Chapter 1 – Amber’s POV

 

My mother once told me that when you meet the love of your life, you will know. She explained that it is a feeling way beyond your control. It will control your mind, your heart and your soul. She also told me it would not last forever too, heart breaking but true. I never really believed in love because I was so career driven. I was so obsessed with being the best at what I do.

My name is Amber, I’m currently a fashion designer for my own line Sheeky and I stay in France. My whole life that I’m currently living is what I always dreamt of. I always wanted to be a fashion designer, I always wanted to stay in the capital where the latest trends evolved from. Originally, I am from Miami where both my parents stay, my mother Alyssa and my dad Reagan. I’m the only child and as you can imagine I got only the best. My mom has her own legal firm and my dad is the CEO of some stock market company. The choices I have made, they always supported. Never stood in my way and always went the extra mile to get where I am today. Unfortunately, love was never on my to-do list. My dad was okay with that, but my mother has always been on my case for grandchildren after I turned twenty-four years old. I always explained to her that I don’t have time for marriage and kids while I’m busy dressing VIP’s and celebrities from across the world. My life became even more busier when I opened up my store in France. My Sheeky line went international and the demand was more than what I expected. I eventually appointed a manager, store assistants and my very own personal assistant. After two years of success and amazing profits, I was able to open up a branch back home in Miami. France is always cold, snowy and icy. The house that I bought is close to the mountains and forest, so the temperatures in winter is very extreme. My fire place is always full of wood for the night to warm up the place. Households in France is not what people think they are, I met a few people from across the world who always assumed that our houses are modern, our equipment is the latest but in fact, we don’t have central heating and other temperature controlling equipment. Our homes are more fire controlled, like what you see in the movies. Going to the forest, chopping up wood especially for Christmas trees. I swear Christmas tree hunting is bad, the forest basically becomes like a massive shopping mall. The noises, the machines cutting and shouting. I rather just put an order in for a tree through a company I found online. This time of the year is in any case recruitment for models for my new winter line and getting the clothes done before Christmas. I usually have my run way in mid-September in the fall, but I decided to have a Christmas themed run way and booked it in two weeks before Christmas. All preparations have been going very smooth and tomorrow I will be starting the interviews for new models, sometimes I use the same models from my previous fashion show but because I’m introducing a men’s line too, I need male models. Before I get too busy, I decided to check out the Christmas trees today just for fun and maybe further inspiration for some props for my fashion show. I quickly got dressed as I already ordered a taxi to pick me up in front of my house. The moment I tied my laces to my sneakers the taxi hooted outside. I grabbed my bag and bolted out the door to the taxi. I hopped in before I got too wet from the rain that just started. “Haute Tree’s please. I need to be at that location.” I instructed the driver. We drove off towards the forest. The rain was picking up and I already regretted coming out today, if I knew it would be raining today, I would have stayed in rather. Luckily, I was thickly dressed. We stopped at the entrance of the forest and I hopped out after making payment. The place was already crowded, I could not believe my eyes! The cutting machines was already starting to mould up my brain function, not to even mention all the shouting mothers to the kids and the squealing in response. I pulled my hoodie just above my eyebrows, hands in my pockets and walked around the forest. Bark crushed below my sneakers with every step I took, eventually the rain stopped, and it was just a slight drizzle. The bark caught my eye, I think I can use this. I picked up a piece that remained from a cut off Christmas tree. I could scatter this on the run way, I picked up another piece and that is when everything went dark around me. At first, I felt a hand around my mouth that did not give me a slight chance to shout, then darkness.

I woke to my feet shackled to some hospital bed with my arms tied down to the bed as well. My arms lay next to my body filled with drips and small pipes that have been inserted into my veins. Every vein that was pierced is burning. I don’t recall how I got here but my current drowsy state is not allowing me to feel any form of fear or anxiousness. Through my blurry vision I turned my head to the side of the bed and noticed a coffin next to me, this made my heart jump. All the pipes and drips connected to me is going into the coffin. I try to mouth the words fuck but I can’t. I can’t speak, I’m numb and basically I feel like a vegetable. I closed my eyes again to try and focus my eye sight but I slumbered into a deep sleep once again. Once I woke up again, all of this just happened again. I can recall that this situation right now has been happening a few times already. In the end I always just slumber back into some deep sleep until one moment all of it disappeared and I was faced with reality. As I lay on the bed with beeping sounds all around me, all I can remember is entering the forest to pick out a Christmas tree and some props for the show, then a hand grabbed my mouth shut and everything went to dark. My mind told me to just stay calm, but my heart would not align and immediately I let out a scream and yanked at the chains that locked me down onto the bed. My eyes flew open and I was surrounded by medical machines, drips and the room I was in was plain white with no windows at all. I continued screaming for another few minutes until the door rattled and opened. A man walked in, he looked around about in his early thirties. “Why am I here? Who are you?” I shouted at him crying. He walked around to the other side of the room towards one of the machines, he picked up a paper that was being printed from the machine. “Answer me damn it! Who are you!” I shouted once again. He brought the paper towards me and smiled, I glared at him and not losing any eye contact. He reached for my forehead and I flinched. “Your vitals are really great; your body is strong.” He stated. “Why am I chained? What happened to me?” I asked more pleadingly. “You fell and knocked your head.” He lied, I could tell he was lying. “You are lying to me! This is clearly not a hospital, I have seen the coffin that once stood next to my bed and the drips that went into it from my arms! Look at my fucking arms!” I shouted at him. All he did was give one deep sigh and walk out the door shutting it closed. My frustration has clouded the fact that I should be scared. I lifted my head up slightly and saw my feet were bare, I was also dressed in a hospital gown. What hospital chains a patient to a damn bed? I thought to myself. I yanked further on the chains but no luck, the beeping of the machines was extremely irritating me. Once again, the door rattled and opened. A different guy walked in, early thirties too. He took the chair that was in the corner of the room and placed it next to the bed. He took a seat and had some sort of clipboard to which he was looking at me up, down and made some scribbles on it I would assume. While he was checking me out, I checked him out. His skin was as white as snow, raven black hair with peach coloured lips. “Amber, my name is Dregicht. I’m currently overseeing your stay in the castle and making sure you are strong enough after the transfusion that has taken place.” He explained. “Excuse me? Transfusion? Castle? My stay?” I proclaimed in utter shock. “I can understand your confusion and your many questions. This all will be answered in due time however, for now a nurse will be assisting you into getting dressed and escorting you back to your room.” He said and stood up making his way towards the door. “Dregicht! Wait! Before you go, where am I?” I asked pleadingly. “Czech Republic” he replied and walked out. I gave out a huge sigh, I don’t understand any of this. What mess have I gotten myself into. All I knew is that I was supposed to be doing interviews for male models for my new line. Is this some sort of vindictive revenge from another designer? Is this a way of silencing my success in fashion? I know its demanding but to go to this length! All these questions ran through my head. A few minutes later a nurse walked into the room, well she was fully dressed as a nurse. She looked much older, late fifties. Her hair too was black as a raven and skin as white as snow. Who are these people I thought? I know Czech is a really cold country, but it too gets a little bit of sun. she checked the print outs and then turned around to start unlocking the chains. I kept my eye on her and she every few seconds peeked at me too. Once my feet were free she looked at me and smiled. “Amber, do not run. Do not try and escape. This will cause you many consequences that you do not want at hand. All I need you to do is get dressed and follow me to your room where you can bathe and get cleaned up okay.” She explained in a husky deep voice. I nodded, and she moved towards my hands and unlocked them too. She kept her hand flat on my arm and slowly pulled the needles out of my veins. She taped them down with some cotton wool and a sticker. I slowly sat up and scanned the room even better, the door was slightly open and that is when I saw my chance to escape. I steadily got to my feet to give off no suspicion as she got my clothes from the other side of the room. Once I was on my feet I bolted for the door. My heart nearly stopped when she had me by my throat and stood in front of me. My eyes grew big when I realised how fast she got to the door. “How?” I stuttered. “I told you to not escape and to not run.” She said letting go of my throat. She handed me the clothes and I took them still feeling absolutely flabbergasted. I quickly got dressed and handed her the hospital gown. “Come.” She said and we both stepped out of the room. The stone floors were like ice cubes against my bare feet. We walked down this really long passage that had absolutely no colour. Everything was dull and dim. The only light that there was is candles aligned along the walls. Everything was quiet, it sounded dead. We finally came to a stair case that led down. We walked down, it felt really creepy. The candles danced with our shadows as we walked by. The place was really cold, and I hugged myself trying to radiant any heat that would come. Once we were finished with the stairs another long passage. “Really now?” I sighed at the nurse. She just gave me a stern look and walked ahead. I scurried behind her till we approached a dungeon like door. Big and black. She opened the door which led to another passage but this time with plenty of doors that looked like possible bedrooms. After passing a few, she stopped at one. She unlocked it and opened the door. “Your room, I shall send Dregicht with your breakfast shortly.” She stated and left the room. I stepped into the room and too my amazement, colour! I closed the door behind me and took a tour of the bedroom. A really large bed, bathroom and everything else was colour coordinated which included mats, flowers and sculptures. It was quite modern to my surprise. I went to the bathroom that was mostly made out of marble. I run the water and walked over to the wardrobe. To my surprise once again, it was filled with garments. Fur. Yes, the Czech wardrobes are mostly made with fur. This is where many designers got their inspiration from. I pulled out a black pants with a plain black long sleeve with some sneakers. All my size, strange. I ran into the bathroom with the clothes and closed the tap. I quickly undressed and slid into the bath. It was freezing cold and this bath was currently doing wonders. I quickly sponged myself, embracing the warmth of the water. For some reason I wasn’t really scared, more curious and confused. I think maybe it’s because the moment my parents find out I’m missing; all hell will break loose and my captors will rot for eternity in jail. This made me more content, also the fact that my captor has given me a decent room, clothes and food. I quickly jumped out the bath to try and avoid the piercing coldness against my body. I dried myself off and put the clothes on. I opened a small cabinet that consisted of a hair brush as well as an electric toothbrush. I laughed out loud, wow. Luxury for the captive. I finished up and made my way to the bedroom. My heart jumped when I saw Dregicht. He sat silently in the corner, neatly dressed in a salmon coloured suit with white shoes. Luckily, I was dressed already as this would have been quite a mess. “Dregicht?” I asked “Amber, I’m glad you have made yourself at home already.” He responded. “Not so fast, this is not my home.” I replied making my way to the bed. I took a seat and faced him. “We have a lot to speak about. Some things just don’t add up. The nurse has speed that is inhuman, and the outside of this bedroom looks like a morgue! Have you made contact with my parents already for whatever you seek?” I asked. He let out a loud chuckle. “You are indeed feisty, and I think this is one of the reasons why Lord Bastiaan has chosen to keep you.” He said laughing still. “Chosen me? Lord Bastiaan?” I asked confused. “Right, let’s get started. There is no ransom. This is no hostage take.” He stated. “What?” I asked shockingly. “There are some things in this world that you might have thought does not exist, well, it does.” He claimed, looking straight into my eyes and it gave me chills. “Listen, so far you have been really good to me, but can you just please get to the fucking point because I need to get home. Whatever amount of money you want, you got it. Give me a laptop and your banking details.” I said frustrated. Once again, he laughed. “Do you think this is funny? I have a business to run.” I said standing up. “Amber, calm down okay. Have a seat. Let me get to the point. I am a vampire, I have been alive for more than two-hundred years and Lord Bastiaan for more than three-hundred years. Lord Bastiaan has been in a deep sleep for around twenty years until we finally found you who resurrected him.” He explained with a straight face. “What kind of sick joke is this Dregicht? I really cannot fathom that you have time for jokes.” I stated and getting even more angrier. Almost immediately he stood in front of me, his eyes gleaming red and teeth protruding that resembled fangs or canines. I started screaming and backed up against the headboard. I grabbed the cushion and planted my face into it. “Please! No! this cannot be!” I screamed into the cushion. “Amber please, I did not intend to do that however you left me no choice. Your mental state is beyond childish.” He stated, walking back to the chair. I could not stop crying, the tears were never ending, and my screams were choking me. By the time my throat was burning, and my eyes swollen, Dregicht was sitting with his head in his hands, I could sense his frustration too. “Why am I here?” I whispered to him and avoiding eye contact. “You are here because you have resurrected our King.” He replied. “How did you know I will be able too?” I asked again. “Because of your purity.” He responded. “Was it you that took me while I was in the forest?” I asked another question. “Indeed, thus making it my responsibility to keep you safe and in good health until Lord Bastiaan is ready.” He said smiling. “Ready for what?” I asked. “To meet you.” He stated. “Well, since I healed him or whatever I should serve no more purpose. Let me go please Dregicht.” I sobbed. He ran his fingers through his hair, I could tell he was frustrated. “Amber, I cannot. That would be up to Lord Bastiaan. I know this is probably not how you pictured things to...” he tried explaining “Probably how I have not pictured things?” I cut him off and raised my voice. “This is absolutely ludicrous!” I shouted, “Do you even know how I feel?” Dregicht stood up and made his way to the door. “I can’t speak to you while you are in this state, I have given you sufficient information for you to think about. Let me know when you are ready to speak. Breakfast will be with you shortly.” He stated and walked out. As soon as the door closed, I threw a cushion at it and screamed. “No” I thought out loud. This is impossible, but even so I was able to resurrect a vampire. Suddenly the door opened, and a woman walked in, she looked like a house keeper. She gave me a slight smile and wheeled the trolley over that was filled with plenty of treats. She turned and made her way to the door. “Wait, Sorry, stop please!” I pleaded with her. She slowly turned around and looked at me. “I need your help please.” I said. “My Lady, I cannot speak to you. I am just here to bring your breakfast.” She explained. “I understand that, but I was taken against my will and I need to escape.” I tell her. She looked at me with big eyes, she slowly stepped forward. “You cannot escape, beyond these castle walls is a lot of terror. Unspeakable terror. I have to leave now.” She explained. “Wait, one last question. I can imagine you are risking a lot at this moment.” I tell her. She stopped and looked at me again. “Lord Bastiaan, is he a vampire? Is everyone here a vampire? Does vampires truly exist?” I asked almost in tears. “Indeed.” She stated and left the room. I feel like my life is falling apart. How did I end up here and why? I took a couple of deep breaths and pulled myself together. “C’mon Amber, you can do this.” I tell myself. “You can do this.” I got up from the bed and went over to the silver trolley that was filled with food. I started on the omelette and made my way through the fruit and yogurt. I did not realise how hungry I was until I started eating. I gushed down a glass of fruit juice and continue to eat on the muffin too. Once I was filled up I went over to the window. I opened up the curtains to have a better look. I could not see beyond the castle walls but was faced with the garden outside at least. It was really cold and snowing outside. Everything was dull except the room that I’m in and the garden. The garden is really a good view, even though it is winter, the trees and grass was green. How I longed to be on the outside right now, my mind every time drifts to the unthinkable and the unbelievable. I closed the curtain and made my way to the bed. I was really tired, full and had a rough morning. The moment I put my head down, I was lights out.

Chapter 2 - Bastiaan’s POV

 

As a boy I was always on top. Top student, top athlete and even my parent’s favourite. I’m the fourth son to be born out of seven children that consisted of two girls and five boys. To tell you more about myself I will have to go way back, and when I mean way back I’m talking about the year 1509 when I was in my child hood years. Even though I was the favourite, I was beaten by my father to try even harder. To excel beyond my best. We were never vampires until one day an old witch got pissed off at my father and cursed us all and that is how the vampire bloodline started, grew and increased over the centuries. It’s not hard to turn others into a vampire too, one bite, some venom release through our fangs and then over the next twenty-four hours a vampire is created. Unfortunately, I was the only son out of all my siblings to survive. My parents mastered the art of being a vampire, controlling the hunger and blood lust, they tried their best to educate us. However, my siblings were constantly getting into trouble. Leaving the world in a daze with scattered dead bodies that have been drained of their blood. For a year this continued until my father grieved for each of his children after taking their lives for he had no other choice. Alas, I was the remaining son who listened and obeyed. All my siblings that died left plenty of new vampires behind and so my father started our legacy. He gathered all and created our coven, all under one roof and was taught the correct way to live with this eternal curse. Many vampires were lost, and many vampires was created. Today, I am the new King and I rule the vampire world. My parents aren’t dead, they just felt that they needed to retire after years of ruling and I was the only heir to take my father’s place. About seven years after my coronation as King, a witch came by and struck me with a chamber glass. To this day even after been woken up, I still do not know why I got attacked by the witch. My men and associates have searched for the witch for many years but unfound. A chamber glass is very rare to find and to retrieve as well, it’s a weapon that can demobilise a vampire. The only cure is pure blood, it might sound easy, but it is not. Every person has a past, a secret and a sin that was committed. For the twenty years my men have searched for a pure blood, every person that they thought was one would be drained of their blood. That was the unfortunate case of finding the one to resurrect me; many dead bodies along the way. After thousands of bodies, my best friend and right hand decided to go in search for a pure blood himself. He excelled in the task and today I am breathing. Dregicht has reigned the coven for twenty years and he has done a really good job. I have chosen to keep the pure blood only because of how rare it is and how hard it was to find her. It’s not something we do but my life was saved and I need to thank her personally. Both my parents were also ecstatic to hear my voice over the phone. It been about three days already since I was brought back to life and I needed to pick myself up and get back into action. I sat in my study, I just put the receiver down when Dregicht walked in, he was extremely frustrated. “Sir Dregicht, what might be the matter?” I asked, “My Lord, it has been four days already and she is still driving me crazy.” He explained falling onto the sofa and putting his hands onto his head. I let out a loud chuckle, got up from my chair and made my way over to him. “Why would you let a silly human upset you like this?” I asked, still laughing. “My Lord!” Dregicht glared at me. “Please do go and see for yourself, that human is beyond everything that I have ever come across in my life. Her backchatting, her demands. I would have sucked her dry on the first day already.” He claimed throwing the cushion at me while I was still laughing. “Ah Sir Dregicht, very well. I will go see for myself. I want to meet her, I felt it in her blood that she is a hard one”. I explained. “I should have let her go the moment you opened your eyes.” Dregicht mumbled and left the room. I took one last sip of blood from the crystal and left my study. The corridors have always been dull and old but the inside of every room was spectacular. I think I made the castle like this because that is my personality. Dull on the outside but burning with passion inside. Before I go to the pure blood, I decided to rather take a quick shower and dress myself in clean clothes. Once I reached my bedroom I locked the door behind me and got undressed. The room smelt of fresh sandal wood, just the way I like it. For a moment I stood in the mirror, looking at myself. I still had a few dry patches on my skin that was healing. I quickly jumped into the shower, I decided to have a quick shave as well. My beard was very long, and I looked much older than what I feel. Once I was done, I got dressed into a black pants, white shirt and black shoes. I messed up my hair and added some cologne. Done and satisfied I thought to myself as I looked back into the mirror. As I was about to walk out the door, Dregicht ran in. “My Lord! She escaped! She has gone over the wall!” he shouted. Fuck, I thought to myself. I pushed him aside and ran out through the castle and into the garden. Outside the castle wall is danger beyond my control, she will be lucky to be alive. I smelt fresh blood and jumped over the wall. The moment I landed on to the ground, everything went silent and darkness grew. I have never been scared in my life, but this place gives me unexpected chills. I still wonder sometimes why my father would build a castle in the outskirts of this part of the forest. I dare to not move because I do not know what could be watching or preying on me at this very moment. However, I looked to my left and there she was. Bundled up with fear against the wall. I heard dried leaves creaking and dashed to her side, I lowered myself next to her. She was silently whimpering. I looked up and saw two green eyes. I knew immediately this was a wolf, vampires and wolfs do not get along well. I grabbed true blood and jumped over the wall within a split second. She was still holding onto me tightly even though I was strolling back to the castle, through the garden with her in my arms. Her scent enticed me, I shook it off. The wind picked up and her blonde hair swept below my nose, her scent once again tried to capture my attention. Dregicht and the housemaids were all awaiting my arrival at the back door, I was still carrying her in my arms and she too had kept her hold onto me. I just gave weak smile to everyone and carried her to her bedroom. Once we were in the room, I locked the door with my one hand. “You can let go now, you’re safe.” I stated. I could feel her muscles tense up with the sound of my voice but at least she did what she was told to do. She still had on a white night gown, strange that a human would want to escape in a night garment. I walked over to the chair that was in the corner and took a seat and I crossed my legs. I looked at her, she was terrified. “You could have gotten us both killed you know. I’m sure my housemaids around have mentioned about the dangers beyond my castle.” I stated. She looked at me and stormed off towards the bathroom. She then slammed the bathroom door shut. Wow, I thought to myself. She is not even scared of a vampire King!  I decided to wait for her, I heard the shower water go on and off again, soon enough she was wrapped in a towel and exiting the bathroom. The water dripping from her body and hair tensed me up. I have not seen a woman like this for more than twenty years, imagine my build up! My pants became tighter as I imagined the towel dropping. She didn’t once look at me, I kept my eyes on her. She took out some clean clothes and went back into the bathroom only to return dressed up. She went to the window, climbed onto the top of the sill and sat there staring out. It was like she blocked me out or that I was even in the room. I got up and moved towards her, she didn’t flinch. I looked out the window and checked the garden too. “Beautiful, isn’t it? My workers kept their promises to make sure everything stays the same while I was not here.” I said hoping to get her attention. She glanced at me for a second, gave a sigh and stared back out. Wow I am the King, but I am being disregarded here. “Excuse me, I am Lord Bastiaan. King of the vampires, are you aware of that?” I asked, “I am yes, am I bruising your ego?” she asked smiling. Dregicht was right, she is really bad. I ended up laughing, I think I was more in shock on how I’m being spoken too. I then walked towards the bedroom door, “It was nice meeting you, I hope to see you at dinner tonight.” I stated while opening the door to leave. “What? Dregicht said I would just be meeting you and then I can leave!” she pleaded. I turned around swiftly and within a split second I was in front of her with my hands behind my back, smiling at her. “Did he say this in those precise words?” I asked looking at her. She looked down, I could sense she is scared. “Do you want me to ask the question again pure blood?” I stated. Still no answer. I moved a little closer but this time I went to her ear with my lips. She flinched a bit but stood still. “Did he?” I asked again. “No.” she whimpered, and I left the room. I went back to my chambers where I found Dregicht lost in some fairy tale book. “You never seem to leave those tales Sir Dregicht.” I said chuckling. “My Lord, for as long as I live. It’s the only thing that keeps me going after Stella.” He said. Stella was his wife, she sadly died years ago when a werewolf attacked her in the mountains. Another killer, werewolf’s. Our blood boils and shreds us into pieces with one bite. “So, what do you think of Amber?” He asked me. “Oh, her name is Amber? Well Sir Dregicht, if she had not brought me back to life I would have sucked her dry instantly.” I claimed sitting down at my desk. We both laughed for a while. “She has this beauty I cannot describe.” I said staring through the full crystal of wine that Dregicht poured. “Please no. No way. She will be the death of you.” Dregicht responded. “Then let she be the death of me.” I said smiling. “Head over heels, let me go and make sure the cooks are preparing tonight’s dinner already.” Dregicht said shaking his head and walking out the chamber room. I sat there for a few more minutes when a bird flew right into my chambers through the window. A Raven, pitch black. I took a last gulp of the wine and place the crystal onto my desk. The bird than transformed into a woman. “Neriah, haven’t seen you in years. What brings you by?” I asked. “Bastiaan.” She said trailing her finger alongside my desk and sitting on my lap with her naked embrace. “I missed you.” She said and licked my neck. “Neriah.” I slowly breathed out. “What Bastiaan? Don’t make as if you did not miss me too.” She said in her deep husky voice. “No, I did not. While I was in asylum for over twenty years, you were out fucking another.” I said to her and pushing her away from me. “Excuse me? How dare you speak to me like that!” She turned to me and slapped me across the face. “You know I love you and will do anything for you! Bastiaan!” She shouted at me again. I grabbed her by her throat and lifted her off the ground. I knew it would make no difference as she is a Pixie and can slip through my fingers at any time. “Leave Neriah!” I demanded. “Why Bastiaan? I have waited for you. I visited your body and the castle for fifteen years until my heart no longer could take the heartbreak! Then about an hour ago news came to my ears that you were seen outside the castle walls. Alive and well. That is why I am here.” She explained. I walked over to the window with my hands in my pockets and looked out beyond the walls. Neriah came from behind and held me. “Don’t leave me Bastiaan.” She whispered. “Neriah, I have never seen a future with you and never will. I’m speechless to how you were even able to develop love towards me.  Have I ever fucking showed you love?” I screamed at her slapping her across the face. “I am not your happily ever after, I am the King of Vampires. I fall, I rise and keep rising. You have betrayed me many times and do not make as if you do not know of anything. Leave now!” I demanded. She immediately changed back and flew out. “Fuck!” I said out loud and fell into the couch. I rubbed my temples; my head was aching. Neriah is a Pixie I met one night while I was hunting. My blood lust was really bad that night and I needed something fresh. For about four years we just had sex. I had no one in my life, I had no love. I still don’t, and she was there to keep me company. When I was attacked by the witch, she went on with her life and that’s where things ended. I have no time for psychopathic behaviour. 

