The love for a mother

Thank you God, which is all I can say. Things might seem bad, but he is merciful. My mother is in the hospital and it is so frustrating. I don’t know what to do. I know I am not the first person that has this happen to. But it is so difficult, especially when you don’t have all the benefits to fight her condition. It’s been about 2 weeks and a half since her stroke. The doctors said she had an ischemic stroke, apparently there were many blood clots in various parts of her body that cause the stroke to happen.
I am in so much pain. It feels like I am dying. I feel I am in a vortex of sadness. My mother keeps asking for help!! I can’t do anything I am hopeless. As she lies in bed she keeps giving me instructions of how the girls need to behave. Gladys and Anita my two sisters they are many years apart. Gladys is 19 years of age and Anita is nine. She keeps telling me to take care of them. She makes it sound too easy. She wants to go home, no she demands to go home. She says she is going insane. That she won’t forgive me, for keeping her here.
I think about my life and I see my mother in every step I know is not her time to go. She still hasn’t seen my goals achieve. She wanted to do so many things. To think that the reason she left her home-country was because they didn’t have a dentist provider. It is sad, but it is the reality. The purpose or cause, you have so many missionaries travel to foreign countries is because they are call to help those less fortunate. Anyways, my mom lost her teeth when she was young. Whit out money it was a lost case.
As I sit in her room where they have her I write this words in hope of shinning some light. A mother is the most precious thing in the world. She gives you a life, a home, clothes and food. May God bless all mothers in the world.

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Texte: Inightmare
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 03.03.2012

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