Chapter 1
Sigh I have been doing chores for the whole day without a break! Yesterday was Alphas Zacharys birthday so of cause with his out of control party there has to be a mess and lucky me got the pleasure of cleaning up but there is one good thing that came out of it, I had half the day without being either emotionally or physically abused plus no school! I wonder if I can have any food? No one is here to check on me so maybe I can, I went to the kitchen and sneaked in without anyone noticing, I quickly made two slices of sandwich and ran to my room, the shed outside, it of cause had all the tools so there is hardly any space to walk but I made space in the back for me to sleep on the floor, I don't have a pillow or any beddings, my clothes are hand me downs but they at least got me a small wash room, only cold water but that is at least better than nothing, I'm turning sixteen in four days time, I can't wait for my shift though I've been told over and over that my mate won't accept me and I believe them, its hard not to, I mean who would want an ugly disgraced weak omega as there mate?Anyway I wrapped my sandwich so I could hide it for later, if they don't see me slaving then they'll come in here and smell food and then I'll be in deep shit so I go back and multitask, cook food and snacks and clean, we werewolves eat a lot and four times a day but for me, I only get 'fed' leftovers whenever they wish, they literally feed me! Talk about humiliating, and of cause I have to serve whoever is being 'kind' enough to feed me, they will all be sitting around the table eating while I stand by until they finish and whoever has leftovers and wish for me to have, they'll call and if they find me starving where they no I want food badly, they make me beg, they use me as a toy where they all are the controllers and choose what game I have to play and how but guess what? I don't think of my life as a game! And I hate it here but there is no other place for me.i was washing the kitchen top after making it dirty by cooking when the pack came in talking about food, I of cause set the table and placed the food so I made my appearance by standing just out of the dinner room but where they can still see me. When they finished I saw that none of them had left overs and even though I had food in my room, I was still disappointed and sad and I wanted to cry but I held on because if they saw me cry, they will most likely tease and mock the hell out of me, Jonathan who is our Beta saw the un shed tears though and told people about how there poor omega is in tears and they all just laughed "there is no left overs here dog so get to your room" said Zachary, I hesitated for a bit to long because he snapped "NOW! Or you would be punished for dis respecting me!" How dare he! You need to be respected to respect others! And no matter what he says or do, I will never respect him! no matter how much I wanted to snap at them, I had to suck it up and leave, I mean I am not strong because they don't let me eat healthily! Plus they don't train me so I don't know how to fight, all I do is cry when I reach my room, I am too tired and emotional to eat and I went through all that trouble to get it too! Maybe I'll eat tomorrow morning for breakfast, before I make there breakfast.I awake all of a sudden when I hear my alarm, its a old hand me down clock so its loud and I always struggle to get up and put it off before it wakes the others and then they'll punish me and I know this from experience. I'm in the kitchen making the packs breakfast and not thinking of how hungry I am because I ate this morning but of a piercing ice blue striking eyes that was in my dream though the eyes are the only thing that stayed with me, the way they stared made me intimidated and uncomfortable but strangely wet so I need to stop thinking about his eyes before my pack mates sniff out my arousal and let's there wolf out of the cages if you know what I mean and than punish me after, just saying though, I'm still a virgin, they never rape me yet and yes the yet part scares me but I keep hoping that since they think me so disgusting, that they would leave me be but that does not mean I should encourage them on.I set up the table with breakfast and decided to go to school early today so that I don't have to pretend to be hungry, I know you'll like, she just ate one sandwich so how can I be full? Well the answer is simple, I'm used to the limited amount of food and so is my body. "Omega, when everyone gets up, tell them by order of the Alpha school is closed till further notice and that there will be a pack meeting later this evening so not to go anywhere, the Alpha and I have to do something and will be back by then" said Jonathan (the Beta) I gave a very timid yes sir, he huffed and left.
