Confined in Sins

Chapter one bro
Confined in sins
Fusion asylum ,a place of no return is what most people called it.It had small windows with large bars on them,a twelve foot high brick wall surrounding the place and heavy security.It was located in Colorado springs.
You would think it was a prison but as horrible as it was it might as well be.Screams and crying was all you ever heard from this place.No one ever knew why though,you weren't aloud in unless you were there to stay.Only the most insane of people went there,and sadly that's where Jesslyn was going. Jesslyn was about sixteen years old,fairly tall,slim,brown eyes,snake bites and long black and blue hair that hung over one eye.
A typical teenager, with a horrid past.Pain was his game and death was something he longed for.He sat still on an old school cheese bus heading to Fusion asylum.He had cuffs on his wrist and ankles which didn't seem to bother him much as he stared out the window.He watched people walking down the street free to do what they wanted,he envied them.He missed those days of going where he wanted when he wanted.He spent a year at a small mental institution in Arizona,it was peaceful there for him.Big windows and open spaces,plenty of outdoors time and he was free to draw and sing.Both of which he loved doing,but he knew those days were over.After the incident he would never have that type of freedom again.Slowly the bus entered the gates of Fusion asylum,and Jesslyn knew this was the end.No more going outside,drawing,singing or having visitors ever again.The director of the asylum greeted Jesslyn at the door steps.He was a tall man that had a weird sense to him. Jesslyn glared at him for sometime before saying anything.
The director introduced himself with a large smile and put out his hand wanting to shake Jesslyn's hand.
Jesslyn pushed back the hand and stood still,he didn't want to introduce himself
at all so he just stood there and looked around.The director brushed it off and lead Jesslyn inside. Jesslyn waved goodbye to his doctors and nurses while they all stared with sad faces and waved back.He followed the director around for some time looking at all the rooms and patients.There were many of them,mostly children and adults.They were all ,the children ran back and forth in their rooms yelling and screaming as if someone was after them.The adults were worse,some laid on the floor and furiously scratched and bite at them self's. Others would cover their ears and cry or scream. Jesslyn watched in horror."What kind of fucked up place was this?"he thought to himself. Interrupting his thought the director finally stopped before an empty room on the third floor towards the back. Jesslyn hesitantly stepped inside the immensely small room.
The director stood at the door and began to state the rules,In a deep voice he said "Rule one don't cause trouble,Rule two doctors and nurses here aren't paid to be your friend so don't get to comfortable,and finally don't try anything stupid, Got that?" Jesslyn half way ignoring him nodded his head.The director took off his cuffs and locked the door on his way out. Jesslyn laid on the bed,which was small and only a foot off the ground."Shit what did I get myself into" he mumbled out loud as he stood up.He looked through the bars on the small window and watched the clouds as it began to rain.Oh how he missed playing in the rain.He turned around and to his surprise saw a little girl infront of him.She was covered in blood and was looking at the floor. Jesslyn pushed her out of his way and laid back on the bed.The girl seemed to be anger and had raw flesh dangling from her mouth while blood dripped on the floor. Jesslyn glanced at her and lifted up his shirt and said "If your ganna kill me and eat my flesh go ahead."The little girl began ripping his stomach and viciously ate away.He laid there almost as if he was enjoying it and whispered "Death at last."All of the sudden he heard a loud noise and his cell door opened."shit i was only dreaming."he thought.A nurse came in to take him downstairs to eat breakfest with the other patients. Jesslyn still half asleep followed her with no excitement at all.They made it to the first floor and she showed him to his table.Sitting there, were some children ages five to nine he guessed. Jesslyn glared at all of them with a look of hatred. The children looked scared of him. Jesslyn kind of liked that.As he sat there a little girl walked up to him and softly said "ello sir whats your name?" Jesslyn didn't want to answer,as cute as she was he just wanted to be left alone.So he replied with a rude tone "Fuck off kid i don't want to be your friend its to earlier for this shizz."The little girl ran away almost in tears. Jesslyn kind of felt bad,but was to tired to really care,he just wanted to die.Another patient came up to him. Jesslyn at this point was pissed.He really didn't want to make friends or introduce himself to anyone.He intensely glared and said "what bro? i really want to be left alone." The man responed "You need to be careful young man,with an attitude like that your sure to get put in the suicide room." "Suicide room?" Jesslyn asked. "Yes the suicide room its where you are locked up with the most insane patients so they can watch your behavior but no one ever comes back alive."Just then a nurse came over to serve breakfest and the man ran away. Jesslyn sat there kind of confused