As I stepped forward on impulse, I could feel no ground under my feet. I screamed, not knowing where I was, everything blacker than night. I turned my gaze upwards and saw a quickly shrinking sky, and I had a deep feeling would not see it again for a long, long time.
For hours I traveled at the same pace until I had a sense of sinking. I felt like the world was gone and I became certain I was dead. But death could not possibly hold so much pain.
falling, still falling.
I could no longer feel myself; I was just not there. I quickly forgot time itself. I did not know how long this extreme feeling would last and did not wonder how long it had been. I waited and waited for unconsciousness to take me into its welcoming arms, but the comfort never came.
The weight of this weightlessness pushed down on me. I was forced to tears. I sobbed until my heart was an empty hole. ice replaced me. flying was sopposed to feel wonderful, but now, i see, they were liars. i will kill them. my anger was strong.
No one was coming. I begged the stars for forgiveness, hoping that this pain would end, but they showed me no mercy. I could not think, not remember my name. I had no sense of direction and I finally stopped fighting. I gave into the false sense of security and accepted that I wanted to die. I begged for death. I pleaded. I finally knew that this torture would never end.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 09.06.2011

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