Love.

Blood Red Tears

Blood red tears fall down my cheek,
landing silently on the paper.
I try to brush them away,
but they just smear.
This is my mark I have to live with,
for this is what happened
When I loved you…
You took my heart,
Ripped it into a thousand pieces,
Like a piece of paper caught in a sharp claw,
I lied for you,
And I died for you,
Now I forever cry,
Blood red tears

I Loved You

I cared about you
I had hoped you loved me back
I gave you my all

Broken Heart on 9/11

I can still hear the sounds of screams
As the building collapsed
Almost as easily
As a stack of cards
I was on the bottom floor
When those planes crashed
Was the first one out
One of the few who survived
I loved you to death
But death we did not part
You were on the 20th story
I couldn’t save you
You died there
Now all I have left
Is a torn photograph
You gave me when you said
This marriage is over
Not even two minuets ago
You left me on the bottom floor
Eyes filled with tears
And with a broken heart.

Lost

I sit by your bed,
Staring at your body,
Once so strong,
Now weak with sickness and death,
Turning paler with each ticking second,
I hear your breathing slow,
Your heart beat slower,
As I press my cheek against your chest,
Straining to hear a sign of reviving life,
I look into your eyes,
As tears flow from mine
As I see your life ebb away
And the light in your eyes
Dim as you move on,
You were everything I had left
I lay my head on your chest and beg for you back
Knowing I have nothing to live for
I let my breathing slow,
And my heart crawl to a stop,
Thinking of seeing you again
My life drains from my body
Just to see you again in heaven
Just to hold you in my arms again
Just to once again,
Say I love you.

Kisses

Butterfly kisses
Shows warmth, caring, family
Friend ships, love and more

Hidden Secrets

I can hear your heart pounding, pulling your chest in and out as you breath.
I can see the tears running down your cheek, making sorrow form in my empty soul.
I can feel your soft tender neck at my lips, you shiver at the touch.
I can smell the blood running through your veins, making my mouth water.
Then I can taste the blood on my lips, it happens so quickly even I didn’t notice.
This is my way of life, I’m a monster, I feed for a living and I can’t stop.
My thirst is quenched, but my love is gone, I always seem to do this.
So I think…maybe I shouldn’t love at all……
You probably guessed what I am, but if you haven’t, don’t try.
It might scare you…

Master and Me

For my Master I would do anything,
Make the bird’s sing,
make the bells ring,
If he had ever leaved me,
So empty I would be,
my heart would bleed you’d see,
My life would fade,
my eyes would cry,
My heart would stop,
my soul would die.
But he is still here with me,
My heart and soul still happy and free
Will him I hope I’ll always be,
Loved to death for eternity.

My Love

When I think of u,
my spirit soars,
when I breath your name,
the love in my heart shines,
when I touch your hand,
the very breath of me is whisked away,
the touch of your lips makes my head spin,
but the sound of your voice brings me back again,
life was dull before I met u,
filled with only tears and sorrow and pain,
now I have u and my life is happy once again,
for our love will withstand anything,
as long as we face it hand in hand

Thriller

He has me confused. 
He has my mind spinning like a top that lost control.
Have you ever been on a spinning ride that made you wanna throw up?
Just before you get back on just to experiance once again, the thrill.
That what he makes me feel like, thats what he makes me want.
He is a child, always playing games.
He is a monster, scary but fake.
A lover, gentle and sweet.
A rocking chair, soothing yet old.
He is everything i want and more.
But he is taken, and has a heart that is to far away to reach.

Save Me
Please Save me.
          Take this shattered heart.
                                      Hold it close.
                            Lock it away.
    Never to be hurt agian.
Please hold me.
              Without your arms.
                                  I shatter.
               Keep me together.
    I need you here.
Please love me.
             Without your love.
                             I am nothing.
                 Less then dust.
    Less then satan.
Please keep me.
             Forever and always.
                       Though everything.
             Pain and pleasure.
  Light and dark.
Please take me.
                   I need you.
                            More then breathing.
                       I am unworthy.
 Stained compared to you.
Keep me
        Love me
                Hold me
                       Take me
                               Save me
Please...
           I beg of you.