and very interested in what the man had just told him."Locked up with the most insane patients?what could get worse then these wackos eating breakfest?"jesslyn whispered to himself.The nurse handed Jesslyn a plate with mush on it."You expect me to eat this crap?" jesslyn told the nurse."Watch your tone young man"the nurse angerly said."Oh really what are you going to do if i don't? Jesslyn replied."I-i-i i'll have you" the nurse tried to say.Before she could finish her sentence Jesslyn twisted her around and held her hands behind her back.Defenseless she started to shake in terror."Please don't hurt me."she whispered."Then why don't u get me some damn eatable food sweetheart"Jesslyn said with a smirk.He let her go and slapped her butt as she walked away.She quickly ran to get what Jesslyn asked for. Jesslyn laughed and sat down happily."Dumb lady i wasn't ganna hurt her but at least now i could have some real food."He thought with a smile.Just then the director grabbed Jesslyns arm and pulled him.The director began to speak with a furious tone"Excuse me remember what i told you yesterday?Behave or we will deal with you."Jesslyn again half way ignoring him nodded and walk slowly behind the tall man.The director threw Jesslyn back in his room and locked the door."No breakfest?" Jesslyn said in the most depressed tone.He sat on the floor leaned up against his bed and began to day dream about his past.Drawing pictures of trees and landscapes while singing.He missed it so much but in a place like this he would never be able to do those things again.Just then he realized,he might not be able to draw but he could sing.He started to sing a song by his favorite band "Plantantaga","Cut my wrist,kill me now,the pain sets in and its never....."Before he could finish,his cell door slammed opened.An escaped patient ran in and started to attack jesslyn. Clawing at his skin ripping apart his flesh and splattering his blood every where."Death at last"he whispered yet again.As he sat there and enjoyed the pain of his flesh being ripped away from the bone.He heard a scream and realized he was only dreaming."SHIT! why does this always happen?"he groaned.

Its only just starting

Chapter two bro
Its only just starting
A week had past by and Jesslyn was still rotting away in Fusion asylum.He got use to the screaming at night,the random crying and the wackos at meal time."I hate these wackos."Jesslyn mumbled.He was sitting there at his usual breakfest table with the same little kids that were so terrified of him.As he sat there half way awake with his face on the table a little child at his table spoke up."No one likes go away."the child said shakingly. As always Jesslyn replied with one of his smartass comments "Why don't you fuck off or drop dead i didn't ask to be here so if you really don't like me get up and move."The child just sat there and stared in shock for sometime before getting up and attacking Jesslyn. The child grabbed Jesslyns neck and began to choke him,Jesslyn threw the kid on the table causing all the other patients to lose control.They ran around attacking each other like as if they were in a mosh pit. Punches flew and blood splattered every where,it was an epic battle.Someone started to shatter glass cups on the floor,Jesslyn grabbed a shard of glass from the floor and walked towards the child that had just attacked him.He picked the poor helpless child off the floor by his neck and held the razor sharp shard up to his cheek."Try that shit again and i'll kill you,you messed with the wrong motherfucker cause one things for sure i am crazy." Jesslyn said strongly.The child tried to fight back but his efforts were null and only pissed Jesslyn off more.Just as Jesslyn was about to cut the kids throat the director yanked him away."What the hell are you doing to this poor youth?Have you no sympathy?" the director yelled. Jesslyn as always half way ignored him and just nodded and stood there. Jesslyn had low tolerance for authority and didn't respect anyone no matter who it was.The director yanked Jesslyn down the hallway to his room and pushed him in."Try one more thing and you'll regret it"the director said and then walked away. Jesslyn laid on his bed and thought for hours about all the things he missed or wanted.Night fell and the moon was shining through his window. Jesslyn decided to lay on the floor and think.As he got down on the floor he glanced under his bed and then quickly did again.He laid there in intense horror as he stared under his bed.Under his bed was a body of a women that looked burnt and covered in sticky blood.She had no hair and was just laying there very still. Jesslyn laid there and soon began to feel his fear slowly slip away.He reached out his hand to touch her,but just before he got close she grabbed his hand and opened her eyes which were blood shot red. Jesslyn pulled his arm back with no expression at all.He wasn't scared,he was hopeful that she wanted to hurt him.Pain was something he yearned for so dearly.She started to crawl from under the bed,but Jesslyn didn't move at all.He just closed his eyes and hoped she would attack him in any way possible.Sadly to his surprise she disappeared so he figured he must have been dreaming again.He nodded off a lot and never seemed to realize it since his dreams were so vivid he figured he was still in reality. Jesslyn laid there and commenced to crying in desperation.
