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Idioms

Asemic Writing is a form of non-phonetic writing. It's an art form and I display my signature in it.

Bible an Acrostic

B--------------------- Book that offers the Best

I-----------------------Ingredients and a

B---------------------Beacon of

L---------------------Light and Life and

E--------------------Experiences

Acrostics for Jesus Christ

C----------------------Calvary

H----------------------Hanged and

R---------------------Raised

I------------------In as a

S-----------------Sign of

T------------------Truth

J-----------------Just came on

E--------------------Earth to

S-----------------Save

U-------------------Us from our

S------------------------Sins

Assorted

Acrostic for Life

L------------------------Live with

I-------------------------Interest and

F-----------------------Find new, creative, rich, prosperous, happy, cathartic, affluent, erotic, romantic, and blessed

E--------------------------Experiences

Prime Minister MOODY

Prime Minster is the chief head of Moody Land. He is turning Moody Land into an autocracy. He and his goons are not tolerant of people of other faiths. The people of other faiths that live in Moody Land are the Book of Life people and the Prophet People. Two missionaries of the Book of life were paraded naked on the streets. Also Moody’s thugs infiltrate into the worship places of the Book of Life and desecrate it. They also bring false charges against the people of the Book of Life. A missionary and his children of the Book of Life were burnt to death. Moody also passed a law banning the hijab worn by the people of the prophet. Also Moody and his henchmen bulldozed the property of the people of the prophet on flimsy grounds that they were protesting against the policies of the Moody government. Moody is conniving to alter the secular status of the constitution.

The Status of Native English

I become irked when I see the advertisements of schools in South East Asia adorning: Required Native English Speakers to teach English. It is preposterous to imagine that the word native is compliant with people from UK, USA, Australia and New Zeeland. The colonists apart from their Damoclean rule imported English into their colonies in Asia and Africa. I have learnt the leftovers of the British English that was given to me grudgingly by the Colonial bastards and I wonder why I am denied the post of an English teacher since I am not a native speaker. It is atrociously reprobate.

Epiphany about a butterfly

You muse on wings …you are the hearth of joy…you dance on wings of music…you melody of passion…you sing odes in the air…you are a romantic heart of solace… you adorn flight with the magic of love…you sing the heart of music…you are time’s little angel… you sculpt aesthetics with your wings…you are flying bard of poems…you are the joy of the heart…you are emotion’s honey…you are the nectar of ecstasy…you are poems of passion….there now you perch on a flower and make love to it…you are soul’s journey in the realm of music…you are the muse of catharsis…you are epic of passion…..you furnish the heart with the art of thought…

Acrostic for Word

W-----------------------written message

O-----------------------Offers what is

R-------------------------Right as a

D----------------------Dictum

God an Acrostic

G-----------------------Granting

O-------------------------Oversized Blessings for

D---------------------------Destiny

Acrostics

C------------------Carried and

R---------------------Reached for

O-----------------------Our

S-----------------------Shame

S-----------------------Sin and reproach

G--------------------God granting

O-----------------------Oversized blessings for your

D----------------------------Destiny

F------------------------Favorable

A------------------------As an

I-----------------------Investment

T--------------------------To promote

H------------------------High living

W----------------------------Wind

I-----------------------------In

N-------------------------- Nice

D------------------------Direction

F------------------------Falling

A---------------------------And

L------------------------Letting in

L--------------------------Life’s grace

L------------------Live with

I---------------Interest and

F--------------Find new, creative, cathartic, rich, affluent, prosperous, romantic, passionate, happy, satisfying, and erotic

E----------------Experiences

February 14th 2023

For years I have been writing a journal and in it, I was manifesting the desire of winning lotteries but all my efforts were in vain. Sometimes I open my inner eye and look for signs and images on ordinary household things and today as I gazed at the curtain, I saw the image of a face that seem all too clear and then my memory started to recollect and it was the image of an Indian saint and thaumaturge: Shridi Sai Baba. I googled in Wikipedia and to my surprise: I came up with the quote of his: if you look up to me: I shall look up to you. So I thought of giving it ago and I have nothing to lose.

