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Contents:




Runaway_ p.8

Hope_p.9

Jump and Swim_p.12

I wish_p.14

Taste my Blood_p.16

No Nigh before Dawn_p.17

Sweets for my Soul_p.19

On the Road to Anywhere_p.21

Only Pray_p.23

Waiting for a Miracle_p.24

You know I could_p.26

Speaking 'bit German_p.28

Just a Man_p.30

Little Lion_p.31

Lost and Found_p.33

My God_p.35

Oh my Lord_p.36

Rarely True_p.37

Sadly_p.38

Simply Sex_p.40

Stop_p.42

Sun without Fun_p.43

The End of a World_p.45

Thee First Song_p.46

Fuck the Snob_p.49

Ghost Town Blues_p.52

Going for Gold_p.53

Drummer Boy_p.54

Be Careful_p.56

Facing Liberty_p.58

Healing Game_p.59

Point of no Return_p.61

Blackbird_p.63

Dead End_p.67


Runaway



I practice to hold on
Who the very I am
And not to run away
As fare as I can

I'm a refugee of myself
Tired of it and unfulfilled
Shot and upset
Willed and unwilled

I'm trying hard
On motivation
To finish the artwork
Of my own creation

I know what to do
And do something ever
For reaching nothing
Not yet, maybe never

Okay, I want to be
Grateful, too
And say I've changed
A step into

Into a life
Better than before
Into some peace
Into some more

I practice to hold on
I practice being free
I practice extracting
My pure me


Hope



I'm so sad
That I could cry
But I can't
Wondering why

Maybe I'm not
As lonesome as I feel
Maybe there's someone
Present and real

I sit and listen
To the music of the trees
I watch the silence
Between ones be's

I want to do something
But I'm paralized
Want myself to be true
And surprised

I'm longing for talking, I'm longing for walking
But not so on by my own
I want to share details, I want to share wholeness
Along, around and at home.

I'm so alone that I could shout
To make me hear and see me someone
To shout out my sadness
And make it all gone

Who am I, who will I
Who could I be
If I had love for me
With me

I'm going on
But feeling back
Still surrounded by water
Around my neck

But my head is up
I'm breathing, I'm seeing
Feeling worth
A human being

I keep on smiling
Even loaded like a dump
One day there'll be bottom
With love in to jump


Jump and Swim




You make me smile
You bring up the sun
you make me happy
Having fun

You create things
Precious and cute
You make me love
Absolute

I wanna dance
I wanna kiss
I wanna embrace
And no more miss

I wanna make fire
Out of us two
I want intimicy
I want you

Lovely you
Lovely mine
I want to fulfill you
I want you ' be fine

How can I describe
The ambition, the passion
You are my lucky charm
My selfless possession

Take my hand
Take my life
Take my heart
Be my wife

Take control
Take all I can be
Take my love
And Goodness, love me

I will be proud
I will be true
I will be king
I will be you


I Wish




I wish that you were proud of me
I wish the way you look at me
Those shiny eyes I wish to see
The glamor of your harmony

I wish that I'm the only one
I wish that I'm your clue
I wish to be your answer
And all your dreams come true

I wish you were my knight
To protect me in fight
I wish you were my man
Forever and again

I wish that I'm the loveliest
Thing you've ever seen
I wish to be your angel
Your feelings, oh, so keen

I wish to here your voice
Your breathing over me
I wish you to feel my body
In peaceful ecstasy

I wish to get a ring
Of love from you to see
The golden strong connection
Between our liberty

I wish that hand in hand
So all the world can see
I wish to care forever
I wish us to agree

I know that you can here me
My might, my sweetest hope
Please, please, you are the truth
You lighten up the road


Taste my Blood



Is there anyone
Who wants to see me happy
Is there anyone
Who wants to see the truth
Feeling atrociously strong
So strong
Not superficial
Without God
Simply wrong

I'm through with human nature
I'm through with world's reality
There's more I want to get
Maybe I'm a tiger
But sure I'm not a pet

Maybe I'm a man
Maybe I'm black
Maybe I'm an Indian
From Venus
Alive or dead

Go on thinking that I'm rough
But what you see is never enough

You've got to feel it
And deal with what is hot
Do more than you can
To know who I am
And taste
Not waste
My blood


