a full plate of bacon, sausges and some fried tomtos and headed over to there table.

 

 i was half way to there table Emily came over,

 

"what are you doing, you are not welcome here, it's not like anyone over here likes you," she said snobishly.

 

"well, that's not true em, i like her because other wise we would not be dating, now let her be,"Tristan said while stand up and walking over to me.

 

"what" emily and the other all said at the same time.

 

"you hered me, Ava and me are dating now be nice," Tristan said comandinly

 

"but Tristan she made one of your boys look weak infrount of the school, what will others think." Emily protested

 

"yeah Tristan, she made me look weak now i get no ones respect," Lucas said

 

"well they will think what we want them to think because we can still beat them, and will Ava on are side they know she will fight on are side, and Lucas you not getting respect is not my problem you should have puched harder, now any other objections because i want to eat with my misses now," Tristan said calmly but you could tell he was tempting people to take him on.

 

i walked past Emily and up to him,i watched as she and the other girls gave me death glares defintly anyoded. when i got to him, he grabed my tray out of my hands and cared it over to the table for me.

 

"thax, for that" i wispered in his ear

 

"your welcome," he wisped back in mine

 

i sat down on the chair next to him that he had kicked one of the other kid out of. we ate in awakward silents and through out the hole time Emily and her friends where giving me death stares for the whole time. after i was finshed i got up and started to walk away.

 

"where are you going," Tristan asked as he started to follow me

 

"back up dorms, i need to get ready for school," i snaped back

 

"hey,hey, whats wrong," he said grabing my sholder and turning me around

 

"nothing, now let me go," i growled

 

he grabed my tray and placed in on one of the tables next on us and told the kid there to put it up when they where going, then the next thing i feel is him lean down and pick me up. he placed me over his sholder and walked out of the dinning room.

 

once we where out of there i snaped.

 

"put me the fuck down," i groweled louder than before

 

"fine, but calm down before you do something stuiped, now whats wrong," he said

 

" how could you put me through that, those girls hate me more than before and now..."

 

"hey, it's ok, who cares what they think, i know that was wierd but you will get use to it ok,"

 

"no i won't i am not sitting there again,sorry," i said as i started to cry and with that i ran back up dorms, hearing him call after me.

the school day

when i got up dorms i shoved my school books in my bag and ran back out, i had to get out of hear. i knew once i was in the school area he would have to leave me be if i asked him to, how could i fuck this up so bad, the first day of being with and i blow it and over what a stuiped chick in my year who does not get the meaning of piss of.

 

"thud"

 

"sorry," i qickly said as i looked up to see who i had bumped into and just my luck it was Tristan.

 

"it's ok, are you feeling better, i am sorry about before will you forgive me," he quickly studded out

 

"i'm fine, i just need to get to first class," i said bargining past him

 

"Ava i am sorry, you know i love you, i am sorry, you are the best thing in my life please," he begged

 

"look i am sorry to, lets just forget about it,i love you and you are the only person not trying to control me at the moment," i said

 

"thank you," he said walking over to me and kissing me, "i love you so muh and know that i will never try and control you,"

 

"ava and tristan please keep your love live to your selfs, by the way miss Vandermeise would like to see you two in the duty's office right away," sir said

 

me and tristan looked at each out now we where in shit, and i personly could not go home again. he must have seen the fear in my eyes because he gentle interlocked his hand into mind and said

 

"it will all be ok, i will never let anybody hurt you again,"

 

and with that i made may second trip to the office, and guess what i had not even been here half a term.

 

 

 

 

who knew duty's where so scary

 "knock, knock, knock,"

 

"come in," i heared a womans voice say from inside the room

 

me and tristan unlock hands, he opened the door than walked in with me quickly following.

 

"sit down" lady said

 

we walked over to the seats and quikly sat down, the seats where old and wooden, witch was probly to make us as uncomftable as posible.

 

"now do you two no why you are hear,"

 

"well it could be many resons, miss, but witch one are you thinking about," tristan said with a cocky grin.

 

"well, well someone is in a happy mood, Ava do you know why you are hear," she said glaring at me.