Chapter 3 - Ambers POV

I really thought life is all roses and daisy’s. How gullible of me. I had my blood drained, mixed and shared. I share blood with a vampire that runs through my veins. Once Dregicht left, I saw an opportunity to escape. Still in my nightgown, I jumped out of the window, ran a few blocks. Jumped over hedges, through the thorns and climbed over the wall. I was told about the lurking danger, but I seriously did not expect that bullshit. Try and picture yourself in one room filled with sun and clear skies, then entering another that is just darkness and thunder. The moment I climbed over and landed on the ground I heard so many scattering noises. I curled myself up against the wall, I could not even climb back up. It was like a numbness that expelled over my body. I peeked up and saw two massive green eyes, but I was so numb that no sound would escape my throat. Within seconds I heard another thump next to me. Arms picked me up, I did not check who it was, but I sensed it was him. I wrapped my arms around him and just prayed he would get me out of this alive. When I opened my eyes, we were in the bedroom once again. His voice was so calm and gentle, but I rejected it. It’s because of him that I am in this damn mess! I hate him. I just want my life back. I want my house, I want my car, I want my fashion show and fuck I want my parents! How dare this man just kidnap me, take my blood and keep me against my will! I then slammed the door shut of the bathroom and took a shower. The white night gown was full of soil and dirt. Once I was done, I wrapped myself in a towel and stepped out to get some clean clothes in the wardrobe. I could feel his eyes following me, the damn pervert as well! His such a monster. Once I was dressed, I left the bathroom and climbed on top of the window sill hugging myself. I longed for the outside, I longed for my home and my mother. “Beautiful, isn’t it?” those was his words to me. His voice enchanted my soul but the rest that came with it made me nauseous. I challenged him and when he felt that I was not giving him attention, he laughed it off. He then stated that he was hoping to see me at dinner, that is what ticked me off.  “What? Dregicht said I would just be meeting you and then I can leave!” I shouted at him, I pleaded. Within a split second he was in front of me. He spoke into my ears, his lips touching my earlobes and I was under his spell. His voice caressed my soul, my heart beat for him once again. “No.” I answered, and he left. I don’t understand what is happening to me, I hate this man. I hate him for who and what he is but at the same time his voice pulls me deeper into a place I don’t want to be in. I decided to get dressed for dinner, a house worker knocked on the door and entered. “My Lady, dinner is served. Shall I escort you?” She asked in her husky voice. Czech Republic is known for their husky voices. “I don’t know what to wear.” I stated sitting on the bed. She walked towards the wardrobe and tossed a few pieces aside until she was finally satisfied with the dress that she had in her hands. “This will look good on you.” She said. it was a red tight-fitting dress and was complimented with a fur shawl. “No this is too revealing and Bastiaan will be there!” I said frustrated. “Yes, and many others too, this dinner is a welcoming of the King.” She explained. “What’s your name? Are you a vampire too?” I asked. “My name is Nora and yes I am a vampire. I’m the Head of the house workers here.” She explained again. “Oh, okay I will wear this. Shoes?” I asked. She took out a pair of stilettos, red ones to match. “Pin your hair up.” She said. I quickly got dressed and did my hair as she told me to. “Why can’t he just let me go?” I asked. “Who?” she asked back. “Your King!” I said angrily “I do not know My Lady.” She replied. “My name is Amber, just call me Amber please.” I snapped at her. “Alright Amber, let’s get going before the King gets upset that you are late.” She said hastily and walked towards the door. “Upset? So, if I stay he will be upset?” I asked curiously “Indeed.” She looked back at me worryingly about my next move. “Then I shall stay, I am nobody’s possession.” I said smiling and made my way back to the bed. I climbed on top and laid down. “You may give your King the message thank you.” I stated and turned my back on her. She gave a huge sigh and left the room. I know I am playing with fire here, I am dealing with vampires. Monsters that I never knew existed but who are they to take advantage of a human being? Who am I to not have any control over my own life? I was not raised this way, I was not raised to just let go of who I am. I will fight my way out and I will die knowing that I did not succumb to their demands. Seconds later and I was fast asleep. I woke up the next morning still dressed in last night’s dress. I got up and opened the curtains, it was raining heavily. I undressed and got in some comfortable clothes. I quickly popped into the bathroom, rinsed my mouth and combed my hair. When I left the bathroom Dregicht was sitting in the room. “Morning” I said walking over to the window sill and climbing on top. “Amber, breakfast is served.” He said pointing to the silver trolley. “Thank you.” I said jumping down again and moving the trolley towards the bed where I sat. I ate through most, I keep on forgetting how hungry I am. “You are playing with fire Amber.” He stated. “Oh, I am?” I said with a mouth full. “Listen here you spoilt human brat. I am tired of your ways, I’m fed up with your tactics. I would drain you of your fucking blood do you hear me!” He immediately stood in front of me and shouting. The door flung open and it was the head of the house workers. “Stop Dregicht!” She shouted. I nearly choked on my breakfast. “Nora, she is fucking testing us!” He shouted angrily at her. “I know but she is human and does not know our ways. You should know better too.” She told him off. “Leave and go calm down. I will speak to her.” She stated. He gave me one last glare and he stormed off. Nora joined me on the bed. “Can I tell you a story?” she asked me. “Okay.” I said looking down and pushing the trolley away that still had some breakfast on. “We were created through a curse that was placed upon Lord Bastiaan’s father. This is not what we asked for. This place, this castle that we are in, was built by King Brunisah, Bastiaan’s father. It is our sanctuary and our safe haven. King Brunisah who is the first vampire, established a proper meaningful way to live as a vampire. We are like you, but different. Yes, we feed on blood, but we don’t go killing people for it. We have hosts which offer to us, we have blood bags from the hospitals and then we have animals too. We live civilised like any other person.” She explained. “And you have special powers.” I responded softly. “Indeed, we have incredible strength. Lord Bastiaan keeps us safe, he makes sure that the vampire community abides by your laws, abides by vampire laws and makes sure there is peace.” She continued to explain. “I understand better now but I’m still dazed to why I am still here.” I said. “Amber, that’s a question I cannot answer. Should you give Lord Bastiaan a chance to speak, he might give you the answer and possibly more insight to our history.” She explained. “I think I probably messed up every chance already.” I stated. “Bastiaan knows how to forgive, try?” she said putting her hand onto my shoulder. She stood up and left the room taking the trolley with her. I need answers, as much as I appreciate the discussion I had with Nora, I just can’t seem to bring myself to speak to him. I’m so angry and confused at the same time as well. I climbed back onto the window sill and watched the rain pour down, it was really chilly today. How I wished for a warm fire place with hot chocolate and a book to read. A sketch book would be amazing too. I’m probably going to get killed but I’m leaving this darn room. I slowly opened the door and peeped out, the corridors were empty. Good, I thought to myself and stepped out. I closed the door and walked to my left. It was cold, really cold. The last time I walked these floors was when I had just fully woken up from whatever drugs I was given. I was barefoot and freezing. I placed my hands onto the walls as I walked, ice cold. The other doors were all closed that was in the same corridor as the bedroom I was in. I peeped through a key hole of one door, it was just a dressed-up bedroom as well. “Hi” a voice said behind me. I swung around and into defence mode. My heart nearly stopped, I caught my breath when I realised it was a girl. Around about nine or eight years old. “Uhm hi little girl” I said still in shock. “I would assume you are the new comer. The one who brought our King back.” She said with a massive smile on her face. I kneeled to her. “What’s your name?” I asked, “I’m Clarafin but you can call me Clara.” She responded. “Alright Clara, I’m Amber. So, do you stay here?” I asked. “Of cause I do, you included.” She said. I gave out a loud chuckle. “No Clara, I don’t stay here. Your King is keeping me here and I do not know why. So, I decided to check the castle out until he decided to tell me why.” I said standing up again. “Well, I would also like to know. However, I heard some older ladies saying that you are to wed the King. That is why you are here.” She said grabbing my hand and pulling me down the corridor. “Let me show you around!” she squealed with excitement. I’m not sure if I heard Clara properly. “Wait!” I shouted, yanking my hand back for her to stop. “Wed your King? Did you just say you heard that I was too wed your King?” I asked shockingly. “Yes.” She said with a straight face. I’m sure my face went pale. These people are crazy! They have another thing coming if they honestly think I’m marrying a vampire. “Clara, let’s go. Show me the castle.” I replied after taking a breath. Clara led me through a door which led to a massive library. “Wow Clara.” I said in absolute shock. The books filled up all the walls till the roof. There were ladders on every side, miniature balconies on top and lots of benches that were filled with cushions. The chandeliers were massive and spread across the library. It had a sandalwood scent to it. “When do you plan on closing your mouth Amber?” Clara poked at me. “What? Oh!” I laughed out loud. “This place is incredible, the detail, the smell and the millions of books.” I said still astonished at the beauty that this library brings. “This is one of my favourite places.” Clara said. “Really? A child of your age? Would you not rather play?” I asked. “Yes and learn as well. The King mentioned to us that education is important and is the key to success in life.” She explained. Alright, I must admit. I was impressed with that. “So, do you have school? Teachers?” I asked. “Yeah, we do, we get private lessons. We have a routine that we abide by.” She said again walking towards a wall filled with books “And are you in your routine at the moment? Where is your mother?” I asked curiously. She laughed at me, “No I’m not in my educational routine because its break time!” she giggled jumping down from a ladder with a book in her hand and nearly giving me a heart attack. “My mom is somewhere around I guess. I don’t see much of her.” She explained and looking a bit down after making that statement. I walked over to a bench and sat down, I then signalled for her to sit down. We both crossed our legs at the same time. “Okay Clara, tell me about you and your parents. Life in the castle and outside.” I asked smiling at her. She looked shocked at all the questions I wanted answers too. “What? I’m just curious.” I said moving a strand of hair behind my ear. “Uhm, okay. So, as you already know that my name is Clara. I am eleven years old. I currently stay in the south wing of the castle which is really far but I’m this side because of lectures that is not too far away from the library. Both my parents are classed as supreme leaders, they help govern the vampiric laws. In state, upgrade, adjust and remove. I don’t have any siblings, only kid.” She said and taking a sigh of relief as if she just gave an important speech to a president. “Nice! So, what were you doing when we bumped into each other?” I asked, “I wanted to see you for myself, like I said I heard people speak of you.” She told me. “Alright so what can you tell me about your King?” I asked her, she smiled back at me. “Well, he is amazing so far. I only got to meet him yesterday for the first time since he woke. While he was asleep, we were always reminded of the goodness he brings upon our vampiric coven. I can’t wait to hear more of him and know more of him.” She said. Yes, she is eleven and Bastiaan has been asleep for about twenty odd years. She checked her watch and quickly got up. “Wait where are you going?” I asked trying to reach for her arm. “I’m late! I’m so sorry I must go!” she shouted and disappeared. Oh, my word, how can this kid just leave me here? I don’t know how to get back to my room! I threw my head into my hands in utter disbelief, I laughed for a few seconds. I’m really going to get killed now. I got up and walked towards the other side of the library. I browsed through some books until I found an interesting one. Vampires. I got onto the floor and crossed my legs, I leaned to the back onto the wall and started reading the book. Time went by and eventually I dozed off.

 

Chapter 4 - Bastiaan’s POV

 

She really pissed me off, but I love her guts. She decided to not pitch for dinner and quite frankly embarrassed me. The dinner was my welcoming back and a formal thank you to Amber. Nora told me to just let her be because I was about to drag her out of that bedroom and give her a piece of my mind. After dinner I met up with some school children that were born in the time that I was not present. Once I was done with the evenings events I went to my room. It’s been awhile where I just relaxed and breathed. I threw me crystal full of blood from my miniature fridge and run me a bath. I got undressed and slipped into the water. I took a few sips and closed my eyes. I could hear flaps of wind and took a deep breath out of frustration. Neriah. “Will you not leave me alone?” I grumbled under my breath with my eyes still closed. “You always looked hot in the tub.” She answered. “I thought you would cool down by now.” She said again. “I said that I am not interested in you Neriah. What more do you want me to say?” I asked her and getting angry at the thought that she disturbed my quiet time. “I am the King, I have many things to catch up on and all I wanted was one quiet night, one fucking bath with no disruptions. Yet you are here.” I said and this time I sat up. She sat on the cover seat of the loo smiling back at me. “Fine, I will not bother you again.” She said getting up. “Good.” I responded. Suddenly she launched at me with an object, but I was too quick for her and I grabbed her arm twisting it and I quickly bit into her neck. This made her drop the object and disappear. “Fuck!” I shouted. I could still taste her blood as a trail was left behind. I quickly stepped over the object that was on the floor and grabbed a towel. I dried myself and grabbed my robe. “Dregicht! Nora!” I shouted. Within a split second they were in my bedroom. “My Lord.” They both acknowledged me. “I was attacked by Neriah, she tried using this object on me.” I explained and pointing to it. “Oh Goodness no!” Nora exclaimed. Dregicht bent down and picked it up. He turned and looked at me shockingly. “It’s a piece of the glass my Lord.” He said. “What?” I moved forward to him. “So, it was her the first time too?” I said pacing back and forth. “What motive does she have my Lord?” Drecight asked, “Did you quarrel with her?” Nora asked too. I walked over to my bedroom and sat on my bed. “Nora, Dregicht. I need to get away from Czech until this has been resolved. I cannot afford to go to asylum again. I am King!” I said angrily. “I agree, but how and where?” Dregicht asked. “I don’t know yet, give me time to think overnight. But, one thing is for sure. I want a lockdown on all Pixies in the West region. I want every single one of them. Neriah is clever, she won’t go back home. However, she will know that I am serious in getting to her. While I am away, I want you, Nora to do what you have done while I was not here. You did an amazing job.” I stated “Yes, my Lord, you have my word.” She nodded. “Sir Dregicht, you oversee our armies. I need you to lead the vampires towards the West region. I am contacting my father to explain the plan we have.” I explained. “My Lord, that I promise and give my word. We cannot lose you again. This is a very bad time because you have just started to connect with the vampiric community again. I will do my best to get to the bottom of everything, at least now we have some sort of lead with regards to the first incident.” Dregicht stated. “That’s correct, please have extra guards around the castle too, starting tonight. Nora, thank you. You may be dismissed now.” I said, she nodded and walked out. I placed my hand onto Dregicht’s shoulder. “You have been my best friend for years, a great noble, a brave vampire and lastly a good leader. Thank you so much.” I told. He said nothing and just gave me a hug. He left the room and I grabbed my mobile to call my father. << “Father, I have some bad news.” >> << “Son, Bastiaan. What do you mean bad news?” >> << “I have been attacked again with the glass, I was not struck. Almost.” >> << “WHAT!!!!! You just came out of asylum, who was it?” >> << “A pixie, we have a good lead but I’m going to be leaving until Dregicht gets hold of her. I am in danger father and I need your help to overlook the coven while I am gone.” >> << “Of cause son! Yes, me and your mother will do our best, it won’t be a problem as I have ruled the coven for many years.” >> << “Thank you father, I should be leaving around sunset tomorrow.” >> << “Alright, I will tell your mother too. This is one of the unfortunate cases of being the King, you know I went through the same thing seven times. It was bad, but we come out stronger. It’s that darn dark forest, I should throw a bomb in it!” >> << “Wouldn’t we all love that. Alright father, bye for now.” >> << “Bye son.” >> . I fell onto my bed, for a moment it feels like everything is slipping through my fingers but then I remember my father saying that he went through this for seven times. I know I will overcome this, I have too. I closed my eyes and I drifted off to sleep. When I awoke the next morning, I woke up with a sterling idea. I felt refreshed and positive. Nora walked into my bedroom the same time that I stood up. “My Lord, I’m sorry to bother you so early. I know we have a lot of things going on however, it has come to my attention that Amber has not slept in her bed last night and I cannot find her.” She explained. “Argh! Not again. What the hell is up with this girl.” I said sighing heavily rubbing my temples. “I shall find her. When I come back I do expect you and Sir Dregicht in my chambers please.” I requested. In no time I was in front of Ambers bedroom, I walked into it and no sign of her. Then I realised that I have no clothes on! “Dammit!” I huffed. I’m still in my boxer shorts. Dregicht is right, she will be the death of me. I didn’t even think twice of leaving to save Amber, well wherever she is. I picked up her t-shirt that was laying in the bathroom, I picked up her scent and followed it. I can’t believe I’m even acting like a dog now, smelling a t-shirt to track somebody. If my father ever found out he would probably rip my heart out. I followed her scent until I reached the library and yes, I was still in my boxers. I walked in and the library was filled with her aroma. I walked over to the sofa and there she was, reading a book. “You haven’t eaten yet.” I said upset. She looked up at me and then at my boxers. I could sense my body heating up from embarrassment. “You have been here whole night and morning, are you not hungry?” I snapped at her to distract her from the fact that I only have boxer shorts on. “Yes, I am hungry. I was waiting for somebody to come and fetch me but at the same time I got carried away with your family book.” She explained looking at the book but not at me. “My family book? Let me see please.” I reached my hand out. She gave me the book and I took a seat next to her. “Ah I see, where it all started.” I stated handing it back to her. “It’s interesting, sad how you lost all your brothers and sisters.” She said softly. “Yes, I know. We need to go now. Breakfast will be served.” I said getting up to change the subject on that sobby ending. “Before I even think about leaving this library with you, I have three questions.” She said placing the book onto the wooden table and sitting up. “Fine.” I replied. “Why are you in boxers only?” she asked smiling. I let out a shy laugh. And placed the palm of my hand onto my forehead. “I was hoping this would not be asked. Very well, I just woke up and then received the news that you have not been in your room all night. Thus, I dashed to see where you are.” I responded smiling back. This is the first time that I have seen her smile, now I do not regret coming in my boxers. “Second question; why you care so much to come and look for me. Possibly save me, should I have been in danger again.” She said looking down. I walked over to her and sat in front of her on the wooden table. “I am in debt to you, you saved my life. This is why I care.” I explained. “Third question, you can repay me by letting me go. So why don’t you?” She said looking up at me, pleading with me. I gave out a sigh and walked over towards the door, I turned around and could see the tears building up. “You are leaving after breakfast, but I am coming with you.” I said and left. Once I returned to my room, Nora and Sir Dregicht was awaiting me. “My Lord, you have called for us both?” he asked. “Yes, I am leaving with Amber to her home. I shall stay with her until the master mind of this whole kill the king plan is dead.” I said walking over to get a set of clean clothes. “My Lord, are you serious? You shall cohabit with a human? You parents will not be pleased.” Dregicht said in utter shock. “Yes, I know but they will not know of my location. Nobody will, except you both.” I said getting dressed. “Nora, please ask Athen to get the plane ready and also check on the kitchen with breakfast. I told Amber we will be leaving after breakfast.” I requested. She nodded and left. “Bastiaan.” Dregicht said in a more louder pitch. “Dregicht, there is no other way. Where do you want me to go to?” I asked him. He shook his head and walked out the bedroom. I quickly packed my bags, toiletries and important documents with a few books. I made sure to take my crown with me that was in the safe. Every valuable piece I took, this would also include my coronation clothes and the castles deed. I was not taking any chances while I was away. When I went to asylum the first time, I was unable to protect anything dear to me. Now I am prepared. Once I was done, I took all the bags to the plane that was on the other side of the castle. I made sure that nobody saw me leave, I did not want my vampiric community to know that I was in danger again. Everything that was happening, is happening in secret. Athen my pilot helped me with the other bags. Nora brought a few things of Amber that we had locked away. Once everything was set and ready to go, I made my way to the food court. When I arrived, Amber was already there. I was taken by surprise as she never really left that side of the castle, but I know it’s because I told her she is leaving today. I took a seat which was seated directly across her, she never once looked at me. Nora poured me a crystal full of blood to accompany my breakfast, I could hear Amber’s heart rate increase when she saw the blood. After Nora left, it was just me and her at the table. She was really going in for the food, she must be really hungry. “Are you okay?” I asked. “Why would I not be? I’m going to be staying with a vampire King. That is really amazing.” She said sarcastically. “You haven’t even asked me why.” I said. “What is the date today?” she asked me. “Uh the seventh?” I replied curiously. She immediately threw me with bread, she continued throwing until there was none left on the plate. “Are you done now?” I asked leaning back. “You really underestimate who I am, I have been kind to you. I have been caring to you but all you do is reject.” I said to her. “Oh, I reject you! I fucking reject you? Listen here Bastiaan, I don’t care why you are planning on coming with me, but my fashion show is tomorrow. My reputation is ruined because of you. You built this kingdom, you built your legacy. What about mine Bastiaan? What about what I built for me?” She said screaming and crying. She cried so loudly that Nora stepped in, I continued to sit down but I signalled for Nora to leave. Amber saw Nora leave but got up, left the table and ran after her. I didn’t expect this outburst, I didn’t expect this to happen this way. Once Amber calmed down, we made our way to the plane. We both got in and strapped ourselves into the seats. My heart feels heavy, I feel like I’m the cause of everything that is going wrong. I don’t even feel like a King anymore. I was never one to give up, I was always the best, I still am. However, I think being in asylum changed me. I feel weak. Asylum is a place of nothing, nobody and being alone. It indescribable. For twenty years I had nothing, nobody and was all alone. Athen stepped into the plane and made his way to his cabin. This is going to be a long journey and we should be in France in the next six hours which will probably be around 07:19 am. Amber had her back towards me and looked out the window most of the time, I just did some thinking of my own and let her be. Both me and Amber had a quick nap and when we awoke, the sun was peeking through the little window of the plane. “We are here.” I whispered to her. She just moaned and groaned back in response. Once the plane landed, I loosened the seat belts and got up. “Let’s go Amber. The car is waiting for us to take us to your home.” I said. I checked the time and it was about 07:30 am. A very good time to arrive and get everything in order. Amber has been quiet for a very long time, the last time she spoke was at breakfast. It was snowing in France as well, I could sense that Amber was really under the weather too. I thought she would be happy. We both hopped into car. “Does he know where I stay?” she asked me. “Yes, he does.” I replied, and she gave a sarcastic smile back at me. She really is a tough person. No wonder she is so pure, does not take any bullshit from anyone. She would make an amazing Queen. Yes, I know. I said it. I can’t help but feel enticed by her. We arrived at her house, she was in-between the mountains and forest. Massive house I must say. She got out and walked in first. I gathered the bags and the driver helped me. We loaded all the bags inside the house, I saw her lighting a fire. Probably to warm up the place. I greeted the driver and sent him off, I walked back into the house, but she was no longer in the front section. I closed the door behind me and locked it. As I paced forward, a knife flew right at me. I missed it by inches. “Really Amber? You want to fight a vampire?” I shouted at her. I knew she was behind the kitchen wall, I just wanted her to think that I didn’t know where she is. A couple more knives came my way however, I just paced forward slowly to where she was hiding and dodged the knives on my way. I stood back to back against the wall that she was backed up against too. After a few seconds the throwing stopped, and I could hear her crying. “I’m sorry Amber, I’m sorry for everything that I have done and caused.” I said to her with a heavy heart. I slid down onto the floor and sat with my knees against my chest. “I was never in such a weak mental state before, I reigned the coven with an iron fist but that was twenty years ago. I keep on telling myself that I can just pick up the pieces, but I am struggling too. Because of this, I ruined your life. I am thankful for you saving me, although it was done against your will.” I explained “I also know that you finding out about the mystical world has been hard on you as well.” I said again. I could hear her getting up and so did I. she came from behind the wall and looked me in my eyes. “Forgiven.” She said and walked upstairs.

