preface
Everything was perfect until that day.The day i was shattered into a million pieces picking up the pieces was uesless I could never see his warm smile again.I was never going to hear her sweet lulabye or the other boy in my life.I thought I would never get over him,that is what I thought
chapter1
Graduation when you leave school and you are free from all those teachers this was a week before the worst day of my life happened I ran downstairs in my greenday t-shirt and black skinny jeans "morning hun" said my mom i smiled at her and got back to eating "HEY DORK!" siad my brother sam or as I call him stupid looking "I cant wait till you go to NEW YORK!" I said "hey kids stop arguing" "I will when he dumps that.....THING
" I replied to my dad you see in carmel USA we have vampires and werewolves my brother married a vampire my family are wolves but I cant stop love can I.Everything would be perfect when I left I had my family and friends with me I grabbed my bag and ran on my motorbike as soon as I reached the school I ran over to my friends "hey guys"i smiled "hey saphire" they all said except for a vampire that I hate so much she was dating jake my imprint if you have read twilight you'll know about it I dont know if twilight attracts my atention because of the vampire werewolf thing but I love the books "so you ready?!" said my best friend joanah who has a boyfriend nick my ex came running up to us we were really good friends "um....saphire I killed that pokemon you wanted me to catch" ryhs stuttered nervously "THAT WAS A DAMN LEGENDARY TOU MORON" I shouted "well well well looks like some one needs to see the councler again" said jakes girlfriend kristen I had to see the councler once only because her brother has a crush on me and hit me with a chair so I attacked him simple. "keep your opinions to your self" "ha not for you" before I could say anything we had to go it was finaly my turn I stood up "We all go through life bristling at our external limitations, but the most difficult chains to break are inside us
At the end of your days, you will be judged by your gallop, not by your stumble."
every one clapped and cheered for me my parents,brother and his wife were going to NEW YORK for 5 days so I had a party it was huge people were staring at me only because I would be leader of the pack for those 5 days I was about to get a drink from the kitchen when I stopped to eavesdrop "I don't love yo kristen" "admit it you like saphire that idiot" "SHE'S NOT AN IDIOT!!!" I hid quickly and saw jake storming out "jake you ok?" "um...yeah hey you wanna come to the mall tomorow?" I was happy at the question I was left stunned then shook it off "yeah sure jake" I smiled so everyone left I fell asleep.I woke up and did all the morning things my blackhair with blue highlights I stuck right out that was good to me,I heard a pamping of a car horn it was jake I rolled my eyes great joanah and nick are comming I wanted it to be just us oh well I thought."hey pretty girl" "are you always this flirty?" "sometimes well all the time I just went out with kristen to make you jelous" "I was jelous" I sighed so it worked I didnt care as long as I had him by my side we stopped at the mall we got out and walked inside I bumped into some one I lookedup I wish I hadnt "hello gorgeous" "what do you want?" "what shes mine griffin!" jakes last name griffin guess who he happened tobe fighting with kristens brother mike "jake lets just go" I pulled his arm we stopped by a food court"so saphire you and jake eh eh?!" "yeah stop nuging me joanah" I laughed lets just say the next 4 days were crap except the last day "saphire you know I love you right" "yeah jake" "well just please trust me" I had finaly got my first kiss an their right about fireworks going off.The day my parents came back I smiled hopping they wouldnt have stupid looking or kelly his vampire wife with them and they didnt.
