prologue

I love my life, it's spectacular. Mother and father have been very kind to me and I know they love me just as much as I adore them both. My name is Alana duaghter of Duke Hamond. I am at my 16th year of life and I couldn't ask for more than the life I live.

 

Ofcourse, that was until my family sold me to my new master as a whore and slave.

 

To god with them. I hope they burn in hell then use one of the gold bars they were given .for my life.

Chapter One: Everything i've loved became everything i've lost

Standing there on the stage to be auctiond was horrifiying.

I must have dissapointed father for him to sell me. I am not worthy of love if the people who were suposed to love me auction me for gold.

Mother has dressed me up this eavening so I could look better than ever to be sold quite easily. At least that is what she told me, I do not deny that I am a beautiful girl, I am not proud of it at all infact. dresses in this atire makes me feel too revealing in this cream thin layered dress that bares my shoulders and part of mt chest then covers my elbows to my wrists. it is a long dress that has a slit from my upper thigh all the way down.

"A YOUNG FEMALE AROUND THE AGE OF SIXTEEN YEARS NAME ALANA TO BE SOLD NOW!" A man with lots of scars on his face and long hair grabs me by my arm quite rughley and drags me up onto the auctioning stage to be sold. Looking around me I see lots of men holding out money to buy around the stage shouting. And thats when all my tears beggan to leak out og my eyes. How could mother and father do this to me?

"ALRIGHT GENTLEMEN SETTLE DOWN! THIS GORGEOUSE LADY HERE IS TOO BE SOLD AS WHATEVER YOU WANT HERR TO BE! BUT SHE IS GOING TO BE SOLD OVER THE PRICE OF 200!" Shouts a man from next to me.

lots of men start to shout out how much they are willing to pay for me. Looking around I know that they all want me for my body and I am not willing to be sold to them, so I start trying to bruise the man holding me. But he is too strong.

"Please let me go, Please" I start begging but they wont listen. I look over to spott father smiling at mother while holding a bag filled with gold.

"Father! Father please don't do this!" Father turns his head to look at me and what I see horrifies me. I understand now, they never loved me.

Another man climbs up the steps onto the stage and whispers something into the mans ear that was selling me. He smiles and the other man retreats to where he came from.

"GENTLEMEN, GENTLEMEN. IT APEARS HERE THAT THIS YOUNG LADY HERE IS SOLD!"

I start to sob too much that I cannot breath no longer and eventually I fall to the ground from the lack of air I was getting. I felt to warm arms carry me off and the last thing I hear is a husky voice whispering into my ear.

"Don't worry love, I wont hurt you"

Chapter two" It hurts the most when the person that made you feel special makes you feel unwanted today

 wakeing up not knowing were I am, reminds me that I will no longer come home to my parents after a day of working at the barn. Not having someone to charish you as a duaghter. Getting out of the widest bed I've seen and realiseing I am dressed in bed attire. A short gown that is nearly transparent clings onto my body uncomfortably. This does not belong to me. walking over to a huge mirror the size of my height I kneel down to a marble bucket that contains cold water and I beggin to wash my face then reach out for a clean cloth that is neatly folded by it's side. I open the door to the room I have slept in and peek beyond it.

"Excuse me? Anyone here?" I ask quitley hoping not to awaken anyone asleep.

I was about to step forward when I heard the clearing of a throught on my right side. so I turn to face  the aquantince. The gentlemen standing before me is the most gorgeouse man I've seen my antire life. His black hair not short and not long brushed perfectly. His eyes are very unique. one is the color of the purist blue and the other of the darkest green. his jawline is flawless but I stop my self from straing at him and ask.

"I am truely am sorry for my intrusion sir, But would you do me the kindness as to ansering my question?"

He nods once and asks his question in a very deep husky voice that sounds all too familliar.

"And what might that question be Gemma?"

Gemma?

"um...Do you know were I am?" His lips become a smile instantly and he gestrures to the place we are standing.

