Chapter one
I put on my shortest skirt with my halter top making sure that you could see my tats which was hard because I only had three. A heart with my name on it on my right shoulder had a chain that wrapped around my ankle and another chain around my left wrist. I combed my hair that stopped just below my shoulder blades I was smearing on some lip gloss when the train jerked to a stop. I let a deep sigh and looked at myself in the mirror again. I still could not believe my mom was actually doing this. She always threatened that if I didn’t get my act together that she was sending me to live with my dad I thought she was just saying that to be saying something but last week when she found out that my new boyfriend was the biggest gangsta in Hawaii she lost her dame mind and put me on the first plane to Atlanta. You would have at least thought that she was going to tell the man that I existed but no she was leaving all that to me. I took another deep breath before leaving the bathroom and got off the train. Well at least she gave me the address still can’t see why she didn’t just come she gave me enough money for a hotel for a few days and that was it so I was going to say fuck it and go directly to Kendall ( My dad ) and keep the money. I left the train station and fond Kendall’s address easily it was a pretty hose on a busted up block there were two dudes on the porch they looked just alike. I looked down at the sheet of paper to make sure that this was the right address it was so I took a deep breath and walked to the bottom step of the porch and look up at them both. I looked at the back of the paper then looked back up at the two who was looking at me like I was about to put the dogs on them “ya’ll know where I can find a Kendall smith” I asked they looked at each other then at me.
“That’s me what can I do for you” the older man said I smiled then sat down on the bottom step then looked in my bag and pulled out my birth certificate then handed it to him he looked a little hesitant then he glanced at it for a while. Then his head snapped up fast and the boy next to him asked “what is it” Kendall just stared at me then at the paper then back at me “What’s your mothers number” he asked while he pulled out his cell I shrugged then told him “it’s 404-396-7571 but she’s probably at work” I said glancing at my watch “you can try to call her though” I said before I even finished the sentence I could hear the phone ringing. I rolled my eyes then looked at the boy who was staring at me “what the hell are you starring for do I have a booger or sum?” I asked he glared at me then just as he was about to say something Kendall bust out the front door screaming on the phone “what the hell you mean that you didn’t think it was for the best to tell me that I had a dame daughter!” he paused and listened for a while the he started yelling again “so you didn’t tell me I had a kid until you got tired of taking care of her and shipped her to my house without telling me?!” “Hey!! That’s what I said to that was kinda fucked up” I said but he just ignored me I shrugged mama took my phone when she found out that I was going out with big red she also watched my ass like white on rice I couldn’t even piss without her asking where the hell I was she didn’t let me outside to even check the mail box. This is the first time that I really got the chance to check my messages I had 600 messages (which really meant that I had six. The first one was from big red “hey baby girl were the fuck are you call me back.” The second was from Matt “hey its ya boy you know you can’t do this shit to me hit me up” the third was from Kent “girl you got everybody bout to jump my ass cause you want nowhere to be found call me girl don’t make me come come to you house and tap that ass HAHAHA” I rolled my eyes and deleted the rest of the messages without looking at them then I got up I looked at Kendall who was still in a heated discussion with my mom then walked to the side walk and dialed big reds number he picked up on the third ring and blasted my ass “ yo where the hell you been ma you got a nigga goin crazy and shit look meet me at the spot aiiight “ “umm red that’s my mama found out that me and you were hooked and shipped my ass to Atlanta to live with my dad I just got here like 10 minutes ago” I told him he smacked his teeth then said “ man come on with the bullshit look imma be down there to get you and I tell everyone why you went awall shit I gotta do that thing any way I just do in the ATL imma hit you up later” he said “ok love you” I said “love you to” then the call disconnected I smiled the looked up to Kendall who was staring at me I jerked my head whets up and he just raise an eyebrow I went back to where I kept my bag then doug around until I found what I was looking for when my hand touched the packed I yelled “AHA” then took it out and pulled out the swab and swiped my moth with it the I held the other one out to Kendall and said “ look I know it may seem bitchy but im not going to waste my time wondering if your my dad so swab your mouth so I can send this bad boy out and I can either be a part of your life or out of it” I said this with a straight face he smiled then did what I said I sealed the package then put it in the mail.