chapter2
"Mom dad I'm going to jakes ok" "ok hun!" I walked to jakes it was only 3 houses away from me I knocked on the door jake answered his parents werent home so we would be alone I gave him my bag "hello princess" "your such a dope" "a cute one right?!" I giggled a bit and rolled my eyes as soon as I walked in the living room his friends were sitting watching the baseball game "sorry they thought it would be fun to watch the game here and to watch us" he kissed my cheek I giggled again my cell phone rang stupid text from joanah "hey hey saph how are ya nick and me are comming ova ok?" I rolled my eyes "something wrong" "joanah" I sighed why couldnt me and jake have some privacy "everything ok babe?" "huh yeah why?" "you looked unhappy" "no I'm happy just why can't we ever be alone?" jake sighed Ihugged him all of his friends were looking at us "what!? you guys should go get a girlfriend" "OOOOHHHHH" I rolled my eyes at them I just hated his friends I blasted NIRVANA smells like team spirit I just drifted off in my own little world until my earphones got pulled out of my ear "HEY!!!" "sorry you were in a day dream so" "can you atlest let me read" "whoa sorry" I rolled my eyes and started reading twilight Breaking dawn I was never going to finish it I sighed if only my life was perfect likebella swan "see this is why she'll never be able to do anything she's weak think about it!" "haha yeah you think she could really fight a vampire she probably couldnt even fight a baby vampire" I looked up from my book and turned off my i-pod "you got something to say?!" "yeah if you want to be leader of the pack do something uesful and get us a beer" "I'm not your god damn slave" "yeah well act like a leader or are you just as stupid as your mom" "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY ABOUT MY MOM OH YOUR SO FREAKING DEAD" I went for him shaking nick and jake pulled me back and took me out back "saphire your eyes are red" my eyes always do that from gold to red I'm a rare kind of wolf only my mom has it in my family "just cool it" jake was shaking me roughly I couldnt pull away nick was yelling at the guy I was distracted by something I shook it off "stop it jake" I said finaly managing to push him away from me "saphire you need to control yourself" he looked concerned I walked out of his house into the woods "god whats wrong with me?" I asked myself I really needed help "whoa saphire you run....fast!" puffed joanah I laughed a bit "ok so what the hell was that all about?!" "nothing I got angry you know" I sighed "well dont listen to them" said joanah I have issues with people though if I hate people making fun of me or my family "guess I better go you comming?" I said "sure" I stopped dead in my tracks "what is it?" "VAMPIRES!" I said running as fast as I could.
chapter3
I literaly burst the door down vampires in my house unknown ones too "HEY!!!" I said one of them turned around a brunett girl with an hourglass figure her hair was shoulder lenth she snapped her fingers another girl stood by her side she had short blonde hair she was quite skinny and there was a boy with spiky red hair he looked quite buff "hello saphire" said the brunett haired girl "who are you?" I snarled "I'm alicia" said the brunett her voice was really stern which made me shiver "I'm lucie" giggled the blonde her voice was high pitched and squeeky I didnt like it she irritated me "and I'm tom" said the guy his voice was really manly it made him sound tougher than anyone I have ever met "so why are you here" I asked questioning them "saphire stay back" said my dad I stood there ready to fight my parents at my side I managed to fight some of them I passed out for a minute or two I woke up and looked around my livingroom,it was a mess then I saw it my parents lying there not breathing "MOM DAD!?" I screamed "please stay awake please dont go" I was now begging tears flooding my eyes I ran to get help "SAPHIRE" it was jake I turned round trying to hide my eyes "whats wrong tell me" he said "THEIR DEAD JAKE OK!!!!" I screamed I ran again jake was close behind I ran into the house and just layed there beside my dead parents until I heard sirens cops and an ambulance I said I couldnt remember anything I was taken to hospital "take a look in the mirror" the doctor told me I took a look I started crying two scars on each eye I look horrible if you want to know where I am I moved away to another part of carmel cut my self off from everyone I heard nick and joanah were engaged I'm in a collage now studying art to be a tatoo artist I don't ever think I'll meet some one like jake ever again.
chapter4
Even though my life is broken I have to get on with it my face has been all over the papers I try to hide from it I've met other people all wolves one of them sally and her boyfriend noah then theres ray and his girlfriend leah we all go along I talked about my former life their the only ones that know I had one perfect song to suit my life scars by papa roach the scars on my face reminded me every morning of my pain but today I feel ok "hey saphire wait up" said sally I laughed at her enthusiasm to catch up with me "it's not funny!!!" "it is to me come on lets get some food I'm starving and we're going to the mall" I smiled as I said it the mall wasn't like the one I used to go to it was bigger so we just went in I looked over my heart skipped a beat jake,joanah,nick and sam I hid behind sally or mabey they won't notice me I look way different with my lip,nose,eyebrow and tounge peirced alot of peircings so I walked normaly past them they looked at me as if I looked like some one they knew even though they did "whats up?" "it's them" "the vampires!?" "SSSHHH!" I put my hand over ray's mouth "no my brother and friends" I looked around to see if anyone saw or heard me so I took my hand down "well looks like their comming over" smiled sally I put my head down quickly "escuse me have you seen this person?" asked sam it was a picture of me when I was a bit younger "um...no but I've heard of her" I replied they walked on looking sad I just wanted to tell them it was me "saphire why did you lie?!" asked leah "I told you guys I'm not going back" I looked behind me to see if they were gone no still asking around "go back to them or you'll be haunted with this memory forever!" said noah in a creepy voice sally hit him on the back of the head I laughed but you can tell my laugh a mile away so they would notice it was me so we all ran into hot topic I started picking out band tee's "OOH MY CHEM!!!" I said jumping up and down exitedly "come on saph before you make a fool of us" said leah dragging me out of the store "hey no fair guys come on" "we have a party to go to" laughed noah so we got to the party had fun danced but the guys keep bothering me about being a "single pringle" even though guys keep staring at me flirting I won't because of jake he is the only one for me we just couldnt be alone we eventualy left thank god I thought.
