Chapter 1: The Spirit

I was alone on my bed. My parents had been arguing for hours. I’ve just been in here crawled in a ball when I heard the news. I heard a rattling under my bed, but I was to afraid to look. A small creature popped out it had small and pointy teeth and ears and long red hair it looked almost human but yet I could see right through it. As I peered at it i knew it was a male creature.

 

I asked the creature “who and what are you”? The creature replied “i'm a spirit, my name is Bael, i'm here to take you”. I asked Bael “why would you take me”? Bael replied with “your parents have given up on you and sold your soul to us for a bounty”. I said confused “why… but my parents would never do that”. Bael responded “they have, and now you need to come with me”.

 

I begin to get up and he stops me and says “no no, you don't need your mortal body anymore”. I say confused “then how do i go with you”?  Bael says annoyed “just get out of the damned​ body and hurry boss won't be happy with us if we take any longer”. I began to rise again but realizing I left my body this time and bael’s voice boomed “now now let's go”. Bael then grabs my arm and pushes me forward into a red looking demon portal. I end up somewhere in a long narrow hallway and I walk up to a tall door Bael opens it and gestures me to walk in.

 

I walk in and I see a big figure with horns in a giant seat in the middle of the room. The figure rises and says “I suppose you know who I am”? I whisper “I have a guess…..”. The figure rises and says “i'm the devil, the most prettiest angel there was in heaven, now i'm sent here to only fight until I win”. The little girl says angrily “win what”? He snickers and says “I know you are on his side, but your mine now, he can't save you now”.

 

She snares “I beg to differ”. He stands up and his voice booms “YOU WILL NOT MOCK ME CHILD YOU ARE MY SLAVE”. She glares at him and he says “I have a job for you you are to enter this 16-17 year olds body and make her mine, by making her suffer until she kills herself”. The little girl looks at her and says “I have a name”. The devil sneers and looks at her and says “and so do I but you shall address me by sir or master”. The little girl looks at him and says “my name is-”.  He stops her and says “it doesn't matter what your name is, your new name is spirit of lust, and your job will be to-” She stops him as well and says “yeah yeah take this person right…”. He smiles and says “yes my dear and sweet ol Bael will accompany you”.

 

She quickly turns to him and asks “why does he have to come”? He answers “you will make her confused in her sexual nature and he will make her feel the rest”. She asked confused “but how-”. He stopped her and said you will see, come here so I can give turn you into the spirit you are supposed​ to be”. She walks over slowly and not wanting to and he touches her shoulder which soon turned into a grasp, then to squeezing her very tightly and he looks in her eyes and he says “stare into my eyes until I tell you to stop”. She didn't want to but she looked at him then in his eyes as she could barely think after a while, soon her eyes turned a deep red-ish pink. He looks back at her then kisses her sealing the deal of the turning and she jumps back for a sec and she says “I feel different…..”. He smirks evilly and he says “he definitely can't save you now, I own you now, you submitted to me, YOU'RE MINE”. She looks down confused and sad and asked herself “why would my parents give up on me?.... Am I really that bad”? He says “now now stop thinking and go with Bael you have much to learn from him on your journey”. She turns to Bael​ and sees him smirking and looking at her with a new found lust in his eyes as he says “follow me lust”.

 

Then they walk off and Bael leads her to the human world portal and he tells her “even if you try to go back to your body one out of two things can happen. Either you will be too late and can't join in, or you can and will live a life of everyone wanting you and you could possibly get kidnapped and raped”. She looks down hearing every word but yet wishing she couldnt listen,she sat there​ thinking for a while… thinking about how she wanted to join her body back, but if she did her parents would give up on her anyways, there was no real place she would belong except that place that she has been put into now, she was restless and hoping for a way out… but all she could think of was the best option was to be saved or do as she was told… or get destroyed. She stood there motionless where he stopped her and he shook her for a few minutes till he got her attention and he said “this is the young lady we have to take down, she already has depression and a few kids who are bullying her all we need to do is take her down the rest and we will win.

 

Chapter 2: Adin

 

Adins POV

“Adin”? Her mother calls “I need help in the kitchen”. I quickly rushes from her bedroom into the kitchen where my mother was at. “Cominggg”. I yells back to my mom not seeing her yet “mom”? my mother calls out “in the pantry Honey can you keep an eye on the food”?

 "Sure thing mom!" I yell to my mother. Adin quickly gets to the food and begins watching it so that it doesnt get burnt "mooom!" I yell "I need to get ready for school!" my mother answers yelling back "okay honey i'll get out there go get ready sweetie!!". Adin goes through her clouthes searching through them asking herself "what should I wear what should I wear! maybe if I dress right hey will leave me alone". I dress up in a pastel purple top with long slightly torn jeans with my hair curled and no makeup on. "I dont believe in makeup" I told a girl once. I grab my light sky blue back pack and head out the door skipping breakfat "bye mom!" I yell as I walk out of the door.

