I had thought that it was a dream but I found out that, it was a harsh reality. I had heard that my boyfriend had broken up with me because of a rumor that someone told him. I wonder how he though of something would make him do something like that to me.
I was at the mall with one of my closets friends, when someone told me that my boyfriend was going to call me in a few minutes. I wasn't prepared for what was about to happen. I was busy talking with my girl when I got a call through my facebook messanger. It was my boyfriend!! I wasn't sure what to do except answer the call.
"Hello?" "Hey! There is something that I want to talk to you about?" I took a second to make sure that I didn't sound worried or something. "Okay. What's up?" "You should be telling me what's up!! You are the one doing it to me!" OMG!! I don't know what has gotten into him but he has no right to say something like that to me, even without explaining what he was talking about. I was just going to be honest and see what would happen. "I don't know what you are talking about and I mean that." I could tell that he was starting to get mad, I could hear his breath, that's what was giving it away to me right now. "You damn know what you did you b***!!" "HEY!! There is no need to cuse me about something that I have no clue what you are talking about!!" I had the right mind to just end the call when he said something made me want to hit his f*cking face. "You know damn know that you are cheating on me behind my back with that what's he's name....oh yeay....BRAYN!!" I can not believe that this is what is was all about. "I can't believe that you believe that!! I have told you many times that I would never ever cheat on you and that I love you so very much. It really hurts to hear that you are telling me this through the PHONE no less!! I have the right mind to just hang up on your sorry ass."
There was much silence before he said anything, I was about to say something when he beat me to it. "You should be the one beaging for me back since you are the one that is cheating and that you are obviously admited it just a few minutes ago. You know what b****, I'm hanging up on your sorry ass. You are gonna wish that you ever lied to me, you are going to wish, you just wait." Next think I knew, he had hung up the phone, my best friend has sat there through it all, we decided that we need a cookie and a drink. That was going to keep me from having the best time I can with her. The rest of the day went while actually, we met a couple of guys, they were supper sweet. They told us they wanted to be friends first before ever thinking about us like that. I decided friends was the bes thing I needed right now. We spent the rest of the day together with the boys, they had made sure that we had a good time.
*BEEP* *BEEP*
I hear my alarm go off. I slowly sat up, looked at my clock and saw that it was seven-twenty. OMG!! I got to hear or I'm going to be late for school. I jump out of bed, almost face palnting the floor. I run to my closet. I grab a jean skirt, sparkly white belt, tank top and a leather jacket. I slepped everything on and ran to the bathroom, I had to think of something to do with this mess of a hair. I grab my brush, I brush through it. I did a up do, I put some little flower looking pin in my bun. I practically rushed with putting on my make-up. I finished with a light pink lip stick, sparkly eye shadow. I raced down stairs where I saw my family eating, I sat down and tried to gulp down my food. "SISTER!! You need to hear up or I'm leaving you behind." "Shut up!! It's not my fault that I woke up late!!" *it really is my fault* I finised and raced out the door, I could hear my sister yelling behind me. "Wait up you dumby!! I'll tell mom on your ass!!" I turned around and smirked at her, I could see the bus close to the stop.
I had gotten on the bus when sister came in afew minutes after I had sat down. She stuck her tongue out at me, I smirked. "That's what you get for being slow dumb ass." She went to the back where she could watch some new kid that go on board. I saw him to but he seemed more my age then anything else really.
The bus pulled up to the school, I got off first before I could see where that new kid was going. I was walking towards the front doors when I heard my name. "JESSICA!! Wait up!!" I turned around to see my best and closed friend Amandad running up to me. "Hey girl! How's it going?" "It's going okay but have you heard!" "Have I heard what?" "There is this new kid, he is majorally HOT!!" "Ugh!" I look away from her for a second so she couldn't see me roll my eye's at her. "I saw that and why ugh?" "It's another pretty boy that every girl is going to fall for and me, that I would get a crush on possibly get hurt again. I'm not even wanting to date one, especailly when he left me then moved away without a single word about it." "OMG!! Your still going on about that break up?" "Yes I am. Got a problem with that?" "Never mind, let's not get into a arugnment right now, it's the first day back and I don't want to get into a fight with you right now." She walked off so I followed her, she was about to walk in the doors when I ran into someone.
*Crash*
I landed on the ground rubbing my head. I looked up to see thsi really HOT guy rubbing his head. I wasn't sure what had happened, I thought I knew this guy. He looked really familiar. I was about to look away when he looked at me...oh no!!
I got up as fast as I could and dash inside but a strong arm grabbed my wrist. I was trying to find a excuse to leave as soon as possibly but all I could was turn around and act like I didn't know him. "What do you want?" He looked at me confused, it was working so far. "Don't we know each other?" "I don't think I have ever seen you before, why?" "I just thought you looked like someone I dated about two years ago. You look just like you but she is WAY prettier than you look." Like oh my gosh, did he just say that to me!! I want to slap his HOT face. "Well thanks for that ugly comment and bet she has nothing to do with a guy that just picked up and left, without saying anything about it." I yanked my wrist out of his hand, I walked inside and wanted to scream. I had to find Amanda and tell her what just happened.