Chapter 5 - Amber’s POV

 

Forgiven was the words I mouthed to regain sanity. I tried escaping, hiding and killing him. A vampire for fuck sakes, how can I even attempt to kill him. How do I explain my absence to everyone? To my parents and to the world. I fetched all three of my laptops and tablet and went down stairs. “Bastiaan, you may see what room is best for you. While you do so, I need my mobile please.” I said. “What are you planning on doing now?” He asked me. “I’m going to try and save whatever can be saved for tomorrow.” I said placing everything on the table. He handed my mobile to me after getting it from his bag. I placed it on charge and switched it on so long while I logged into my laptop. The moment my laptops went on, I heard loud banging on the front door. Fuck I thought to myself, shit. Fuck, I kept thinking. I ran to the front door and opened it. “Amber! Where the fuck have you been?” Penny kept shouting. Penny is my personal assistant. “Do you know what fucking mess you left me with? You have a lot of explaining to do! I basically have been running your whole life here.” She continued to shout. “How did you even know I am back?” I asked. “Oh, is that the only thing you are worried about? The smoke from the chimney duh!” she said getting angry. “Okay calm down please, I am just as anxious, and I will explain everything later but now I just need a massive update. The show is tomorrow.” I said trying not to cry. Penny walked to the dining area and put her handbag and jacket on the couch. “No shit hey!” she shouted at me. “Okay missy, you can stop with your sarcasm now. I said I will explain everything later. What needs to be done still?” I asked her with my hands on my hips. “Nothing.” She said taking a seat in front of my laptop. “What you mean nothing?” I said stepping closer to her. “Yes, you left me in a big mess but with the help of some hackers I was able to pull all your information from your laptop and continue arranging the show.” She said much calmly lighting a ciggerate. I was about to stop her when she stopped me with her hand. “Oh no, I need a smoke. I’m not going to stand outside in the cold and smoke.” She said. “Yeah fine. I can’t believe you did all of this. Seriously, I’m dumbstruck.” I said shockingly. “You arranged everything without me? Well then you should be managing all my stores from now on.” I said hugging her. The moment I let go of her Bastiaan came down stairs. “Ah, I’m glad everything has worked out for you Amber.” He said making his way over to the table with a glass filled with blood. The sight swirled my stomach around. Penny looked at me and I knew it was coming. “Oh hi, uh I’m Penny. Ambers personal assistant that just got promoted to operations manager of all her stores.” She said standing up, taking his hand, flapping her eyelids and smiling. “Wow Amber, where did you find this hunk?” She asked smirking at me and being all flirty. I just rolled my eyes at her and Bastiaan laughed the moment he saw my face. “Penny, this is Bastiaan. Bastiaan this is Penny.” I said walking off towards my mobile that I had on charge. “So, you the one that saved Amber’s show?” He asked. “Yes, I am the one.” She said stroking his arm. When I saw that, a surge of jealousy spiked through my body. It’s as if Bastiaan picked it up and moved away from her. “Well, you have done a very good job.” He said taking a sip of blood. “What is that? In the glass?” Penny asked him, my heart started to race, and I paced forward to her. “Alright I think that is enough. Bastiaan would you mind giving us some privacy to deal with a few things?” I said aloud and hoping he would take note of my facial expression, indeed he did and giggled. He then made his way back upstairs and as I watched him walk upstairs, he winked at me. “Argh!” I sighed. “Amber who is that gorgeous person? His hair, skin and eyes. Oh fuck!” She squealed. “His just somebody I met, and I told you that I will explain everything later.” I stated. “Would you mind making us some coffee please? I need some right now.” I asked her, and she made her way to the kitchen. I picked up my mobile. Four-hundred and eighty messages, two-hundred and thirty-two missed calls, three-hundred and nine emails. Brilliant. Fucking great, I thought to myself. Where do even start. Immediately my mobile rang, ‘Dad’. One bad thing after another. How convenient. >> “Daddy hi!” << >> “Why Amber? I don’t even want to know where the fuck you have been. All I want to know is why!!” << My dad screamed. >>” Dad please calm down and allow me to explain.” << >>” You don’t have time to explain Amber, you have a lot of shit to fix. Me and your mother will be flying down later, and we will see you tonight.” << He disconnected the call without even saying goodbye. Penny entered with the coffee and placed it on the table. I rubbed my temples as a headache took over. “I know you are stressing but you have nothing to worry about okay. I had your back and I promised this to you when I started working with you. All I need from you is to go for your dress tomorrow morning.” She said. I looked up at her, “If I did not arrive today. What would you have done?” I asked her. “Well I would have hosted the show on your behalf, no biggy.” She said smiling. Damn this girl is good. I walked up to her and hugged her. “Thank you, Penny.” I said giving a sigh of relief. “We need to however release a media statement that you have been found. Its only eleven am now, it’s still early.” Penny said. “I agree, would you start the draft, I will do the final check. Thirty minutes max for completion.” I said nodding my head and she walked off to the laptop. I took my coffee and walked up stairs. I needed to see him. “Bastiaan” I called as I entered the floor with all the bedrooms. “In here” He shouted back. I followed his voice to a bedroom opposite mine. “Oh, you picked this one.” I said surprised. “Is it a problem?” He asked me. “No, it’s not, it’s okay look uh. Uhm, are you okay? Settled in?” I asked basically tripping over my words. “Yes, I am thank you.” He responded smiling at me. He sat on the chair with his legs onto the bed. He had a book in his hand with a glass of blood in the other. “So, are you always going to be walking around with that?” I asked. “With what?” He replied. “That.” I pointed to the glass. He chuckled and got up placing the book and glass down. He came towards me, “If it makes you uncomfortable, I won’t drink in front of you.” He said. I don’t know why I’m so drawn by him, his smile, his smell. I want more of him. “No, it’s okay, but just not in front of others please” I said backing up away from him. “Uhm, my parents are arriving tonight. For tomorrows event.” I said and putting my hands into my jean pockets. “Oh, they are. Should I be hiding?” He asked me, smirking at the same time. “No! oh c’mon Bastiaan. We would probably go out for supper tonight.” I said to him. “Very well, you should enjoy yourself.” He responded. I don’t know why a part of me wanted him to ask if he should join. “What do I tell my parents? They will want to know where I have been?” I asked Him “Amber I’m done!!!” Penny shouted from downstairs. “I’m coming!” I shouted back at her. “So?” I said looking at him. He went back to the chair and seated himself with his legs on the bed again. He picked up his book and glanced back me. “Amber, I do not know what I should say. This is a very tricky scenario.” He said to me. “You think? My whole life has been turned upside down and you cannot even help me rectify it.” I told him off calmly. I walked towards the bed and sat down. “Why are you even here? Why did you even come with me Bastiaan?” I asked him. All he did was stare at me, his eyes pierced through my soul. “Answer me Bastiaan!” I raised my voice. He just ignored me and went back to reading. I got up and stormed out the bedroom. I made my way downstairs and Penny was ready to leave already. “Your parents should be landing at around four pm and I booked a table at Rumni Lounge for six pm.” She said. “Thank you so much Penny, will you be there as well?” I asked. “Yes, your mother will kill me if I am not. I have been holding her sanity together.” She replied laughing. “Yeah yeah, the new replacement daughter.” I laughed back as I closed the front door. I turned around and faced my house. It’s really good to be back, but I’m still faced with what to tell my parents about my disappearance. I walked over to my laptop and quickly read through the draft, it was perfect, so I sent it to my PR. I walked up upstairs with my cup of coffee. I needed a long shower, wash my hair and just try to feel normal again. I don’t even know what to wear tonight. I made my way to my room and avoided looking over to the room his in. He gets me high and then puts me low again. Just when I think I am somehow making progress, he breaks it. I closed my bedroom door and walked into my bathroom. I turned on the shower so long and walked back into my room to get out some clean clothes. Something clean that I would wear before changing into something for the dinner tonight. I looked over at the clock against my wall. Half past one already, still enough time. I could hear my mobile ringing downstairs, “argh” I mumbled, I forgot to bring the darn thing upstairs. I was already undressed too so I grabbed my nightgown and bolted out my bedroom to get my mobile. I need to answer every call and I need to reply to any text message. Fuck knows I’m already neck deep in a lot of shit. As I took the turn to go down the stairs I bumped right into Bastiaan and fell to the ground. “Amber, I’m so sorry!” He said helping me up. “It’s cool, I’m fine.” I replied but my head felt light and I stumbled back. He caught me just in time and picked me up. He took me into my bedroom, as I held him around his neck his scent reached my soul. I was intoxicated. “You can let go now.” He said staring directly at me with a straight face and kneeling onto my bed. I let go of him and placed my head onto my pillow. “Ouch” I groaned holding my head. I really bumped my head hard without even noticing it. “Should I get you anything?” He asked me. “Not as if you really care Bastiaan.” I scolded him, he just looked at me and walked out. “Argh”, I sighed. I feel like we are acting like a cat and dog. It started with me hating him and now he hates me. I slowly got up and made my way downstairs to get my mobile. His bedroom door was closed. Time was going by fast, so I made sure that my black dress and shoes was ready for later. I just took out a track pants and sweater for so long. My hair needed a serious wash too. The shower was still running from a few minutes ago, the bathroom is completely steamed up and I can hardly see myself in the mirror. I slipped my nightgown off and hopped into the steamy shower. I started to give my hair a proper wash, fuck I really needed this and missed it dearly. Suddenly I heard a noise and turned around. It was Bastiaan! “What are you doing here? Oh, my fuck you’re naked!” I said to him in utter shock. I looked down at him and then at his face, but he had no facial expression to try and confirm any sort of humour. He stepped into the shower and he stood tall against me. He pushed me up against the wall. “Bastiaan no, this is not right.” I whispered to him out of breath as I felt his manhood grow against my stomach. “I want you so badly but I’m so scared at the same time.” He whispered back at me. I closed my eyes for a couple of seconds to try and catch my breath but when I opened them, he was gone. “what?” I said out loud in confusion. I stood there for a while not knowing if I was daydreaming or if that shit really happened. I quickly rinsed my hair off and washed myself. I turned the water off and grabbed a towel. I walked out to the bedroom and quickly got dressed. I am not planning on even mentioning this to Bastiaan because I’m not even sure what happened. I blow dried my hair and slicked it down with some moisturiser. I really feel like a brand-new person. I checked the time on the clock, five past three already. My parents will be landing shortly. I made sure my outfit and clutch bag is neatly placed on my dresser, at least that is something out of my worries. I checked my phone and saw so many emails coming through, this was responses to the press release. Immediately my phone rang, it was Penny. >> “Penny?” << >> “Amber, just popping in to let you know that I’m covering all the responses to the press release okay. I’m sure you are bombarded with emails at the moment already.” << >> “I really don’t know what I will do without you Penny, I just got out of the shower now and I feel like a totally new person. I’m ready for action.” << >> “That’s all that I wanted to hear from you Amber. See you in a bit.” << Penny hung up and I quickly got dressed. I left my bedroom and went downstairs, Bastiaan’s room door was still shut. Maybe I should just go and apologise, maybe he feels inferior for being in my country and my home but at the same time I’m creeped out by the little day dream that crept through my head in the shower.  How do I even face him after what I thought had happened? I made myself another cup of coffee and stood in front of the fire. For the first time I was breathing, for the first time I felt in control again. I just need this fashion show to end so that I can distribute the orders out and take a break. Christmas is in a few days so I’m sure my parents will be staying till after Christmas. I still don’t even know what I will be telling my parents, my father is furious with me and Bastiaan is not much of help too. I still can’t believe I got involved in a world that I never knew existed. I watched as the flames danced across the wood that burned when I heard a loud bang. This kicked me out of my daze and I immediately turned around to face the stairs. Bastiaan walked down with a glass filled with blood. We both looked into each other’s eyes, I instead turned around and watched the flames again. He came closer to me and stood right behind me. I could feel his breath upon my neck as that is how close he was to me. “Bastiaan, I’m sorry.” I whispered, his scent took over my body again. “Why are you pushing me so far away?” He asked me. “Because you just not helping me get out of mess that you put me in Bastiaan!” I said raising my voice and turning around to face him. “There you go again, if you maybe start respecting me as a King and speak calmly to me, I could help. But, no! You rant and rave like a little child!” He raised his voice back at him. I slapped him. Yes, I could not believe it myself, I slapped a vampire and he allowed me too. He slowly put down his glass and took my cup of coffee out of my hands too. Okay, I’m going to die now. My parents are going to arrive here, and they will find their dead daughter laying in a pool of blood. I could see the rage in his eyes and I backed up, I stepped further towards the fire behind me and that is when he grabbed me. He pulled me closer and my lips touched his. He forced his way in and then I embraced it. I could feel the fire and the tension. He wildly picked me up and within seconds we were in the bedroom. We continued to passionately kiss, and I started to feel relieved as if a massive burden was taken off my shoulders. Bastiaan hovered above me breaking our kiss. I could still feel the rise in his pants that was pressuring between my legs. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too.” He said. “I want this too.” I whispered back at him. He kissed me on my forehead. “Our emotions are running wild.” He said and then the door slammed open. “Daddy!” I shrieked and pushed Bastiaan off me. My father’s face was full of rage and his eyes were turning red! “Daddy!” I shouted again trying to pick up my dignity that disappeared. “What the fuck are you doing here with my daughter Bastiaan?” He screamed. I stood there speechless. I looked at my father and I looked at Bastiaan. They both looked as if they were about to have a massive fight. “Daddy, please. How do you know him? Whats happening with your eyes?” I asked stepping forward to my father. “Why is this man here with you Amber?” He asked gritting through his teeth and not breaking his stare at Bastiaan. “Rhamaz, you are supposed to be dead.” Bastiaan said. “Rhamaz?” I said looking at my father. “What the fuck is happening here!!” I shouted to gain some sanity. My father looked at me, “Do you even know what he is Amber?” he asked me. “Yes, I do. A vampire King.” I said. I was not even sure if I should have said that. “Fuck this.” My father said shockingly and walked out. Bastiaan took a seat on the bed, I looked at him and bolted downstairs to my father. My mother was sitting on the sofa busy her laptop. “Mother, you hear all of it, but you don’t come even come and help?” I shouted at her. “That tone young lady. This is your doings and you just dug your grave with your father.” She said and not even looking at me. “Oh, you meant Rhamaz?” I said. She looked at me with saucer like eyes. I ran out the door to try and find my father, I saw he was walking into the forest behind my house. “Daddy wait!” I shouted. I continued to run but he would not stop. After running for like five minutes I was able to catch up to him and pulled him by his shirt to stop. He turned around and his eyes were still red. “So, I dug my grave with you? You going to kill your own daughter?” I said with my hands on my waist. “If it means to protect you, I will.” He replied. “What is going on daddy? I’m so confused.” I pleaded with him. He walked towards a tree where he leaned against. “My gut told me to take an early flight to see what is happening. So, is he the reason why you disappeared?” He asked me. “Yeah.” I replied looking down. “You do know that I’m going to kill him, right?” He said looking back at the house. “Can you answer my question please! How do you even know him?” I asked once again. He gave out a huge sigh. “I thought I would be going to the grave with this, but I see it won’t be happening. Amber I am a vampire and that man you are entertaining is my younger brother.” He said and walked off further into the forest. “No that is impossible, I read the tales in his family book. His siblings were killed by his father. Daddy wait! For fucks sakes this is not right!” I said running after him again. He stopped and turned to me. “They thought I was dead, they thought they killed me, but I crawled my way out. I ran and never turned back Amber. I have been carrying this burden for a long time and right now I feel as if you ripped my heart out.” He said nearing to tears this time. I walked over to him, a bit scared. “Daddy how can you blame me when I did not know any of this?” I said, “I know Amber, I am sorry. I feel very emotional right now. I have been supressing my vampire for a very long time.” He said and pulling me in for a hug.  “You still love me as your dad, right?” He asked holding me tighter. “This whole mystic thing has been such a shock to me, even right now finding out my dad is a vampire too. But, you are my father, and nothing can change that.” I said holding onto him as well. He took my hand and we walked in peace further into the forest. “Does mom know?” I asked breaking the silence. “yes, she does, hence why she just sat on the sofa. She stayed out of my path because she knows a war has started.” He explained. “So, you are really Bastiaan’s older brother?” I asked. “I’m the first born and yes I am.” He replied. “So, what happens now?” I stood still and so did he. “I want him gone Amber, if he knows what is good for him he should already be gone by now.” He said to me. “I can’t leave” said a voice behind my father. We both turned around and it was Bastiaan. My father’s eyes turned red again and I could feel that someone was about to die right now. “What do you mean you cannot leave?” My father asked gritting through his teeth. “I just came back from Asylum brother, there has been many murder attempts on my life.” Bastiaan said and I could sense he was subjecting to my father. “Why did you take Amber?” My father shouted. “I did not know it was your daughter brother. I swear on my own life. Her blood brought me back from Asylum and I was there for more than twenty years.” He explained again. I picked up that my dad’s eyes were changing back to normal and hopefully becoming calmer too. “You really just have some nerve to just pop into my life and not to even mention my daughters!” My father said again. “Unintentional brother! How are you even alive?” Bastiaan said and asked. “I crawled out and fled, that’s what happened!” My father raised his voice. I could hear the hurt in his eyes. “Dad, I think I saw Penny’s car pull up. It’s time for us to leave and I have to get done too.” I said softly as the tension was so thick that I didn’t even know if I should not talk or say anything. “Let’s go then.” Dad said. “Brother what about me? I can’t leave nor do I want to disrespect you.” He shouted back at my dad. “Fine, you can stay but this conversation is not over Bastiaan!” My father shouted back. We all hurried into the house where Penny and my mother was sitting on the sofa. I’m so pissed at my mother. “Amber! You are hardly dressed!” Penny shrieked. “yes, I’m going to get done now.” I said running upstairs. My father entered and shortly after Bastiaan. I went into my bedroom and quickly got dressed. I heard the room door closing and I knew he was in his bedroom. My mother entered the bedroom once I slipped on my shoes. “Mother, I am not in the mood.” I said to her. “Since when do you have such an attitude?” She asked with her faced filled with shock. “Since this family has so much hidden secrets!” I raised my voice slumping onto my bed. There was a couple of seconds of silence between us until she broke it with a horrid question. “You have fallen in love with him, haven’t you?” She asked. I looked at her, got up and left the bedroom. That is one question that I do not know myself. We were all in the car when we entered town, paparazzi was already hounding the car as we closed in on the restaurant. Penny handed my shades, it was getting dark but with all the flashing of the cameras I could not see a thing! I had no body guard; my dad is my protector. He has been all my life. My father pushed through the paparazzi to make way for me and mom to get into the restaurant. We finally entered the restaurant and were shown to our seats. We were seated in the far-left corner. Me, mom, dad, penny and two of my other business associates. “Alright guys. Thank you all for making it tonight.” I said. “I know these last few weeks has been tough in my absence and I really want to give great thanks to Penny and all of you who has made tomorrow a success.” I said again. Everyone gave a slight cheer and I took my seat again. For the rest of the evening everyone was giving me proper updates, what I missed out while being gone and also the successful arrangement of tomorrows event. I was fairly happy with everything, it was only my dress that I needed to get tomorrow morning. Once supper was done we made our way back to the vehicle but this time me and dad was alone. He was too drop me at home. Half way through the drive was a deep silence between us until I had to break it. “Daddy, I will be okay with him. Don’t worry. He has never tried to hurt me since I have been in his company. He basically has been saving me.” I said. He gave out a sigh, “You both were kissing, on the fucking bed Amber. What do you want me to think?” He said bluntly. “Daddy c’mon. He is my uncle and that changes things a lot now.” I responded. “Does it?” He asked looking at me, I looked away. I wasn’t sure myself how I felt about him. “I thought so, but you a big girl. Don’t disappoint me.” He said, and we stopped in front of my house. “I love you dad.” I replied, he nodded, and I got out. My father sped off and I made my way to the door. The lights were on which meant that Bastiaan is still awake. How am I going to face this man? I walked in and closed the door behind me. Bastiaan was sitting in front of the fire with a glass of blood. “Is he gone?” He asked. “Yeah.” I said and made my way to the stairs. “Amber, wait.” He said. I stopped at the stairs and turned around to look at him as he already was behind me. “Bastiaan?” I questioned. “I need you.” He whispered. He grabbed me, and we fell into the trap of the same passionate kiss but this time nothing stopped us.  

