Should I give up
the feeling of loneliness
that sucks my spirits so deep
to leave me withered.
At heart I could listen
to those non-voiced voices
that pray desperately to be
blessed and have peace at life.
Not yet to realise
how they wrong and
ruin lives of others
who shrivel at the other end
accepting whatever that comes
their way to live a worldly life.
Are their souls so hardened
to lack compassion and oneness
to let others live their choice
for everyone born here - has
the right to live as they are.
Days without any achievement
Makes me feel abandoned
And stand away from crowd..
Bubbling spirits slowly fade away
Once again remind me
Days dissolve into seconds
Erasing invisibly
what I have gained
inspite of struggles and troubles!
Finally reaching the spot
lashing its gory tail
picking errors and typos
unknowingly we ushered
the disgusting printer’s devil
Age is only a number here
for none can defy
knowledge gained in rolling years.
At last allowing to reach
the most acclaimed mile stone
still something is left undone.
Your mighty soul may not be at peace
silently wishing to be here
to read word by word
tethering space to format
we wish you are here
for some more years to come
not so old to go away
leaving us stunned and shocked.
Repeat, repeat and repeat
to be again, again and again
I feel the drops of salty tears
climb down my cheeks
and stain a path of curse on me.
So hot should I feel at heart
to withstand that lashed pain
and forget whatever it be.
Time may set the clock
to rewind again and bring back
those cherished moments of
love and warmth together
and be once again a normal soul.
Boozed grey cells litter
uncontrolled lash of words
leaving an invisible scar
on my ailing heart
Uninvited you blabber nonsense
shattering peace at home
strewn bottles thrown at trash
picks on my blood pressure
Dry tears blur my eyes
for I wait for the day to come...
For unknown pain sizzles our love.
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 02.04.2019
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