No Night before Dawn




Can you see me
Little me
Poor and lonesome
As can be

Firestorm
Around my neck
Calling desert
For a wreck

Empty rooms
In empty spaces
Fading memories
Fading faces

Empty hearts
Desires, love
Empty skies
There high above

Don't wanna die
Beyond a smile
Don't wanna cry
Walking that mile

God give me happiness
To cover my bones
God give me peace
After too many homes

Let me wake up
With sun on my face
Blood in my heart
Power and grace

Open that door
I'm longing for
Long before daylight
Ain't be no night there anymore


Sweets for my Soul




Have you seen
The paradise
Lots of fruits and
Happy eyes

Open minds
And sunny shine
Lots of trust and
Hope Devine

Even though
No way, no goal
Lots of peace
For every soul

Can you get there
Every time
Through your heart
Or his or mine

Let me lead you
Until the end
To begin with
What was meant

Lucky you and
Lucky me
Through the darkness
Until we're free

And all in between
No way, no goal
Wonderful silence with
Sweets for my soul


0n the Road to Anywhere




Fuck yourself
When you're feeling bad
Fuck yourself
For feeling so sad

Every time
The same old shit
Every awakening
A bit of a bit

Fuck the hell
The angel's singing
When I'm deaf
Of devil's ringing

Pieces of mind
Versus pieces of luck
Damned lot of love
But the same lousy fuck

Open the gate
But what rest's only hate
True wicked seconds
To wait and to wait

Fuck everybody
Romantic sucks
Not worth at all
Miserable drugs

Get higher, get low
But stay who you've been
In the middle of nothing
Surrounded of sin

Every time
The same old shit
Every awakening a bit of a bit
Fuck the hell an angel's singing
When you're deaf of devil's ringing


Only Pray




Too much love to die
And not enough to live
What can I get
And what can I give

It's so awfully sad
Not to sing a brighter song
Not to glance much lighter
Only to get along

What can I do
What can I say
To find peace in you
I guess only pray

Pray for a tomorrow
Bright as the sun
Pray for loveliness
Honesty and fun


Waiting for a Miracle




What am I doing
Facing the emptiness
Give in to hate
Or happiness

God gracious, I have fallen
So deeply, so fast
Nothing left to comfort me
Or nearly ever last

Is that what you wanted
My father, my guide
Don't know where to go now
Don't know where to hide

Tears are invading me
Like a plague, oh, like a pest
Yelling in silence
Not willing to rest

God, my beloved
Please help me, I die
I'm losing touch with eternity
Please heal that blind eye

The day of reckoning has just come
I'm struggling to survive
Hell, it's unbearable
I'm hardly alive

I need you so urgently
Hardly yearning anymore
Far from whatever
Really beneath the shore


You know I Could




I know what's beautiful
I know what's good
I know what lingers
And maybe I should
Because I could
You know I could

But heaven is not me
That's not what I was meant to be

I know what's lovely
I know what's sweet
I know when someone has the beat
And maybe I should
Because I could
You know I could

Whatever I want
And it would be good

I know what's crazy
I know what's gee
I know what many people see
And maybe I should
Because I could
You know I could

Maybe I'm a fool
But I want you to rule


Speaking 'bit German




Human nature's awful
Human being sucks
May it be for the moment
Living creepy bucks

Love is worth it
Love is true
But come on brother
Deeply blue

Horrible characters
Horrible creatures
Nothing that lingers
Being that features

Can we be happy
Living around
Can we be honest
Near to the ground

Best to enjoy life
And having fun
Free from hate
Free from „run“

Run from escaping
Run from the drive
Run from hell's kitchen
For staying alive

World's not enough
To love and live sane
One world's only a peace
One world's just a game

The World's just an island
Depending the sun
Crowded with people
On the run

Sucking others, sucking themselves
Sucking what never begun
Sucking god's kindness, sucking freedom
Sucking pacience' gun


Just a Man



I'm just a pilgrim
I'm just a man
I'm doing well
The best I can

My ambitions are holy
My ambitions are fine
My life doesn't fit
It's a crime

Slowly running
Born to rise
Speaking, but stunning
Love and surprise

Damned suspense
The adventure am I
Near to handle it
Don't know why

What does it mean now
To be strong
Whoever you are
come along

I am bored
To be adored
I wanna be loved
Jesus, Lord


Little Lion



I'm not alone
I'm not with you
I'm feeling homeless

You say you love to see me smile
But I feel like crying
You say you see another person now
But it's only a part of the million ones
That make my person complete
You say: Don't tell me what to do!
But I was begging
And I never, never...never wanted to

