Chapter one

I walked in my class. Everybody was looking at me. I wondered what for.
Teacher: umm excuse me class we have a new student all the way from russia, so honey whats your name
I gave her a look as if to say im shy. Then a boy yelled are you stupid you cant talk.
Me: umm im lisa
Teacher: well lisa make your way to your seat i will let you sit by carla, carla help our new student.
Carla: my pleasure.
I took my seat.
me: so what im I suppose to do
Carla: You dont have to do anything
Me: ok
Everybody kept laughing i didt know why.
Me: umm is there something wrong.
Carla: yeah your face.
I got up out my seat and ran tears came streaming out my eyes like a river going fast speed. Then i went to the bathroom cleaned my face and walkedback to the class. Everybody was laughing at me including the teacher. I sat at my seat and then a boy pulled my seat out and i fell.
Me: whats wrong with you
Boy: yo ugly face
All the boys laughed and high fived each other. I couldn't wait till school was over.
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Finally school was over I didnt feel like riding the bus so i walked home. i opened the door.
Mom: hey honey how was school
Me: it was awful everybody treated me bad
Mom: well honey its only your first day
Me: i know i cant believe this
I wlaked upstaires and ploped on ym bed. i dreamed of me just going away and what it would be like if i had no friends. I thought well i want friends but their mean so how can i make them.
I went fast asleep.

Chapter Two

I wlaked in the class. i saw everybody passing papers around and they were laughing. I saw a paper on my desk i grabbed it and looked at it. It showed my face on a fat person and it said need to lose weight. I looked at eveybody and they all laughed at me. I was on my way to run but a boy stopped me.
Boy: Hey im mike are you ok
Me: no do you see what they did
he looked at the picture still people were laughing.
Mike: wow you are one fat girl. I snatched the picture and cried. He started to laugh. I thought i had made a friend but i was wrong. Then the teacher walked in and told me to sit down. Then this girl walked up to me.
Mya: hey im mya and i see how horrible those jerks are treating you and i want to invite you to my part tonight.
Me: tonight
Mya: what you cant come cuzz i can re schedule it
I thought she really wants me to come.
Me: sure just give me the address and im there
Mya: well its at a club
Me: oh i can still come
Mya: ok make sure you come
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Later on that day i told my mom about the party and we went shopping she got my hair fixed and put makeup on me. i had on a short baby doll dress and my chinese bangs cut. I curled my shoulder lenght hair and but on my heels. Me and my mom was out the door. I gave her the direction. Then we saw the place.
Mom: are you sure this is it honey it looks empty
Me: mom it is now leave me alone
Mom: wait let me go check it out first
My mom got out the car. Then she came back.
Mom: umm honey they stood you up
Me: no they didnt mom your crazy i got out the car and ran inside. Umm sir is there a party here.
Man: do you see one
I looked it was so empty i started to cry how could i have been so stupid. i ran in the car. My mom looked at me and i cried on her shoulder.
Mom: its ok baby dont cry those kids are stupid
Me: no im stupid i cried and cried making the makeup on my face smear. I hit the window with my fist. When we got home i ran upstaires to my bed and cried myself to sleep.