Acrostics for Hope and Faith

H-----------------------Highly

O------------------------Optimistic

P-------------------------Person’s

E--------------------------Endeavour

F-----------------------------First

A---------------------------Aid

I---------------------------Inside

T------------------------------Truth in

H-----------------------------Him Jesus

Assorted

Acrostic for SIN

S----------------------Sewage

I------------------------Inside

N------------------------Nest

The Dream

Recently I dreamed of poop and when I looked at the dream dictionary it said: the meaning of Poop is getting a large sum of money. I laughed to myself and to my surprise nothing of that sort has happened. The meaning of Poop is an awkward and zany interpretation. After all what is the connection between poop and money?

The Phallus

Throngs of devotees gathered and pouring milk on the phallus of a so-called Pagan God. I laughed to myself and I conjecture what I pour into a vagina is not milk but sperm.

Dating

I came across new faces in a dating site. I thought they were romantically inclined. But sad to my fate: all of them were scammers asking me for money. It is very difficult to find genuine lovers in dating sites.

Acrostics for Sex and Modi

Sex

Song of

Ecstasy in a

Xylophone

Modi

Most

Obstructive

Diabolic

Indian

Acrostics

Sing

Out and

Understand

Love

Folks

Use the music

Come and

Keep the passion

Lost in the

Ocean of

Verses in

Ecstasy

Populate in the garden

Ecstasy sublime

Truths that

Rain as the

Yolk of the divine

Acrostics

Evil

Every

Vice

Is let

Loose

Devil

Diabolic

Earthly Carnal demon who is

Vociferously

Lurking

Heart

Hear Oh

Earth

And

Run for the

Truth

Omnimoron

Omnimoron is a new figure of speech where two nouns bear a resemblance to the same verb.

An example is: If you like money: money likes you.

Jeu d’ esprit

Cuntualize the cunt in cunnilingual cuntolatry cunnification is the cuntulization of the cuntistrry cuntcopulate cunnivorus cunnfical cuntmorisity

Clitorize the cunt cuntorgasms cunnifilius cuntozity in clitolatry clitific clitiphorus slutification clitcuntorgasmus clitolatinus clitophoria clitualize clit in cuntolingualgames Clitopassionalize the cunt into cuntmonisms

Epigraphs

The body is a paradise of pleasure.

The pursuit of happiness is an ideology of I am the self.

The gulf between sorrow and happiness is a seismograph of the soul.

Be true to yourself.

Discard the used condom of pessimism.

The muse is goddess of passion.

Forget the past, love the present and celebrate the future.

All isms end with the self.

A miracle is a victorious anticipated expectation of reality.

To authenticate the self is the presence of celebration of meaning.

Sartre and Camus have wounded the soul of existentialism.

Can luck happen with fate?

Nirvana is an erotic body of meaning.

What lies in the soul is a gift of experience.

Lead a creative life.

Don’t confirm to society or religion.

Religions want to control and manipulate the self.

The self is a carnival of joy.

Transgress taboos and live life to celebrate meaning.

Politics is a bitch of democracy.

It is the duty of intellectuals to question dogma and truth.

All religions are an autocratic proclamation of truth.

When life sucks what to do?

Freedom is a liberated body of desire.

Incense is the lust of the loins.

Sin is always in the mode of forgiven.

A kiss is the music of flowers.

Pursue the dawn of optimism.

Love is the passion of Eros and Romance.

Be a self-proclaimed freak.

I have an itching for wander lust.

I love doing the poetry with many women.

Assorted

Acrostic for Money

Muse

Offers

Needed

Entity to be

Yoked with financial riches and prosperity

Acrostic for Win

Wander

In a

Nice garden of success and prosperity.

Antonympher

Antonympher comes from antonym and metaphor and is a word which has an anagram opposite to it. For example the word curse has an anagram cures and there is a figure of speech called antonympher.