chapter5
I woke up in the morning and got myself ready same old same old paramore t-shirt and trakie bottoms heading to class I wasnt bothered at all if it was a free day or not I needed to draw or study people always tell me I'm calmer when I'm drawing or studying "come on library" said noah as he picked me up and carried me to the library "hey look it's jennifer that christian girl" said ray she came over to us we have our own section of the library so we were playing black veil brides perfect weapon with the screamming at the start so jennifer and her follower olivia came over "hello turn that music down or else" jennifer said demandingly "how about no!" I said I hate being bossed around she just stormed away I rolled my eyes my only vampire friends came up to me "hey guys saphire two more days until the day" said charlie "what do you mean" I said confussed "the wedding!" said amiee the other vampire friend suddenly I had an idea "guys we are going to that wedding" I whispered.
chapter6
"how long until we get there" asked sally clearly puffed out I lauged and shook my head she wasn't used to walking a long distance "we'll set up camp here then tomorow we'll continue" I said so we all got into tents suprise the love birds shared the same tent I slept in the tent with charlie and amiee we had a big tent so there would be enough room.We woke up and started walking again we managed to get close enough then we continued the next day we got there it was just like home except missing posters of me everywhere "they took it way to far" I sighed we walked I stopped "what's wrong" asked amiee "the ceromonies on we'll go at the party" I replied it eventualy came to the speeches we were listening in nick was in the middle of his speech "sadly we had no maid of honor saphire would have been but she's missing we all miss her dearly especialy jake" said nick we walked into the woods it was time for the dancing so we formed into our wolf form and charlie and amiee got ready I gave the signal.
chapter5
We burst in you should have seen everyone's faces jake,nick,sam and joanah morphed into their wolf forms I snarled showing all teeth well I know it's stupid breaking into your best friends wedding but they wouldn't know a fight eventualy broke out until we ran back to camp we quickly changed back "whoa I had a rush of adrenaline there how awesome was that!?" I said excited "yeah it was fun quiet I hear some one" said amiee we froze for a minute then hid "who was that?!" said sam "I don't know but when we find them they'll be dead" said jake I jumped out behind them trying to find another hidding spot I ran right across getting them paranoid it was working.
chapter6
"ok come out you cowards" said sam I snikered a bit "I think we should show them ourselves" I laughed we jumped out on them their faces went white "hahaha we scared them" laughed sally "who are you and what do you want?!" jake demanded "oh hard man I like that" I giggled "what's wrong don't remember me?" I asked "let's go their a waste of breath" said amiee with that we walked away leaving jake and sam behind us only to hear "COWARDS TRYING TO RECK SOME ONE'S WEDDING YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!!" shouted jake I turned round and winked at him "you'l be suprised what I know" I laughed when we reached the collage campus we ran around for a while a kept laughing "did you see their faces classic!" I said I hadn't laughed like that since my parents death I had some scratches and bites on my body so I had too get cleaned up "OW" I said "well that jake guy packs a good bite" laughed charlie I rolled my eyes at them all laughing "you think they know it's me?!" I asked worried "yes....no I mean no!" said ray I shook my head slowly they all started laughing I laughed along until I smelled jake,nick,sam,joanah and kelly sam's wife!!!! "guys their here hide" I said really worried "where is she they have saphire!!" said sam I jumped out on them again "you!" said nick "god nick you don't even remember me?!" I said suprised "SAPHIRE!?" they all said "YEAH!" I laughed and took them into the library "where have you been?" asked kelly "away" I replied "you didn't even come to the funeral you just ran" said sam I laughed a bit "I was sam I was standing up on the hills watching" I said I felt so quilty jake just kept staring at me "jake eyes off my sister" said sam "so me and nick are married you missed it saph" said joanah "I'm really sorry joanah" "it's fine we thought you were dead though so we see you've made new friends" said joanah clearly looking angry "hey it doesnt matter as long as we're back together so you comming back?!" asked jake smiling from ear to ear "no I'm staying here I'm studying art so" I laughed nervously they looked as if they had just been stabbed in the chest "wait what why do you like it here is there another guy or something?!" asked jake paranoid I gave a kind of nervous laugh againand nodded this guy mike he may be a vampire but he's really nice "hey saphire who's this?" said mike after the whole introducing thing we sat and talked until jennifer and olivia showed up "hello mutts hello demons" said jennifer I growled at her "so who's this?" asked olivia "no one just keep walking snobs" said charlie that's why she's my friend I can trust her no matter what "not for you" then jennifer looked at jake and smiled "why hello pretty boy" said jennifer being flirty I growled again but this time it was so no one could hear me "well you guys better go I'll visit soon" I sighed.