I'm of your kind
I understand

I don't wanna cry
Because I love to see you love
I don't wanna be any other person
Than the one you desire
Come into my arms and let me feel you begging
And I won't let let it be

I wanna feel home
To let you see my smile
I wanna feel home
To be your incomplete complete person
I wanna feel home
Home with you

Don't be anxious my little lion
And insecure
Your worth that million
I'm very sure

I'm of your kind
I understand

Please be my big lion
And hold my hand...


Lost and Found




Who are you imbecile
Who are you again
It doesn't matter
Who I am

You have a problem
Think about why
Do what you have to
So do I

It's silent around you
God bless the creature
I can't help it
I'm not a teacher

I'm a baby
I'm a man
Think it over
If you can

You can hit me
Shoot me down
I don't care
Here my crown

Above the star
Insuring my coming
I can walk
No need for running

You are a raper
Don't touch me again
Don't be silly
Dull woman


My God




Do you want to be

The love of my life
Do you want to be
My hope, my jive

Do you want to be
The best that I am
Do you want to be
My love, my man

Do you want to be
My answers, my peace
Do you want to be
My god, my release


Oh my Lord




I want to thank you for your love
The flying birds there high above
The rising sun you made me see
The tenderness you give to me

You made me learn
And still I do
You help me up
You help me through

You make me free
You make me live
You make me strong
Make me forgive

You are so gentle
You are so right
Your might is brilliant
It holds me tight

I want to sing for you
And more
To praise the one
Whom I adore

This is my prayer
For evermore
My gracious love
My light ashore


Rarely True




I feel so young
I feel so small
I feel a thousand doubts
That's all

That's what it feels like
Far from you
That's what it feels like
In, not through

Wondering above
Like a crying dove
Lonely, too
But deeply blue


Sadly



I let you go, my dear
For good and whatever, again
Maybe you didn't love me
Or I am not what I am

Things are getting weary
Nearly, oh, lose all touch
No idea 'more what, heaven, matters
But it doesn't mean so much

I'm weak, with without any force
Hope to love you, god, to cuddle and care
Neither sure if wishes ever come true
Nore sure if you are aware

Can't keep my eyes open
Hardly keep my life ahead
Longing, incurably romantic
Getting loneliness instead

I miss you like crazy
May be stupid, may be good
Didn't treat me as sweet as you are, honey
Don't treat me the way you could

With a heavy heart I call the thing off
You used to be my man
Now I'm alone like a straying lamb
Hardly know anything, again



Simply Sex



I'm not homo
I'm not bi
I'm not normal
I am free

What is normal
What's a freak
What is strong
And what is weak

Is this body
Mighty keen
All I've got
Or all you've seen

I'm really bored
Of archaic views
It's time for oddities
It's time for news

What does it matters if you're black or white
What does it matters if you're small or tall
Man or woman
No shit at all

Open eyes
To what's not to see
Open eyes
In liberty

It's pretty urgent
To accept
Instead of
Judging and select

Who are you
Where you come from
Where do you go
When you are gone

Are you sure
That you really fit
Are you worth
A lot or a bit

God only knows
Cosmos, Jesus or however you want to name
Life is truth
And not a game

But take and use my body
Not knowing who I am
And continue yapping cockeyed
„Woman or man“


Stop




Sleepless in this love affair
Sleepless in this dream
I'm of you and all aware
You are cruel and mean

Can't get shocked
An open book
Stop to act
I had a look

Don't know the end
But you know in a every way
I'm not anxious
For to say

This isn't worth it
To waste my time
This is a sin, god
This is a crime

I want to get further
I want to get high
You're not here, good
I'll get by


Sun without Fun



Sunday without you again
Sunday without me
Sunday with and out my man
Sunday on a knee

Popcorn's smelling sweetly
Near there far away
Lazy feet, a teeny
Longing here to stay

Swinging rhythm beneath me
Swinging air on beside
A swinging heart inside there
Honor against pride

Noting more to gain now
Nothing more to buy
No things more to offer
No tears more to cry