 

Pain

Living Dead Girl.

Fear, betrayal, dead
Look into my eyes and this is what you’ll probably see.
He always told me he loved me, he would never hurt me,
he lied.
But he is my Master and I’d anything for him,
He is a god-monster,
Ruler of my world,
The killer of my soul,
There is no way away from him,
No where to run,
Night after night, he strokes my hair,
Whispering he loves me,
Before pulling me in his lap and claiming me as his…

Shivers

The cold to the bone,
Makes you shake,
Freezing your blood,
Stopping your heart.
The blackness of the shadow,
Clogging your lungs,
Every breath in,
Is a deep struggle inside.
you breath out,
The window frosts,
For your heart is stone cold,
You scream,
The glass breaks.
Sending terrified shivers,
Up my spine

Turning Cold

As the summer breeze moves through the trees,
I can’t believe next week,
The sun will start hiding,
The snow will start falling,
The winds will stay here,
But they will not be warm and gentle,
But turn cold and harsh,
Turn bitter with the seasons.
Summer is warm,
Winter is cold,
Same with my family,
Except it changes daily,
Not monthly,
This is a poem,
Don’t make it a song.
This is a poem,
I spent my whole heart on

Fallen American Bomber

Rain drops fall down my forehead,
Mixing with the tears already on my cheeks,
Streaming down my face as I walk through the cold.
Bitter wind slapping my body,
Tossing my body from side to side ,
Like a rag doll caught in fierce hands.
My naked feet smack hard against the ground,
As I run from my pain and suffering,
Splashing dirty water into my eyes.
I know this is the end of the rope,
I wait impatiently for the bangs to ring through the air,
The pain to sear through my body like a thorn.
But the air is as quiet as a whisper,
So quiet I could hear my breath hit the still air.
I turn to look behind me and gasp.
Rows and rows of men line the walls with guns,
Staring blankly into the eyes of a killer,
I smile and scream “BRING IT ON!”
My gaze clouds with fiery lights,
Pain shoots through me before my body grows limp
And I fall into a eternity of peace.

Carves

I carved your name into my arm for i can't reach my heart to carve it there.
I can never live without you so please don't leave me and I'll give you anything you want.
Love can turn in crazy ways and i want you by my side all the way.

Angel

Once so beautiful,
Now broken and corrupt,
Deadly and poisoned.
Now your wings are tattered,
Your halo gone missing.
Stab the angel,
Laugh as you watch it writher away,
Into dust then to nothing.

What is wrong with me?

I hold books closer to my heart then I hold people.
Books are safe,
Never changing.
People are dangerous,
Unpredictable.
Book’s are there forever.
People stay around for days, months, maybe years
But one day, they leave.
An empty hole in your heart that can never be filled
But the ache and pain of it can be forgotten.
Books are readable,
They have no boundaries,
Able to do anything!
But people are limited,
I hold books closer to my heart then I hold people.

I see

I see tears, rolling down their faces.
I see bruises tied behind the laces
I see sorrow, fill their eyes to the brim.
I see weight to heavy make people dim
I see coldness, behind the warmest skin.
I see the darkness behind a sin.
I see torcher, unspoken misery.
I see people living lives, but are not free.
I see pain, locked behind fake laughter.
I see people buying dead ones flowers.
I see black behind a rainbow.
I see a broken heart shot with an arrow.
I see an angel with no wings
I am a downer, looking at the bad side of things.

Loneliness

Loneliness is something you think will never happen,
Not to you,
You have friends,
Family,
People who love you.
I thought that.
I was wrong
Now I fear loneliness,
Though I always live with it, 
I now know that,
It can hit anybody.
It is a big hole to crawl out of.

Why is the sacrifice for what you
WANT,
Always have to be something you
LOVE.