Litopher

Litopher comes from literature and metaphor and is used to denote an entity being peculiarly related to another entity. For example the word earth has an anagram heart and it is very much related to human life and therefore becomes a litopher.

Slutopher

Slutphor comes from slut and metaphor. Slutopher is a figure of speech where a divine word is tarnished with an opposite meaning of smut and licentiousness and such a word is missionary which has a spiritual meaning and bawdy licentious one as a sexual position.

Acrostics

Acrostics for Pot

Poem

Of altered states, addiction

To ecstasy

Acrostics for Poem

Peruse the

Ovary of thought as

Easy

Music

Acrostics for Truth

Tenet

Rises

Up as

Thoughts to a creator on

High

Acrostics for Cross

Carry the

Ruin of sin

Over and removal of

Sickness and

Sadness and temptations

Acrostics for Ecstasy

Excellence

Controlling the

Sighs of the body

Attract

Sex and

Yes, coming to happiness.

Acrostics for Holy

High

Origin of

Life

Yes, with a powerful thanksgiving

Acrostics for Christ

Caring and Carrying

Has

Removed

Iniquity

Sin and

Temptation

Acrostics for Sin

Sing

Songs of fornication, murder, adultery, murder, covetousness and gluttony

Acrostics for Muse

Move

Us with the

Sign of

Ecstasy

Acrostics for Jesus

Just came on

Earth to

Save

Us from our

Sins

Acrostics for Bible

Best

Instruction as a

Book of life for living on

Earth and going to Heaven

Assorted Drabble

The Maid

The maid in our house was wearing a see- through nighty. I could see her curvy body, with v-shaped hips, bubbling breasts and a surge of eroticism aroused in me. I wanted to badly fuck her but I do not have the courage to ask her.

The Friend

I was having a pending loan of 2000 Rupees and I was wondering how to pay it. I was very worried. Then to my luck my friend Manoj in the US had a mother who passed away. He to my luck came to Kerala to bury the beloved mother and I was able to ask him 2000 Rupees and he gave me 2500 Rupees.

My Wife

My wife came out of the bathroom wearing only the top of her Kurti (Indian dress worn by women) and I could see the shapely thighs buxomely standing out and I felt my whole body burning with lust. Many a time, I have tried coaxing her sex but she has not obliged. I am ravenously sex hungry.

The Bathing Scene

As I was passing alongside the road, there was a canal and in it I saw women bathing semi-nude. A hot wave of lust rose in my body and I shuddered with the lust pangs of gratification.

My lover

Two years back, I had a lover from Cochin. All of a sudden she stopped corresponding. I felt worried and conversed with my colleague and he told me to delete all messages and cut her off. I did so. I was worried whether her husband had found out. Every day I read the obituary column seeking to find out whether she had been murdered. By grace nothing of that sort has happened.

February 28th 2022

Random Thoughts

When the truck passed on the road, clouds of dust started dancing in the air.

Wings of a poem were gallivanting in the air.

The prose of the garden bloomed red.

The Choice

I have been broke and out of money for many years. While browsing Facebook, I saw an advert of Kuber the Indian God of wealth and fortune and his mystic numbers as a card for getting wealth. I also saw the legendary Chinese beast of wealth Pixiu, a Feng Shui charm crafted as a silver ring for luck and riches. I became tempted to buy these riches but on rethinking I came to the conclusion that these are pagan and I being a Christian should not pay obeisance to these occult talismans. But right now I am having second thoughts as the God Israel is paying deaf ears to my prayers.

God and Deconstruction

I had been having lottery luck with the numbers 1, 9, and 15. And I started picking tickets with these numbers. But my luck has turned to woe as I am unable to get positive results. I wonder why the God of Israel’s favor is not upon on me.

Quote

The body’s happiness is sex.

Married life

My married life sucks as there is no intimacy and sex. I wonder why God wed me to woman who has no feeling and sensitivity.

On religion

Religions also were in the Darwinian mode of evolution. From simplistic belief of nature (animism) they have evolved into anthropic Gods and further with refinement into texts. The funny thing is that all people feel comfortable and cozy with pigeon-holed religious dogma. Religions come into conflict with the growth, progress, wishes and aspirations of the self.