 

"yyy...yes miss," i studded out

 

"and what is that reson," she said gladly know she was making me uncomftable

 

"it's...it's....be...because" was all i could said be for tristan interuped

 

"don't say anything eles Ava, now miss you can tell she is upset now back off, before i sue the school for undue herassment,"

 

"under what grounds," miss snaped back now lossing her cool

 

"winding up a witness when there is anouther person right here who is not scared or under any pressure, now me and Ava will be leaving now," he said still cocky

 

"no you will not, i know what you did and if you will not answer my questens i will just give out you punishment, you are both will be on afternoon detention for a week and you will be helping the dinning room ladys every night after dinner for said week now you may go." she snaped

 

i quickly stood up and left the room, i ran statrat to the bath room and manged to remove all my breakfast quickly that head to class.

the end of term

 sorry about this guys i now i am skipping over a large amout of time, i just need to get on with the story, if you want to know what happens in this time gap just ask and at the end of the book i will do a short chapture on some things that i could have put in here. sorry again, jess

 

the end of term came quickly me and tristan where still going strong and where starting to want more from are relation ship, (if you know what i mean), but with us going home the next day we would have till what till next term.

 

i was up dorms packing up my stuff when stella came in.

 

"Ava,tristan is on the dorm phone he wants to talk," she said (me and her had grown apart ever scence me and tristan had started dating)

 

"ok thanks stella,and bye the way i hope you have a good hoilday,"i said cheerfuly back

 

"you to," and with that she left.

 

i walked out of my dorm a few mintets later and reached the phone just as emily was about to pick it up.

 

"Em it's all good the phone is for me," i said know that anything  she said tristan could here

 

"look, just because you are dating tristan dose not mean that you can call me that and who would ant to talk to a pieces of shit like you,"

 

"tristan," i said

 

"fuck me dead"was all i heared her say as she walked away. i picked up the phone and placed it to my ear.

 

"hey, what do you want," i said

 

"come meat me in the scrub in 3 mins and bring your school bag ok, see you that,"

 

me and him had come up with a code if i was bring my school bag i was to stay in human form but if i was bring my phone it ment i could go wolf

 

"ok but" was all i could say before he hung up on me.

 

i ran out of the building and and up the road, to my favrot place in the world the place me and tritsan had are frist convo. i got there and he was already here.

 

"so what do you want," i said

 

"you need to tell your dad about us,"

 

"what, why, he will kill me,"

 

"no he wont,"

 

"yes he fucking will, you don't know him,"

 

"no he won't because the wattle pack has pulled out of the deal so now if you tell him you have found a mate it means he can get rid of you,"

 

"that's if he dose not kill me first, and what do you mean the wattle pack pulled up of the deal," i questened

 

"i mean they pulled out, your mother had words with them that made them reconsider,"

 

"fine, whatever, i will tell him but if i am not back at the start of next term i blame you," and with that i walked back up dorms and finshed packing.

 

the next day i got of bed and half dragged myself to get dress, one i was ready i ate a slice of toast and the got on the bus for my 10 hour trip back to hell.

 

 

 

to hell and back

 i got of the bus, feeling stiff and sour. my last bit of freedom was gorn now, left on that bus. i look around the car park of any one from the pack, not thinking that my father would be the one to pick me up. i walked over to him, i would not hold back, i was going to tell him right away.

 

"father, look there is something that i need to tell you," i said using all my power as i had in my voice.

 

"shut up you piece of shit, i lost the deal with the wattle pack and now i am fucking stuck with you, i will have to mate you to someone in the pack." he said pissed

 

"no you will not, i have found my mate at school and i will be going with him after this hoildays," i said knowing there was no was back

 

"you what, how, there are no other wolfs at that school and even if there are why would they want you,"

 

"there are two, me and him and i will be staying with him,"

 

"what pack is he from i need to talk to his Alpha," he said happy now, "see how quick i can get rid of you,"

 

"i don't think there Alpha will ever want to speak to you,"

 

"and why is that" he said mad now

 

"it's my mother," i yelled.

 

"no way, i knew she came wolf but you are not going to her pack, get in the car now," he said really pissed now."

 

"no," was all i said

 

"ow realy," and with that i was srounded, with no place to go.

 

"thud," was the last noise i hered before the world went black

read the next book to find out

 want to know what happens to Ava

 

will her and tristan be together

 

will her father let her go

 

find this out and more in my next book

 

THE NEXT

 

p.s sorry for the shortness, it looked longer the way i was righting it out and i did not relsie to till late

 

soz jess

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Texte: jessica kibble
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 07.05.2017

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