When I laugh I am surrounded by faces,
When I am angry there is always another person,
When I’m tired there is one person keeping me awake.
When I am relaxed I always have friend.
Then why when I cry, I find no one beside me?

Cry

Tonight I cry.
Not just for myself,
but for all those people who are not happy.
For the children who suffer.

For the widow who cannot find joy.
I cry for all the couples who have lost the love.
I cry for all the families with a missing piece to their puzzle.
But mostly,
I cry for the people who are
scared,lost,and confused,
For I, am one of them.

Greed

Stolen goods.
Wealthy liars.
No one cares,
they are buyers.
They feed their souls
with money and things.
They may find love,
but pathetic swings.
Want what others have
as their own.
But when they receive,
not enough for their greed.

pain

Pain so sharp
Tearing through flesh
To the heart at the core.
Brutal, and broken
weak and fragile
from many false loves.
Make your eyes grow wet
Knees grow weak
till you overflow
barrier behind your eyes break
and the flood begins.
Let the water flow
let it clear your head.
Its always okay to cry.

Rain

Drip drop of rain
spattering on my head
making my head hurt
and the day look down
everyone I see wears a frown
the sky is crying
like I am inside
the clouds cover the sun
like the fog in my heart
but hopefully after every rain
is a rainbow.

Death
Death’s Peaceful Kisses
A life taken in careful hands
of a creature dressed in black.
Glancing at the measure of life,
the sand blown away in the wind.
Your time has come he says.
Don’t be scared of me child.
I shall bring you to your past
the ones you’ve lost will rise
The ones you leave will meet their demise
When in the ground beside your mound
their hearts and souls will rest
and in your arms they'll live.

Scream
Lie down and take the beating
with life’s steel hand of pain.
Swallow all your sadness
and never cry again.
Take in the breath of death and savor
your last moments for this child must rest.
Laugh into the face of evil
the hideous face of satan.
Tie your hands behind your heart
bound in webs of sin.
Seep into the madhouse
question that your sain.
Hide your eyes behind the mask
Let it out
and scream…

I'm sorry
It’s cold here
I’m drowning
Sinking farther
Reaching
For anything
For help
Crying
It hurts
Its stabbing me
Dangerous lies
Toxic words
Ripping
My heart
My hopes
My soul
I can’t
Tell you
Not everything
Would pull
Everything I loved
To pieces
I’m sorry
To you
To everyone

Do You Care?
Don't hate me when I tell you this.
Don't fear me when you learn the truth.
Don't think i am lieing please, i could never lie to you.
Don't scream at me with filthy words. I know you've been hurt before.
Don't walk away before i can explain.
Don't take my chance to tell you more.
Don't cry, i love you mom and dad.
Don't hide your face, i am proud of it.
Don't shut the door and block me out.
Don't leave me here alone.
Don't care about the cuts on my arms
Don't see the rope i tied.
Don't wonder if you could of changed my mind before i died.
Don't look to the heavens to talk to me, your god would not let me in.
Don't turn to the devil either, even he can't handle your sins.

Other

Sky

Blanket over the earth,
endless blue.
Ocean filled with cotton balls.
Water so sweet and true.
Can hold the strongest things
in its gentle mists
Like rain, tornados, and hail.
gentle with winds that caress
your cheek and hair.
Holds beauty that lights up our world.
Moon, stars and gods eye.
But humanity, yes us
is ruining it.
With factories and cars.

Two voice poem

-1st Person, *2nd Person
-Books stay in my heart forever.
*People last very little, disappear.
-Books show me what I want
-i wish i had
-want so bad.
*People are temporary,
*Friends last never.
-Books feed my imagination,
-nothing is impossible,
-escape from life.
*People hurt me with words sharp as needles
-Books taste like magic,
-unstoppable,
-yet changeable.
*People stab your heart
*strong, loving and caring.
*But leave one day,
*maybe years, months, weeks
*but it will end,
*leaving a hole in your heart.
*Never to be filled,
*Never to mend.
-One day though, maybe forgotten
-Books are easy,
-predictable.
*People...
*One word,
*A thousand meanings.
-Books...
-A thousand words,
-one meaning.

