has the love died

Has the love died?

Has this love I felt for you has it died?

My love was like a flower blooming in spring

Full of life full of hope and wanting

But has this love I felt died?

I thought when you said you love me it was real

I thought when I cried you would be here

But it is you who is crushing my spirit

You who is tearing me apart limb by limb

But has the love I felt died?

What about all the laughs we shared

The tears I have seen you cried

I wish this love would have lasted

But has this love I felt died?

 

By: Jachelle Ledford

 

 

 

breaking away from you

Breaking away from you:

Who would have thought that breaking away was hard?

Hard like the love I was trying to feel for you

Like a brick hitting a brick it won’t move

Our love is drowning

Like a brick sinking in water

Like what we have felt is nothing more than a fading memory

Before I loved seeing your face

No I want to slap the hell out of you

I thought you honestly loved me

I loved you with all my heart

But you loved drugs and sex more than me

I would say I fucking hate you

But I honestly can’t I love you

With my mind body and soul

But trust me I am breaking away from you

 

 

By: Jachelle Ledford

 

 

 

 

 

tired of goodbyes

TIRED OF GOODBYES:

I am sick of this not lasting

We always hate each other

We always say goodbye

But I my love am tired of goodbyes

I don’t want to act like a fighter

I’m a lover I love you more than I think you would ever know

I hate how you make me feel

But I’m tired of goodbyes

I’m tired of your lies

Of you cheating like I won’t find out

Do you think I am really that damn stupid?

I may have a heart but it’s not black

I have words and everything

My feelings never come out

Because you judge how I feel

So this is my last goodbye

But I’m so tires of goodbyes

By: Jachelle Ledford

 

love story

LOVE STORY:

Do you feel this?

Does your heart pick up?

Is this what my mom said would happen?

Did I fall in love?

You are able to make me laugh when I want to cry

When I am mad you make me smile

I never felt honest and true love

Then I met you

I was going through hell

Then you made me feel like I was special

You made the darkness go away and never return

We love each other

And this love hasn’t gone away

I hope these feelings stay

I hope it’s going to last

But with me it never does

So far it has been perfect

I’m not a jealous bitch but I am protective person

I think I love you with not just my heart but with everything I have

To think that people say age has shit to do with it

It doesn’t it has nothing to do with it

Because they can kiss my ass

This is our love story

 

 

QUESTIONING THE QUESTIONABLE:

QUESTIONING THE QUESTIONABLE:

When I look into your eyes I shouldn’t ask questions

The painful questions

The ones you are avoiding or don’t really want to answer

The ones that you have to tell the truth

But I am tired of this

Of questioning the questionable

You either love me or you don’t

You either want to be with me or you want me to leave

There are so many other guys who would love me

But I loved you

My heart is torn and not the same

I use to fight for you

Now I fight with you

Do you even love me???

Was all this a joke

I thought we were perfect

Then you put your hands on me

So now I’m questioning the questionable

So now that I reasoned in my head

I’m leaving you behind and moving forward

 

By: Jachelle wood

the last goodbye

The last goodbye:

To the one I loved before my heart was his

I finally thought about what would make me happy

And you are not it

You hit me and cuss at me

And I can’t be in a relationship like that

Did you love me or what I did for you?

I did everything for you

What you wanted I gave it to you

You wanted my heart and I gave you my soul

And how do you thank me

A slap across the face every time I fuck up

Well if I fuck up so much then I guess that you are one

Except you’re my biggest fuck up I could’ve made

So now this is my last goodbye

Till I find the one that is perfect and will wait for me

So goodbye

By: Jachelle wood

my darkest hour

 

My darkest hour:

In my darkest hour where were you

When I needed you the most why didn’t you show

The love I had for you went beyond the moon

I thought that you loved me but

I guess not

I guess if I lived or died it wouldn’t bother you

It wouldn’t affect how much my hear is breaking

Never again will I set my thoughts high in my darkest hour

I thought you would be my handsome prince the one I always love to see

But the thought of you not caring is enough to drive me crazy

Not from love nor spite but from myself

I question my choice on why you everyday

Why must I like seeing you?

Then I think and remember that you once loved me

But the real proof was when I was in my darkest hour

And you didn’t respond

It was my heart who turned cold last night

Not my soul

Because you didn’t help me in my darkest hour

By: Jachelle wood

 

who says

Who says?

Who says that we fit together?

Like you’re the thing I truly love

It is not you

I love my bed more than I love you

I loved the thought of seeing you all day

Oh wait nope that was my bed

Why would we fit if we are polar opposites?

I think that we need a break

A long never ending break

Answer me this though who says that we are in love?

Not me so was it you

Do you really think if I loved someone I would insult them?

Or want them to shut up every time they open their mouths?

I think you need to wake up and realize that I freaking hate you

But, once loved you with my whole heart.

By: Jachelle wood

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 20.05.2015

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this book is for all my exes who have broken my heart and made me write such beautiful writings and for my mom who is still dealing with the many journals and paper laying around the house