The Old Me

THE BREAKS IN HER SMILE


Feelings never thought of,
Words empty of love,
Compliments fill and heal,
The breaks in her smile seal,
Even with knowledge of their desires,
Cheeks hot like fires,
She hides her sadness in their attention,
Easy 'cus her feelings, they never mention,
Told she was never loved, she now feels cared for,
Even though they call her a whore,
The whispers and looks always get to her,
Tears make her eyes and thoughts blur,
She just goes back to the fake feelings and touches,
But even with that, to her smile she hopelessly clutches.


REGRET


I never meant for my feelings to tear you apart,
I could feel my words cut through your heart,
I left you standing there on valentines day,
All alone, standing there, and there you stayed,
The pain of that memory is burned into my heart,
I never thought my words would tear ME apart,
I never knew what regret was all about,
But now I know the feeling without a doubt,
I shouldnt have done what I did,
But back then I was just a kid.


GOTTA SURVIVE


Tears roll out of my blue eyes, down my red cheeks, and finally stop at my aching heart,
I've known you for years but never once caught a glimpse of what was in YOUR heart,
Now that i know, I fear it is too late,
For you are laying down beside me in an unconsious state,
How could I have not known who you were looking at with those eyes,
When the girl you longed for was behind my disguise,
I had been distracted by the jerk who stomped on my heart,
You tried to warn me, not listening wasn't smart,
I've never cared but now I do,
Now that I've actually seen what good comes from you,
I am forever sorry for what I have done,
I've bruised, kicked, and burned your heart to the point of where you almost dont have one,
Forgiveness is something to which I strive,
But all I need is love to survive,
I need you to wake up and say your alright,
I need you to wake up and dont give up this fight.


FIGHT


I started the fight,
But she died that night.
Now she see's the light,
And I feel Hell's might.


GOODBYE


Look down into the coffin, in which I lie,
Look down upon my face and say goodbye.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 10.05.2012

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