Chapter 6 - Bastiaan’s POV

 

I could feel her pushing me away, but I needed her to know that I am King. She could not handle my dominance, so she kept on breaking down in rants and fits like a small child. It would go on for hours and all I would do is close the bedroom door behind me. I wanted her, but I was scared at the same time. Her beauty and her untamed attitude drove me insane. The moment her blood pumped into my body I fell for her, I could hear her voice in her blood, I could smell her. Dregicht was right, she would be the death of me. I also felt very depressed as well, a King in hiding. I should be fighting back, I should be leading my army into the dark world to find the person behind all of this but because I’m so valuable to my people, I can’t. I hate all of this, I hate that I cannot be in control and now I must endure a life of normal. I life I never thought I would encounter. I would however say that it is very calm, laid back and just simple. All I do is think, lay and think. I swear It is driving me insane at the same time. Being near Amber makes me want to destroy the whole world so that nothing can ever harm her. It started with her trying to kill me, she threw a few knives, I said sorry and she accepted. A few minutes later her assistant Penny arrived. I could smell the heated jealousy from Amber and that is when I knew that somewhere deep down, she felt the same. I left the room because I did not want to anger her even further, I already got what I needed – confirmation. Amber came to me afterwards, I could basically see the heat radiating off her the moment she stepped into the bedroom. She wanted me, but for fucks sake I was scared. There is just something about her that makes a man want to work for her attention. She’s not like any other girl, she’s passionate, strong and a hard worker. She doesn’t back down for shit. “So, you going to keep walking around with that?”  she asked me. “With what?” I asked her sarcastically, knowing she is speaking about my feed. A shy smile crept across her face when she told me about her parents arriving tonight and all I wanted to do was cup her face into my hands and meet her lips. A part of me wanted her to ask me to join but I know I was being too hasty, in fact I can’t be hasty! I’m King, I can’t be focused on love. Argh! My head keeps on going back and forth, not giving me a chance to breath even. The day continued to pour with plenty of fights from her side. I understand her point but her tone and manners were not doing it for me. I could hear she was about to take a shower, so I decided to go downstairs and get me something to snack on, but I couldn’t find anything appeasing. So, I walked up the stairs again and that is when Amber came running towards me, fell and bumped her head against the stair rail. She tried getting up, but I stopped her and picked her up. She was naked underneath this loose garment and I could feel every curve of her. Now this made me scared, I have been with so many women but her body I just wanted to keep sacred. I hurried back out trying to catch my breath and shake off the silk that touched my skin. The moment I heard her get into the shower, I did the unthinkable. I could not stop my urge for her. With our vampiric abilities, I slipped into the shower with her. I had her naked body against the shower wall and then I backed out. I fucking backed out. Till this very hour she does not know if it was real or just a thought. Minutes turned into an hour and I heard she was down stairs. I decided to go down, to just mend things somehow. I walked down the stairs and she was standing in front of the fire with a mug of coffee. I walked over to her and stood behind her. Her aroma filled my heart with so much passion and I could no longer hold back. “I’m sorry” I told her, then she raised her voice again that made me want to back out from this whole situation once again, I raised my voice back at her and she slapped me. Rage turned into further passion, I took her mug and placed it onto the table. I looked her into her eyes making sure she sees me for who I am and that is when I grabbed her. I kissed her with all that I have kept buried inside and she responded. I took her up to the bedroom and laid her precious body onto the bed. I could feel myself rising against her, but I refused to go that far for her body was a temple that I cherish. I stopped for a while to catch my breath and within a few seconds her father barged in. Now, I should have heard her father, but I did not. I closed my eyes to gain some sanity and when I opened them to look up, my whole life shattered. Amber scurried from beneath me but I was like a rock. I was cold and not functional. Rhamaz. “What the fuck are you doing here with my daughter Bastiaan?” He screamed at me. Amber kept on shouting and for a moment I really thought I’m going insane. The only thing I could mouth was - “Rhamaz, you are supposed to be dead.” Rhamaz then stormed out and Amber ran after him. I sat on the bed not knowing what is going to unfold. Too much was running through my mind, too much unanswered questions. My eldest brother is alive. I got up and rushed down to see where he is when I saw a lady sitting on the sofa. “Bastiaan.” She said. “Who are you? How do you know my name?” I asked. “Im Rhamaz’s wife” she replied. “Oh, okay where is he.” I asked her. “Bastiaan if you know what is good for you, you need to go now. This right here is a war that has started.” She said standing up and walking closer to me. I smelt her. “You’re a human, are you not scared of how I can drain your body?” I asked annoyed and tilting my head. “No, I’m not because by the time I let out a scream, Rhamaz would be here already with your heart in his hand.” She said and turned around back to the sofa. I huffed and went back upstairs. With my vampiric hearing I could hear the whole argument between Amber and Rhamaz outside in the forest. I felt helpless and I needed to face him, I needed to know that he was truly real. I jumped out of the window because I know that wife of his will squeal. Within seconds I was standing behind Rhamaz. “I can’t leave” I said responding to the conversation that he was having with Amber. They both turned to me and Rhamaz went into attack mode. I explained to him what happened, not in much detail but at least the brief explanation allowed my accommodation. I know he is not happy about it, I would not be too if I was in his shoes but at the same time I cannot be blamed for the history of our family. He should direct the anger towards my parents. I am the sibling that had to grow up with no brothers and sisters. I am the sibling who had to take the throne although I did not want too. I know this conversation is not over, and I need to prepare myself for what is about to come next. As I was walking towards the house behind Rhamaz and Amber, I realised that not only have I fallen in love with this woman, but she is my niece! I wish I could turn back time but then again, I would never have woken up from asylum.  I walked into the bedroom and closed the door. I took out my little chest that had all my personal documents in as well as valuable family photographs. I rampaged through them until I found the photograph I was looking for. It had our whole family in it before the curse was placed onto our family. It was an old black and white photograph that I cherished. Rhamaz stood on the far-left corner next to our father and I was in the middle surrounded by my sisters. I had not realised that I have been crying until it reached the photograph. I quickly wiped it dry and buried it beneath the chest again. I wonder what my parents will say, especially my father. I wonder what will happen next. Rhamaz is the rightful King, not me. The throne is his. My other concern was for my niece. My love for her. Everything that has happened was all unintentional. I just hope this war ends soon, I just want to go back to my old life. Be with my community and initialise growth and security. I went downstairs for a feed. The house was quiet, I decided to light a fire and sit by it. I heard a car outside, it was Amber and Rhamaz. They were back very soon. I braced myself for Rhamaz but instead it was just Amber that came in and the car sped off. I was hoping that she would just walk past me and leave me which she did however, her beauty that radiated off the black dress she wore blew every insecure thought away. I called her back, I shouldn’t have. She looked at me, me at her and I embraced her soft lips. Nothing stopped us this time.

I woke the next morning and she was not by my side. There was a note on the table by the lamp. *I’m out for my dress fittings, make yourself something to eat. * How sweet of her. I was still in last night’s clothes and desperately needed a shower. I hoped out of bed and opened my suitcase to get out something to wear, I might go to Ambers show tonight. Well that depends on if my brother will allow me too. I decided to wear my black jean and black polar neck with some sneakers. I hopped into the shower almost immediately. The warm water splashed across my back and I could feel my tense muscles loosen. Last night was amazing, just having her sleep in my arms confirmed the fact that I am in love with her, I do love her no matter the circumstances. Once I was done washing, I realised that I have become hard thinking about her. “Fuck” I said out loud. This is not going away anytime soon. I leaned against the wall allowing the water to flow down my torso as I grabbed onto my hardness. I began to stroke it from the start to my shaft and I moaned with every stroke I took. My hardness was soaking wet which gave the strokes a much more increased effect. I started to increase the speed as I could feel my peak reaching, I could see my hardness and shaft rising with the pressure and then I released my passion. The tingle took hold of my spine and I arched with great pleasure. I quickly rinsed myself off and stepped out of the shower. I walked over to my bed and dried myself. I heard the front door open and close, that should be Amber. I thought with a smile on my face. I quickly got dressed and bolted down stairs only to find that it was Rhamaz. He was sitting on the couch with his legs crossed and I knew he was waiting for me. My heart started to race, seeing him is still unbelievable. “Brother.” I greeted. “Bastiaan, please do take a seat. I took this opportunity as I know that Amber is busy with dress fittings and we will have no distractions.” He said. I walked over to the sofa in front of him and sat down. “Thank you for allowing me to stay brother it …” he cut me off by raising his hand to stop talking. I gave out a huge sigh and rested myself to the back of the sofa instead. At the same time, I will not be disrespected like this. “So, you went to Asylum and my daughters blood brought you back to life.” He stated. “Indeed brother.” I responded politely, “And who exactly found her?” He asked. “My right man and best friend Dregicht.” I said shortly, “Ah, I remember Dregicht. He was still a toddler when I was supposedly killed.” He responded with a smile. “Where are you going with this Rhamaz? I have so much to deal with right now, things to process. I do not need your sarcasm.” I told him off. “Fair enough, well I did some thinking of my own. You know, the kind of thinking one does throughout the night. Trying to make sense of what next.” He said. “Yes, I do.” I replied. “Well, Bastiaan. You did nothing wrong. I have so much anger from the past that seeing you basically triggered a volcano.” He responded. I started to feel more relaxed. “I understand, I don’t know what I would have done in your position at the moment.” I said with a low voice. “Now I do not want any family reunions other than yourself okay. I’m not interested in Vampirie Esti Laude. That place I left in my past and it stays there.” He said again. “But Rhamaz, you are the rightful King. Not me.” I replied in a more pleading manner. “I don’t care Bastiaan. I am not interested. This conversation is done. Okay.” He said with an annoyed voice and he got up from the sofa. “Rhamaz wait, I just need to understand what happens next.” I asked him. “It’s simple, you stay here until your shit is sorted out and then you go back. What more?” he said tilting his head. “So, you are saying that I should go home and forget I found you and met Amber?” I said upset and raised my voice. “Try to yes.” He responded walking towards the door. “How? When I love her!” I shouted at him, I shouldn’t have. Fuck I shouldn’t have and before I knew it his hand was around my throat and I was up against a wall. I was trying to fight back but he is much stronger than me. I bit into his arm and sprayed blood across my face. Just as I was about to pass out, Amber ran into the house and shouted. She pulled her father from me with help from Penny. I could see how horrified Penny looked with regards to all the blood. I fell to the ground to catch my breath. “Daddy! Who gives you the right to do this? In my home?” She shouted at him. “Amber leave him, it’s my fault!” I tried to shout to her. Rhamaz walked out the door and she pulled him back. ‘No! you are not going anywhere! We are sorting this out right now!” She shouted at her father. “Do not patronise me Amber!” He shouted back at her. I felt helpless. “Kill me then but you are not leaving!” she shouted back and pulled her father back into the house. “Penny, you need to go. I will speak to you in thirty minutes okay.” She said, Penny left, and she locked the door. Amber walked over to me with a towel that she grabbed from the kitchen and helped me up. I sat on the couch while she wiped my face, I could see the disgust in Rhamaz’s face, so I took the towel from her and cleaned myself up. “Daddy! He is your brother! He is not your mother and he is not your father.” She told him off. “Amber stay out of this” he warned her. “No, I am not going to stay out of anything. Both of you got me involved and yes Bastiaan started it. UNINTENTIONALLY!” She emphasized. “Bastiaan did not want you dead, your parents did. Why punish him?” Amber said more sympathetic. Bastiaan walked over to the sofa and sat opposite me. Amber grabbed the arm of the chair and sat on it next to her dad. “Daddy, whatever may happen; you are my father. Nothing can change that.” She said to him hugging him. For a moment tears filled my eyes and then Rhamaz followed. “But what about you two?” Rhamaz asked. “You can’t be with my brother, that is not right.” He said again. “And who said I wanted to be with the King of Vampirie Est Laude?” She responded, and my heart dropped. I felt shattered by those words. “Dad, why don’t you start by asking us how we feel and why instead of making this about you? Because I do feel that you are being selfish right now.” She said again which kind of sparked some sort of hope. “And when did you grow up?” Rhamaz asked her, smiling. “Look Dad, I don’t how I feel at the moment but right now I need to focus on my show which is in three hours. When I’m ready I will speak but I need you two to speak. Properly!” She said raising her voice. Amber ran upstairs, and I could hear she jumped onto her phone. I heard her rambling things and bolted down again. “I need to leave now okay.” She kissed her dad and ran out the door. Once again it was me and him alone. “What next?” I asked again. “What do you want?” He asked me. “I want you to help me win this war Rhamaz. I feel like an utter fool in hiding. I’m not fit to be King.” I said to him. “If you are not fit to be King then what are you fit to be?” He asked again. “Anything besides leading a community, for once I want to be free. Since I have been staying here I feel more restful. At peace. I want out.” I replied with a sigh. “Well that is a very hard thing to do. I wonder what your father will say, should you give up the throne.” Rhamaz stated. “Our father.” I responded, and he just glared at me. “Right, so you say you need my help? What happened?” He asked me, and it sounded positive. “Alright, the first time I was attacked was about seven years after my coronation. A witch struck me with a chamber glass. Then a Pixie tried the same thing. I know the Pixie, her name is Neriah.” I explained. “Neriah? That name sounds familiar. Wait, hold on.” He said which made me move forward on the sofa. He went into his phone and then turned it to me. “Is this her?” He asked me. “Yes” I said shockingly. “But how did you get hold of that photograph brother?” I asked still in shock. “The mystic world has upgraded little brother.” He said laughing. “She is on the wanted list for treason amongst the witches; so, it could be that she got the glass from the same witch who struck you years ago.” He explained. “That makes sense yes.” I responded in thought. “But what motive would she have to send you back?” He asked me. “Because I did not want her anymore, well that’s the only reason I can think of.” I responded. “So, you saying a lover’s quarrel? Really now Bastiaan? You want me to sort out a lover’s quarrel?” He said upset. “Rhamaz, it might be a lover’s quarrel, but to try and kill a King or send me back to asylum when I just got back after twenty years? Rhamaz I was there for twenty years. I was trapped and there was nothing I could do but wait to be woken.” I explained to him. “Understood. So, you expect me to travel with you Vampirie Est Laude?” He asked me, and I could hear it is with a heavy heart. “Please” I responded and then suddenly a telephone rang. It was the landline in the house and Rhamaz jumped up to have it answered in the kitchen. He came back looking confused. “The phone call is for you? Some old lady wanting to speak to you. She sounds Russian.” He explained, and I bolted to the telephone immediately. >> “Halo << I answered. >> Bastiaan? << the voice said softly. >> “Nora?” << I asked again. >> “Indeed my Lord, you need to come back urgently. Dregicht is behind everything and he has taken over the whole castle. he is planning to open up the castle to the dark world. Your mother and father are being held captive! Come please!” << she said and hung up. My stomach fell to the ground, my head began spinning. “Rhamaz! Rhamaz!” I shouted as loud as I could. Immediately he was in front of me. It felt like I could not breath. “Bastiaan, sit. What happened?” he asked handing me some water. “That was Nora, the castle executive. Dregicht is behind it all and is planning to open the castle to the dark world. They have our parents captured.” I explained out of breath. “Fuck, that is some deep shit.” He responded. “We need to go brother, I need your help. I can’t do this on my own.” I pleaded with him. “I don’t know.” He said combing his hair with his fingers. “I haven’t been there since the age of twenty-three. This is so hard.” He said again. “I need you Rhamaz. Please. We don’t have much time.” I responded. “I am not doing this for you Bastiaan, but for my daughter okay. Fine. I will go with you and you can be the one to save your parents, not me.” He responded, left the kitchen and immediately got on his phone. I ran upstairs to grab some documents. Rhamaz shouted from beneath to say that he is ready, and we should get going. I do not know what the exact plan is, I do not know what is happening at the castle and I do not know what to expect. “Rhamaz! I just need to leave a note for Amber. Please brother.” I said peeping down stairs towards him, he just glared back at me.

 

My Dearest Amber Lily

I have a heart filled with sorrow because I need to leave right now not having to give you a proper goodbye. The war has increased and matured to the point where I must go back. Dregicht is behind all of it, Nora called to let me know. Your father has decided to join me, to help me. I’m leaving France not knowing what to expect at the castle and not knowing what is going to happen. The saddest part of this is that I do not know how long I will be away.

I would like to declare my love for you, I know it is wrong, but my heart is pumping the passion that your blood brought upon me. I love you Amber Lily. I loved you from the first drop of your blood that entered my body to revive me. I do not know if you feel the same, if you don’t, I would understand.

See you soon

King Bastiaan

Chapter 7 - Rhamaz’s POV

 

We arrived in Czech, the journey was short and simple however me and Bastiaan had to be undercover. On the way we decided to side track Dregicht and take him down without him noticing that we both have come back to Czech. Before we left I called my wife to inform her of the happenings and to please foresee over my business. The argument that we had over the phone was not what I expected but I understand her. My vampire life I left behind and the insecurities that she has of me going back to that life is valid. We built a great empire together and have a beautiful daughter – Amber Lily. From a far I could see the castle as we approached on foot through the other side of the forest. I became anxious, I did not want to show it. Our plan was to go through the castle output pipes, a dirty place but there was no other choice. Bastiaan was quiet for most of the trip to Czech, I did not even have the energy to ask him what is on his mind because I’m too caught up on my mental state with regards to returning home. We finally made it to the pipes, I could hear chatter on the deck of the castle. Me and Bastiaan were both ankle deep into the mud that surrounded the castle. “Rhamaz” he said. “Yes?” I answered. “Thank you for doing this, I know it must have been hard. You know, coming back here and all. I just want to say that I appreciate it.” He responded. “You really need to stop with your sobby shit and man up please. You’re depressing me.” I answered and we both laughed. Yes, we both laughed for the very first time after so many years. We both jumped into the pipes, it was really dark, and we switched on our torchlights. “Brother, within the next twelve metres we go right, I’m sure they are keeping our parents in the below dungeon and going right basically places them right above us.” He told me. “Bastiaan, what are you on about? I told you I’m not planning on saving them, you go ahead. I will find Dregicht and simply rip his heart out.” I responded. “No, that’s my job. You don’t have to save them, you just going with me.” He replied. We both walked for a while until I stopped for a moment. “Excuse me, do you think I’m dumb? If I go with you it would look like I’m with in on the whole saving part.” I replied to him astonished. “Rhamaz, stop please. I will make sure to announce that you had no part in saving them. Now let’s go please.” He said. Within seconds we were on the corner where we had to turn right. We took a right and I started to hear voices above us. I indicated to Bastiaan that they were now above us and that we shouldn’t talk. A Vampires hearing is very sensitive. We walked further down so that we were directly under the dungeon that our parents could possibly be held in. I’m sure the talks were coming from the office directly next to the dungeon where books of prisoners were kept. We were about five metres further up when I started to hear more talking, but it was softer and distressing. I signalled to Bastiaan to hear. He gave a thumb up to say that it was our parents. Somewhere on top needs to be an opening, I remember it because that is how I escaped. Our father held us all captive before he killed my sisters and brothers. Trying to picture where the opening could be brought so much memories back, I remember being covered in my sibling’s blood. My shirt was soaked with blood and that was basically what saved me. I was so badly soaked with blood that one would think I was dead amongst the pile of bodies. Yes, that is what I did. I held my breath until he left, then I sneaked out. Bastiaan touched my shoulder breaking my horrid memory. I eventually found the opening; the lock was hanging which means nobody locked it from the outside. I signalled to Bastiaan to listen at how many heart beats were beating within the room. He lifted two fingers, two hearts only. I slowly pushed the latch open and lifted the cover. The whole idea was for him to save them, but I got so carried away with looking for the opening that I was leading this rescue. Damn Bastiaan, I’m sure he knew that this would happen. I grabbed onto the sides from the inside and lifted myself up. I looked down at Bastiaan and signalled him that we should climb up. I would be the first person my parents see. I lifted myself further up to the inside of the dungeon. I looked around and saw them tied up against the wall with chains. The place was just lit with torches, I moved aside so that Bastiaan could enter. I stood up and went to the other side of the wall. I leaned against the wall with my hands in my pockets while Bastiaan quickly broke the chains off. I did not take my eyes off my mother and father. I could see the shock in their eyes, I could feel my father tremble. I kept guard till Bastiaan led our parents down the shaft. Once they were safely down, I climbed down and locked the opening with a lock. My father kept staring at me like I was some sort of alien and my mother was pale. Bastiaan signalled to them the way, I walked behind, Bastiaan in front and them in the middle. We made it safely out of the tunnel and jumped down into the mud. Within seconds we were in the forest, I walked towards a tree and slid down to rest. Bastiaan took out bottles of feed and handed it to our parents. He threw me one which I catched and indulged in. My energy levels were low and within a few seconds it was up again. Bastiaan walked over to me with our parents. “Rhamaz, my brother. I would just like to thank you for helping me save our parents.” He said to me in front of them. I glanced up at all three of them. My mother was still pale, probably from shock and my father was just completely mute. “It’s a pleasure Bastiaan, so what is the plan now?” I asked. “Well, father. Do you mind explaining to us what happened?” he asked turning to our father. He was quiet for a couple of seconds and then cleared his throat. “Uhm uh, Bastiaan, how is this possible. The whole way here I have been trying to make sense of this.” He replied softly, almost as if he was scared to be heard by me. “What do you mean Father? Why are you whispering? Are you speaking about Rhamaz that is alive?” Bastiaan responded. My mother came forward and kneeled, she touched my hand. I flinched a bit but it made sense that she was trying to figure out if I’m not a ghost. “You are real!” she said amazed and threw her arms around my neck. I sat there unable to move and not knowing what to do next. I did not respond, I waited till she was done. “My son, how can it be that you are alive?” She asked me while holding my hands. I looked at her, then at my father who was looking at me as well. I felt nauseated by them. “Bastiaan, let me know once you leave to the castle, I will go with you. For now, I’m going to take a walk.” I said and walked away from them. “Rhamaz wait!” Bastiaan called from behind me. I turned around to him, “What?” I snapped at him. “they both overwhelmed.” He responded. “I don’t care how they feel. Let me know when you are ready or have come up with a plan.” I told him and sped through the forest so that I was not disrupted again. I was a few miles away from them, away from the castle. If I had to be in their company for a few more minutes I would have probably started to rip their throats out. How dare they even ask me how it is possible that I am alive! Who the fuck gives them the right to even ask that question. I should be dead, I should not be breathing because of my parents. I started to cry, I said down against a tree and threw a rock that was next to me. I promised myself that I would never come back, but here I am. Sitting against a tree crying. I remember the moment I escaped I ran to an area close to this and my tears carried me into a deep sleep. When I woke up the next morning, I had a different heart and mind. I wiped my tears and got up. I decided to walk back Bastiaan, there is no use running away and reliving something that happened years ago.  