He longed for pain so bad it was depressing,he pulled up his shirt a little by his arm.His arms were covered in self inflicted cuts and they looked horribly gruesome.As he laid there crying he started to scratch at his wounds deeply,hoping they would bleed.The pain of it was indulging and made Jesslyn calm down a bit.He adored the feeling and only wished it would last.He continued but his scars refused to bleed which upset Jesslyn a little but the pain of it was so indulging he didn't care.He kept on going until they bleed and he finally fell asleep peacefully and satisfied. Meanwhile, the child that had attacked Jesslyn was strapped to a chair screaming for freedom.Some doctors rushed into the room with a lot of strange tools in there hands."Jimmy you should have behaved now we have to punish you"one of the doctors said."I'll be good I promise just please let me go!" Jimmy shakingly yelled.Before he could yell again the doctors began to attach objects to his whole body.They made sure he was strapped down enough where there was no chance of moving or more or less escaping.After all the objects were placed onto the child,a doctor pulled a switch on the wall and watched the poor thing struggle.His body moved in profound ways as he laid there and suffered in agony.He started to foam at the mouth so the doctor hesitantly turned off the switch.The boy laid there motionless and barely breathing in such agony.The doctors just watched as he let out his last breath and his eyes slowly closed shut.After he had passed on the doctors began to cut open his body and explore his insides vigorously. with excitement.The took out his organs and blood splattered onto the floor and laid them out on a metal table.As soon as all the poor kids insides were out they started to pour chemicals on them.The organs had no reaction at first,but after a very short amount of time they started to.The boys heart exploded all over the place,his eyes turned from a bloody red to various oranges and purples and his liver started to deteriorate from the inside out.It was a horrid thing to watch but all the doctors did with high interest.They all stood there and took notes and were elated with what had happened in they're little experiment.After every thing stopped reacting to the chemicals the nurses came in and cleaned up.Both the doctors and nurses left the room with smiles and just couldn't be happier with they're results.Early the next morning,the sunlight was shining harshly into Jesslyns room. Jesslyn absolutely hated sunlight,he hated it more than he hated everything else in his life.As always he got up half asleep waiting for the nurse to come get him for breakfest, but this time it was different.The nurse didn't show up at all to pick Jesslyn up. Jesslyn sat there confused o why he wasn't already sitting down stairs eating.He got up to walk to the door and in amazement it was unlocked.At this point Jesslyn was beyond confused,he softly pushed on the door and peeked outside.No one was there,so he silently walked out the door and shut it behind him.He figured everyone must be already down stairs eating breakfest that's why no one was on his level.After realizing no one was for sure there he ran as fast as he could down the old stair case.It seemed like no one used it so he guessed he was safe there.He made it to the first floor and there infront of him he saw a sign,"Back door exist employees only" it read.He wanted to jump for joy but didn't, he didn't want to risk getting caught.Just as he pushed on the door and felt a rush of cold air and sunlight he woke up."Motherfucker" Jesslyn said while laughing.He figured he might as well get use to his vivid dreams since they never seem to give up.As laid there on realized it wasn't even day break outside. Jesslyn got up from the cold floor and stood by his tiny little window and watched as clouds passed over the moon.He watched with a slight enjoyment, and he quietly closed his eyes,held his hands together real tight and wished on a star.Then he began to sing a simple lullaby that he adored.His soft whispers were went unnoticed,but they way he sang each word was gorgeous and soothing.He swayed back and forth as he sang to himself while watching the stars.It was utterly peaceful and Jesslyn finally let his guard down and let himself go as he sang in a whispered tone. Jesslyn had a lot happen to him in his life and ever now and then he needed some peace,even if it was just for a moment.The next morning when Jesslyn went down to breakfest he noticed the boy that had attacked him wasn't there. Jesslyn could care less but he had a weird feeling that something bad had happened.As he sat there he tried to relax but he just couldn't,he knew something happened and he had to know what.So when the nurse came to serve him his food he softly asked her "wheres the boy I fucked up the other day?" The nurse refused to answer and walked away rather quickly. Jesslyn was convinced that there was more secrets to this place than he had thought and he was determined to figure out each and every one of them.