God of Israel

I am amused in irony that the God of Israel blesses pagans with prosperity. Being a devoted follower, he has not answered my prayers.

The Maid

She is named as Sandhya an attractive buxom woman. She was working in the school where I was teaching and later on she moved to a workshop. I want to badly make love to her. So I am thinking of appeasing her buy buying gold jewelry and giving her money. I am planning to take her to resort and fucking her.

My doubts

I have been a diehard Christian all my life. Life has not been easy for me especially when it comes to finances. I have reached 52 years and I don’t have a cent with me. Two days back a prophet (trusted by my family) came home and admonished and said all my dreams, hope and aspirations are in vain. I became very crestfallen and disappointed with the Christian God Jesus. For years I have been pursuing the God of Israel and he has not moved his little finger to help me with my material needs and he is a God who patronizes the gentiles. I have started thinking philosophically about Christianity and I have my legitimate doubts.

a) If God made Adam and Eve in his own image and perfection. Why did they fall into sin?
b) If am Adam and Eve had not sinned there would have been no progeny.
c) If Lucifer the chief musician of God’s throne rebelled against God why did not God eliminate him fully? Why did God permit him to tempt and snare humans?
d) If God wants our free will to choose him, then we have no free will.
e) If the serpent spoke in the days of Adam and Eve why is the serpent not speaking now and why does not the speaking serpent come and tempt people?
f) Why does not angels come and visit people now?
g) If God is the trinity: how can he exist as three and yet remain as one?
h) When God came as the Son, he took human flesh and then in what form does God the father exist in Heaven.
i) There are two instances in the Bible: where swine are mentioned. One is in which Jesus cast out demons from a possessed man into a flock of swine and they rushed headlong and fell into the sea. The second is the story of the prodigal son. After squandering all the resources, the prodigal son was forced to eat the food of hogs. My doubt is in traditional Jewish societies pork and swine are a taboo and Jews don’t consume pork.
j) If Adam and Eve are the first ancestors how comes there exists various races and colors.

Idioms

Prodigal Welcome

We all know the parable of the prodigal son who took his inheritance from the father and squandered it and fell to penury. When he returned to the Father, he was warmly welcomed and the father pardoned him and received him as his own son.

Prodigal welcome as an idiom means a father God who does not look into faults and iniquity and welcomes a person who wants to return back to the father.

Even though in my times of trials and tribulations leading me to disown God, God treated me with a prodigal welcome.

God’s Time

God’s time as an idiom stands for God doing an impossible miracle in one’s life.

I believe that God’s time will work-out in my life.

Abraham Waits

Abraham is an Old Testament patriarch who was gifted with a son when he was in his ripe old age.

Abraham waits as an idiom stands for trials and testing times that God gives in order to test our faith.

I am experiencing a timed period of Abraham waiting.

Assorted

Godnonsciousness

Godnonsciousness comes from God and consciousness is a neologistic idiom and it means: God’s will working in favor with your will.

Pick a Verse

Pick a verse is an idiom and it means taking a verse from the Bible and appropriating it for one’s own benefit.

For example: I have taken a verse from Isaiah: I (God) will give you (Anand)the treasures of darkness and the wealth of secret hidden places so that you (Anand) will know that I am the Lord God of Israel who has called you by name as (Anand)

Vomiting Noah from the Whale’s Belly

Noah is an Old Testament prophet who was commanded by God to go to Nineveh and he disobeyed God by going to Tarsish. On the journey he was thrown overboard and a whale swallowed him and vomited him on the third day.

Vomiting Noah for the whale’s belly as an idiom stands for getting money from unexpected sources.

Bathing Scene

As I was going on the scooter, I came across a canal were I saw women bathing. They were wearing towels on their body. My whole body quivered with lust.