Bastiaan’s POV – Chapter 8

 

Argh, I feel like I need to cut my soul in half. A piece for my parents and the other piece for my brother who I just found. I tried to trick him into being the saviour of our parents, but it did not work. However, my parents were the first to see him. The reason why I did this was to hopefully start a form of reconciliation. My mother probably almost fainted, I held her hand throughout the whole ordeal. My father trembled from fear, Rhamaz is big. No bullshit, a big muscular guy and one would have to think twice to attempt to mess with him. He towered my father, not only did his face and existence shock my dad but possibly his size as well. The entire walk to the forest was quiet, my mother held my hand like her life depended on it and she kept on glancing up to Rhamaz. I don’t even know what was going through my father’s head, he was on edge and not responding to anything I say to him. We eventually got to a safe spot and Rhamaz sat by a tree. I handed out bottles of feed that I brought along, I knew that our energy would cripple. Everyone stared at Rhamaz and I noticed that he was getting irate by it. “Uhm uh, Bastiaan, how is this possible. The whole way here I have been trying to make sense of this.” My father whispered to me. “What do you mean Father? Why are you whispering? Are you speaking about Rhamaz that is alive?” I responded to him and quite frankly upset that he is whispering. My mother on the other hand did her own thing and went up to Rhamaz and literally throwing her arms around him. He eventually walked away after she asked how it can be that he is alive. When he stormed off, I tried to explain that they are both overwhelmed. It did not help at all, so I just let him go instead of fighting with his emotions directly. He needs to help himself emotionally. I turned around and made my way back to my parents. “Now, father. We need to sort out what is happening at the castle.” I said to him. “No son, you can spare me ten minutes to explain how that, uh how he is still alive!” he responded astonished, shocked. It’s like he could not believe it. “Uhm Father, he is your son. He is not a THAT, his not a monster.” I told him and emphasized. “Can you get to the point Bastiaan!” My mother screamed. Oh, this is going to a long night with these two. “So, Father, mother. I met Rhamaz through his daughter Amber. As you both know she is the one who brought me back from Asylum.” I explained. They both gasped in shock. “So that is our granddaughter? We are grandparents?” My mother squealed with joy. “look I don’t think that you are understanding this whole situation here. Father supposedly killed him years ago remember, Rhamaz is supposed to be dead but he escaped. So, leave all that joy for another day. Rhamaz wants nothing to do with you both, his only here for the sake of helping me get rid of Dregicht and then he is going back to his wife, daughter and life.  “Well said little brother, well said.” Rhamaz said from behind me and clapping hands. “You bet I’m going home after this ordeal.” He said again. “Rhamaz, glad you are back.” I said. “Right, Daddy dearest.” Rhamaz said sarcastically and leaned against a tree. “In order for me to go home to my family I seriously need to know what happened here so that I can help my brother.” He said looking at our father. Our father stepped forward and approached Rhamaz. My heart was beating so fast as if my veins were being sucked dry. “I never thought that I would ever have the opportunity to stand in front of you, you have grown well.” He told Rhamaz. My mother came closer to me and she was crying, I just ignored it. Rhamaz gave no response back. “So, both my sons are here.” Father said again. I could hear a sarcastic humpf from Rhamaz and I just rolled my eyes at him. “Bastiaan, you ordered Dregicht to lead the army into the dark forest and capture all Pixies, right?” He asked me. I nodded my head yes. “Well the moment you left, a group of pixies entered the castle gates to meet with Dregicht. In a nutshell, it was Dregicht who ordered the witch to cut you with the chamber glass the first time. He wanted control, he wants to be King.” He explained. “That fucking asshole! I can’t believe what I’m hearing, but if so, why did he bring me back?” I asked him angrily. “Because he was under a lot of pressure by me and your mother and the community.” He said again. “makes sense, and what about Neriah?” I asked him “Well she is recruited directly by Dregicht, they are lovers and she is pregnant from him too.” He said. My heart grew cold with betrayal and I sped away towards the castle, I gave nobody a chance to say anything further. I am going to kill him, and I will hang his head for I am the fucking King! Rhamaz and my father both chased after me and they grabbed me at the same time. “Do not be foolish my son. It’s a death trap” My father said. “I am going to kill him.” I said gritting through my teeth. “He has committed to many crimes!” I shouted at my father. “Yes he has, but he has an army, the dark side has partnered with him, how do you plan on getting into the castle brother?” Rhamaz asked me. “I don’t care, as long as I get to him.” I answered. “You’re not thinking clearly, let’s go back and strategize. The same way that we did to get father and mother out.” Rhamaz said again. I took a deep breath and turned around with them. We arrived back to where my mother sat. “You are back, you got me worried Bastiaan. Rhamaz, my son; Thank you. You basically saved Bastiaan again!” She said to him. I took out some more feed from the back pack and handed it out. I was furious, I could taste Dregichts blood already. I gulped down the bottle and went over to my mother, I just gave her a hug. That is when I heard a noise, it went silent. I sprung around and signalled to Rhamaz. He heard it and our father. “Mother, someone is here. Whatever happens; I need you and father to please run and go to Amber Lily in France. Don’t come back again” I whispered to them. Rhamaz looked up at me, “You never mentioned that to me!” He whispered back to me. “I know, it just popped up right now.” I replied hoping he would somehow understand. Suddenly Rhamaz got jumped from behind and my mother started screaming. “Father leave! Now!” I shouted, and he grabbed my mother and they sped away. Another vampire came from behind and had me around my neck. I bit into his arm and he released me which allowed me to throw a punh at him. Rhamaz already dislocated the other vampires head from his body when I turned to look for him. “Impressive.” I announced. The second vampire was busy getting up but both me and Rhamaz had him pinned down. “How dare you attack the King! You have committed treason on the highest level!” I screamed at him and started punching him. Rhamaz pulled me back and had me by the collar. “What is going on with you Bastiaan!” He shouted at me. He let me go and walked over to the nearest tree, my emotions are all over the place. “Now tell me, why have you betrayed the King?” Rhamaz asked him. “He is no fucking King! Dregicht is our King!” The vampire said. I was about to say something when Rhamaz signalled me to stop. “Does your King know that we are here?” He asked him. “No, he does not.” The vampire said and immediately Rhamaz pulled his head from his body. “Right, we need to get going.” Rhamaz said getting up and cleaning himself off with some water from a bottle. I looked at him with so much awe. “How are you able to just do that?” I asked him. “Do what?” he responded. “Just pull heads off randomly.” I said. “Oh, you don’t want me too?” He replied. “That is not what I meant. I can’t kill like what you have just done now.” I explained. “Oh, you mean my emotional state with regards to just pulling heads off?” He asked. “I guess, yes.” I said “Well is that not the reason why I’m supposed to be dead? I’m ruckus, no guilt or conscious and a proper monster. Let’s go now Bastiaan.” He said walking off. I ran after him, “You need to seriously try and move on because you know that you are the rightful King and a King cannot be this emotional with so much suppressed feelings.” I said. “Excuse me Bastiaan? Look who is talking. You make it sound so fucking easy. Says the one who ran to kill Dregicht with no plan whatsoever and also bashed a vampire to release frustration!” He said shouting at me. “Point taken!” I said sternly. “And if I hear another word out of you about me being King, your head will be removed too.” He said. I just glared at him. We walked for a few more miles till we got to the side of the castle. We could not hear any talking which means that everyone could possibly be in the court yard. Hopefully. “And why the fuck did you send our parents to my daughter!” he asked me with so much annoyance. “I don’t know, I swear it just happened.” I said, knowing that it was not the truth. I sent them there to get to know her better and because they will be safe there. I want my family together again but most of all I want Amber, I fell in love with her, it just happened. I need her in my life. We sat against the castle wall when a loud rumble crept through the castle walls and trembled the earth. Funny enough me and Rhamaz held onto the plants that surrounded us, what a way to take cover from a shake that felt like an earthquake! The rumbled stopped and we heard celebrations and fireworks going off, we both looked at each other curiously to what is happening. “I wish I had a few of chamber glass right now” I said to Rhamaz. “I would strike Dregicht and burn his body to make sure his soul will never be released again.” I said again. “And that is exactly what you wish to so?” Rhamaz asked me. “Yes, a slow paining death.” I replied. “Final? You sure?” He asked me again. “Uh, yes. Why do you ask me this? What do you have in mind?” I asked him. “Nothing, we will do as you have said.” He responded. “I don’t understand, where would we get a chamber glass?” I asked shockingly. He went through his bag and took out a tiny box, the box was wrapped with paper. “I have a piece.” He said confidently. “How is that possible?” I asked in shock. “I took it from father’s bedroom the night before it happened. I don’t know why but something told me to take it and I did.” He explained. “Fuck, I did not even know that he had.” I replied. “Well you were in any case too young to know that he had something like that.” He responded, “So we do what I said to Dregicht?” I asked again. “Yes, why not?” He responded. “So how are we going to get into the castle?” I asked. “I have no clue. Probably just show up at the front gates.” I replied. “if somebody had to ask me why you are King, I would not be able to answer them” He said laughing “We are basically on the side where my bedroom is, it would be great to get hold of Nora too.” I said, “Was she not our nanny?” He asked me. “Yes, indeed brother, she is still around.” I responded. It felt great that he was asking such questions. It basically meant that he was somehow warming up about having a proper family reunion. “Rhamaz, behind this wall is my study room. It would be a great start to get in there. From there we can locate Nora to get a more in-depth on what is happening.” I told him. “Now that sounds like a brilliant idea.” He responded. I climbed onto Rhamaz’s shoulders and peeped over, the balcony was clear and so was my study. I signalled to him that I will be climbing over, and he should follow. Once we were over, we both crawled towards the door of my study. We were both silent as vampires will be able to pick up on any sound from a far. Rhamaz stopped me from trying to break the lock, he took out a little knife and was able to unlock the door. Impressive I smiled at him. We entered my study room and I immediately checked if the door was locked, it was not so I locked it. I ran over to a painting of mine, I had a lock behind it. “What are you doing?” Rhamaz whispered to me. “I have a buzzer, for emergencies. Nora’s one is installed in her watch. If she is still alive and free to roam, she will know where to find me.” I explained to him. I took out the little button and pressed it, I did it about three times as agreed when the buzzers were installed. Within seconds a slow knock on the door. Rhamaz backed away but I knew it was her. I opened the door slowly and she quickly came in. I locked the door again and Nora jumped me with a hug. “Oh, my Lord you are alive. Oh my God, you have no idea how much I missed you Lord Bastiaan.” She said in tears. She turned around and looked at Rhamaz, she looked back at me in shock. “Bastiaan how? Is this Rhamaz? He looks like Rhamaz but just older of cause.” She said shockingly. “Indeed Nora, it is him.” I said and glanced over to him. I could he see he was so over the whole OMG his not dead scenes. Nora went over to him and took both his hands. “Child, I am glad that you are alive and well.” She said. In this case, Rhamaz was the one to give her a hug. “You see Bastiaan, this is a much better response!” He said softly and chucklingly. Suddenly the door broke down and a flood of vampires came bursting in. “Ah, what an amazing family reunion we have!” Dregicht said coming in afterwards. Nora was screaming as the pushed her down to the floor. “Dregicht you will stop this ludicrous act of yours right now! How dare you betray me like this.” I screamed at him. I had about four vampires holding me down and Rhamaz had about six. “How dare I? My Lord, you had this coming. You are not fit to be King however, the rightful King has finally come forth. I was hoping you would never return but here you are.” He said. “You knew that he was alive?” I asked surprised. “Indeed, my Lord, I watched him scurry away and had him watched over the years, but I stopped doing it when he got married and had his daughter.” He replied again. “If I get my hands on you I will have you decapitated, mark my words.” Rhamaz shouted at him. Dregicht just laughed. “Men, take them away to the court yard. I want everyone to see what kind of a weakling they have as a King.” He commanded. “Wait! So, you knew that Amber would save me? You knew for twenty years that she is my saviour?” I shouted at him. “Of cause, and the other secret is that the pure blood needs to be related too. So, her innocence of the mystical world is what makes her a pure blood. Oblivious to what is around her.” He said laughing. I spat at him, Rhamaz’s face and eyes was gleaming red. He was ready to kill and so was I.  

Amber’s POV – Chapter 9

 

After the show I came home to an empty house. My show was a massive success and the orders kept on rolling in. My workshops and seamstresses have been working around the clock with so much overtime, I decided to triple all overtime because they too play a massive role in my success. Payroll department received all notifications so that too is something that is been worked through. Penny has been constantly on the line with couriers and arranging fabrics to be imported. It’s been tough but a huge success nonetheless. I expected my father to be by my side, but only me and my mother was on the red carpet taking photos alone. My mother has been very down since we both got to my house, I know we haven’t spoken properly since my father and Bastiaan had a fall out here, but I don’t like seeing her like this. “Mother, you are supposed to be leaving tomorrow morning early. Where is dad?” I asked her. “Come and sit next to me Ammi” she responded. She always called me by my nickname when she was about to deliver bad news. So, with a heavy heart I walked over to her and sat next to her. “What’s wrong?” I asked her. “I also never intended to know about the mystical world, I’m sure you know the whole story of your father’s family, right?” she said, and I nodded to agree. “So, years ago, I picked up your father from the dirt and we built the empire we have today but for years I always thought that one day he might return to be King. It is his right may he decline; that would be another situation. However, your father and Bastiaan has returned to their home and I do not know if they would return.” She explained, and tears filled her eyes. The thought of me not seeing my father again or even Bastiaan who I have fallen so deeply in love with brought tears to my eyes too.  My heart felt like it was torn into pieces and I grabbed my mother and held on to her. “I know you are hurting Ammi, so am I” she said weeping softly. “So, what happens next?” I asked her. “Well, your father just called me to say that I need to oversee the business. At least that will keep our lifestyle afloat.” She replied. my heart felt shattered, for the first time that I fell in love, I’m left behind. “I have to go now.” Mom said, “why don’t you sleep over?” I asked. “I can’t, I’m meeting some friends for late night drinks.” She replied. “Ahhhh, take me with mom! Please. I can’t stay here. Well I don’t want to stay here all alone.” I said whining “Why would you want to hang out with me and all my older friends?” she asked laughing at me. “can’t you go somewhere else?” she asked with her hands on her waist. “nah I would actually love to get drunk with you tonight.” I replied. she looked at me and rolled her eyes. “Okay fine, let’s go then.” She said walking out the door. I squealed from excitement. I really need this, I can’t be alone here, surrounded by four walls when my heart was broken. We got into the car and drove off to some casino far off into the city. We both got out and I was hounded with paparazzi, my dad who has always been my body guard was not here today, so I had to rely on the bouncers outside the casino. When we entered the casino, it was sardine packed. My mother grabbed my hand and led me over to the VIP sections where her friends were awaiting her. “Amber! Alyssa! Oh, you brought your daughter with! Hi Amber!” Everyone shouted and greeted at once to the point where for a moment I started to regret coming. We took a seat, my dress was pulling up and I kept on pulling it down, how frustrating. I have never experienced my mother partying with her friends and it’s a good distraction to see what she gets up too. All I know is that her hangover is going to tragic tomorrow morning. I feel sorry for the aeroplane staff and her employees too. A couple of people came over for my autograph and a few photographs. The first round of tequila was placed onto the table, everyone downed the shots and then me. The warmth of the liquid filled my veins up with the alcohol. I watched through the crowed, all the girls dancing and the guys. A part of me wishes that he was here with me, on that dance floor. I yearned for his lips, I yearned his touch. I still repeat to myself that I can’t believe that after so many years, I fell in love and literally get dumped! “Fuck” I said shaking my head. A waiter came over to me with a cocktail. “Mam, this is for you from the guy over at the bar.” He said and walked away. My mother and her friends were on the dance floor after the shot of tequila, I looked at the cocktail and then at him.  I shook my head from annoyance, he had a sexy smirk though. I took out my drug dipper from my clutch bag and placed it in the glass. Yes, I carry a drug dipper around me all the time. When I’m offered drinks I just use the little stick and it will tell me if there is an active drug or not placed into my drink. I have to do this because of who I am and my family too. The test came back negative, I smile back at him to signal that I accept and took a sip. I was getting bored, really bored so I gulped the cocktail down and made my way to the dance floor to my mom. The moment I reached her, she dragged me over to the bar for about two more shots. My head started feeling fuzzy and we went back to the dance floor again. I was hot, I was sweaty, and I just wanted to get in a shower especially to just cool me down. I have not done this in a while. Suddenly, I felt hands around me, nothing alarming and it was the same guy who bought me the cocktail. Sober me would have slapped him, drunk and heartbroken me now wants to just dance and let go. I turned around to him and placed my arms around his neck and we continued to dance for a few more minutes until my mother dragged me to the bar. All I could remember was his gorgeous cologne and his dirty blonde hair. Another round of tequila but this time I did not take it but instead I ordered myself a Lemon Gaze cocktail, my favourite. “Sour taste of cocktail you got there mam.” The voice said, I turned around and it was dirty blonde hair smiling at me. “Yes, just like the buyer!” I shouted back at him laughing. “You have entertained me well tonight!” He shouted back at me with that gorgeous smile. “Oh, I did? I would not call dancing entertaining, okay well it is but oh c’mon you know what I mean!” I shouted. I pointed to the VIP section and signalled him to follow me. He took a seat next to me. “This is much better, not so much noise.” He said, and I giggled. His voice was angelic and soothing. “So, who are you with?” I asked him knowing that every sexy man on this earth that comes to a club as a girl back home. “I’m here with my colleagues” He said pointing over to them. “Ah I see, some sort of celebration?” I asked him. “Yes, in fact I got promoted today to CEO.” He responded with his gorgeous smile. “Wow, CEO. That is amazing. Cheers!” I said raising my glass to him. “You have a hard journey ahead of you I must say.” I responded. “Not really, I was stand in CEO for about two years already, so I know the tricks already.” He replied. “Well that is awesome!” I said smiling back at him. “So Amber Lily, what made you come out tonight? The world hardly sees you partying or evening drinking.” He asked me. “You would not believe me if I told you.” I said to him tilting my head in a sobbing kind of way. “Alright, now I am curious.” He said and moved closer to me and came up to my ear. “Do tell.” He said. He gave exciting chills down my spine. “Why don’t we discuss this in a more quieter place?” I said smirking at him. I could sense his shock but neither did he decline when I took his hand and we walked out the club together. Sober me would never do what I’m busy doing, drunk me is basically telling my body and everyone around it to fuck it all. Paparazzi was all over the place, but dirty blonde kept me close to him and made a way for him. I started to feel a tiny bit emotional because here this guy is protecting me. It made me think of all the times Bastiaan saved me. A taxi finally stopped and we both hopped in laughing at the whole situation. “Mountain Manor please driver.” I told the driver and passing on a few dollars to him. “Wait, are we going to your place?” He asked me, smirking and tilting his head making his dirty blonde hair fall to his forehead. “Well I did ask if we could discuss things in a quieter place?” I said smiling but looking out the window. The motion made my head even more fuzzy and I knew for a fact I was drunk. I was so drunk that I decided to bring a guy home and not even tell, my mom I’m leaving. Suddenly my mobile rang, wow. It was her. >>” Mom, hi” << >>” where are you?” << >>” I got a taxi home, don’t worry about me. I am almost home okay. See you tomorrow.” << I immediately hung up because I didn’t want to seem like a mommy’s girl when in fact I’m a daddy’s girl, but my father left me too. Fuck I am so depressed. We stopped at my house and he got out to open the door for me, his such a cutie. We both walked up to the door and he patiently waited till I unlocked the door and we both entered. “I hope you don’t mind but I’m ridding myself of these heels. My feet are killing me.” I said to him and making my way over to light the fire in the fire place. “Why don’t I help you out with a foot massage?” He asked me. “I’m impressed. Let get us a bottle of wine to enjoy while you pleasure me with that massage” I said smiling and turning around to the kitchen. When I returned, he was sitting on the sofa and had his jacket removed. Oh, his biceps! I was drooling. “So, I did not know if you would like sweet or dry, so I brought both.” I said and then handing the bottles over to him. I took a seat next to him and he picked up both my legs and placed them on his legs. He then took the one bottle and filled up two glasses then handed me one. “So, what is your name?” I asked him. “Chad, my name is Chad Lofter.” He replied sweetly. “May I?” He asked pointing to my feet. “Well of cause!” I said laughing. He started massaging my feet and I closed my eyes letting out a slight moan escape. “You like?” He asked in a low voice. “You bet I do” I said smiling. “So, since we are in a more quieter place, why don’t you tell me why you were out tonight?” He asked me. “Well, I got my heart broken by an asshole and I did not want to be home.” I replied. “I’m surprised, as far as what I know about you is that you never had love in your life.” He responded. “That is very much correct Chad, I never thought about love but then I met him, and he just left. With no notice, no phone call and no text.” I said with a heavy heart and started to feel emotional again about it. “I’m sorry to hear about what happened Amber Lily, I know he must have been special If you fell in love with him out of all the guys that you could have had over the years with your success.” He replied softly. I opened my eyes and looked at Chad, “You are really sweet” I said to him. “I know I am.” He responded with his gorgeous smile. “Do you have someone in your life?” I asked him and took my feet off his legs. “No, I have been single for about three years now.” He said and then drinking up his glass of wine. Once he said that, my hormones flared, and I stood up from the sofa. I walked to the kitchen to dim the lights and went back to him. I stood in front of him and for a second, I felt like I was about to do the most craziest thing ever but I just so badly want to let go of everything and start over. “Amber?” He said softly as pulled me down onto him. My legs parted and rest on the sides of his legs as I sat on top of him. “I know I’m going too fast but if you don’t want too?” I said in his ear. “The feeling is mutual.” He replied and smile at me. Our lips met and for the first time I felt free and I was not scared. His kiss pushed me over to the point where I started to take of his shirt and he zipped me down. He picked me up to let my dress fall down to the ground and I stood bare to him. I could see the rise in his pants and I knew that tonight I would be loosing my virginity to him. Yes, I’m a virgin and it is because I never found love. He undressed himself further and carried me upstairs. He placed me onto the bed and trailed his finger down my stomach to my wetness. He stroked in-between and I moaned with pleasure. He sucked on my nipples which made me grab onto his dirty blonde hair because I wanted him now. “Now.” I moaned in his ear. He spread my legs further and kneeled down in front of me. “Are you sure Amber Lily?” He asked softly. “I want you Chad, no one else.” I said. I slowly put his hardness in and a pain went through my stomach to the point where I shed a tear. He stopped and looked up at me. “Amber Lily? You’re a virgin?” He asked me in shock. “Yes, I am Chad.” I responded weakly. “But? Why me? Why now?” He asked confused. I sat up and kissed to ensure him that everything is okay. He kissed me back and slightly pushed him down again. He started again and slid it in, the pain returned but only lasted for a couple of seconds. Pleasure kicked in and we both moaned as he thrusted deeper and faster. I held on to the bed sheets as he lifted my ass up to go in further. “Fuck!” I shouted as I felt warm liquid down my legs and he responded with his release in side of. He fell down on top of me and we were both out of breath. He moved over to the side and placed me into his arms. For the first time I really felt at ease. I was breathing and we both drifted into a deep sleep.