Chapter 2
this is the first time I'm at a pack meeting, every other time they chase me out so I know this is very important but I can't concentrate with everyone giving me glares that say 'what is this filth doing here? Messing our clean home' well it would not be clean if not for me, ok so I am maybe a bit paranoid but as I said, just a bit, Zachary was very professional when he talked to me and called me to the meeting so that is definitely a big give away it being important so I just followed orders like a good omega that I am "Alpha Z, not to be disrespectable but why is the omega here when she's never allowed in the previous pack meetings" asked a small boy about 8 or 9, I think his name is David, you'd think that as an omega who is an outsider will no nothing, well I'm sorry to burst your bubble but I hear and see everything because people don't think me a threat or pay attention to me to know where or what I hear as long as I clean up after them and be the packs 'pet' *roll eyes* "yes..my boy, but those never really involved her and others could leave if they had a valid reason but I'm afraid this is utmost importance that requires every pack member down to our omega" you could see he didn't know Davids name, pathetic excuse of an Alpha I thought bitterly but nonetheless he didn't taunt me or mock me so I again thought about what could be so grave that he had to call upon a meeting so fast plus with me in it, their pathetic weak omega..."Alright people, since we all here, let's get started..I'm sure some of you have probably noticed the increased amount of rogues that have been around our territories, well it has come to my attention that every pack has more sightings of them though they seem nothing but scouts but we all had a meeting and we know they are planning something so before we decide what we to do, we all agree that we need more allies" humf I think they all started when Alpha Zekar died (Zacharys father), he was a good Alpha and would probably die again if he could see his son. Zachary has always been able to hide his true self from his parents for they loved him deeply and didn't want to see his true nature, one that set them up for a trap that ended their lives, and again it because I hear and see things without being noticed that I know of this, he has killed every pack member that helped him in some way so besides him, I'm the only one that knows plus I have evidence, i carry a tape recorder n video camera that I saved up to buy and carry it everywhere because you never know when you'll get something juicy, I don't know what I will do with all the criminating evidence I have of the pack but it gives me pleasure "I have called upon or summoned the demon king and he is sending his eldest son, the prince and soon to be king Kyrix to negotiate with us at midnight on Halloween this weekend so there will be no other party" why couldn't halloween be further away? They can only come and go back on halloween because that is the night when the vail between worlds or dimensions are lowered the most, and it just had to be two damn days away, normally I had nothing to do because everyone goes to partys but now I had to set up a welcome party in two days! Ergh I have to stay away from school tomorrow and stay up late if I have a dream of finishing before sunday, at least his coming late, stupid demon, sigh my birthday wouldn't have been special but al least I always have the day off to be alone but of cause now I won't.It is night time already and I am starving and very tired, I had to do all the party shopping today, alone so about four trips to the mall plus grocery shopping for the food on sunday, not like demons eat human food, and cleaned the house to be spotless, I decided to put a bit of the decorations now so tomorrow all I have to do is the cooking, like a lot and the rest of the decorations that will take the whole day and night but at least I'll have little rest before they come.I'm going to sleep and I don't think I'll get up to greet the prince, its my birthday and this is my wish, plus he won't know I'm missing, how would he? My pack member, I said oh so bitterly, won't even know I'm not there unless they need a chore done but I did it all so goodnight world.I awoke to a burning in my chest and I instantly knew I was going to go through the change, goddess how stupid could I be! I forgot about the change, I ran to the forest as fast as I could, trying to reach the furthest place so no one hears my cry's and comes to investigate or more importantly, finds out I ditched the party and meeting or than my bones will be breaking for a whole other reason than changing, my bones started feeling heavy so i know it has started and there would be no more running, i did not get far but hopefully far enough, my eye site and hearing changed first then the pain, my bones were grinding into each other and blending, most past out with the pain but since i'm used to it all, been through it all besides rape...i stayed strong and made it through with only a little screaming, i was lying down as a wolf for a rest when i heard rustling but was too tired to move but i smelt rain forest? i heard them move and surround me, one knelt down in front of me and i saw...