Jesslyn's Past

Chapter three bro
Jesslyn's Past
Jesslyn had it rough from the beginning,his mother Serenity was gravely ill mined and his father Fable was always furious with rage.Serenity was a beautiful women with pale skin and long flowing hair,but a horrible point of view. Fable was a big tough man that beat Serenity daily for simple mistakes.She loved him to much to leave so she took the beatings,Serenity would do what ever it takes to keep Fable from ever leaving her.November 21,was the day poor Jesslyn was brought into this terrible world and also the day his father left his mother.His mother hated him from that day on,she said he was a demon and he had to be punished for his sins.To her Jesslyn was the reason Fable left so she figured he was a demon and should only suffer, and suffer he did.Day in and day out was always something new but always had the same painful outcome.When he was a baby Serenity wouldn't feed him as punishment for crying all night.She also refused to change him so he would get horrible infections that his mother would hardly do anything about.When he was able to walk and start to talk Serenity's abuse and neglect got worse. Jesslyn wasn't aloud to play or ever go anywhere,so she locked him away in the basement which had no windows and was always damp and had dim lighting.At night while his mother was sleeping he would sneak into the kitchen to get some food and things he figured he could play with.He would hurry back to the basement and eat quickly.After he ate he would play with the things he brought with him, Sometimes he used rocks or paper to make little toys for himself.When he wasn't playing at night he would heavily daydream about a place where everything was perfect.He dreamed of having loving parents,a big house and growing up happy and loved.He would daydream for hours upon hours of all the wonderful things he knew he would never have.After a long night of drinking his mother would come in every morning and viciously beat him.She would hit him with bottles,bars,shoes anything she could get her hands on.If Jesslyn even slightly cried the beatings would be more brutal.As she would beat him she would yell things like "Your a dirty little sinner."or "You deserve to be punished you lil wrecked child." It was horrific but that was only how the mornings were,the afternoons were a bit worse.In the afternoons Serenity would tie Jesslyn to things and leave him there in strange position causing him so much pain.While he was tied up Serenity would do all kinds of things to the poor innocent child.She would sexually abuse Jesslyn and if he even made the slightest noise she would cut his arms with a razor or burn his feet with a lighter.After she was done pleasuring herself she would inflict him with more pain and accuse him of seducing her.After a couple hours of delusional physical abuse she would sit in a chair by him and continue with a smaller form of abuse.She would twist her fingers in his hair and yank bits of it out while saying "Oh what pretty little hair you have to bad you don't deserve to keep it.Your a sinner and sinners need to be punished."While Jesslyn just sat there and tried his best not to cry or scream.As it started to get late Serenity would go out and drink the night away while Jesslyn would rummage for food.One day he manged to find something special,it was a little pink blanket.When he found it he was so astonished by how soft and pretty it was, he had never seen anything like it before.So he quickly ran back down to the basement with it and played with it for hours.It was the only thing he had ever had before and he adored it with all his heart.Every day he would sleep with it and always made sure to never get it dirty and when his mom came he kept it hidden away in a safe spot.He knew what it was like to be completely alone and it was horrible.The feeling of death following you after every step.The pain of it was simply unbearable just the thought of what he went through day in and day out was gruesome. It seemed like he just couldn't take it much longer but he pushed on just hoping one day things would change and change they did.One morning as Jessyln awaited his daily beating his mother didn't come home.He waited and waited but she never showed up.So he slowly walked up stairs and found his mother brutally murdered.Her body was cold and blood stained her clothes heavily. Jesslyn stood there in shock and then he heard a noise.He felt a blade brush against his back as he stood there in terror.He wanted to scream but he just couldn't move,but he wanted to so bad.He finally got control of his self and turned around to see his father before him. Jesslyn recognized him from a picture he once glanced at while stealing food in the middle of the
night.Fable slowly bent down and looked Jesslyn in the eyes with a glazed stare. Jesslyn finally spoke "Are you going to hurt me?" he yulped. His father smiled with an odd grim and picked him up off the floor.Fable refused to answer Jesslyns question and carried him to his car and begun to drive. Jesslyn didn't know what to think, was his father going to kill him or take him some where safe. Jesslyn figured he might as well assume the worst.After hours of driving they reached a house way out in the Arizona dessert.It was pitch black and there was no other houses around and this is when Jessslyn knew he had no hope.His mother was a horrible women but what about his father, what if his father was just another monster like his mother. Jesslyn got out of the car and thought about running but there wasn't a city for miles so he knew he would make it far.Fable carried Jesslyn inside and put him in an almost empty room.It had a small bed too small for Jesslyn, a small window and a little table and chair set. Jesslyn though it was amazing he had never had anything this nice before so he didn't complain. Jesslyn sat on his new bed and smiled his heart out, he had never ever been so happy in his life.His father then came in with a plate of food and a few toys. Jesslyn was so amazed at all the things his dad was giving him.A hot meal and toys he had only dreamed of, it was heaven. Jesslyn hurriedly ate his dinner and then played with his new little toys.He had a red car,a few dolls, and some building blocks, it wasn't much but Jesslyn adored them more than anything.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 12.12.2012

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