Amber’s POV – Chapter 10

I woke up with a bad headache, I felt someone next to me and my body went cold. I slowly turned around and realised it was dirty blond hair, Chad. He looked so sweet while he was asleep. I stood up and saw the sheets had some blood on it, I never thought that I would lose my virginity to a guy I just met but at the same time there is something about him that entices me. Yes, last night was partly an act out of heartbreak but Chad seems amazing. Just as I was going to walk to the bathroom Chad pulled me back. “Hey, where you going too? I still want to cuddle.” He said with his eyes closed still. His strong arms picked my body up and placed me right back into his arms. “Good Morning Mr Lofter.” I said to him, kissing his nose. He smiled, oh that gorgeous smile. “Good Morning Amber Lilly” he replied and kissing me back. “Can I get up now? We really do need to clean the sheets, I messed.” I said to him. “I know, I went to the bathroom during the night and saw, but relax, its only human.” He said to me holding me tighter. “Okay, that is really cute.” I said to him. “Well if you think that is cute, can I make you my girlfriend and I will show you things that is far more than cute?” He said to me and sitting up this time. He looked at me, he looked me straight in the eyes. “Would you be my girlfriend? I know we just met but my heart says that you the kind that will stick around forever.” He said to me. I felt like crying, I didn’t know that I would ever meet someone like Chad. Yes, Bastiaan was soft, he is highly over protective and full of passion but with Chad its more realistic. I leaned in and kissed Chad, “Yes I will be your girlfriend.” I said and got up from the bed to the bathroom. I squealed in the bathroom, my first boyfriend! “You made me the happiest guy today Amber Lily!” He shouted from the bedroom. I quickly brushed my teeth and took a quick shower. When I went back into the bedroom, Chad was not there but I could smell bacon. “Ah, my boyfriend can cook!” I said out loud to myself. I grabbed a jean, some sneakers and a polar neck. Today is Saturday and I don’t plan on doing anything except for awaiting Penny for an update on things. I sat on the bed and put on my shoes, there was a paper underneath my bedside lamp. I tied my laces and then took the paper. When I opened it, I saw it was a letter, from Bastiaan! My heart collapsed as I could not believe that all along he did leave a note! He did communicate with me, but I was so caught up in my own emotions and ran before I walked. I slowly opened the letter and read it, I shed tears as he declared his love for me and the fact that he was not sure how long he will be away. I slumbered onto my bed to try and catch my breath from the sobbing. Suddenly I heard my mom’s voice downstairs and I ran to the bathroom to clean myself up.  I did not want anybody to see that I was crying nor, do I want Chad to see it too. Once I was done I ran downstairs to which Chad was busy in the kitchen with nothing but a boxer shorts on! “Mom, uh hi, you’re early?” I said to her and trying to signal chad to put some damn clothes on. “Well is this the reason why you left me last night?” she asked smiling and pointing at him. “Mom, I can explain.” I said rubbing my temples. “No need too, he already explained.” She responded and then burst out in laughter which chad continued shortly after as well. “Alright guys, hahaha, funny. Chad, please excuse us? And make yourself decent. I’m sure my mother’s eyes are burning through those shorts.” I said sarcastically. “Well Mrs Crescent, it was really nice meeting you.” He said and then kissed me as he walked off towards the staircase. I felt a flush of embarrassment as he did it in front of my mother. “I really like him, he is so cute!” mother told me. I smiled. “I really like him too, I know we just met but he is so different.” I told her. “Indeed, he is, you should hold on to him.” She replied, “Well I don’t know for how long. I found a letter that Bastiaan left me. He practically declared his love for me.” I told her sighing and seating myself on a chair. “Oh, bugger him Amber! You need to stop this insane love story right now. You are seriously upsetting me!” She scolded at me but also keeping her voice down. “Mother, you make as if you know what I have been through or what I feel.” I responded. “I don’t care but all I know is that you have a really good guy upstairs and you should figure things out with him. You should at least try.” She said. “Yeah, I know, I know.” I replied. “I need to leave, I came early to say goodbye because I am flying back home.” She said. “Oh, so quick? What about dad?” I asked her. “I really do not know your fathers plans but I need to salvage what needs to be and keeps things afloat.” She replied. “Okay, will I see you soon?” I asked. “Maybe you and Chad can come stay with me during the summer holidays if you are not busy but right now my hands are really full, and I must get going. Amber I love you and you are grown, make the correct decision okay.” She said and hugged me goodbye. I walked her to the door and closed it as she jumped into her car and sped off. When I turned around Chad was coming down the stairs. “What’s wrong?” He asked me. “Oh, nothing babe, my mother just left and I’m not sure when I will see her again.” I said knowing that it was not the truth. “Don’t worry, you got me.” He said hugging me and giving me a kiss. “Mom said that if I’m not too busy we should come for a few days in the summer holidays.” I told him. “That’s sounds amazing. I could do with some sun.” He said smiling at me. Again, that gorgeous smile. “So, what are your plans for the day?” I asked him. “Well, I know its Saturday, but I need to go to my office. A lot of shit to do. and you?” He replied and asked me. “Probably the same, I’m waiting on my PA for an update. Things sounds hectic based on the emails I have been receiving.” I responded. “Thank you Amber.” He said randomly “What for?” I asked. “For making me the happiest guy on this earth.” He said smiling at me. “Oh c’mon.” I said blushing. “I really like you Chad, I do.” I responded. He cleared up the table and grabbed his keys. “Your car is here?” I asked confused. “Yes, my PA dropped it off this morning.” He replied and gave me a kiss. “I have to go now, see you tonight?” he asked me. “Yes sure, why not.” I replied and kissed me. He walked out towards the car. “Hey Chad!” I shouted to him from the door. “What’s wrong?” He hurried back to me. “I’m starting to miss you already.” I told him, so corny. He rolled his eyes at me and grabbed me. “You are so cute with your puppy face.” He said and picking me up. I stuck my face into his neck and graced my sinuses with his smell. “See you later babe, but I have to go now.” He said in my ear and put me down. He drove off and I went back in. my mobile was ringing but I missed it. A text came through, it was from Penny; *Office! Now! * it read. “O K A Y Penny.” I said out loud. I grabbed my laptop and keys and bolted towards my garage. I pulled out and sped off towards my office. When I got there, the parking lot and the front of my building was fill with paparazzi. “what the fuck!” I said in annoyance. When I stepped out, my security from the building made way for me to pass through them and get inside the building. All I could hear was mine and chad name. I finally made it inside and told reception to tell Penny that I have arrived and in office. I walked into my office and the desk was horrendous. It was filled with mail, books and messages. Before I could even take a seat Penny barged in. “Amber, it’s not even a day after the show and you already on the front covers!” she said angrily. “Oh, good morning. Should that not be a good thing?” I asked sarcastically knowing that its more than the show. “Look.” She said dropping a gossip magazine in front of me. I picked it up and fell into my seat. “Ah, gorgeous Chad Lofter. Oh wait, the heading says. Finally love found for Sheeky Designer.” I said and looked up to see her reaction. “Amber, do you know who Chad Lofter is?” She shouted at me. “Listen here Penny, I know you have worked very hard on the success of the show but seriously, show some fucking respect and sit the fuck down!” I screamed back at her. She looked at me shockingly, it’s by time she knows who the fucking boss is around here and who pays the wages. She slowly took a seat and crossed her arms. “Right” I put the magazine down. “Who is Chad Lofter Penny.” I asked her. “A billionaire, his father has massive shares in Bitcoin, does massive trades around the world and is highly known in china!” She said nervously. “Fuck.” Is all I could say. “Now the only reason why I am concerned is because I anything goes good with you it might look like strings that got pulled by him.” She explained. “What you mean?” I asked confused. “Vogue contacted me this morning Amber, they want you on the front page and so does Bazaar! What if people start thinking he pulled strings for such massive deals to take place?” She said concerned. “Maybe you are just overthinking a little, but I do understand your concerns. However, take your concerns and have a meeting with Julia, our PR and hear what she has to say. I wanted Mellissa to do the minute taking and I expect a full report tomorrow morning of the meeting from her.” I said to her. “Okay, I will do so. Are you and Chad official?” She asked me. “Yes, we are Penny.” I said in a dreamy gaze. “Well congratulations then!” Penny squealed and left my office. Suddenly my phone rang, unknown number. >>Amber, halo? << I answered. >>Hi babe, just calling to say that I booked a table for us tonight and Gazers. << Chad said. >>How did you even get my number? << I asked shockingly. He started to laugh which kind of annoyed me. >>Well I’m very well-connected babe, so can I pick you up? << he asked me. >>Yes, sure. Around what time? << I asked. >> Would six be okay with you? << he asked me. >>Yes, not a problem. << I responded. >>Okay, what is wrong? You sound off. << he asked. >>Oh nothing, nothing serious. Probably just wondering when my boyfriend of like a day was planning on telling me that he is some sort of billionaire. That’s all. << I said sarcastically. There was a moment of silence. >>Lets chat tonight okay. << he said. >>okay. << I replied and hung up.

The day went by really fast, I hardly ate anything, and I was starving. I was in and out of meetings and dealing with theft of some of my merchandise. I am tired and hungry, I just want to go home right now. I cleared up my desk and grabbed my bag. Just when I was about to leave the office, Chad walked in. “Chad, what are you doing here?” I asked shockingly as the last bit of staff was staring at us. “Well Miss Crescent, you did not pitch for our date, so I got worried.” He said looking down. “What? Wait what is the time?” I said confused, I looked at my watch; 18:25. “Oh my word Chad, I am so so sorry. I did not expect to be this busy today Chad, I lost track of time.” I said to him. “It’s okay, I got takeaways and maybe we could eat at your place?” he asked me. I gave him a hug and kissed him. “Yes, that is fine with me.” I responded. “I missed you today.” He said, “Oh, you did? Well I missed my bed today and loads of food today.” I whispered in his ear while still in his arm. “Well if that is the case Miss Crescent, allow me to fulfil those wishes.” He said laughing and swinging my legs into his arms. “Chad No! oh my word Chad no!” I squealed as he carried me out my office like a baby. “What’s wrong?” he asked me. “You can’t carry me like this! Paparazzi is outside!” I said, I was already embarrassed and shy as my staff saw everything. “I don’t care Miss Crescent, I will never hide you from the world.” He said and kissed me. He barged out the door with me in his arm, clutching onto my laptop bag as well. All I could see was cameras flashing and he quickly placed me into the car. He got in as well and locked the doors. I looked at him and he at me and we both burst out in laughter. “Fuck that was insane! Chad you are insane!” I shouted in laughter. “And that is why you adore me so much.” He said smiling. We sped off towards my place, “And what about my car?” I asked frantically. “Don’t worry about that, I already had it arranged to get moved to your place shortly alright.” He said to me and I gave a sigh of relief. “You still need to explain to me why you forgot to mention your status.” I said to him but looking out the window. “because it’s not important Amber, when I’m with you; I forget about all of that. I forget about all the money and everything else. With you its real.” He said to me, I could hear the truth in his voice. We pulled up to the house and he got out first, my eye caught the drivers head rest. It had a few strands of his hair on it. I tilt my head to get a better look and in fact it was pieces of his dirty blonde hair. Midlife crisis I guess. He opened the door for him and before I could even say something he had a bunch of red roses waiting for me outside the car. I stepped out with a massive smile. He closed the door behind me and pinned me to the car door. I could feel him against me with his hardness; he drew me in like a bee for honey. “Marry me Amber.” He whispered. I giggled. “We are only dating for a day Chad, that’s really impossible for me to answer.” I said back. “I know but promise me that you will never leave my side because you got me falling on my knees for you.” He told me. “And you have me hooked, you have me wrapped and I can’t seem to focus my mind on anything else but you.” I said back to him. He leaned in and we passionately kissed, the rain started and by time we ran to the door; we were both soaking wet. Chad locked the car and ran back in the house. He dropped the bag on the sofa and I placed the roses down too. I leaped into his arms and wrapping my legs around his waist. He carried me upstairs and kissing me at the same time. I could hear he was out of breath, the urge was there, and the need was there. He went straight into the bathroom and placed me down. He turned on the water in the shower and let the bathroom steam up. He then started to undress me and himself. We both were short of breath as lust grew stronger. He took my hand and I followed him into the shower. Our tongues entwined, and he swung me around and pinned me against the shower wall. He pulled me closer to him and he entered me from behind. I moaned with pleasure and he too. He was thrusting so hard that I grabbed onto his hair, as soon as he released I let go of his hair and tried to catch my breath. “I Love Amber Lily.” He whispered slowly and out of breath. “I love you too Chad.” I said confused as I clutched the pieces of hair that came from his head, I hid my hand behind me so that he could not see.   

Amber’s POV – Chapter 11

 

It’s been weeks already, probably almost two months since the incident in the shower with his hair. It has gotten worse to the point where he realised it and has started to cover it up. I haven’t confronted him yet, I want him to tell me what is wrong when he is ready to do so. I haven’t heard from Bastiaan but to be honest, I have been trying hard to stop loving him and to stop randomly thinking about him, but I cannot. It feels like I am linked to him somehow. Everything is going well with my line, Christmas was amazing too. Me and Chad went to spend the holidays at my mom’s place. It was so adorable! She loves Chad so much, she kept on telling me he is like a son she always wished she had. I haven’t been well for the past few weeks but so much has happened that I really cannot have that stop me. Penny has been great too, everything is going as planned and all I can do now is rest. Yesterday was my last day at office because I’m on annual leave for the next two months and then I have to start designing again. Almost every week me and Chad is on some gossip magazine cover, we discussed things and just decided to ignore it. Chad spends most of his time at my place, I haven’t met his parents yet, but the only reason why is because they are doing some business in Bali for the past six months already and he doesn’t know when his parents will be back.

I woke up hot and sweaty, my hair was clinging to my forehead. I felt next to me and Chad left to work already. The sun started to peak through the curtains, summer has arrived. I suddenly had a surge of nausea and bolted for the bathroom. I puked three times consecutively and then I leaned against the bathroom wall to try catch my breath. I got up and quickly brushed my teeth, once I was done, I went downstairs to call the doctor. I haven’t been feeling well for the past few weeks and I was too busy to check myself out. >>” Good morning, I would like to come in and see Dr Tiffany please. Do you have any openings for this morning?”<< I asked, >>”Good morning, yes we have nobody until ten, so if you can come now that will be great.”<< the receptionist replied, >>”Okay sure I will be there in thirty minutes.”<<  I said again,>>”Can I get your name please?”<< she asked, >>”Amber Crescent”<< I responded,  >>”Thank you, see you soon.”<<  The moment I hung up, Chad called. >>” Hi babe, are you okay?” << He asked me. >>” Hey, yes I am why?” << I replied, >>”well you didn’t look good in your sleep, you were all sweaty and moaning.”<< he replied. >>” yeah, I know but I’m okay. I’m seeing the doctor in a few minutes. I will text you when I’m done.” << I said. >>” Alright babe, please do. we need to speak tonight. If you have time?” << he asked. >>” what’s wrong?” << I asked. >>” Speak tonight okay. I love you Amber” << He said. >>”And I love you more.” << I said and hung up. I quickly took a shower and got dressed. I locked up the house and left to the doctor. My phone rang again and this time it was my mother. My phone was hooked up wireless, so I was able to answer. >>” Hi mom” << I greeted, no answer. >>” Mommy?” << I said again. >>” I’m here sorry.” << She said and sounding as if she is in tears. >>” Mom what happened? What’s wrong?” << I asked frantic >>” Your dad called, he and Bastiaan is coming back in a few weeks. The war is over, they are alive and well.” << she said. I hung up. I know it was wrong of me, but I just hung up. Why the fuck after all these months would Bastiaan decide to come back now, he might as well have stayed in Czech. I will not allow him to derail me, my life with Chad has been amazing thus far. I pulled up into the doctors parking and got out. I locked the car and walked in. “Hi, I’m Amber. Here to see Dr Tiffany.” I said to the receptionist. “Ah Morning, yes. Your file is by her already, so you can actually just walk through.” She said smiling and signalling the way. I nodded back and walked off to Dr Tiffany’s office. I knocked, and I heard she said I could come in. “Hi Tiffany!” I said too. “Hi darling, how are you? Okay stupid question because you would not be here if you were good.” She said laughing and hugging me. Tiffany is a school friend of mine, she knows my ins and outs and I just trust her. “Come, have a seat.” She said and we both sat. “What’s wrong amber? You look pale.” She said worriedly. “I’m throwing up, can’t eat and I’m just not well. I wake up dripping from my sweat Tiffany.” I said throwing my face into my hands. Tiffany was quiet, and I looked at her, her face was shocked. “What?” I asked her. “You’re pregnant?” she asked. I started to laugh, “that’s impossible the last time I had my period was….” I stopped talking. My world dropped right in front of me. “No, no Tiffany I can’t be pregnant.” I said in tears. “Calm down Amber, let’s take a test quickly okay. Head to the bathroom, you will see a little container that you need to pee in okay.” She explained to me. I felt weak, my head was crowded. “Everything will be okay.” She said with a weak smile as I walked to the bathroom. I came back with the container, “get on the bed so long.” She said. She pulled out some stick from her drawer and placed it in my urine. She then placed in on some paper towel and waited. She looked at me from her desk and I looked at her from the bed. “Okay babe, you are pregnant.” Is all I heard when I started sobbing. Tiffany came over to me. “Babe, look I’m sure you will be okay. Chad is amazing and so is your parents.” She said holding me which made me sob further. She handed me a couple of tissues and requested the receptionist for some tea. Once I was somewhat calm, I had a few sips of the sweet tea, which I could hold down too. “What next?” I asked sniffing away. “let’s do a quick scan to see how far along you are okay. Are you comfortable with that Amber?” she asked me. “Yeah, I have to know.” I said to her. “Okay now lay back and lift up your jacket.” She instructed. She pulled some machine closer and took some sort of object that she placed gel on. “Okay this will hurt a bit because in most cases, your uterus is very sensitive right now okay.” She explained. I nodded and took a deep breath she placed it on my stomach and I moaned because it was cold. While she was moving it around on me, she was pressing buttons on the machine. Then there was sound, then there was a heartbeat. That should be my heart beat right now I hoped because it’s about to jump out of my chest. “Okay.” She said laughing. “Why are you laughing Tiffany! That better be my heart beat!” I squealed at her. “Oh, the drama. That is your baby’s heart beat.” She said smiling and still looking at the screen. I listened closely, it was soothing and intriguing. “Okay Amber, do you see this over here?” She asked. I looked to the screen, “Yeah?” I replied. “That is your baby. He or he will grow significantly over time. You are about eleven weeks pregnant already and you should be due around august side.” She explained in a mouthful. “I know this is a lot to take it but I’m going to be starting you on your vitamins as well as booking you in for antenatal okay. I also want to see you within four weeks for another check-up and to check the sex of the baby.” She explained again. She handed me a towel to wipe off and she printed something from the machine. “have a seat so long, I will be back now.” She said. I got up from the bed and took a seat on the chair, I was in so much shock. I’m pregnant, I sat in a daze. Tiffany came back shortly and took a seat in front of me. “Right Amber, these pills you have to take once daily okay.” She said, “Amber look at me.” She demanded. I looked at her with my eyes full of tears. “I know this is a shock, but you are an adult, so please. You have a child growing inside of you and I need you to pull yourself together.” She said raising her voice. “This was not part of the plan.” I said to her. “of cause it was not, based on your reaction but now you and Chad has created something amazing. Soon you will realise it. Now take these pills. In the envelope if further details on your progress as well as a scan photo. I will send you an email with a few hospitals, lovely private wards. I need you to choose one so that I can book you in.” she explained. “Thank you Tiffany, I mean it. I need some time alone now, can I go?” I asked. “Yes sure, I will speak to you later.” She said and came around to hug me and see me out. I got into my car and sat there for a few minutes. I placed my hand over my stomach, “Baby.” I whispered and closed my eyes. My phone rang, and I jumped. I checked it, Chad. “No ways.” I said out loud and I decided to put my phone off. I won’t be able to handle him as well. I drove back home. My head was aching from the paparazzi that also caught me outside the doctor’s office, the flashing lights always made my head ache. When I got home, Chads car was parked outside. “Fuck!” I shouted in my car as I pulled up. “Fuck!” I screamed and hit the steering wheel. I don’t need this right now. I got out of the car and shoved the pills in my bag. I went inside, and Chad was at the door already. “Why is your phone off?” He asked angrily. “Why are you angry?” I asked sarcastically, I am so damn angry at this man right now. I needed some space to think and I am mostly angry at myself too. I threw myself on the sofa with my bag of pills. “I was worried about you Amber, you never put your phone off.” He said walking over to me. He picked me up from the sofa, I didn’t even have energy to even fight with him. “Sorry.” I said, rolling my eyes at the same time. “I need to tell you something Amber, it can’t wait till tonight.” He said lowering his head and placing me back down. “What is wrong Chad? This seems serious.” I told him and signalling him to sit. “look, there is something that I have been hiding, mostly because I am afraid.” He said. “Go on, out with-it Chad!” I demanded. “You know I love you right, I loved you from the moment I saw you and I can’t see my life without you Amber.” He said okay. “Alright, now you really starting to worry me.” I said with a pounding heart and moving closer to him. “Amber, when I’m not sleeping here by your place or on some trips that I tell you about, I’m at hospital doing chemotherapy and then recovering at home. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I could never tell you” He explained. My eyes grew big, my heart went faster and then I had a surge of nausea that made me bolt to the bathroom, leaving him on the sofa. “Fuck!” I screamed even louder, and I continued to do so. I cried, and I couldn’t stop. I sat next to the toilet crying. Chad walked in and knelt next to me. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you” he whispered. I screamed, I couldn’t stop. I can’t loose him, not now. I can’t. “Chad!” I screamed further. “Please you can’t leave me.” I sobbed in his arms. He pulled me further to him and tighter. “I’m telling you this because it has become terminal Amber.” He said, and he burst out in tears too. “I’m sorry amber, I just wanted to spend my last few months with you, without the worries.” he cried out to me. “today they ran some test and it has spread.” He said again and we both cried. There was silence between us as if everything was busy sinking in. “Chad, I can’t loose you.” I said after a while. “I don’t want you to loose me either, fuck I don’t want to loose you too.” He said to me. I took his hand and slowly placed in on my stomach. “What are you doing?” he asked confused. “I’m pregnant.” I said and with a weak smile. Chad got up and helped me up too. “I’m going to be a father?” He asked, “Yeah.” I said laughing and crying again. He grabbed me and kissed me, I was so caught up in his kiss that I did not realise he was undressing me. “Oh baby.” He moaned in my ear and I responded in pleasure as he kissed my neck. Our heartache turned into a fiery passion that none of us could stop. He placed me on the bed and embraced my body. Kissing me down from my neck right down to my wetness. I grabbed his hair, but my fingers slipped as the hair broke away from his scalp. He immediately stopped. “It’s okay, we are okay.” I whispered to him. He took a deep breath and continued. I arched my back with pleasure and moaned his name to not stop. He lifted himself on top of me and pushed himself inside of me. He thrusted until both of us released and we fell into deep sleep.

