I knew it was a mistake.
I knew I should have been more careful.
It was my fault, it wasn't rape.
And now I have to raise a child.
It was only supposed to be one time
It was meant to be a little fun
I didn’t mean to get addicted
But now I can barely stand the sun
Am I normal?
Did God mess me up?
I should hide it
I don’t want to be informal
It wasn’t super classy
I mean the bathroom was mostly free of grime
It didn’t hurt as much as I thought
Even though it was my first time
I said “No”.
He said “So?”
It hurt so much.
But what could I have done?
A bundle of joy
How she saved me
My life wasn’t on track
Until I had my baby
Being able to fly
The feeling of being invincible
I regret nothing
Of joining this life
I love her, like a guy would love his gal
She loves me, like a girl would love her man
But love isn’t just for the opposite genders
It’s for everyone and anyone who can.
It was so romantic
It was all I ever dreamed
She is all I ever wanted
And she wants me.
Why me?
I didn’t do anything to provoke them
But they wouldn’t stop
No one ever believes a man could be the victim.
Sleep. Eat. School. Repeat
Cry. Scream. Drink. Repeat
Lie. Cheat. Meds. Repeat.
Lose. Hurt. Die. End Cycle.
When? Is it now?
It’s too loud.
I don’t know
What are you saying?
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 10.06.2015
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