Dearest Love:
I would never let you go, years might pass one after theo ther but you will always live in my heart. I don't want another man, you are my soulmate and to open my heart to another person would mean I don't believe our love is true forever. I would never break the promise I made in front of your grave one April morning, I pledge to love you always and I am going to keep that promise.
Maybe I am from another planet for I don't understand when people swear to love someone forever and then somehow they find a new love, how could you love somebody as your true love and be with another person, I guess the person they loved where not that true love but you are my true love, my soulmate and I would be your little lady always, I don't need another man in my life. At times I feel alone but then your memory comes back to me and right then and there I know that nobody could replace you in my heart.
I love Memphis, our city where our home is, that beautiful small house that have your heart in it. You bought it for your parents and I know how special it always was for you. How many memories come to mind of breakfasts, blueberry pancakes and laughter in that kitchen, days that live in every story I write about us. That first day we brought Johnny Jr into the house for the first time, how excited you were to take him to the nursery. How many times you and him run in the big yard, you tried to teach him how to play football and he was only four, he was your boy, is like I live those times when I sit and write about us, about our love.
It dosen't matter how many years you had been gone for I am faithful to your memory, I remember you each day, the sweet man who had a strong temper at times but who needed lots of love and affection. I tried to be tender to you, always caressing you, making you feel loved, you made me feel so important. I know that your divorced from your first wife made you suffer, you were hurt too much specially when she took your little girl to another city so she could persue a career, even though you remained her friend, Pam had made your heart bleed and it was my job to heal it, I just hope that where you are now you see me as that woman you brought love and healing to your life.
I will love you forever and I ask you only one thing, never let me go.
yours forever;
Anna
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 25.05.2011
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