Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever been in love? Well its not really a pleasant thing. By not really a pleasant thing i mean its not a good think to like someone. It may because the person might reject you he/she might be playing with your feelings. They might make you do what you dont want to do. They'll boss you around go out with other people and they'll just say to you that, that's there friend. While you see them kissing and you start to feel jealous...

Real Life Example about me

I been in love with this one person that was older than me. He was kind to me and everything. He was over protective though. Well i met him online. I know meeting online is a bad thing but i never told him my age or how i looked like. I only cared about his apparence (how someone looks like). Well i was playing this game when i met him and he wanted me to marry him so i did. So after all that marriage thing. My friend told me that he was a pedo he isn't worth it. So i decided to break up with him :| i know it was a stupid reason but he was a lot older than me,you guys wouldn't want to know how old i am. Well i'll continue with the story. After all that he was like oh :| i felt so bad but i just couldn't talk to him anymore. I had this mom that played with me she wasn't my real mom she's just like a fake mom she wanted to play family with me only because i was younger than her. He used to hang out with her a lot but now they dont because he cant play anymore. My fake mom's name is Kat. The boy i liked was Kadir. Anyways when i stalk Kat sometimes i always see him there. She would usually change channels to talk with him privately in shops. So when i followed her in she would tell me to wait outside. Most of the times she would come out first. This  time it was different he came out first and when i saw him i wallked away and he would tell me to stop there. So i walked back and he said why'd you break up with me. I told him what happened and he was like do what your heart  wants. (NOTE!! im bad at spelling). Kadir still liked me though. We came back together but he didn't want to marry me he was scared i might break up with him... Right now i kind of got over it a little bit. Right now Kadir is going out with another girl. I was crying that time because i couldnt let him go yet.

After i got over it

 Right now im dating this guy because i got over it after all that pain i went through. His name is Johnny he is the only i really like now you can say i guess. He's weird and makes really weird jokes. I like his personality. Unlike other girls they just care about boys apparences instead of their personality. Oh yea before i go any further my real name is Sammy not Rima c: Johnny i also met online we sended each other photos. He wasn't exactly how i thought he looked like but thats okay. I like him just the way he is. He has a little sister named Ivy. She's the same age as me. Im glad i made more friends online and in school. Some things about me is  i like in Brooklyn New York. My birthday is on April. I have a older sister named Sally. That's all im telling you. I call Johnny from time to time when im bored. He talks to me and makes me feel more comfortable when i  feel like i shouldn't exist. I said all that because most of the time no one cares about me. No one talks to me thats why i felt better having online friends. Some info about Johnny is he lives in Vancover. And thats all im telling you cause Age im scared you guys might stalk lol.

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 Im sorry i left so early!!! It was cause i was busy with school and all that

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