As I walk out the bus pulls up. suddenly I feel all my confidence flush down the drain. I dreadfully aproach the bus and when I get on I automadically see her, Kacy is her name, The girl who always bullys me on the bus and makes my day dreadful, she walks through the walkway trying her best to not make eye contact but they saw her anyways and they stood up and Kacy said "where you going ugly sit here" she pulls me into the seat and I look away from her. she says "do you play video games?" she asks me and i look at her and look away. "Yes" I mumble then she yells "YA HEAR THAT GUYS SHES A PLAYAR". Adin looks at her and says "what the fuck is wrong with you that doesnt even make sense". Kacy says "thats because your to stupid to understand". adin smirks unconfident and says "i might be dumb but at least i dont have to bully others to make myself feel smart and pretty" I then get up while the bus was moving at sat with Jess we werent really friends but we enjoyed talking to eachother and making fun of kacy and we sat their talking away the rest of the ride. finally i arrive at school "not looking forward to this" I tell myself as I get off the bus and kacy hits me in the back of the head! "oww!" I say. and I whip around and my hand slaps her accross the face on accident and I stare for a second suprised and so does she and then I dart "I got to get out of here!" I say. I make it up to the school enterance and i walk in and hurry to my first class trying to stay out of Kacys sight. I sit in my class and I see Kacy, "thats it!" i say outloud "I need to get out of here!"

I rush out the classroom down the halls and out the school enterance and I walk to my secret hiding place and I caress my whole body and roll up. "how am I going to survive this" I say over and over.

Spirit of Lust (Rose) POV

 Bael and I walk up to Adin and see her curled up and I ask bael "may I just be called by a different name please" and BIael says "what do you have in mind little one" and I says "Rose, its my real name I want to go by it" Bael laughs evily and looks at me "are you ready?" he asks me "yes but how do I do it how do I enter" I ask, "its easy" he says snickering "you just climb inside, shes to weak to fight" I look at her mirsible face " I dont want to hurt her" I say he snickers and says "you wont, I will" I look at the ground for a few seconds lost in this chaos I then look up and say "im ready" he snickers again and he pushes me into her and I screamed because I wasnt use to being a spirit yet and I thought I was going to fall on her but instead.. I fell in her. it felt strange, it felt like I could feel her emotions, "this poor girl" I whispered sadly. Bael laughs with delight and he said "shes worse then I thought! this will be fun". 

Adins POV

I was crying I couldnt stop I felt so alone I was just crying and crying then suddenly I stopped I felt numb and I could no longer cry before I knew it a teenage boy walked up to me "oh no" I thought "I dont want anyone seeing me like this" I get up attempting to walk away before he makes it over but when I turned to walk away he was right there in my face. there were tears on my cheeks it was so embaressing! my cheeks were red with heat and I attempted to move around him but he stopped me and he said "hey are you alright? you look like you need a friend". all I could say at that point with tears still in my eyes "I-I..." I stumbled then I cleared my throat and said in a angry tone "i'm fine, I really am, please let me through...". he looks at me with remorse im his eyes "Ok.." he steps away and I run out my face red and I go in the closet room. I wipe my tears and laugh a little "he doesnt really care does he?..." she says "of course not, Who would care for a girl like me¨. I stand up and look out the closet window and she says "how is everything so beautiful yet the people in it be so ugly" she walks out

Baels POV

I cant believe I have to sit here with an pathetic child while she does stuff she doesnt even know what shes doing I think to myself then i say to her "how do you feel Lusst?, "her emotions are as cold as stone but she really wants this boy and I can feel it should re run into him again sir?" she asks "yes perfect start miss" i snicker with excitment, the journey is starting

Adins POV

i was now in class and all the red has flushed from my cheeks and as i began to look around once more i realized that boy who asked if I was okay was in the next row but one seat down. My cheeks began to fill with heat and fluster as i noticed he was trying to not stare at me. "is this really happening" i whispered to myself "no no im crazy". I take a glance at him with enough movement for him to notice and he quickly looked away. The more i looked the more i wanted to stare but i forced myself not to. "he just thinks im cute he doesnt care about who i really am" i say to myself over and over again. "for this next part you must all pick a partner" i hear the teacher say "shoot" i say with tears in my eyes "either ill have to work with someone who doesnt like me or alone". i look down in sadness and i began wimpering then i heard someone call my name "Adin?" i look up jumping back a tiny bit, I-its him!!!. I grab my things pulling it close to me and asked "yes?" He smiles at me and he says "do you want to be my partner? i dont really know many people here and you seem like you could need a friend too im not trying to make fun of you by saying that its just my way of saying that your welcome in my eyes" he holds his hand out as if to ask of my approval but all i do is stare at it with tears in my eyes. "are you okay"? Tears roll down her face realizing this she runs out of the classroom just outside the door "idiot!" she thought of herself "could could i just say nothing". she opens the door so that she could tell him yes but hes standing right there and he doesnt say anything and she says through tears, "i would love to be your partner, whats your name"? He smiles and says "my name is James! nice to meet you fair Adin" He gives her a big hug and she actually manages a smile.