Chapter 3
Alpha Zachary looked concerned and really just the perfect Alpha by helping me stand and getting used to my wolf "sorry I just forgot that today was your 16th birthday and you would be changing into your wolf, which from what we've seen, you did pretty well on your own" he was petting me but even my wolf didn't like it but of cause she can't say that because being so close to the alpha will allow his wolf to hear her, since she's in his pack and to low to have mind shields, I was really confused but I always wanted this acceptance so I'll be damned if I stop it but as I looked around, I saw four big guys, and when I say big, I mean with bulging muscles except one, he had the muscles all right and there is no way you can over look it but he was not built as a mountain, he was the tallest of them and vibrated power, more so than our Alpha but even so, you knew he was not to be messed with, the rain forest smell was from him...I wonder why his smell is the only one that stands out? they all have sunglasses on so I'm disappointed that I can't see his eyes, he seems to be having a very serious conversation with Jonathan that he didn't even notice me, I don't know why but I need him to look at me, I need to see his eyes! I whined trying to get his attention but he didn't look "what is wrong with you?" Zachary asked with a frown, I'm guessing because I whined so I licked his hand as a gesture that I'm fine "because it is your first shift, you have to run around in wolf form so that you get used to being wolf and so your wolf would know the boundaries of our packs land, we normally do this as a pack but...I'm sure you'll be fine on your own" I'm quiet sure I saw a gleam in his eyes when he said the last part and I knew that this was all just an act for our guests.When I was a small child, I found a beautiful waterfall behind some large trees and roots that you have to climb, I normally bath here when I have time and sit in the cave through the waterfall and read books I get to borrow from the library out of school so no one troubles me buy stealing, tearing the books etc so as a wolf I came here and scented the place then took a nap that must of took too long because I can hear the Alphas howl and he doesn't sound happy so I trotted back hoping I won't be punished when I was knocked of my paws and bitten on my back paw, I whined and rolled over to see Alphas black wolf towering over me, I whined and cowered away but showed submission by offering my neck and belly, he came and stood over me and nipped my neck, showing his dislike, I yelped and whined but all he did was sit on me and hold my neck growling and he was heavy! I couldn't breath properly, I didn't know what to do but finally he got up but I did not move an inch, he left me and only after a while when nothing happened did I move and get up and trotted to my shed, I know that was him showing dominance over me but I think he went too far because I'm an omega, a true and natural submissive.My shed is locked, it can only mean that I have to go into the pack house or I'm to sleep outside, I decided to go in because I need clothes to change into. When I stepped inside, I knew the demons didn't leave because of his smell so when I went to the meeting room and saw them, it was no surprise but when I saw his eyes, my heart literally started thundering, his eyes were the ones in my dream and while they cowered me into submission, they also made me feel safe and I knew why...he was my mate!I don't think he knows we mates, do demons even have mates? How can I, a wolf be a mate to someone from a different species plus be Alpha material while I'm an omega? He just stares at me with hard demanding eyes "I accept the alliance but I want her" and he pointed at me! I don't know whether to be eccentric or sad or both "as my...personal slave" I got goose bumps when he said that because we all know what he means by personal... But I was disappointed that he didn't out me as his mate and the hard stare he is giving me, does he not feel the pull? i at least thought he was resisting but his not showing any signs at all or maybe...omegas don't have mates but masters, he sure seems to be a master in everything and i don't see him being soft, even with Alpha Zachary you can see him being soft if he wants or needs to be, would my life literally become hell? not like it isn't now but surely my mate, my last hope of ending my pain would at least take mercy on me.i was so into my thoughts that i never hear or see one of my mates guard coming up to me, i looked to Alpha but he wouldn't meet my eyes, no one would so i can only assume the worst, they gave me to him as payment, the guard was so big and i was scared, i looked to my mate but he was not paying attention, i whimpered when he grabbed my upper arm but he just tightened his grip and dragged me towards my mate, i don't even know his name, my new master, just like everyone in my pack treated me as a slave, i know knew that i would know what it is to be a real slave, that being the packs slave was training to be a real slave, to be sold to a demon, sold to my mate, to be my mates slave...
