chapter 1
is it my gut or is it chardonnay telling me that i know better than sneeking out in the middle of the night to go see this hood nigga .you see i like to think of my self as a bad bitch , and when bad bitches want fuck they get fuck it could be the middle of the night or fucking lunch time . thats why i need to see my man cause its been a while and at this point i could care less about chardonnay or her big mouth she is so annoying i think i need a new best friend cause she aint ganna make this shorty look like a fool .when i met up with jermain i told him straight up that i wanted the dick and he didn't hesitate he had me acting like i was having a damn siezure up in there . when we were done we smoke a blunt and he droped me and chardonnay home . when i got home every thing was normal i got away with this shit once again , i'm a slick motherfucker . where i'm from you got to know how to use your head ,by the way i'm from brooklyn i live with my mom and dad who are always fucking and my and my twin sister erica and jessica those kids are gonna kill me before i turn seventeen
chapter 2
my dad made sure me ,my mom,and the babies had what we want we never look a mess i have all the boys in brooklyn wanting me , oh yeah i have that effect on people.cause guess what i'm a bad bitch just like my mom that how my mom got to keep a sexy guy like my dad sean around for so long . i just use these idiots out here to get what i want including jermain. going shopping on me was the first thing my mom said to me when i walked into her room . you mean going shopping on dad i said and we both laughed. my dad is the most loyal man i know and he never gave me any reason to be mad at him. i'm his first child and i knew him more than any one else me and my mom went shopping that afternoon for the most flyest shit sometime i feel like i love my dad for that reason only i have been told i was cold hearted but i really don't care because in life you have to get yours i don't see me getten married are nothing like that , thats too big of a commitment amma be a bad bitch all my life getten mine are a tot if i may say so.
chapter 3
on this hot summer day down in brooklyn with nothing to do , i saw shasha walking up to us there was five of us and she was the eldest . who wanna make a 1000 dollars tonight she asked and yeah we all jumped up , cause who dont want a 1000 dollars. dont worry we all can make a thousand dollar . doing what kiesha asked . dancing for some men you mean dancing and a blow job which may lead to fucking them niggas . could be shasha said well i'm in cause thats a couple new piecses add to my closet right we all laugh and headed to go get dressed when we got to the hotel i felt good i felt ready just to open the door to five old ass man looking like 80 years old . shit got me bumb tight cause i wasn't about to suck no shrivled dick that could probably hardly stand. by the looks on my face every body could tell i was about to go off. fix your face and dont ruin this for me shasha said quietly still with a sexy face it took everything in me to smile but i did any ways that was the longest fucking night of my life i couldnt wait to get out of that place it was gross even tho i walk away with a big ass tip that brought me up to 1870 the other girls were dumb tight but it aint my fault they didn't hold shit down.
chaper 4
are you willing to help me help you , my councelor asked . i dont need help i replied with a straight face . then why are you here . lets get something clear old lady i am here because i have to be not becaue i want to ,and what the hell i need your help for , to become an annoying old woman like you who have no kids, no husband cause i damn sure dont see no ring, and just kits a fucking table and get all up in other peoples business when you clearly got issues yourself ,hell no i don't think so boo boo . i want to help you london she said with a calm voice . it aint no damn help if you getting payed for it i said while walking out of her office . that bitch got me tight so i went to the bathroom to smoke a ciggerett real quick . back at school was an ordinary day until i saw the new boy , light skined , dreads, and a sexy ass body who is that i asked chardonnay ,oh that kevin he's new may if you had been in school for the past week you would have known just saying . i looked at kevin as another piece of art of my collection . i walked over to his table a little bit later where he was sitting alone . hey i said in a really sluty voice. hey wassup he replied in a really deep tone . that had me feelin the vibration and i thought i had him right where i wanted him until he said , i could you are anoter smut walking around here feening for attention, but you aint gonna get non from me looking like a hoe , now cover up yourself and move from my table. i wouldn't move so he got up and left. i sat there feeling stupid , for the first time had been rejected ,i felt tears running down my face and thats when i knew that i really wanted him. it not called rejection , its called caring ia voice said over my head, it was kevin . when i turned around and he saw the tears ,he walked away without saying another word
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 26.05.2013
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