I watched my leader walk out of the room. I could feel Holly’s gaze on me, as I just sat there staring at the plain door. After a few minutes I turned back around to face her, her eyes kept flicking from the book to me. I knew she was a bit freaked out right now, but she looked so damn cute, with her brown eyes looking confused. I took hold of the book; I felt the power as my fingertips touched it. I moved on to the bed side table, I sat back and grabbed her hand and pulled her towards me, as I fell backwards. I lay on my back, with her curled up against my side; her hair felt silky soft as I tangled my fingers into her hair. She was shaking all over, the shock from everything that has happen had court up with her.
* * *
I lay in his arms for hours; going over everything that has happen to me, first I was ambushed and nearly died, then I find out I’m bonded with a vampire and that my dad was turned, after all of that I’m told about my mum. I think I can’t get anymore shocked than I am now, this is one weird day I’ve had. I’m lying in the arms of a vampire, I only met today and it feels like I known him all my life, that’s impossible isn’t it, or am I going crazy and this is all dream and I’m going wake up any minute in my room. But I knew that it wasn’t and that everything I was told was true. I like the feel of his hand as it trailed down my back, it felt comforting, I needed comfort. I felt save in his arms, I didn’t want to move away from him. I just snuggled more up against him, his grip around me tighten knowing I needed his strength.
I sat up and grabbed for the book, that was on the table Toby had put it on.Toby just stared at me from where he laid, he looked so damn sexy I just wanted to curl up against him again. But my curiosity about what was in the book, over ruled the comfort of Toby’s body. He realised I wasn’t going to lie back down next to him, so he sat up slowly keeping eye contact with me. as me made himself comfortable next to me, I open the book the first page was full of names. I read a couple out loud to myself “Sophie May, Jo may…” I looked farther down the page there most been over hundred names on it. I got to the last name on the page “Hayley Walker, my mum” Toby look at the page as well. I was about to turn over the page, when something court my eye at the bottom of page. I looked down at the same time Toby did, to see my name being scribed on to the page.
My name was written in gold like the other names, as my whole name appeared on the page. I felt the power go through me, Toby must of felt it to because his eyes widen and there stared at me. it felt amazing, as it cursed through my veins. I couldn’t help but smile, it felt like I was floating on air; I heard Toby laugh next to me. I looked over at him “can you feel it” he nodded and carried on smiling. I shut the book and turned towards Toby; I didn’t see coming he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me towards him, I looked up at him as he lowered his head towards mine. His lips touched mine gently at first, but then it got more passionate as his arms tighten around. I fling my arms around his neck, pulling myself closer to him as my mouth open to let is tongue dip in. I heard him moan in the back of his throat; he was the first to pull away from the kiss, leaving me breath hard.I looked up at him he smiled down at me, he went to kiss me again but I pulled away from. I jumped off the bed out reach, he just stared at me with a hurt look. I turned away pacing the room, he was the one to speak first “Holly what’s wrong”. He was behind in a second stopping me from pacing, he span me around to face him “ I can’t do this” my voice broke on the words. I could see his eyes searching mine for answers, “ why can’t you do this” I just stared at him for a bit. He stared back him his green eyes looking so bright, “I can’t do this because I can’t handle losing someone close to me again” my eyes welled up.
He pulled me into a hug “what happen Holly”, I buried my face into his chest and mumbled against his chest “I…I got close to someone, very close and I lost him. I don’t want risk it again what if I lose you I can’t handle losing you as well” he kept hold of me and let me pour my heart out. We stood like that for a long time, until I hiccupped and finally stopped crying, he pushed me at arm length and stared at me. He rubbed his hand up and down my arms, “are you done, Holly your not going to lose me I promise” I smiled up at him.
The hug he pulled me into made me laugh out, I turned my head up towards his as his lips touch mine. His lips were scorching hot against mine, even though that he was colder than me, I love the feel of his lips on mine, it made feel like I was soaring above the sky. I felt his lips curve against mine, his grip on me loosen as his hands start to roam over my body. I couldn’t help but wriggle closer to him, as I felt his hands move up my lower back it made me shiver.. His hand stopped moving when a knock at the door sounded, he moved away from and went to the door. As he open the door, someone stepped into Toby’s room. I didn’t recognize this vamp, it was a girl she looked scared “Kiaya what’s wrong” he grabbed hold of her shoulders as tear slid down her face. He pulled her into a hug, I just stared at them, when she spoke voice was choked by tears “there attacked us, there came out of no where we didn’t stand a chance”. He stared down at her, I didn’t move a muscle “who came out of no where Kiaya” she stepped away from Toby, she looked at me before turning back at Toby “the ones after her, there wanted us to hand her over but we refused. There lunged for me but James got in way, oh my god I don’t know if he going to make what if he don’t I love him” she turned away from us. She collapsed on to her knees and cried her heart out, I just stood there staring at her. If she loses the one she loves it all going to be my fault, I collapsed to my knees next to her and put my arm over her “I’m so sorry this is my fault” she looked up at me and shook her head. She hugged me back, I could feel Toby stare on my back, he didn’t move towards us he just stood there in shock.

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