I feel quite so empty
I feel quite so blue
I feel quite a weight
Silence is it you

You are vanished
Into thin air
You are lost
Fair or not fair

You've preferred
Repeatedly to run
Boring Sunday
Sun without fun


The End of a World



Is the end coming
Is the end near
Any use of running
Or disappear

Few words to stay now
Only words to pray
Killing thoughts among us
Not that far away

Holding ourselves together
Holding faith and hope
Hate and fear however
Everybody's dope

God the hell's around
God we realize
What is right about it
Ain't we are that wise

Help us through this drought
Help us through this stress
Help us to forgive
Help us SOS


Thee First Song




The man's gone for you now
The one who risked with courage and tried to convince
Looking at and for your love
Ever and since

The man's gone
Who trusted in you, because of God
Denying himself and obeying
A whole lot of lot

This man was neglected and mistrusted
This man was hurt
This man was a dog, then cat, then tiger
Now a trying to fly away bird

Could it have been better
Could it have been good
Could it have succeeded
Could it, oh, could

What's left now is the woman
Fine and fragile and frighten
Longing for her man
Be precious and enlighten

Longing to be convinced
Longing to be found by clue
Longing to be surprised
A whole life through

Sitting in between and behind her walls
She's lonely, but secure
She's still got love to give
In heaven and pure

Could it have been better
Could it have been good
Could it have succeeded
Could it, oh, could

The person is little
But the soul is enormous big
And hope is alive
To stick, God, to stick

So who are you now
Who you wanna be
The woman who's lost
Or the man going to be Gee

Do you wanna fight for good
Do you wanna decide for ever
Do you wanna be a hero
Do you wanna be clever

Could it be better
Could it be good
Could it succeed
Could it, oh, it could


Fuck the Snob



What is up now, „happiness“
What, goddamn, a pity
What or who are you
Fucking hell of city

You live around
Sucking goody's blood
Ignoring what's about
Searching for what is hot

Ain't giving help
Or understanding
No matter what continues
Or what is ending

I feel alone, I feel deserted
So what
I punk myself in misery
Being true whole lot

There is no light of kindness
Except the light of night
Escaping each new day
Fighting for what right

The sadness is overwhelming
Every than and now
Can't help yearning
Sometimes, stupid how

And you call yourself
A fucking friend
Don't give a shit t' your winning
No shit to what's ever meant

What's meant to be
To get, to achieve
You are an asshole
You don' believe

The city is your world
Little world of your mind
Money around
Unlikely, unkind

You're boring, exhausting
I'm fed of that stuff
Your incredible stupidness
Of can't getting enough

Hit the road madness and easiness
And fucking fly
Before it's to late
For love, to ever die


Ghost Town Blues




I feel horrible, I feel exhausted
I feel my heart is in pain
I feel no headway in all this motion
I feel perverse, insane

My heart quite nearly explodes
Alarming and depressing
Don't know what for or when
But go on blindly guessing

No help, no being
No other side
Extremely nothing
Wider and wide

Hardly know if I should move
Should I beware or should I care
If I'm not here, I'm surely not there
Not at all or anywhere

Messed up one
How weird, what a pity
Alien of life
A ghost in a city

My face is burning
Touching atmosphere
Oh, could you be with me
Oh, could you be here


Going for Gold



Oh, how I love you
You crazy one, sweet
Still, although and furthermore
The better I need

I feared I could hate you
Trade you and go by
But nevertheless I adore you
I'm expecting you guy

I'm happy on earth
Longing to share it
I'm happy about hope
To feel and bear it

It's ,oh, so good gotten over
Mellow and fine
Even far away I adore you
My true love, you're mine

No place for illusion
You'll come back again
Invisible woman
Invisible man


Drummer Boy



Hey, shh...be silent
Baby you
Stop the drums for a while
And let me through

Let me make you hear
The best of my heart
Beating the same old way
Like yours, just apart

Lonely and frightened
Longing for a friend to call
Dreaming of someone
To win after all

Let us give space to them
To create a sound
Going to the front
Not only spinning around

Can you here my voice
Sweet drummer there
Your heart is my mike
And your love is the air

So hey, shh...be silent
Baby you
Stop the drums for a while
And let me through



Be Careful



Attention
For whom you fall
Remember
You're precious at all

Attention
For what's up
And avoid to be
A pup'