Chapter 4
I was not allowed to take anything because this is a new life and I should just accept it and move on, I belong to him and anything I need, I need to get from him..as a prize every week or twice if I'm lucky- I was right, he is my master and not my mate, he never felt attraction to anyone before so he doesn't understand why he would for me but he always gets what he wants and he wanted me, I guess I should be happy to finally be free of my pack but now I don't have a pack at all but a master, a hard, mean, demanding and dominating master at that, he is worse than alpha Z and jonathan mushing together their evil moods...sigh because I don't have clothes, his first request will be done with no resistance from my part or questions but I have a feeling that no matter what he says, he'll order me and I'll have no choice in the matter to do as he says, with or without rewards, his just trying to make sure I won't fight him till he breaks me I guess but he is in for a surprise, I might be a submissive wolf but I've been through a lot as an omega and I didn't break, the strongest wolf in history broke, as legends say, when he was unable to take abuse for three months and yes that is long, they say he lasted so long because he was an Alpha and they all praise him but I, an omega has been delt with abuse from the time I was five and old enough to determine where I was placed in the pack...so for twelve years I've handled it when an Alpha couldn't and I'm still standing, higher wolfs always underestimate omegas as weak, but everyone has their weaknesses and their strength, us omegas are just unique when it comes to our weaknesses and strength opposed to others in the pack with similar weaknesses and strength, I think it makes them predictable and foolish but they still have no clue as to what it is, they don't know our weaknesses or strengths so they hate us, plus they don't teach us anything and do any and everything so that we feel worthless and weak, when with the right training, we can be the best warriors to the pack but no one wants an outcasts to be better than them and I'm babbling again *roll eyes* as soon as they announced me as slave, he took me into a very misted area and when we walked through we where not on earth anymore but a very reddish dark area but of cause I didn't get to see much because one of the guards flew me to a castle, I'm terrified of heights so I closed my eyes till we reached the ground and I wanted to throw up but luckily I didn't, oh my word, just imagine throwing up on a stranger that would have no problem punishing me but relish in it I think...he just told the guy to lock me up in his room so that is how I'm here on a huge bed in the dark, I mean I can't see a thing and I'm a wolf, a creature of the night, the longer I wait the more I become nervous and scared and sleepy so I lay down on the bed, the guard not only locked the room but chained me to the bed like a dog! I mean the cuffs are around my neck and its a metal I've never seen or smelt before and although it looks weak, its absolutely strong.I'm mostly asleep when I hear the door open, I'm too tired to get up or even open my eyes so I try listening but I can't hear anything after the door closes then all of a sudden I'm thrown on the floor, I groan but again I'm too tired to do anything so I curl up and sleep.I wake up to see I'm alone in the room and I breathe in relief, even though I ache to be with him, see him and touch him..woah were the hell did those thoughts come from, I get up to take a look around the room, it is hugh! Like in my whole shed would fit in here! I hear the shower go on and my eyes go wide, he's not in here because he just went in the shower..I bet he looks delicious naked with droplets of water all over him...and I'll lick them all off like they where chocolate...but he is so so strict that I can see him just staring at me, dominating me with only his stare like the eyes glaring at me now...WAIT what!? Oh shit I've been daydreaming for so long that he finish his shower and wow! His only wearing a towel, he might have wiped himself but damn those muscles and eight pack..I gave out a dreamy sigh, the next thing I know, I'm on the bed with my wrists in a steel grip and demon guy on me, his so heavy though that I struggle to breath but I rather struggle to breath and have him with me than not, he leans onto me and I think his going to kiss me so I close my eyes, waiting for my first kiss but he snickers menacingly and bites down hard on my neck and oh my word! It fucking hurts and burns! I scream and cry but It doesn't help, my throat turns sore and dry with my painful screams and crying till I'm to sore to even whimper and I fall into darkness in relief when he slides his fangs out.i awake when i feel cold wind to find myself changed into a dress, oh my word he changed me! he saw me pure, the way i was born and i find myself on the floor again and look to the bed in longing but i'm too weak to even move my head and no doubt he would just throw me onto the floor again and i do not want my body to ache again.