I begin working on the assignment with James i start by looking at his broad shoulders small abs, mustled arms but now big and bulky his stylish brown hair which lays on his head perfectly and his beautiful silver eyes sparckling in the light. soon i found myself thinking off like this and id put my head straight back to buisness i knew i shouldnt give my hopes up, afterall, who would love a girl like me? a girl with short blond hair sort of gresey, small boobs and i dont have a completely toned belly not to mention im as pale as a ghost and my eyes are just a plain green color.

We finished our partner assignment and my next classes flew by, i was heading out to the busses when James was by me "Hey Adin its so nice to see you again today!" "what bus do you ride" i smiled slightly at him trying the best i could to and he could tell. "does life still got you down"? he asked. i nodded without wanting to respond or speak the words. he looked at me with eyes of discontentment". I wondered why he tried to hard but i quckly changed the subject "i ride bus 13" i he smiled like how i had before and said "me too!". we walked side by side together to get on the bus and i saw him start to look over towards me but down so i looked over to. he was staring at my dainty hand. i soon began to stare to in disbelief thoughts rushed in my head "does he want to hold my hand???" "omg is this really happening, i want this i would want im to hold my hand hes so much nicer then other kids if i get hurt then oh well" i slowly begin to bump my hand aganst his regaining his attention to our hands and the bumpped his hand back on mine. we were at our bus now and we stopped he looked me in the eyes and he slowly took his hand in mine i was speachless. he led me into the bus and we both found a seat to sit in next to eachother. i wanted to say something i really did but i didnt know what to sayi just kept looking at him then at our hands then back at him until finally he said "i can stop if you dont want this Adin" i looked at him in shock and i almost cried but it wasnt because i was sad its because i felt like maybe someone finaly wants me. but then i thought to myself that that was foolish. but i said anyway "i do want this...." For the rest of the bus ride we held hands and talked till finally i got home.

i watched as the bus pulled away from my driveway and now my hand felt alone but still warm from James kind hands. for once in my life when I came home from school i was smiling.

Spirit of Lust POV (Rose)

i watched and felt as she moved away from his grip and left a feeling that ive never felt before washed over me the same feeling that she is feeling. I watched as we walked off the bus.

Chapter 3: The Boy

Adins POV

"Wow! I can't believe it!" Adin yells as he walks in her house. Her mom mistakingly hears her and asks "How was school, honey?" Adin yells back "It was fine mom!" Adin enters the kitchen meeting her mother and gives her a hug. Adin then proceeds to walk in her room upstairs and sit there alone and starts thinking about the worst of things that could happen with this boy. "What if he's pretending to like me???" "What if he just wants to make a fool out of me???" "he doesn't love me.. who would?" She begins to cry at this thought and thinks she is doomed to be alone. She stands up and stares at her reflection and stares for some time like she wasn't even staring at herself. "Who is this person I see in my reflection? is this really me?" she cocks her head left and right "my face is so fat... and my belly is jiggly" she lifts her shirt revealing an almost completely flat belly. "disgusting..." she says quietly before hearing her mother call her down for supper. Adin gets some food and slowly picks at it not eating much. "is something wrong?" her mother asks. "No mom everything is great" Adin answers and fake smiles and her mom smiles back at her.

 

The next morning is here and I'm about to get on the bus I was terrified to go to school today more than I have ever been before. The bus pulls up and I attempt to get on but before I get past the 2nd seat i hard Kacy screaming "ADIN WHY ARE YOU SUCH A WHORE" I pause for a second and I looked at the first seat and just sat down so that I can keep as far away from her as possible and after a little bit of riding on the bus I look around to find James. I spot him near Kacy and her friend Addison. "Oh no..." I think to myself "I guess being with this guy really is over" I turn around and I stare at the seat for a while waiting to arrive at school when I feel someone tap me on the shoulder. I look down for a second not wanting to turn around but I did so anyway and I see James and tears fill my eyes but I do my best to not cry and I say "y-yes?" he looks at me worriedly "are you okay? I'm so sorry about Kacy I tried to tell her to leave you alone but she wouldn't listen to me". I feel the tears almost burst and I say "so she didn't convince you that I'm a slut and that you shouldn't talk to me or do anything with me because I have std? I mean I'm not any of those things and I don't have std but... Kacy says those things to me all the time..." I continue to look down but he lifts my chin and says "even if she did I wouldn't believe her because I like you for you* she looks up at him her eyes tear-filled "you... you do?" He smiles that gorgeous smile and says "yes i do i have for a long time". she stares at the ground in such shock she doesnt even realize its time for her and him to get off the bus together so he grabs her and kisses her cheek and walks her off the bus and into the cafateria.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 17.10.2017

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