In the family everybody loves and appreciates my sister. Because she was the most attractive and beautiful personality in our house. And she was taking some Islamic classes and learned the Holy book each morning.
Sometimes I doubt how someone can be perfect like her?. How can she live without any mistakes? Or how she devoted her life to Islam? Is that what we called a religious personality?
My doubts were fully confirmed, when one day I came from the school. The bathroom was busy, and I decided to use my sister Bathroom. I sat on the chair, while peeing I noticed some undergarment spreaded on her bathroom wall. When I checked there was some white cream on the top of the underwear. It looked like ladies underwear and the white cream seemed like Sperm.
I decided to forget that, because she was my elder sister, and because of religious things I respect her a lot. And I don't want to blame her on some unknown doubts.
But there is always something that makes me skeptical about her, that she isn't perfect like she always pretends to be.
Afterwards I got another chance when she was busy in the bathroom. I got her mobile. It was unlocked, quickly I opened her WhatsApp where the one conversation was going on. She already deleted the sender messages but there were some messages which she typed in Arabic. And I took screenshots of them and sent them to my number.
In school I translated her Arabic messages. Her message was “ you are my second God, I can worship you whenever I want and the worship is not a sinful act” it was awful. Who was her second God? Does she belong any other religion? Or she talking with her boyfriend? After read her message my doubts increased. As long as I known her she hated marriage. And nobody known that she had a boyfriend. But I thought that I got some kind of prove, or if the message just was a part of her Islamic practice. But then why she deleted replied messages.
There was something that I couldn't understand or couldn't clear my mind. And because of these doubtful thoughts my mind start to making a plan to know what's going on with her?.
First I decided to check her bathroom again, second check if I can see my sister from outside easily, third I want to know if someone come to meet her in the house.
First step was easy to go her bathroom when she wasn't in the house. I entered her room and go to her bathroom. I was shocked. There was five underwears hung on the wall and the condition were same. Only one was soaked with the sperm and four were dry. It was nasty that she didnt wash her dirt yet.
Second step to go on a round on outside of the house and check if there I can see inside the house. Back of the house there was a window where I can see my father’s room clearly. And few steps away from the window upper side of the wall, there was a hole of the exhaust fan. Which is might be open inside the bathroom of my sister. But I felt the window is enough if it's open I can see if any stranger enter in the house.
Third step was to bunk from the school because it was only the time where I wasn't exist in the house.
I acted in the morning that I am going to school but I hidden back side of the house. And opened the window to see what is happning. One by one my family member left the house to work. And half of the morning nothing happened. I was still abusing to myself that I wasted my time.
But suddenly I heared my mom said “ I am leaved shut the door, and it will take time to back cause I have an appointment with the doctor”. My father stood quickly and said bye to her. And locked the door from inside. I could see my father clearly he came back and went to my sister room.
It was amazed but I couldn't see them whats happening why father went to my sister room at this time.
I had an idea I decided to looked on the hole but I need to make a stair for that. Rapidly I collect some bricks and make a stair to see through the exhaust fan. The bricks were moving but I got a support of the wall and barely I could stood on the bricks. Where I can see my father was naked and my sister in the hijab but she removed all her dress off. My father held my sister hand brought her in the bathroom. My sister said “we are immortal now I got your love and power what you gave me it's unbelievable and no one knows what connection between us, love is a little thing but the spiritual love is immortal you can always feel inside me” then my sister brought him out while she was leaving the bathroom she gave me a look, like she known I was looking her. Her look was unresistable and couldn't control myself and I fell down from the bricks and I got wound on my head and got scratches on my legs.
That day I decided not to spy her. Might be there is something to understand that I am young enough. I felt some spiritual things penetrated inside me I respect her more then before. I never known what was the connection her with father. But I qualified there is some sprits always exists in the human body.
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 16.04.2023
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This story not for disrespect any religion. We are just trying to concentrate the intention and the spiritual things.