chapter7
I couldnt handle being with mike his breath stinks of death and his fangs make me want to throw up I just noticed something about him he seemed to be turning red and he has the same tone as that other vampire the one that killed my parents "mike be honest with me are you a red head?" he just chuckled and smiled "ok ok you got me" "well have you ever killed anyone?" his smiled faded his eyes burned with rage an evil smirk came on his face "took you long enough to remember me" he laughed evily I gulped tears comming to my eyes I ran all the way to my brothers house I ran in the door "saphire whats wrong?!" sam asked worried "the vampire that killed mom and dad well one of them" I chocked his face went from tanned to pale kelly walked in a worried expression on her face "he's comming saphire" she said "where the hell's jake when you need him?" "at jennifers" I snarled I hated seeing them together it broke me tom came bursting in and smiled "hello again" he laughed "well done tom alicia will be proud" said lucie with her iritating voice I could feel myself getting madder my eyes going red I turned into the black wolf with blue highlights again Im a rare type of wolf "aw puppy wanna play" lucie giggled I flew for her ripping her to shreds no need to burn it's not like the perfect twilight book vampires have black blood wierd I know the black blood was every where I changed back I was out of breath gasping at what I had done such a monster "wow saphire never knew you could be so vicous" sam looked scared of me I hugged him "HAHA SAY GOODBYE KELLY!!" laughed tom I jumped on him and grabbed my carving knife that I got from college and kept stabbing him auntil sam pulled me away I had really lost it sam held me close I cried into his chest breathing heavily "whoa what happened in here" asked jake I looked at him then frowned "well you would know if you werent at jennifers!!" I said angrily "GOD SAKE SAPHIRE STOP RUINING PEOPLES LIFES!!" jake screamed at me "GLADLY CAUSE THE WORST TING I COULD EVER DO WAS DATE YOU!!!" I spat and walked back to college charlie was talking to the new guy callum he was cool liked the same stuff as us "hey saphire...whoa your a mess"said calum "thanks" I said sarcasticly "well your covered in vampire blood" said charlie looking shocked sally and ray came over sally must have been fighting again she was covered in bruises "you reek of vampire you know that" said ray holding his nose I nodded and laughed jennifer came over and pushed me into a wall getting black blood all over her hands she screamed jake came running over to her he gave me a death glare 2what did you do now saphire?!" "ME?!" "yeah I know your jealous!" "ME JEALOUS OF THAT COW!!" I ran outside jake came out the others followed "Im not going to hurt you saphire" frowned jake "WIMP!!" I coughed something was hurting my neck I grabbed the side where the pain was and fell to the ground in pain "SAPHIRE!!" said ray shocked everyone except jake and jennifer came over I smelled sam comming he helped me up too "jake I swear to god if you hurt her-" jake cut him off "WHY WOULD I SHE DESERVESTO BE DEAD FOR ALL I CARE" I swear I could feel the tears comming I stood up weakly "FINE MABEY I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN" everyone looked like some one had just stabbed them in the gut except jennifer and olivia they smiled I ran fast.
chapter8
I stood at the edge of the cliff breathing in and out slowly I took one look down and was about to jump when something pulled me back "WHAT THE HELL" I screamed "whoa calm down it's me jake" I slapped him in the face and got up he grabbed me back down again I struggled for a minute then stopped "I love it when you struggle" "well I hate it when you make me struggle now let me go jake" jake ignored me and rolled on top of my body I was still struggling I wanted to cry but I held the tears back "jake don't" I chocked out " I love you saphire" he whispered in my ear I sobbed then held back tears jake kissed me gently I kissed back quickly what was I thinking I pulled away he let me get up from the ground.
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 12.03.2011
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