The next morning, I woke, and Chad was still fast asleep, we both slept for more than ten hours and I feel very much relaxed. My heart is aching for the man I love, the father of my child. Yes, I said it, the father of my child. Chad still had me wrapped in his arm with his hand placed on my stomach. I slowly got up and put on my robe when I heard the door, I sniped the time on the wall; 07:11 am. I walked downstairs and opened the door. “Bastiaan.” I mouthed shocked. He looked at me, I saw his smile turn into nothing but pain. He kept his gaze and I stepped outside, closing the door behind me. “You came back?” I said, but I knew that he was on his way. “You’re with child?” He asked and looking at my stomach, “I can hear her heart beat.” He said, he tilted his head with a shocked looked on his face. “Bastiaan, please.” I said trying to take his hand. He flinched and disappeared.

Bastiaan’s POV – Chapter 12

 

The moment we entered the court yard, the fight began. Half of my kingdom perished that day. It’s a day that I do not wish to remember. It brought me a lot of heart ache but joy too. My parents did not run, they came back and all four of us fought as a unit. Nora fought too and most of our young vampires. I remember catching the chamber glass in the air that Rhamaz threw across the crowd and I cut so deep into Dregicht’s neck that even after he died his face still had the shocked expression. Once he died, the creatures of dark ran away however, we had them all executed, and my father had the entire forest burnt down to ensure that this never happens again. It was something that my father wanted to do a long time ago, even in his time of reign. That forest has just brought too much pain as well as plenty of conflict. Neriah was executed by my mother, she hates a woman that messes with her son. I actually laughed when the execution took place, my mother’s words and facial expressions was priceless. The war brought goodness too, Rhamaz has forgiven our parents and we now live in peace. The war lasted about seven months including the cleanout. I could not wait to see Amber again, she was all I could think about. I tried speaking to Rhamaz about my love for her, but he would hear nothing of it, he was not ready to accept it. My parents were thrilled but they too knew that it was wrong. How do I love knowing that there is a chance we can’t be together? During the whole process of the war, I felt her heart beating through my veins and that gave me the courage to keep on fighting, I swore to myself that I will return to her no matter what. Rhamaz is the rightful King but it took some time for him to accept it, that makes Alyssa his wife Queen and their daughter Amber a Princess. Rhamaz explained that it is not what he wants for his wife and daughter because he cannot drop everything that he built for something that he did not ask for, yeah, I feel the same brother. We decided to split Kingship duties, he has majority of rights upon the Kingdom and may come and go as he pleases, I will then oversee when he is not here.

Today we leave for France, I’m supposed to wake up excited and happy that I’m going to see Amber today, but I am not. I woke up with heart ache, with so much pain that in fact I wanted to stay here and not go to France. During the night, a shock happened. Along with Ambers heart beat that I always felt in my veins, another heart beat was alongside hers. It came through faint but then it became stronger. Amber is with child. I became so upset that I made sure she understood my hurt through the bond we share. Amber moved on, I thought that she would wait for me. I needed to see it myself, I need to process this and heal so I chose to go and see her. The day went on by very slow, nothing exciting. I have not told Rhamaz yet, it’s his daughter and I’m sure she will tell him. I wish we never shared the bond. During the day I then started to blame myself, maybe it’s my fault. Maybe I should have not left her some lousy letter, maybe I should have been in proper contact with her. Finally, it was time to leave, we greeted our parent’s goodbye, they wished us well on our departure and a safe return. “Bastiaan, are you okay?” Rhamaz asked me. “I will be fine, don’t worry.” I replied coldly. That is how I feel, cold. “Look, I know the fights was bad. The war was bad but if you need some more time I would understand.” He said. “Can you just stop?!” I snapped at him. He looked at me in shock, I was shocked myself, but emotions are running wild right now. By the time we get to France it should be around 06:30 am. We are about seven hours apart, so jetlag can be bad at times. Once we arrived, me and Rhamaz went to the hotel he booked for us, breakfast was being served already and I was famished. Once we settled into our rooms, we both hurried down to the breakfast bar and took our seats. “Bastiaan, are you okay?” Rhamaz asked. “Look, I’m sorry about earlier but I will be fine. Don’t worry big brother.” I replied. “Very well.” He said and we both digged into our breakfast. I finished up quickly and decided to go and face the truth. “Brother, I’m going to run some errands. See you tonight.” I said and excused myself from the table. “Bastiaan, if you go to Amber, tell her I will see her shortly.” he said, I nodded and left the hotel. I decided to take a walk to her place which was not far away. The country was starting to wake up now so there were not much people in the streets. Down the boulevard there were many newspaper and magazine stands, majority of them had Amber and her so called new lover on the front page. Another dagger to the heart. How stupid of me to have so much faith that our connection would mean something to her. I approached her home and the lights were still off, both heart beats became stronger as I walked up to her door. I rang the bell and gave a slight knock on the door. After a few minutes I heard her coming to the door and I braced myself. She opened it and stood in shock looking at me. I kept staring at her stomach, at the unborn child’s whose heart I could hear beating. I felt raged, sad and alone. I did not even hear her say my name, the child’s heart beat deafened me. She came outside and closed the door behind her, I could sense that she was bare under her robe, he must be here. I looked at her, “I can hear her heartbeat.” Is all that I could mouth. She tried touching me, but I left. It’s over, never will I love again. Never will I become weak again and never will I ever show my insecurities to a fucking woman! I need something fresh, yes. I escaped into the far end of the forest, I awaited and then I smelt them. Two female hikers, I sped to them and grabbed them both. I bit into the ones neck. All the terror and screaming pumped more adrenaline into their blood. Once I drained the first one, I dropped her dead body to the ground and kept hold of the other. “Now now, Missus. Shhhhhhh. I promise you the bite will not hurt okay.” I said smiling to her, I then embraced her neck and drained her body. I dropped her, and I wiped my mouth. I looked up at the sky and dropped to my knees out of breath from all the adrenaline. I wept, I wept for the hurt, for opening to another and for being a weakling. I let it all out. Just me and the two dead bodies. After releasing all of what I felt, I rid the bodies and went back to the hotel. Rhamaz was not there so decided to take a quick shower, dispose my bloodied clothes and hop down to the bar.

I did not notice the time but before I knew it, Rhamaz was next to me. “Is this your errands? Getting drunk?” He asked sternly. I tried to focus but I was wasted. “No, whhhy would this (lifting my glass to him) be an errand?” I said sarcastically. “So why are you here getting drunk? Have you ever drank this much?” he asked concerned. “Naaaaaaaah, never but once the forth glass came. I felt happy.” I said grabbing onto his shoulder. “but why? Is this about Amber?” he asked me, sitting down. “A round of an applause! You are the lucky winner!” I shouted and clapped my hands. I could see Rhamaz was embarrassed. “It’s time to go little brother.” He said, taking my arm to lead me out. “Wait, no. you are not my faaather!” I replied. Rhamaz looked around, he checked the crowed and then he did something that I never expected. He lifted his hand and made time stand still. I looked at him in shock. “How? Wait you the one that inherited this power? Wow I thought the inheritance perished.” I said in shock and then I laughed taking another sip of the hard liquor. “So, either you come with me now or I will snap your neck which you know that when you wake up tomorrow morning it will be painful.” He demanded. “Argh”, I moaned and followed my brother out. we went to the room and he sat me down on the bed. “Bastiaan, are you seriously going to mope like this over my daughter?” He asked surprised. “Don’t say it like that Rhamaz. You know that I fell in love with her way before I knew she was my niece. I love her, and she broke my heart.” I said jumping into tears. “Fuck” I said again. “I’m going home tomorrow, I do not wish to be here anymore.” I said again. There was a knock on the door. “Oh brother, please tell me you ordered us strippers.” I wined and snapping away from my tears. Rhamaz just gave me a dirty look. He opened the door and in walks Amber. “You got to be kidding me Rhamaz! Why is she here!” I shouted at him. “Thank you, dad, I will take it from here.” She said to him. “If he hurts you, I will kill him.” He replied. “Bastiaan, pull yourself together.” He said to me sternly. “Why are you doing this Rhamaz?” I shouted to him again as he walked out the door. Amber closed the door and took a seat next to me. “What do you want from me Amber? Why are you even here?” I asked her annoyed. “I’m here for you Bastiaan.” She responded. “Oh, c’mon why? To hurt me further? To physically remove my fucking heart this time?” I shouted her and stood up from the bed. “Bastiaan please, give me a chance to speak” She said softly. Her angelic voice sent waves of love through my veins. I closed my eyes and remembered the hurt. “get out amber before I do something that could wipe out my whole damn family.” I said gritting my teeth. “You wouldn’t hurt me, I know you won’t” She said to me confidently, she got up and came closer to me. I placed my hand between us. “I’m giving you one final warning Amber.” I said looking straight into her eyes. Stubborn as she is, resisted and she pushed my hand away. I grabbed her by the throat and pushed her to the bed and got on top of her, she started to cry. “Please Bastian, please.” She begged me. “Don’t do this.” She said again as I made my way to her neck to drain her body. “I know somewhere deep down you love me. Don’t do this.” She kept on saying. I closed my eyes as my fangs was about to go into her neck but then she took my hand and placed it on her stomach. The babies heart beat was even stronger this time. “I do love you Bastiaan, I do.” she whispered. I took a deep breath and placed myself next to her, my head was in her arms. I could not make myself to hurt her. I wanted her to feel pain, the way I felt pain, but I could not. I love her. She turned around to me and placed her hand on my cheek. She kissed my forehead, “Sleep.” She said. I held her body tightly close to mine and never did she let go.

I woke up the next morning with a massive hangover, fresh blood and booze does not mix together. I decided that I’m going back home, its where I am needed the most. Amber was still sleeping, and her mobile went off right through the night. I know it was Chad and she did not bother to even answer his calls. I slowly got up ensuring that I do not wake her up. I got dressed, gathered my things and left. Yes, that is exactly what I did, I don’t want to face her. It’s over now, I did not even take a shower or clean my teeth. Fuck I will do that back home, I need to heal. I need to move on. I grabbed some coffee and a sandwich on my way out then I sped away in the early dark morning.

Ambers POV – Chapter 13

 

It’s been two months already since I woke up in the hotel and he was no longer there. I had to make peace with it and also decide what I want. I chose Chad, my anchor to reality. Dad fetched me that morning at the hotel. “Are you okay?” He asked worriedly bursting through the door. “Yeah I am.” I said in tears. “I spoke to him over the phone and he went back home. You need to focus on my granddaughter please.” He said hugging me. “How do you know?” I asked. “We are mythical, we know everything.” He responded. “Dad.” I said. “Yeah?” He answered. “Chad has terminal cancer, he might not make it.” I told him. “Oh Ammie, everything will work out fine okay. Now let’s go. I need to head back to your mother before she divorces me.” He said laughing. “Yeah, I heard you sleeping in the dog’s kennel tonight.” I laughed back. After that day, I went back home, and Chad was furious. I expected it though because I’m with child. After I explained to him I had to deal with my father’s brother and apologised, he forgave me quickly. News also spread quickly about the fashion mogul that’s expecting the billionaire’s child. Penny has been all over me since I got back to the office and started designing again. Everyone is so fussy and even Chad changed my security too his company that he uses with two extra guards. I was so annoyed, but I do kind of understand. Paparazzi is fighting over photographs and trying to get too close to me. Me and dad had a really long video chat a few days ago, we spoke about my grandparents and also the vampiric kingdom. He also explained to me that I am a princess and my daughter is in line to be queen. There was so much information that went through my brain that I was not able to process everything. I’m twenty – four weeks pregnant and fat, I don’t have energy anymore for so much deep heavy conversations. Today, finally I will be meeting Chads parents. They have finally closed up the very long deal they had going and will be arriving in France, staying until after the child is born. I quickly packed up my things from my desk, Raymond my body guard picked up all my bags and we both walked down to the car where Chad was waiting for me. “Good evening my love, how was your day?” he greeted me and gave me a kiss. “Argh, busy and I’m really tired. Are you okay?” I asked him, touching his bold head. “I’m well thank you.” He said sarcastically with a smile. I have been with Chad throughout his treatments, going to hospital and attending to him at my place where he recovers. Although it was diagnosed terminal, he forced the hospital to continue treatment for the sake of living for his daughter. Chad has immense emotional strength and I am very proud of how far he has come. Our relationship has become even stronger and I love him so much. At times I would sit, my mind would wonder to what if he dies, what if he dies before our daughter is born. What if. My heart shatters into a million pieces. “Do you have any pain Chad?” I asked him as we pulled up to the restaurant where his parents awaited us. I could see how he was gritting through his teeth and trying to keep up a brave face. “I do, grab my case for the shot please.” He said weakly. I have him an annoyed look, “Stop pretending!” I told him off. I took the syringe out of his bag and pulled twenty-five mg of morphine. I pulled his sleeve up, tied up his arm and search for a vein. I had some intensive training a few weeks back as I’m his registered carer too. I finally found a vein and inserted the needle pushing in the fluids. When I was done, I patched him up. “Better?” I asked, kissing his sweated forehead. “Almost love.” He whispered. Raymond then cleared way for us into the restaurant and once Chad was able to sit up straight, we both got out. My stomach has already protruded so far that I cannot hide it anymore. Paparazzi was once again shouting and screaming for photographs. Once we got into the restaurant safely, I removed my coat and helped Chad remove his. “are you nervous?” he asked under his breath, “Not a slight chance” I said with a broad smile. We made our way to the table where is parents sat seated. They got up and greet us. “Son!” “Oh, my dear Chaddy boy.” They greeted him. “Oh, you must be my new daughter in-law” They announced full of smiles while I stood there gobsmacked. “Let’s sit. Waiter, please bring a jug of freshly squeezed juice and a pot of tea.” Chad said. We all took a seat around the table. “Well Chad, are you not going to introduce us?” His mother asked. “Hi ma, I actually missed your nagging hey.” He said and they all started laughing to which I kind of felt left out. “Amber! Hi guys!” I heard behind me and turned. It was my parents. I looked at Chad and looked back at them. “Surprise!” Chad said to me. I took his hand and kissed it. My parents greeted his and then me. They took a seat around the table, I was actually wondering earlier to why we are sitting at such a big table. “Everyone, thank you for joining tonight.” Chad started to say and trying to get up, I helped him steady himself. “Thank you, mom and dad, for finally sealing up the deal to make it in time for your granddaughter’s birth. Too Ambers parents, thank you for your love and support. Thank you for allowing me into her life.” He continued to say. “Oh, and for knocking her up.” My dad said, and everyone burst out laughing. I was so embarrassed. “Amber.” He said, and I looked up at him. “Thank you for making me the happiest man on this earth. Thank you for saying yes to being my girlfriend in less than twenty-four hours of meeting. Thank you for accepting me and being by my side. Thank you for carrying our daughter safely. I love you so much and it would mean the world to me if you would say yes to being my wife.” He said. He slowly got down on one knee in front of the chair that I was seated in. I looked up and the paparazzi was fighting outside to get a peek inside. I looked down at Chad, still in much shock. I took his hand and lifted him up with me. Tears streamed down my face, “Yes Chad, I will be your wife!” I squealed. He pulled me closer and I embraced his arms. Everyone in the restaurant applauded, it felt like time stood still just for me to enjoy this moment. Everything was perfect throughout the night, me and his mother spoke well. My father and his dad spoke business. Everything was exactly how I hoped it would be, I sat back in my chair as my little pumpkin kicked away and admired everyone at the table. This is love and this is faith. Our evening ended, and everyone went their separate ways. Me and Chad arrived at my place and I helped him get into bed. I quickly administered another morphine shot and sat up next to him on the bed. “Chad are you sleeping?” I whispered. “No, are you okay?” he asked worriedly. “I’m okay, when would you like to get married?” I asked him. “As soon as possible, tomorrow will do even.” He said smiling. He was really weak, and it broke my heart that soon he won’t be around anymore. “Chad, before or after the baby?” I asked, kissing his hand. “After, I want her in my arms when I marry her mother.” He responded. “Okay, are you hungry? Do you want something to eat?” I asked concerned. “Nah, I’m good. Just come lay here next to me.” I still had my days clothes on and decided to rather wait till his asleep before I take a shower. “Chad, I have a name proposition for her.” I said smiling at him. “You do, tell me.” He said softly. “Crystal.” I said proudly. “I love it.” He said and almost immediately he drifted asleep. I kissed his forehead and slipped from his arms. I quickly took a warm shower and then once I was dressed I went downstairs for a cup of hot chocolate. I took a seat in front of the fire and suddenly I felt uneasy, as if something is really wrong. I felt it deep in my gut. I took a sip of the hot chocolate to hopefully ease my mind, but it wouldn’t. I stared at the stairs, something was not right. I put down my cup and walked upstairs to the bedroom, I placed my hand on Chads chest. It took me a few seconds to register that he was not breathing anymore. I screamed out is name, tears rolled down as I shook him but no response. I screamed out to Raymond who is usually on the premises outside. He bolted into the room fully armed. “His not breathing!” I screamed at him. He immediately called an ambulance. “Please God, please don’t take him now.” I prayed beside him. I kept on praying and crying until the ambulance came. Raymond pulled me out the bedroom as he did not want me to see what they are doing. I kicked and tried fighting him off, but he is much stronger than me. “Miss Crescent. I know I just work for you but let me be your friend right now. I need you to try and be calm, for the child’s sake. The paramedics know what they are doing.” He said calmly. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. “I can’t loose him Raymond.” I cried out. “Everything will be okay, I promise you.” He said and gave me a hug. His radio was going off and the other securities was busy alerting our parents already. “Miss Crescent.” A paramedic called out to me from outside the bedroom. I ran up to him, “Is he going to be okay?” I asked anxiously. “we resuscitated him, we are taking him to the hospital. He has fallen into a coma.” He explained. They carried him downstairs and his face was so pale as he was carried past me. “Raymond, get the car ready. You need to take me to the hospital. Get the details from them of which hospital please.” I requested quickly and ran into the room to quickly get dressed. I was dressed within seconds, grabbed my handbag and got Raymond downstairs. The ambulance was busy pulling out of the drive way and we just followed behind. My phone was ringing and so many text messages came through. “Raymond, please tell the family to just meet at the hospital. I cannot think straight right now.” I said crying still. He made a quick phone call and sent out the message to be relayed over. We arrived at the hospital and Chad was rushed into the emergency section, I could not join him and awaiting outside in the waiting room where I continued to pray. His parents and mine rushed into the waiting room they all asked questions at once which made me cry even more. “Okay guys, let’s try and be calm here.” His dad said. “amber, what happened?” He asked me calmly. His mother was in a terrible state. “I don’t know, I have him his normal pain shot, we spoke, he fell asleep, I took a shower, went downstairs and made me hot chocolate. I had a gut feeling that something is not right, and I went upstairs and found that he has stopped breathing. His father walked away as he started to cry as well. My mother kept me in her arms and rubbed my head. “I’m going to ask for an update.” My dad said and walked out. “Shhhh my child, he will be okay.” My mother hushed me. My dad walked back in with someone that looks like a doctor. “Dad.” I said getting up. “Evening everyone, I am Dr Michaels. Chad is alive but in a deep coma. The reason why is because he flatlined for more than six minutes and his brain started to shut down. We still need to do some MRI’s to check for any damage done to his brain.” The doctor explained. “so, he actually died?” I asked “Yes, his heart stopped.” He replied. “What was the cause?” his mother asked crying. “The cancer cells spread completely over his lungs and both collapsed which stopped his breathing.” He explained again. “So basically, he suffocated in his sleep?” his mother stated. “Well yes if you want to put it that way. However, we were able to get one lung to work again with steroids that we pumped into it. Right now, he is stable and that is the most important thing. The nurse will let you guys know when you can see him.” He responded and walked out. “I’m going to get everyone some coffee.”  My mom said and walked out. It felt as if my whole world is shattering to pieces in front of me. I’m nearing my due date and Chad is in a coma, why is this happening. I continued to cry for a while until my mother returned with the coffee. A nurse entered the waiting room, “Evening everyone, Mr Lofter is now allowed to have visitors but please note that he is in a coma currently.” She explained. His parents ran after her, they probably want to see him first. It’s okay, I understand because I’m not married yet to him. I sat outside his room while his parents and my mother was inside by him. My father was with me. “Amber, do you ever plan on meeting your grandparents?” He asked me randomly. I looked at him shocked. “Do you really think this is the best time to discuss vampires?” I whispered angrily at him. “Just to take your mind off things.” He answered with a straight face. I gave out a huge sigh, “Okay fine. Well sure why not.” I shrugged. “And do you ever plan on acting as the princess that you are?” He asked me again. “Nah, I’m really not sure. I’m not even a vampire and right now I only know two of them. I would like to keep it that way instead of being surrounded by hundreds.” I said bluntly. My father burst out laughing and I gave him a slap on the back to keep quiet. “What’s your problem dad?” I asked annoyed. “I knew that would be your answer darling. Your grandmother has been asking me when you start with princess lessons.” He replied. “Excuse me, no ways. I have more important things to do.” I replied even more annoyed. “I know, I told her that it’s not the life I want for you and I’m sure you feel the same.” He said. “of cause I feel the same dad.” I said still annoyed. Chads parents and mom walked out. Chads dad was holding his wife walking out of the room, looks like she had a break down which makes me even more nervous to see him in whatever state he is currently in. My mom walked up to me, “Are you sure you want to see him? It does not look good Amber.” She said to be in a very low sad voice. I looked at her, got up and walked into the room. I walked up to him and gasped with so much shock which brought me too tears. He had so much pipes connected to him, through his nose, throat and so many electronics pads on his chest. It was as if all these machines he was connected too gave him life. I had no space to even hug him, I took a seat next to the bed and took his hand. “oh Chad, I feel as if this is my fault. That I was not watching over you properly.” I cried and kissed his hand. “I’m so sorry that I was not there for you, I’m sorry I was not able to be the air that you needed.” I whispered through my tears. I looked at him with so much guilt, guilt that flooded in when I saw all of the machines hooked to his body. How do I survive without him, my heart will not take it and what about our daughter? All these questions went through my mind. A few minutes later, dad stood in the doorway. “It’s time to go Amber, you can come tomorrow.” He said softly. “I don’t want to leave dad.” I said with puffy eyes and a red face. “I want to sleep here till he wakes up.” I said sternly. “You can’t, you are pregnant, and you need to look after yourself as well.” He said walking over to me. “I promise you that the hospital is on alert and I have requested hourly reports to be sent to all of our email addresses that I provided.” He explained. “Okay, that sounds good.” I responded. I got up and kissed his head. “I love you Chad Lofter, please come back to me.” I whispered in his ear hoping that wherever he is, that he will hear me. We walked out of the hospital and it was surrounded by paparazzi outside. It was a real mission to get out. I drove with my dad and the rest drove off with Raymond. “Has Bastiaan ever asked about me since he left dad?” I asked. “No, he has not.” He replied coldly. “Okay.” I said under my breath, not knowing if I should be disappointed or not. We finally got to my house, I greeted dad goodbye and walked into my empty house. When I walked in, Penny was sitting by a lit fire. “Hi, I didn’t expect you to be here. Why didn’t you let me know?” I asked her surprised. “well, you were at the hospital and I thought you would need some company. Look.” She said pointing to the table behind me. I walked over to it, pizza’s, chocolate and ice-cream. I turned to her and immediately started crying again, she came over to me and gave me a hug. “And this is why I’m here.” She said holding on to me. “Go upstairs, take a shower and let’s feed that child.” She smiled pointing to my stomach. I gave her a weak smile and made my way upstairs, everything was still the same from when the ambulance fetched Chad.