Chapter 5
I'm hungry, I can't remember when last I ate or even what day it is, 'I'm just to weak to do anything thanks to him feasting on me' I think bitterly. Wait! Light bulb moment here..he fed from me which means I can get something out of it lol, I smile widely like a drunk person thinking of there happy place when he decided to come in and my smile completely disappeared but he saw it and arched an eyebrow and with his glare, he looked gorgeously threatening and frightening, all I want to do is run away from him and hide so he can never find me even though I will miss him, my wolf mostly *roll eyes* I think I rolled my eyes for real because he took a threatening step towards me and his expression has gone dark, oh moon goddess what am I suppose to do? His gonna punish me "we never go over the rules so wash up, I'll have an outfit waiting for you when you finish up, the dress you wearing was a gift from feeding from you last night, for this outfit, you will be owing me" he then turned on his heel and speed out, I gave out a relieved breath that I've been holding and going red with how long I held it too, nevertheless I never had a hot shower in a looong while so I'm really looking forward to it so I rushed in the bathroom and locked the door, don't want him walking in, undressed and hopped in the shower and adjusted the water temperature and oh my word its sooo devine...I moaned in pleasure and started to wash myself and getting saddened that its almost at an end, oh wait I forgot about my hair *roll eyes* after I come out I look for a towel when I realized that with all my excitement about a hot shower..I forgot to bring one, not that I knew where it was in the first place so I'll just blame him for not giving me one, I open the door and peek out, I see no one so I'm safe, I see my clothes and a towel on the dresser so he knows I got no towel so he probably won't come in so with that in mind I walk out and run to the towel since I'm dripping, I don't mind the cold because since at the pack I had to shower outside with cold to ice water, I got used to it.I was just drying my hair when the door opened, I looked up with my hand and towel in my hair to see him checking me out, he just walks in and lies on the bed watching me with his eyes heating and it is then that I realize I'm naked, I grab my clothes and try to run into the bathroom but his faster and stands in my way "change here" he orders in a hard tone that sends shivers down my spine in fear and birds in my stomach in anticipation, I gulp but decide to do as he orders.He takes me on a long walk to the dinning room, gosh why do you even need large houses anyway, I did fine in my shed for years, oh my word the food smells delicious! Oh gosh it brought my hunger back so suddenly that I forgot that as a newly shifted wolf, my wolf would think food as in, we going hunting, so she woke and tried to make me shift, when I growled lowly, demon guy looked at me and his eyes widened than I shifted and ran to were I smelt the food, I was just about to jump onto the table when someone bit and held onto my scruff, my wolf immediately turned submissive and sat still till it let go than she turned, tail curled in with her neck and belly exposed but she was confused because what was towering and dominating her was not something she was familiar with and neither was I but the power radiating from it made it clear that it was not to be messed or tested with.It was kind of a wolf but it was really huge! I mean not even the Alpha King was this big! it was black with the ends of the paws, ears and tail red with red fire like eyes that would probably make the Alpha King turn into a submissive so you would probably know how terrified I am right this moment, I keep whimpering and showing it that I'm no threat...gosh I would be laughing my tail off if I was not scared to move, I would never be threatenng to even a pup! it moved away and sat on its hind, I tried moving into a more comfortable position but it growled and it was loud and vibrated throughout my whole body and I swear I saw its eyes flicker like a flame with smoke coming out of its jaws, I whimpered again and stayed in my uncomfortable position, shivering in fear.After what seemed like hours, it moved out the room, I was not sure what that meant but I was too scared to move so I stayed like that waiting for whatever. It has only been a few minuets after it left that demon guy entered, where the hell was he when I was attacked by that...demon dog! yes that must be what it was, after all, demon needs pets too right? he was glaring at me but I think i'm used to it, but that does not mean it doesn't scare me "you want to behave like a dog! i'll treat you like a dog, you will stay in your wolf form unless I wish to feed, now sit by your masters feet like a good dog you are" he demanded with a hard glare. How dare he call me a dog? i'm a wolf! is he blind, and treating me like a dog? he should understand that i just changed into my wolf and of cause she'll be hard to handle, that shitbag! i swear he is so full with shit that he has to get rid of it by throwing to others!
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