What to do

What to say when you run out of words,
Where to go when your feet stop moving,
What to love when your heart stops beating,
What to think when your brain gets fried,
What to hold when your arms stop reaching,
What to see when your eyes go blind,
What to hear when you stop listening,
What to whisper when you stop to breath,
What to do when your life gets thrown of track.

Sickness.

Sickness is like a pack of wolves
silent and unseeable until it attacks,
gripping your body
piercing you with a thousand knifes.
But unlike a pack of wolves,
Whose attack is fierce and quick.
Sickness grabs the body in its jaws,
and seems to last a lifetime.
Wrapping you in a blanket of despair.
But it melts away eventually,
Then once again you breathe easy,
unlike a wolf attack,
where you never breathe again.

Facebook

Pictures from life,
videos that make you laugh.
Talking to friends from far away,
family, friends, even people you hate.
Post whatever you want,
but be careful.
Unseeable eyes could be watching,
Facebook is unpredictable.

Mountain Dew

Condensation runs down your side,
like sweat from the summer heat,
But it just shows how cool you are,
a sweet waterfall of green liquid
running down my throat to quench my thirst.

Tick-Tock

I watch the clock tick slowly
slower
mocking me evilly.
Letting me know school isn't over
yet.
Finally, the second hand reaches the twelve.
The bell rings.
Every jumps up and shouts.
Its over.
School
over.
Teacher reminds us 
See you all tomorrow.

Sounds of Poetry

There are poems in people’s heads,
No one will ever hear.
They are just words,
Turning and churning around.
Made only for the sound,
To make a gloomy day brighter,
A smile appear on ones lips.
I have poems in my head that
I finally learned how to spell out.
Magic on paper,
Sounds in pencil.

Breathless

Eyes sparkling
Reflecting the sun and stars
Alight with laughter
Voice humming
Songs softly to the heart
Singing words that bring memories.
Mind buzzing
Wondering, thinking
Carefully linking.
Soft hands
Cupped gently to bear
To give and to hold.
Light lips
Speaking beautiful words
Waves of sound.
Beating heart
Lovely and alive
Starts when we start
Ends when we end.

Scritch, scratch

I hear it
The beautiful sound of pencil on paper.
Of words being spilled.
Of thoughts getting fleash
Of life being written.
Writers
Lovers of flowing scribbles
Artists in their own way.

You in My Eyes.
Eyes sparkling, alight with laughter, reflecting the sun and stars.
Soft hands cupped gently to bear what is given, to take and to hold.
Beating heart lovely and alive, starts when we start, dies when we die.

Dissapointment
Pain so sharp it tears through flesh and bone, reaching the heart at the core.
Shredding all hope and happiness, all signs of reviving your strength.
Torn to pieces like paper falling to the ground, a dream stepped on.

Happiness
Happiness is the sound of friends and joy, a babies laughter.
Greed is the thirst for something more, money and popularity.
Why is the price for what you want, always something you love?

Lonelyness
Darkness in the back of the mind, a haze of red in the eyes.
Thirst to unbearable it burns, fogging the mind dangerously.
You can hear the thumping of their hearts, beating teasingly close.

Look
Look at the stars
With all of their beauty
Showereing Earth with their joy.
Lights bursing
                Eyes Shining
                             Love Glowing
Loved ones watch so crystal clear
Angels wings beat with
The beating of our hearts.
Cloaked in black like candies.
Yet they shine on with thier beauty
Look at the stars.

See With More Then Your Eyes

Open up your heart.
Let the world in.
Sing out and 
dance with beautiful ribbons.
Flowing with many colors
Cloaked in fabrics.

Impressum

Texte: Copyright Saturday, July 30, 2012
Lektorat: Me, myself and Im
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 31.07.2012

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