It’s been two weeks sense I have been to see my so called father. He said when he got the results back he would come by to read it together but he hasn’t yet. Mom was mad about it because she said I needed to be in school instead of doing god knows what at the hotel. I decided to go to the mall and spend some money. He he. I hoped into the shower then brushed my teeth. I hadn’t unpacked my suite case so I just looked through it to see what I could wear. I put on my oink matching bra and underwear set then put on my grey tru religion pants that had black stitching on the so I put on a black Hollister shirt with my grey and black jordans.i let my hair out of the pony tail it was in and ran my fingers through it. I sprayed some perfume and applied some lip gloss. I looked at my refection and nodded at my appearance.
“I look good” I said out loud I took y=the bus to the west end mall. It was pretty small but hey I’m not complaining .just as I saw a store I wanted to go in a group of guys passed. Only one caught my eye. He was about 5”5” which was way taller than me. He had a curly afro with a gold strip on the side. He reminded me of a dark Hershey bar. I raised my eyebrow straining to see the sleeve of tattoos on his arm. Just as I gave up and was about to walk toward rue 21 one of his friends tapped his arms then pointed at me. He turned his head to look in my direction then smiled and nodded what’s up. Me not being the shy type smiled and winked in response. He lifted an eyebrow then started making his way to me. I took the time to examine his walk I smiled he had swagger. Just then he stopped in front of me.
“What’s up ma?” he asked
“Just browsing ya know” I replied looking him up and down
He chuckled then his friends started making their way to me
“Why you always stopping to talk to these broads?” one of his friends asked he looked like he was about to say something when I lifted my hand to stop him.
“One” I said “I am nobody broad and two you’d probably get stopped to if you’d learn some fucking manners” I retorted which was meet with a round of “ooohhhs and dames”
The guy looked like he had just swallowed a lemon the way his face twisted while cutie just chuckled. I was about to walk away when the cutie grabbed my arm. I looked down at my arm then back at him.
“If you break it you buy it.” I said with a smile he chucked some more then it go but before I could go anywhere he took my hand and pulled me closer to him
“Then I guess roc is at your service and I promise if I break you I won’t have to buy you” he said with a wink whatever I thought fake ass want to be thug
I walked off and finally made it into rue21 when my phone started to ring I knew it was my mom because her ring tone is boyz 2 men mamma I took a deep breath then answered it
“Hello” I asked
“Where you are your dad is at your hotel room and you ant there.” She said
I sighed “I’m on my way” I said
“ don’t think I won’t come down there and knock some fucking sense into you immani huffing and puffin like you dun forgot who the hell you were talking to let me tell you something don’t let Atlanta get your ass tow out the frame ya hear?” I rolled my eyes and hung up the phone I continued to walk through the mall buying anything I liked because even though ma might have given me enough money for the hotel big red made sure I always had money in my pockets I smiled thinking of him. I called a cab no way in hell was I riding the bus with all these fucking bags when the cab pulled up and helped me get my bags into the car I decided I missed big red enough to give him a call. He ha changed the dial back tone on the phone to be my wifey by tyrese so I was jamming in the back of the cab I didn’t even notice that he had picked up the phone until I heard him chuckle
“I like that you love your new ring tone” he said
“Don’t play you know I love me some tyrese” I said
“Look I ant gone tell you no mo you need to chill dat shit” he warned me I rolled my eyes as we pulled in front of the hotel
“And I told you about that jealousy shit” I shot back although I knew red was crazy as shit I refused to bag down from that nigga
He let out a big sigh then apologized I rolled my eyes again and started to put my bags on the trolley thing as I made my way to my room I continued to talk on the phone I walked in my room cracking up at red telling me how he went to mats house and ate what he thought was chocolate which turned out to be a laxative I loaded all my bags on the floor in the room while I was trying to put some order to the room there was a knock on the door I told red id call him back
“Don’t be lying either immani you better or –“
“Or what?” I asked cutting him off as I opened the door to see Kendall with a white envelope in his hand I moved out the way so he could get in.
“Or when I see you I’m gone hug you to death” he said like he was telling me about a terrist attack and the 1 time was listing I laughed
“Bye fool” I said he laughed to and they told me he loved me I said it back
Kendall was sitting on the couch reading the letter
“So what’s the verdict” I asked he liked up with angry eyes
“You are my daughter. why the fuck would she keep you from me” he asked
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 01.02.2013
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