If I Cried Myself To Sleep Original
if i cried myself to sleep
as the world went dark
would you hold me
through the night
and let me wake to you
in the dawns light
would you forgive me
for all my wrongs
grant me a chance to fix it
or give me time to chance
would you turn and slowly walk away
throwing my love away
leaving my broken heart to bleed
will you grant me one request
so that my dying heart may rest
forgive me if i fall short
forget the F i made on your report
carry me for my wings fail
hold me tightly one last time
please baby stay mine
If I Cried Myself To Sleep Revised
If i cried myself to sleep
silently without a peep
would you hold me through the night
so i may wake to your sight
would you turn and walk away
throwing all my love away
would you leave my broken heart to bleed
and allow this pain to feed
would you grant me one request
and heal the pain inside my chest
forgive me when i fall short
forget the F i made on your report
carry me for my wings fail
protect me from the falling hail
will you place me on cloud nine
and again allow me to call you mine
Hidden Savior
Oh hidden savior of darkness and decay save me.
The cruel blades of insanity are slowly ripping away at me.
Darkness wrap your agonizing wings around me once more and pull me into your flaming hatred of solitude.
Protect me from these relentless murderers.
End this horror encase me in your wings of evil and plunge me into the comforting rage inside your depths of hell
I know this doesn't really make any sense...but i think i was upset at the time.
Dirty Little Secret
Why? How could i have these feelings for somebody who can be so cold. He can be nice too though. i've seen it in his eyes. The regret, the pain, the pleasure, the love, the lust. How could he ever feel for me the way i feel for him. I betrayed a friend for him, yes she forgave me but she too sees the secrets hidden behind our eyes. The turmoil he places me in. The hallway looking up at him as he walks only to drop my gaze as he looks sneakily down at me. I narrowly avoid catching his gaze quiet often. Inside we both carry the same feelings, inside we both know the truth. Hopefully the pain inside will leave us. The regret in his eyes remains as does the pain inside mine. His mask of steel denies any trace of us. His eyes, however, protect our secret. Why can i love a man who can be so cruel? I can't stand insulting him even though i know deep down he can be cruel just as easy as he can be kind. He is always and forever mine as i am always and forever his. But until the pain leaves our eyes along with the secrets we are each other's dirty little secret.
Destroy Me
I have no reason to live
you took it all away
was i made to only hurt
watching as they turn to dirt
throwing me from your arms
burn the bridge and walk away
take my heart from my chest
please dont let this day begin
i will find a way to make it end
cause i dont wanna go through it again
Destroy me
Let it leave me
no more suffering
take it all away from me
destroy me
Slowly walking away
this pain pulling me down
i will fight for whats left
i will fight until my death
i will find a way to make it end
cause i don't wanna go through it again
destroy me
let it leave me
no more suffering
take it all away from me
come take me
loving enemy
im done running
take it all away from me
destroy me
Come fight me now
i will not go
im hurt and alone
broken hearts dont heal
hurt push me up
pain drag me down
let me leave
theres nothing left
nowhere in this world
do i feel love anymore
destroy me
let it leave me
no more suffering
take it all away from me
come take me
loving enemy
im done running
take it all away from me
destroy me
i don't wanna live anymore
This would be a remake of the song Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin.
My Love
Just once my love i wish you'd see
exactly what you mean to me
the way you make me feel each day
the way you take my pain away
i want you so bad i could die
sadly i sit by and cry
you watch, i wait
my heavy heart keeps its debate i'm torn in half but you don't see
that you've become a part of me
i'm in your head while your in my heart
surely love must do its part
to make you see
what you do to me
the strength is there
but you have fear
you want your freedom
yet you're hear
this freedom you have isn't freedom at all
it is sad really that you can't see
how greatly you mean to me
your fear shouldn't be
because you see,
you've already committed yourself to me
change is not necessary, it is not real
now to tell you how i feel,
I love you baby, i love you a lot
please give it some thought.
Dear Mr. McMaster
Dear Mr. McMaster
Can you make my heart beat any faster?
I love you here i love you there
i love your stupid self everywhere
i miss your touch
i miss your kiss
i didnt want us to end like this
im sorry for getting upset
but dont you ever forget
you fuck with my heart...
and death will quickly do us part.
The Key
if goodby never came
would my head play this cruel game
could we fix the way i feel
teach my mind not to reel
would we laugh and smile
stop and take pictures for a while
say i love you every day
chase each others' fears away
help the other to gain
fix their pain
could we fix our issue
instead of tearing ourselves to tissue
should we dance in the rain
run across a desert plain
cause i'm trapped inside my head
i often wonder alive or dead
the emptiness is there
oh yea now i reallly care
you were there but i said no
things would change if you didn't go
i miss your face
so i run away at this fast pace
running from you running from me
running with my silent plea
begging for a new fate
can we please change the date
go back in time before now
change the evil past somehow
things this way just wont do
it's no longer just us two
i'm not gonna forget
i'm crawling out of this pit
the stuff from a year ago
i can finally let go
all because now i know that it wasnt my fault
so yea i can open the vault to say one more thing without the salt
i love you mom for always
even though you can't be with me in the hallways
so now it's time to end the rain
it's time to let go of the pain
i love you and you loved me
you always knew and that's the key
poem about my mom guys. for those that don't know, she died 4-14-12 and i kinda always thought that she never knew i loved her because i hardly ever said it. if you dont quite understand anything else then ask if you want to. dont worry about upsetting me either. I'm chill about it.
Why do you do this
I wonder now is it true
Am I the only one who need you
You play with my head
You play with my heart
Ive warned you that death will do us part
You say its true
When you say I love you
But darling some of these things you say
I really wondered about today
Why do you do this
Why do you that
And darling do not say because I need you
I begged you
I pleaded with you
I cried for you
I screamed for you
I held your hand as you walked away
The last words you said
Fucked with my head
You played with my heart
I told you death would do us part
You said I love you
And I can only wonder if its true
A poem also about the same guy in Dear Mr. McMaster.
Why?
So you say you want to wait
My falling tears will not abate
you say you love me
but i dont see
how you can say that to me
you leave me hanging
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