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It’s the same thing everday,everytime of every hour that I am here.I can never catch a break….never.Where is my break because I could sure use one right now.This always happens to me and no one else.Those people are the truly blessed ones.they are not me and never will be.At times I don’t even want to be me.Sad individual right? Maybe,but I have all the reasons in the world to be.I wish there was someone that could understand,relate or at least give me a word of encouragement and say that one day everything will be okay.But alas I cannot be granted my wish.I just have to lie here and suffer in silence.

I am numb to everything as of right now.I am numb to the point I no longer feel the people that I am poisitive are around me.A person in a coma is more aware then at the moment.

“Hey ya’ll I think she has had enough what yall think?” a familiar voice said and i knew it was layton devero our schools star basketball team captain.

“We should just leave the bitch here…not like she’s our problem”a female voice said that’s sounded all nasally and I knew it was karma devero head cheerleader of the devil's cheerleading squad.“I agree with her…we should leave her here like the trash she is”another familiar voice said that was deep and rough like he smoked too much and then i knew it had to leemo skinner who no offense was a nobody with a pierced body who could not read and spelled like a third grade.r”Got that right she is pathetic”another female voice said and I recognized it too it was my ex best friend gracelee chance.She was still mad that she had caught her boyfriend flirting with me.I tried to explain to her that i had not been flirting back but she made up her own mind and we have not been friends sense.

I never thought my old friend would do something like this,but yet she did.I knew that if they were to continue I would surely die today.Boy I sure hope my prayers will be answered because i could not take another hit.I however did not get my hopes up to high.They would usually keep beating me till I passed out.they hated me ever since a stupid incident back in gradeschool...except gracelee i had met her during freshman year way after these other bimbos around me started beating me.

My first attack happened when i was just in first grade.It was all because I did not wanna share my animal crackers with them.Ok…maybe I could have shared just a few,but come on..i was in the mine faze as my mom called it.Even stuff that were not mine I would not share it.So on that day I refused yet again to share with the people who were surrounding me now.

“Cannot believe this loser don"t know what her and her sister are..we are not from here and different from them and still know about our real home planet away from these normal humans.well excluding this bitch and her sister alinora.

What were they talking about?What did they mean by home planet?…they made it sound like their aliens or something.and especially why did they talk as if me and my sis knew something about it?

I thought about all this and it just confused and frustrated me.i tried to decipher the meaning of their words but I was just in too much pain to care at the moment.I told myself I would file it away for later when I was in better health.Because right now my body hurt and I really needed a nap.Sadly I could not do as I hoped as I was in school.i picked up my backpack an went to the girls bathroom.

Once in I lock the door ran water in a sink pulling out another pair of sweats and a sweatshirt and towel.I soakied the towel in the sink cleaning the blood off my body before getting out the pain meds taking them and applying some antibacterial ointment on my scars and some brusing cream on my bruises before packing it up.When i was finshed putting on my other clothes i put back on my backpack wincing in pain a little as my wounds were bothered.But I put my usual happy smile on and walked out the bathroom hoping that I am hiding my real pain and true turmoil.

 

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 29.07.2014

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