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The one thing I Remember when I was little was me holding my brother and my sister clinging to me we were all crying, mum and dad were having an argument again they were screaming about how my mum had been talking to a guy called Steve Clarke on a social media site. Following that argument I remember my mum packing up my brother and sister and leaving just leaving me behind at age 1. All I remember is having nightmare and crying for 6 years thinking it was my fault my mum left me and my dad, in al reality it was that it was Steve’s and mum’s fault, from that day on when I was 1 and my mum left with my brother and sister I never saw any of them till I was 7 and my mom came out of the blue and took me to her dad’s house for the day to give me presents then she took me home, I didn’t see her again till my 10th birthday when she decided I was going to live with her, she took me to the police station and said my dad hit her when he didn’t, the she took me to her dad’s house again and we stayed the night there and then the next day we travelled to my mums house in Cessnock, NSW that day I met steve for the first time and I could tell I was not going to like him, that day I also saw my brother for the first time in 10 years I instantly knew he was my brother when I saw him I had an instant connection to him I wanted to protect him and never leave him, I attended Cessnock west public school for a year and I missed my dad so much I left my great life were I got whatever I wanted for that year of my life, I decided to leave to be with my dad was a better choice, the day I left my mum made me pack my stuff by myself and everything valuable I owned I had to leave behind. I went back to my dad’s I spent all my free time at Macquarie fields library, the rest of the time I was at school which was Macquarie Fields public school and then finished schooling there and went to Casula high school for a term there doing drugs and getting in trouble everyday not going to a single class at all. After a term I got sick of the bulling and left for my mum’s again I spent 4 years up there I continued to do drugs and not go to classes mum took me to councillor after councillor thinking something was wrong with me cause I was different to everyone else she got blood tests done and apparently I have add which is attention deficit disorder which mean I get distracted easily and don’t understand most thinks other people do, I had friends I loved and never wanted to leave, how come I had to leave you have to ask me and Steve never got along like he did with Jacob and Chloe. Me, Jacob and Steve were playing a game of wrestling Steve was on top of me while I was on the ground I tried to get him of me but it didn’t work the only other thing I could think of was bitting him so I did not hard but enough to say get off me, he got off and said to mum that I bite him so hard that I drew blood, this was a not true I only grazed his arm it was just red from the bite. He told my mum to get rid of me she told me to go pack my stuff I cried the whole time I was packing my brother was trying to sleep and even told me to shut up, my mum didn’t know I was listen to her she was on the phone to my dad saying that if he wouldn’t take me back that she would take me to the police station and get me charged. My dad took my back that was a year ago last mother’s day, I cry a lot cause I miss my brother and carn’t wait till I see him I wish I didn’t do it sometime just so I could still see my brother every day that is how I feel everyday miss him unconditionally and cry cause I won’t get to see him grow up and get married and start a family, I just hope I can see him again I am now happy I live with my dad and his dad I go to Liverpool girls’ high school and I have friends I love to bits and a boyfriend I love unconditionally I have plan for what want to do in the future I either want to join the navy or do sports management but for the near future I am planning for my 16th birthday.

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