Attention
Before it's too late
And all that rests is
Hate

Attention
For your life
Go on and too
Arrive

Attention
For she cares
Love
And not affairs

Attention
You're in the plan
Be as honest
As you can

Attention
You're too good
Defend it
When you should


Facing Liberty



Sitting in a backyard
Sun is leaving and coming
Would like to stay
But can't stop running

It's a kind of obsession
It's a kind of hell
A case of being crazy
And knowing me well

Devil is doing good work
Devil is cheating on me
God can't help it, help it
Hell, thank god, I'm free

I'm facing the dark
Straight to the rotten why
Remembering good life
My oh my

Damned missing of could be
Damned thinking of should be
Can't bear to fail again
I miss me here, my man

I need to respect him
I'm longing for salvation
I'm a bad farmer
For my own creation

Being confused
The desert sucks
Love is not a game
It's dealing with lucks

Can't afford the risks
Anymore
Devil's got me
God it's war


Healing Game



Aching backbone
Aching throat
On by foot
On the road

Can't dismiss
The pride the fame
Leave well alone
All the same

Do distinguish
Wrong from right
Know when to stop
Prepare to fight

Heal yourself
Heal the flame
Holy war
Healing game

Back to the future
Back to life
Let's get together
Let's survive


Point of no Return




I'm on the point
Of no return
Hope I can win
Hope I can earn

The sight is bad
The weather rough
The tank goes blank
No route's enough

The passengers around and back
Panic, transmitting pressure
No flight of harmony at all
No peace, no time, no pleasure

Responsibility spoils my nerves
Like a hotshot, well, like crazy
And the mechanics, out of control
Are working awfully lazy

Lots of lights around me blinking
Some good, some okay, some not
Various perspectives of no way
Without a final plot

Gigantic water down under
May kill or as well may save
May be smooth and mercy to survive
May be hard and cold like a grave

The airplane simply doesn't count anymore
The paramount importance is salvation
Hope, please give me power
Against that dark invasion

Wings of destination are chippy
Wirings are inauspiciously blasting
Pain and fears of inexperience
Seem like everlasting

I'm on a way
No idea whereto or how
But still alive and breathing
Up I believe in now


Blackbird



I used to be me
But now I'm you
The way you are me
That's what I see

I hate to be me now
The way I became
Even I do more
Well it's a shame

I'm lost and found
Isn't it funny at all
Can only be bigger
That small, that small

Will I fly again
Or will I at all
Can there be stopped
A dragonball

I rise like Phoenix
From the dirt
With broken wings
Hurt, so hurt

My happiness is gone
Nevertheless I go
No sex appeal
No sex, or such so

Not feeling handsome
Or beauty, no shit
Only a sort of queerness
Only a bit of a bit

I hear you, but can't feel you
I see you, but I'm blind
Even being me now I fear you
Even though you are kind

I'm glad you are there
I'm glad you exist
But still I feel the pain
Still I feel your fist

I play my song
As blues goes by
I'm straying, hardly longing
No woman, no cry

Raindrops
Keep falling on my head
But I'm alive
Even though I'm dead

I'm mystery
I'm sort of no fit
I'm sort of nothing
Not alone, but quit

My smile is hidden
In emptiness
But I swear I loved you
I do confess

My face is serious
My voice is down
Can scarcely bear it
But I tote my crown

Keep being me further
I find myself a new
I hate me now
A lot and a few

Gonna be
Someone else
Gonna be
New wedding bells

Give me back
Only my love
Give me back
Some stars above

Give me back
The sun to feel
Give me back
What counts, is real

Give me back
What God desires
Give me back
What love acquires

Give me future
And history
Give me hope
For feeling free

I'm that blackbird
In the night
Flying poky
Into the light


Dead End



What could it be
That would make me laugh again
What kind of littleness
What unknown, what plan

What will make complete
This sweet, oh, bitter pains
My life, my ambitions
My blood in my veins

Don't know where to go
Or why I should cry
Love came to stay here
But why does it hurt, why

No further connection
No message, no more
Am I really able
To get out of this war

Love not war
But what's it about
Continues mysterious
No illusions, no doubt

Couldn't it be easy
Shouldn't it be mine
Still no idea
Time after time

Impressum

Tag der Veröffentlichung: 29.08.2010

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