Weeks passed and no change in Chad. I’m currently thirty-seven weeks pregnant and the chances is very high that I would be giving birth without him by my side. It’s been very hard these few weeks, me and my mom prepared the Crystal’s nursery already. Everything is packed and awaiting her arrival. Every week that I visit chad, he looks frailer than before. It breaks my heart every time I see him, and I am at my wits end. My dad had to go back to Czech for some business, but he calls me every day for an update. I was unable to complete designs but because the previous line that I produced was so successful, it’s still making me very good money with the demand. At least I don’t have to worry about that because I have a really strong team to manage my business especially Penny, she has been so amazing. My mom decided to move in with me so long until I can manage on my own, she went on annual leave for the next four months that started last week already. Chads parents are always popping in to check up on me and we have weekly prayers done with a pastor at the hospital for Chad. Paparazzi is still hounding my property and the hospital, constantly wanting updates and scoops. I have been doing my best to keep my cool with them but a few days ago my mother eventually called the cops on them. Mom mentioned to me that my grandparents from Czech wants to come for a few days once the baby is born or I can go to Czech. I’m not sure if it’s my hormones but I don’t feel up for having to build relationships while mine is slipping through my fingers and I have no control over it.

I woke up with a lot of positivity today, not sure why but the sun was peeking through my curtains and the smell of breakfast down stairs being prepared enticed me. I slowly got up and immediately I was out of breath. Yes, this is what happens apparently when you’re pregnant. They don’t tell you about the discomfort, the heart burn, not being able to tie shoe laces or basically you feel like a fucking whale. I took a deep breath and got up. “Mother, I’m hungry!” I shouted down to her from the stairs. “I know, you hungry every day. Nothing new.” She responded, and I rolled my eyes at the insult she through. I slipped on my morning slippers and robe, slowly walked down the stairs and greeted her in the kitchen. The smells were amazing. I took a seat on the couch, I could no longer sit on the bar stools that was around the kitchen island. “How are you this morning?” my mother asked me. “Surprisingly positive today. The sun is shining an……….” I stopped talking. I looked down and up again, then I looked down to make sure. “And what?” My mother asked. “And my water just broke now.” I said in shock. “That can’t be, you have three more weeks to go.” My mother said in a frantic and rushed over to me. “Is this why you are so positive? God help me.” My mother said swinging her arms in the air. “Well I would assume that my body is happy to not have the baby inside anymore and sent the emotions over to my brain.” I said to her with a smile and plenty of sarcasm. “Do you have any pain yet?” My mother shouted from upstairs. I knew she was busy getting the bags out of the nursery. “No, I’m fine, nothing yet.” I shouted, and my mom rushed downstairs with the bags. “Raymond!” My mom shouted, and he burst into the front door with his fire arm ready. “Oh, for fucks sakes, stop with that crap!” My mother told him off, “You seriously going to give me a heart attack.” She said again holding her heart from the fright she got. “What’s wrong?” He asked and looked at me. “Are you in labour?” He asked. “Yes.” I breathed out as the pains rolled in within seconds. “I’m hungry mom.” I said to her. “Are you seriously going to eat now?” She said with her hands on her hips, Raymond took the bags outside. “Yes, I’m hungry and I need to eat.” I responded out of breath. “But you are in pain!” She squealed at me. “Mom, can you relax please. Did we not practice all of this before? You are loosing your mind. Just bring me some bacon, eggs and cheese please. without toast.” I requested. My mother barged into the kitchen and I could hear her dishing from where I was sitting, I giggled but then the pain inflicted my brain and burnt every happy thought away. “Fuck!” I screamed. I onto the scatter cushion until it passed. Once it did, I texted Penny to say that I was in labour, I heard my mother on the phone to my dad too. She came in with the plate, “I’m going to call Chads parents, finish up so that we can go.” She demanded. I digged into the bacon and within seven minutes, I was done eating. I placed the plate on the coffee table and slowly got up. “Alright, I’m done! We can fucking go before I die.” I screamed in pain. Raymond walked in and I grabbed hold of me as the pain took hold of my spine. “fuck Raymond, you can be glad you’re a fucking man.” I shouted at him. All he did was laugh his ass off and so did my mother. “well Raymond, now you know how lucky you are.” My mother said laughing. “Clearly” He responded. We made our way to the car and got seated. I’m glad I will not be in the same hospital where Chad is currently at, it would be heart breaking. “Everyone has been notified okay.’ My mom said. “That’s great because I do not have time for my mobile right now.” I said painfully. Raymond rushed well to the hospital and we arrived safely. The birth hospital that I chose was on a private piece of land that was surrounded by a lake, willow trees and green pastures. It has a peaceful serenity and it is very very private. Its very family orientated, and the birthing classes is really amazing. The other thing that I love of this birthing hospital is that I get one massive room to myself, WIFI access, television and whatever I want I get. It’s a home from home. The room also has a small patio and a cute wooden rocking chair outside which overlooks the lake. We walked into the hospital, my mom went to reception and immediately I was placed into a wheelchair and wheeled into my room that was awaiting me. The nurses help me get undressed and into hospital wear. The pains were increasing, and I could not speak but scream as if my life depended on it. I’m glad the walls are sound proof as well, even more privacy so I may shout as I please. I finally got onto the bed, all the pain restricted my movements. They placed heart monitors on me and did a few tests, down there. My mom came into the room with the bags and her eyes were saucer like, she seemed shocked. “mother, what the fuck is wrong?” I asked out of breath. “Please I do not have the energy for any crap right now okay.” I said annoyed. “Uh, you have a visitor.” My mom said looking down. She closed her eyes, took a deep breath and looked at me. “it’s Bastiaan.” She said and immediately another contraction came but this time it was a bigger one that made me back hand the vase of flowers off the little table that stood beside the bed. “no! Mom No!” I screamed at her. “Just calm down please. Breathe.” She said trying to calm me. The nurses placed started to elevate my legs with straps coming from the ceiling, they explained that things were going really fast and that we should prepare as any minute I would officially become a mother. I looked up and there he stood, in the door way. He had a crisp white shirt, black pants and hair sleeked to the back. He looked exactly the same when I first saw him. Automatically I cried out to him, I don’t know why. My heart and brain were not working today as partners. “Bastiaan!” I cried out and he ran to be by my side. “I’m here.” He whispered and kissed my forehead. Tears rolled down my cheeks as his skin embraced mine. “I’m here, don’t worry I’m here.” He said again. My mother was on the other side of me and I could sense that she was relieved. ‘Okay Miss Crescent, the baby will be here in a few minutes. I’m impressed with how quick you diluted so she will be here any minute now.” The nurse said. My gynaecologist, Dr Wooten and the paediatrician, Dr Fuller walked in. “Good Morning everyone” The gynae and pead greeted. They both got dressed into different uniforms and had gloves on. “This is going to be very uncomfortable.” The gynae said and she placed her fingers inside of me. She looked up and smiled, “I can feel her head, she’s here.” She explained. I stared crying, I had so much pain and mostly because Chad was not here to witness his daughters birth. Bastiaan kissed me again on my forehead and held my hand even tighter. I looked at him, “thank you.” I whispered through the pain. “Okay guys we are ready, Miss Crescent, the moment you get a contraction. I want you to push as hard as you can okay.” The gynae instructed. The contraction came, and I pushed, it came again, and I pushed. Bastiaan lifted me up a bit to the front to give me a better pushing position and suddenly an ugly burn happened down there. “Don’t stop Miss crescent, her head is out.” The gynae said. My mom went over to her side and squealed with joy. “come on baby girl.” My mom squealed again. “You can do it love.” Bastiaan said. With the next contraction, one more push and I heard her loud and clear. Bastiaan held onto me smiling. My mother was nowhere close to me, she was like a hawk over Crystal whom I did not even meet yet. “You did it.” Bastiaan smiled at me. The nurse wrapped her and brought her to me. She laid quietly on my chest, “You’re good my angel.” I said and kissed her.

It’s been four days already and I’m still recovering at the hospital. It’s really cosy here so I’m not complaining. Bastiaan has not left my side since I gave birth, I haven’t really had a chance to speak to him about everything. Me and Crystal has had so many visitors and our room is so full of gifts from so many people and all of the world from designers that I got to know. She even has her own Louis Vuitton traveling bag kit that got sent over to us. My dad is on his way back already, his beside himself over his granddaughter. Everyone is just Crystal gaga. Except her father, my heart pains every time I think about him. His parents told me that his conditioned remained the same, no change. Crystal has been such a sweet baby so far, she is my light that guided me out of a very dark tunnel. Once I was done changing her diaper, I stood up with her, nestled her into my arms and walked over to the patio door. I stood watching the ducks swim in the lake and the wind moving through the willow trees. “I’m glad to see you up today. You are recovering well.” Said a voice behind me. I turned around and it was Bastiaan. I just smiled, nodded and turned back to the view. “Its quiet today.” He said and kissed my shoulder. I took a deep breath and turned around to put Crystal in her cot. I went over to the coffee table, “Do you want some?” I asked him, “I’m good” He said. I poured me some tea and took a seat on the sofa that was in the room, I looked over at crystal who was peacefully asleep. I’m more than content. “So, I know we need to talk.” He said. “Yeah we do Bastiaan.” I replied. “I’m sorry I left you there, but I needed to let go of you. I was in a really bad space.” He said. “Okay, that’s good then.” I responded. “What made you come to me?” I asked curiously. “you mean when you went into labour?” He asked. “Yeah.” I replied again. “Well whatever you feel, I feel. Your pain was too much to bear and that is when I rushed to be by your side, hoping that you would allow me too.” He explained. “And how do you know that Chad would have not been by my side.” I asked him. “Because I knew, I never left your side Amber Lily, I’m always watching over you. I’ve watched your belly grow, I have seen your pain and plenty hospital visits.” He explained again. I took a sip of my tea and sighed. “I don’t really know what you want me to say or do Bastiaan. Our love, I just don’t know. I get that we are connected but when you just left, it broke me, and God guided me on a different path. A path where I was faced with realistic things, things that are grounded and right. The man that I love is dying and there is absolutely nothing that I can do.” I said to him. Suddenly the nurse walked in, “Miss Crescent, the paediatrician and your gynaecologist has signed you discharge forms. You may leave at any time.” She said and placed the forms on the table. “Thank you dear.” I said smiling to her. “Look Bastiaan, a lot has happened. I would like to take a quick shower before I leave. I’m thinking of taking Crystal to see Chad. Would you drive me?” I asked. “Sure, I will watch over her. Please be quick.” He answered I hopped into the shower and made as quick as possible. I felt like I was chocking because my eyes were no on Crystal, I was so anxious. I quickly washed and ran back into the room because I heard her crying, I nearly face planted on the mat. I stood up and the towel fell off, I hardly noticed because I just wanted to get to her. Bastiaan passed her to me. “Uh she just woke up now.” He said, and I took her and sat butt naked breastfeeding her on the bed. “What?” I asked. “Nothing” He smiled back. “Oh c’mon, it’s not like you having seen me naked before.” I said smiling back at him. “I will start taking everything to the car, all these gifts will probably fill the whole car so you have to take taxi.” He said with a straight face. “Yeah, I think so too.” I agreed with him sarcastically. “just don’t break anything.” I said to him as he carried out a few bags. A few minutes went by and Bastiaan was on his third trip down to the car again and crystal fell asleep. I quickly dressed and texted everyone that I’m being discharged and that I will be seeing Chad with Crystal. Once Bastiaan was done, he came back up. “Amber.” He said and stood infront of me. “Thank you for showing me what love is, thank you for your unconditional love and thank you for helping me grow. I do love you, more than you would ever know but I know that we will never be physically together.” He said again and kissed me. I pushed him back, “Why are you doing all of this now? Why are you saying all of this?” I asked confused and annoyed that he kissed me. “because it was the right thing to do.” he said confidently. I have out a sigh and closed my eyes for a few seconds. “I love you too Bastiaan, never did I stop loving you.” I replied honestly and embraced the kiss that I stopped a few minutes ago. “Is this a goodbye?” I asked. “A more proper one yes.” He said. I smiled and walked over to get Crystal. “Alright Angel, let’s go see daddy.” I whispered to her and we walked out. We left the hospital and for the first time it felt good to just walk out without paparazzi hounding. I opened the back seat, “okay wow, its packed in here.” I said gasping. “Yip, I told you.” He said laughing. we made our way to the hospital which is not far away. “So, you are officially engaged to get married.” Bastiaan said out of the blue. “uh, yes I am.” I said, “I wonder what I should get you as a wedding gift.” He said smiling and looking at me in the rear mirror. “Really now Bastiaan? Why are you being so weird right?” I asked annoyed. “I’m not being weird, like you said, its realistic things and the truth.” He responded. I didn’t reply to him any further. The rest of the car ride to the hospital we were quiet, I kept on looking at Crystal who was so tiny and yet so perfect. We finally arrived at the hospital and Bastiaan opened the car door for me. “Are you coming with?” I asked him. “Yeah, I will wait for you in the waiting room.” He responded. We walked into the ward and I spoke to the nurse to see chad. “Miss Crescent.” A voice said behind me. I turned, and it was the doctor who looks after Chad. “Congratulations on your birth, she looks so perfect.” He said, “Thank you doctor.” I said smiling. “I need to speak to you, let’s go to the waiting room.” He said. Me and Bastiaan followed and we got seated. “Chad is physically here but dead. His basically in a vegetation space right now.” He explained. Tears started to boil up and my tears rolled down onto the baby blanket. “I know this is hard, but we are prolonging his pain.” He said again. “I understand.” Is all I could mouth. So, this is it, I’m going to be a single mother and not be able to marry the love of my life. “I’m waiting for the rest of the family to give the news to them, for now you may sit by him okay.” He said and placed his hand on my shoulder. The doctor left, and I felt myself stare into space. “Go to him.” Bastiaan said. Like a robot, I got up and walked into his room. Chad looked bad, he has lost so much weight. “Look crystal, it’s your daddy.” I said out loud, hoping that chad would hear. “So, Chad, I gave birth to our daughter, I wish you could come back and see her. She looks so much like you.” I tried to say calmly and sound happy. “I need you Chad. I need you.” I said in his ear and kissing his head. “I miss you so much, the house is completely cold and empty without you.” I said again. I took a seat next to him with Crystal in my arms, I looked at her and started to cry. I couldn’t stop, it’s hurting me so badly, all of this. I feel helpless. “I think I can help.” A voice said behind me. I turned around in tears, it was Bastiaan. “What are you talking about?” I said out of breath. “Remember the wedding present I told you about.” He said walking towards Chad. “You got to be kidding me, how dare you Bastiaan! How dare you do this to me.” I almost screamed at him. He lifted his hand up signalling me to stop talking. “I will not stop talking!” I said to him gritting my teeth. “I will make you stop talking then.” He warned. “Good, you stopped.” He said. So, I have been thinking for the past few hours. I can heal Chad fully but it would mean that he would be sharing our connection.” He explained. “Go on, what do you mean?” I asked in shock. “I insert my blood into his heart, vampire blood heals anything.” He explained again. “and you would do this?” I asked again. “At first, I did not want to, our connection is the only raw thing I have with you but at the same time I can’t hold you back from true happiness. He makes you happy right?” Bastiaan asked. “He does.” I said in tears. “Very well then, this is my gift to you.” Bastiaan said. He opened up the drawer that was next to the bed. He pulled out a syringe and took his jacket off. He cleaned his arm with spirits and inserted the needle into his vein which made the blood flow out effortlessly. He quickly got dressed again and looked at me. “This is all he needs, I will release our blood into his heart.” He said to me with a straight face. I walked over to Bastiaan and looked in his eyes. “Thank you, you have no idea what this means to me.” I said. “Trust me, I do know. I love you Amber with all my heart. I was once told that you would be the death of me and that person was right. I would die for you on any day, any second and any year.’ He said, and he kissed me passionately, I returned the passion and did not let go. “It’s time.” He whispered. I stepped back to give Bastiaan room, he pulled away the blanket and positioned the needle above Chads heart. “Sumari Umaar.” He whispered, and he plunged the needle into Chads heart. Chads body shook for a few seconds and then it stopped. He flatlined and I looked at Bastiaan. He signalled me to wait and within seconds a strong heart beat came through. “Oh God!” I cried out. I walked over to Bastiaan and hugged him. “He will be fine in the morning okay.” He said holding me and kissing my head. He took Crystal from me, “Now baby girl, your great uncle Bastiaan will be showing you many wonders of the world. You will be blessed with love and calmness in your life.” He whispered to her. “I thought the nurses would come in.” I said. “nah, your dad has things sorted.” He replied smiling. “his here?” I asked shocked. “Yes, we came up with the plan together.” Bastiaan replied to me. “You guys amaze me. I love you both so much.” I kissed Bastiaan again. “Thank you.” I said softly.

 

 

 

 

The End

Epilogue

 

 

It’s been four years already since everything happened. After Bastiaan saved Chad, he woke up the very next morning. The entire hospital was confused, it was really funny to see how baffled the doctors were, but I couldn’t care less, Chad was alive and healed. That is all that mattered to me. I would however say that the down fall was that plenty of cancer patient swamped the hospital thinking there was some sort of cure, unfortunately there was not. Two weeks after Chad woke up, we got married in Czech Republic. I decided to get married as a Princess. It took Chad days to come to terms with my family and understanding that a mystical side to this world exists, he did accept this because I gave him the truth and that is what he needed. Just the truth to build our life on. Meeting my grandparents was really great. The first day I arrived there, I was very nervous. Being surrounded by hundreds of vampires is no joke. Everything went really well and I’m mostly happy that Chad really excepted every aspect of my life. He and Bastiaan are like brothers, best friends. Chad feels in debt to him and no matter how much we speak to chad, it does not help. Crystal is the happiest kid alive. She does everything with a smile and loves the outdoors. I sold my house in the mountains and we moved to the country for Crystal, the scenery brings upon the calmness that is needed in our life. I have had three massive shows already and currently working on a children line, Crystal is going to be one of the models so both me and her is very excited! Penny has bought shares in my company so now we are co-owners but I am the majority shareholder. I’m also currently seventeen weeks pregnant with another baby girl, Chad says he wants to create a soccer team, his crazy I keep telling him. Everything is well, it has been a long journey. A journey of choice, love and forgiveness. I’m in love with everything that has happened since Chad woke up, he is different too, he adores life and lives it to the fullest every day.

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