Epiphany about a butterfly

Your poem on wings, you happy, celestial object, you moving still life of a painting, you art of a bard in glee, you cherished ecstasy, you passionate search for the meaning of life, you nobility of colors, you song of the morn, you poem of dusk, you manna of beauty, you winged ornament of poems, you agile trinket of mesmerism, in you I gently rest the tranquility of my soul.

Moneymonism

Moneymonism comes from Money and Eudemonism (happiness) and it is an idiom depicting having plentiful supply of money to spend and save.

Mallu Women

Mallu women are from Kerala and they are the most unromantic and having no feelings for passion. I am taking my wife as an example and she has no inkling for sex. It is also very difficult to woo a mallu woman. I have tried befriending them on Facebook and I have had no luck. Yes Mallu women are beasts of lackadaisical temper.

Passport

I recently took my passport and I held in my palms and asked God Jehovah Jesus to give me the opportunity to travel to many countries. I hope my wish will come true.

Funopher

Funopher comes from fun and metaphor and funopher is the word Santa which has an anagram as Satan.

The Child Artist

This is an 8th Grader named Jewel and he paints abstract designs and I appreciated him and I introduced him the works of Kandinsky and Picasso.

Sorry Memoir for Jesus

Satan came to tempt me and I was depressed for not winning lotteries. For a moment I disowned God and I focused my energies on other Gods mainly the God of the law of attraction and the Fairy God Mother. I feel sorry and I seek God’s forgiveness.

Accountant Girls

There is a shop where I buy glitter pens to write a journal. When I go to the shop and ask for glitter pins, the accountant girls smile in mock derision. I feel peeved at their behavior.

Devaki Amma a memoir

Long time ago when I was a kid, I was taking Malayalam tuitions from an elderly woman called Devaki Amma and on reminiscing about her I feel a body of erotic pleasure welling in my being.

Acrostic for Mind

Most

Intelligent

Nice

Design

Acrostic for Wish

Willing

In a

Serene

Habitat

Acrostic for Grace

Acrostics for Grace

God’s great

Restoration

After

Countless

Endurance

Acrostics For SEED

Son Jesus came on

Earth to change and

Excel people’s

Destiny to Heaven

March 4th 2023

Neologisms

Netsam

Netsam comes from net and flotsam and it means junk mail.

Devitation

Devitation comes from Devil and Temptation and it means being tempted by the Devil.

Godurance

Godurance comes from God and endurance and it represents trials given by God to test our faith.

Pomeize

Poemize from poem and ize stands for wish fulfilment.

Pleasantize

Pleasantize comes from pleasant and ize and it depicts harmony between thought and actions.

Anandesque comes from Anand and esque and it is winning a lottery bonanza.

Solomonize comes from Solomon and ize and it stands for wisdom coming from God.

Joyceification comes from the writer Joyce and it shows paying a keen attention to our subconscious mind.

Amorize comes from amour and ize and it shows a person filled with erotic and sexual thoughts.

Doyleize comes from Conan Doyle and it shows a person who is interested in writing Crime fiction.

Wishification comes from wish and ification and it shows a harmony with our inner reality and outer reality.

Colonietude comes from colony and servitude and it means Asians preferring native speakers to teach English.

Random Thoughts

Walls are faces of ghosts speaking.

It is difficult to fathom God’s will in our lives.

Prayers are rainbows that are answered as the covenant of God.

I don’t want to feel limited by circumstances.

The muse in me is a self of passion.

Oh how I long for the intimacy of the bed.

My wife is an unanswered bed.

Feelings have to align with the will in perfection.

A rose is passion to be experienced.

The will of God can’t be questioned.

Money luck is thrice the sum of money earned.

Quixote is the triumph of individuality.

My prose is like a still life painting.

I can forgive but cannot forget.

A journal is the will of inscription in writing.

Don’t let your dreams be pulverized by people with limited world views.

Love is the language of flowers.

Meaning is the music of

Impressum

Verlag: BookRix GmbH & Co. KG

Tag der Veröffentlichung: 19.06.2023
ISBN: 978-3-7554-4464-0

Widmung:
This is dedicated to my mother Shanta Bose

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