I was heading towards her locker when they bell rang. I headed to my first period class. I sat in the middle because I don't like being in the front but hate sitting in the back where I can't hear or see the board. I was about to pull out my phone when I heard the teacher tell us to let us have his attention for a second. I just looked toward the front, I was confused on what was about to happen but decided that I might as well pay attention to what he was about to say. I looked down really fast, the next thing I knew, someone guy walked in and all the girls started to drool over him. I was just like OMG, don't they have anything better to do? I looked up to see him standing there, I tried to act like I didn't even notice him there. "Class, this is Brandan. He just moved back here so I would like ya'll to treat him nicely. I think you need someone to show you around the school since you never have been here before." "Thank you sir. Is there someon you have in mind, to you know, show me around?" "Yes, my best student." Everyone groaned and look like they were about to have a fit. "I would like you to met Jessica! Jessica would you please come forward?" He looked around the room wanting to see who it was. He was hoping that it was his ex-girlfriend.
I though I shouldn't stand up since of what he just said to me this morning but I decided that it was best to get it over with. "Yes, I would be happy to show him around. I wouldn't like my presence to heander anyone." I walked over to him. "Nice to met you Brandan, long time no see." "Hey Jessica, how have you been?" "I have been better." I walke out of the classroom and waited for him to follow me. He came a little later after I walked a few steps.
"Jessica, why didn't you tell me that you were the one that I said all that to this morning?" "You don't get how I feel. Don't you think you showing up after two years would surprise me, especailly since you say anything to me." I walked away before he could say something else. He was walking up behind really fast. I turned around just as he cupped my face and brought my lips to his. I didn't know what to do but I started to kiss him back. It started to get really intense. I push him away and turned around, I wanted to run away crying. "Jessica? Why did you do that?' I turned around with my eye's all red. "Don't you think that you could kiss me and think that I would be okay with it? It's not okay, you broke my hear, didn't tell then just left wihtout telling me. Do you know how hard that was for me to handle all at once. I really thought you cared about me but I was wrong as hell!! You are jerk!!" He looked away from me, I coudld see that what I said really got to him, which it should have. I didn't want to wait any longer for his reply.
I had walked away, I knew he was behind me but wasn't sure how far away he was. I wasn't sure what to say now, I said the things I felt and knew that I had hurt his feelings because of it. I was about to say something when he said something. "Jessica, I'm sorry that I hurt you that bad. I thought that you didn't really care about me that much because of what I heard." I turned around, I looked at him like I knew what he was saying but then was confused as hell.
"Jessica, you don't know what I am talking about, do you?" I looked at him, I act like I never knew what he was talking about or let alone really cared because I knew he would tell me. "I heard that you cheated on me and didn't care anything about it. I thought that you really wanted that Alex guy more than your own boyfriend." OMG!! "I can't believe that you would believe that wihtout even talking to me about it. You should have talked to me!!" Ugh! I hit the locker, I didn't know how to react to this but all I knew was tha that he should have at least talked to me about. *fwi I would never cheat on my boyfriend, I loved him to much to want to ever hurt him*
He looked at me, he saw that I was fighting back tears. He walked up to me a little, I wasn't sure what to do but I kept walking backwards. He kept walking closer to me, I finally hit the lockerd with my back. He looked deep in my blue eye's. He cupped my face, he wripped my tears away. He was moving closer to me, we were mere inches from my lips. He preshed his lips on to mine, it was such a passionate kiss. He bit my bottome lip, he was wanting have permish to enter my mouth. I groaned, it took the opertunite to stick his tongue in my mouth. OMG!! This has been the most pasionate kiss I have ever had. Wait!! What am I do!! I'm a sucker for this, I wanted him to do this with me since I lost him.
"Brandon." I finially pushed away, I couldn't believe that he was doing that. "What's wrong? I thought you wanted this?" "I don't want it like this, I wanted you to feel the same as me but I was wrong on so many level." I just turned around and walked away leaving him in the hallway alone. I didn't want to be around him, after that I went to the nurese because I didn't feel well after. She told me that I should go home for the rest of the day.
I had gotten home, I changed into sweats and a baggy t-shirt. I laied down and turned on my tv. I was was watching my facvorite show when I heard a knock on the door, my mom was home so I knew she would answer the door. "Jessica!! You have someone here for you." I got up off my bed and walked down stairs. "Who is mom?" She didn't answer me, I wasn't sure what to do besides go see who it was waiting in the livingroom. "Mom!! Where is the person waiting?" "They are in the livingroom, just go see what they want." "Fine! Thanks for the help." I walked into the livingroom to find Brandan sitting on the couch. "Hi, why are you here?" He stood up and looked at me. "Wow! I never saw you like this." He couldn't take his eye's off me but I wasn't in the mood for his flirtting ways. "Thanks but why are you reall here for?" He looked at the ground and back into my eye's, "I wanted to say sorry about earlier and that you aren't the only that has been missing you. I was hurt myself and then I moved, I couldn't tell you. Please trust me that I wanted to tell you but I never go aroudn to tell you, I even started a text but never knew what to say to you. I was scared that you would bitch me out and yell at my through the text. Jessica..." He walked to where I was standing, he wrapped his arms around my wait. "I still love you and want you in life, there has never been a time I never though about you. I had so many girls ask me out...I never said yes because you were the only one that I could think about. Please give me a second chance, I want to be with you."
I looked away from him for second, I couldn't help the tears that where coming down. "Brandan, do you really mean that?" "I mean it with ever once of my body." I just let the tears come down, he brought in to his stronge arms. I nuzzled into his chest, he hugged me for what seemed like forever. We pulled a little bit, he cupped my face and kissed me. That was the first time that I could feel his feelings go through the kiss. I couldn't believe after the day we have had, that I was able to have my man back and that he had me back, too. This turned out to be the best first day or senior year.
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