Chapter Three

I wlaked in the classrom everybody was looking at me. i walked up to mya.
Mya: umm is there something wrong
Me: yes there is you stood me up you didnt have a party
Mya: oh are you sure
Me: dont play dumb with me
Mya: im not its just you are the dumb look.
She took out a camera and there i was looking inside the building to see if there had been a party and then i saw me crying on my moms shoulder.
Me: how did you get that
Mya: lets just say i had somebody spy on you while you look stupid.
Everybody laughed.
Mya: You are so sumb what makes you think i would bring a girl like you to my party
Me: my mom siad theres nothing wrong with me
Mya: well you and your mom is stupid.
I gave her a look. I sat at my seat. I thought to myself why do i talk to these girl even try to be there friends. I thought maybe if they were dead i wouldn't have to put up with them.
People: aw is somebody sad
Me: no but i feel sad for you
Mya: is that a threat
Me: call it what you want.
The bell rung and it was time for lunch i walked to my locker droped my stuff in and head to the lunch room. I got in line and grabbed my try. Then a foot came out and there i was on the floor and everybody was laughing at me. I got up and had all kinds of food on me. I ran to the bathroom and i could still here kids laughing. I looked at myslef in the mirrow. Then some girls walked in and had there cameras out and was taking pics of me.
Me: stop stop it get out get out i yelled
The girls were laughing.
Girls: dont go we just want to take a picture.
I ran out the bathrooma and a whole crowd surrounded me. Then 6 girls came out. I couldn't go anywhere becaus ei was surounded. One of the girls pushed me and then the other. Next thing you know im on the ground bleeding and a woman is holding her hand out for me. I get up and i see my mom running down the halls. They take me in the office.
Me: why am i here
Lady: well you were jumped
Mom: thats my daughter and your telling me you dont know who did it
Lady: well im sorry but your daughter was surrounded and when we made it to her everybody dissappeared.
Mom: well cant you look on the cameras
Lady: we tried that and we didnt see anything except a crowd.
Mom: this is crazy
Me: mom im ok
Mom: i dont care you were hurt now baby do you rember the people.
Me: no i dont
Mom: lets go
When we arrived home my mom kept crying and saying she was going to take me out of this school. I didnt want to seem like a punk i told her. But she wouldn't listen.

Chapter Four

I walked down the halls eveybody was looking at me. I had on my book bag with my one hand holding it then i had on my uniform with a tie. I walked down the halls with my shoulder lenght hair and my bangs covering my eyes. Everybody was laughing but i didnt care. I walked to my locker and grabbed my things and closed it. then i walked to class. I sat at my seat. I saw the 6 girls who had jumped me. yeah i lide and told my mom i didnt remeber.
I wlaked up to them. they stoped and laughed.
Girls: umm can you move
Me: i can but i wont
Girls: then we will have to do what we did the last time
Me: you shouldn't have done that
They looked at me crazy as i walked back to my seat. I knew hat i had in mind but i wanted to wait for the right time to come.
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I was taking out the trash when three boys walked up to me.
Boys: hey what you doing there
I looked at them and kept doing what i had to do.
Boys: Do you speak english you gotta name
Me: i still didnt say anything. One of the boys walked up to me and touched my skirt.
Boy: nice skirt i want to see what it looks like under it
The boys laughed.
Me: get away from me now
Boys: and if we dont
Me: get away now
They still stood there.
I walked up to them.
Me: you wanna see so bad come to my house
Boys: ok
They walked up. I opned the door.
They walked up the steps to my room.
Me: so what do you wanna do
they looked at me and laughed. One of the boys started kising me and then i leaned down and grabbed my pocket knife and sliced his throat. Blood went everywhere. The other boys looked at me.
Me: you better not say anything or i will cut your balls off before you get to use them now run.
They ran out the house as i carried the body out to the garbbage and dumped it in the river by my house were nobody could find him.

Chapter Five

Mom: so baby what did you do today
me: nothing
Mom: well can you turn the news on
Me: sure mom
I turned the tv on. There in red " BOY FOUND IN RIVER UNKNOWN CAUSES"
Mom: all that poor boy.
I wanted to say he deserved it.
Mom: thats sad they are giving up and wont find his muder
I thought that was a good idea
Me: well immma go upstaires school tomrrow
I walked up the steps and went fast asleep.
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I woke up and got on my school clothes brushed my teeth and washed my face and was out the door. I had saw those boys again i looked at them and they ran. I knew they were scared and they should be im not a girl to mess with. I walked on the bus and sat near the back were the popular people sat.
Zoey: umm this is our side so imma need you to get up
Me: sorry im already comforatble
Zoey: well if you dont get up im goin go to make you
Me: is that right
Zoey: yep
She touched me and i wnt bazard and through her against the window she started bleeding and tears ran down her eyes. I got up off the bus and everybody stared at me. I knew what i had to do next.

Chapter Six

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