Dear Jordan,
I am writing this all down to give you a flash from the past. Haha(: I hope you keep this forever! Okay, now I'll actually start!
Over three months ago, Sunday July 3rd to be exact, was one of the best days of my life. Well, technically night, considering the day itself was boring. Anyway at around 10pm I met you. It was so awkward at first because strangely I was shy for once! Breana and Freya kind of forced a relationship upon us. They made us hold hands and eventually kiss. I loved it! You helped me get over my ex. Well, I pretty much just had to look into your eyes for that. Which brings us to our nest day!
Monday, July 4th. Yay! Its "Independence Day"! This day is another great day, the day you asked me out. We hung out all day, with Breana of course. We walked around the City! I had never walked around there so I had no clue where we were. It was fun just walking though. This is also the day we took a picture together. Breana took it when we were in the dugout avoiding people. I found it funny how like everyone knew you! Later Breana and I went home to prep for the fireworks.
Now the fireworks were my favorite part. After suffering from March of May screaming in a microphone and calling it music, we sat with my mom. Well behind her to be exact. It was so freaking hilarious with Breana. She wouldn't even talk to poor Salvador. Even though he only really wanted in her pants.. cough cough HORNDOG! Hahah(:While they were having their awkward moment, I finally looked into your blue eyes. After that you kissed me! Well then it turned into what one would call "making out". LOL. After the fireworks ended we had to end ours. While we walked back to my car, Freya asked if you wanted to come over for her birthday the next day. I thought it was a fun idea so I encouraged the thought onto my mom. You said you would come, so it was a date!
Tuesday, July 5th. It was Freya's birthday and the last day I saw you before you went to Hawaii for a month. You met my whole family and they all loved you! I was so happy, my family always hates my boyfriends. We sat by the river and just talked for three hours! There was never a single awkward moment. We later went rafting. I had fun having you do everything. Haha(: I was really happy i finally got to know you. Dinner was completely awkward! I wouldn't eat, so I felt weird! We then took you home where I wouldn't see you for a month.
Jordan Lee Baney, these may only three of our amazing days we have had together, but they were the best, It was before I knew you practically cheated on me, before all the drama. This was the times where we had the most fun. You were flirtatious and so sweet It kind of depresses me that we aren't like this anymore. I miss the day you called me beautiful to my face. I know this was long ago, bit its like a constant replay in my head. Everyone asked what I did this summer, I described this.
Jordan I just want you to know, that you mean the world to me. I miss you so much right now. I don't ever want to lose you ever again. I don't know what I would do without you!
I love you.
Your's forever and always,
Jenna.
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 26.09.2011
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