"Why we are at my mansion ofcourse" His mansion?

I believe he is the man who has bought me.

I still cannot eestablish why my parents traded me for some gold that will not adore them as I have, They have lost me for good now. They have lost my love and respect towards them. And I most certanly will not take orders from the man who thought that gold will make me some slave or whatever he had in mind that will take orders from him!

"I am truely sorry Alana, for what your going through right now and what your parents have done to you but now you belong to me and if you escape know that I will get you back and that you must respect me or you will be punished. Understood?" How dare he speak to me in that way? I have never been spoken to in that matter whatsooever.

"Excuse me sir, But I will not become a slave or whore to you, and I will not obay you" I could not recognise my own voice from the harshness that was directed at this man. The face of this man changed from breathtakingly handsome to frieghtening in seconds. His two different eye colors went from blue and green to darkness black and his jaw twiched. He grabbed my upper arm quite rughly that all around his hand on my arm went white.

"You will not disrespect me! I can destroy you and no one will care! And I was not going to make you a slave nor a whore but now that you have talked back at me you will become both!"

Chapter three: The sun,moon,stars and sea And that is, all I am to be

I should not have answered back at him. I should not have opened my mouth because what happened will huant me for eternity.

 

{***} 

Before what happened

 

 After he shouted at me for answering back and disrespecting him he draged me to a bed room and pushed me onto the bed hardley. His eyes were still the color of black and his jaw kept twitching as he tied my hands onto the bed post.

Why and what is he doing this for?

"Please don't hit me I am really sorry!" I started begging for him to leave me alone. If I knew that he would hit me for answering back I would never have talked back.

"Oh I am not going to hit you Gemma, This is more for me and a punishment for you" before I could speak he grabbed both of my breasts and then began to tilt down so that he was untop of me. He put one hand over my mouth to prevent me from making a sound. Why would papa do this to me? I am being touched forcefully while him and mother are enjoying the gold they got for me.

The mans hands roughly snaked to my theighs and traveled up till they went underneath the gown I was wearing. I tried screaming but I couldn't even though his hand was no longer there as if they were sealed together.

One of his hands lifted up the gown until it was fully off and around my eyes. I could no longer see from the gown that covered my sight. His hands covered my bare breasts And I could feel him slide down until I felt his warm breath tickle a part of me that is never to be shown to unless it is your husdband. I kept atempting to scream but no sound would come out of my lips except of the muffled voice.

I felt his lips on my clit and then his finger entered it. But that is all I could remember before the dark has surounded me.

 

chapter three: The hardest thing in life is to gain a persons trust

The sun began to rise over the horizon as I sat on my matress watching it with horro.

I am no longer pure.

Mother always told me before I went into my chambers, 'Purity is the most preciouse thing a women must keep, and only give it as a gift to her loving husband.'

Now I might never have a husband. No gentleman would marry a touched women.

How shall I face my raper and take his biddings?

I started to sob onto the pillow. A soft knock sounded at my bedroom door. Could it be him?

"c-come in..." My voice sounded frieghtened even to my own ears.

The door opened just a few inches and then I heard a soft voice from behind it.

"Lady Alana, Mr Veteris would like to see you" I will not show my face. I no longer care if I will be killed for diss obaying his commands.

"Thank you very much, But please tell mr veteris that I will not see him" she mumbles a As you wish before the door of my bedroom clicks shut. Seconds after I hear the unmistakable sound of his voice.

"GEMMA COME DOWN NOW!" And with that I was scared of what might happen if I don't do as he says so I ran down with my head pointed low as I stood before my raper.

"There you are Gemma, Now take a seat" He said In a husky voice.

I do as he says and sit across from him at the dinning table.

"Gemma today I want you to be ready in your bedroom around dawn" I keep looking down at my plate that is filled with lots of meat and vedgtables.

"Look at me when I am speaking to you!" I tilt my head upwards to look at him and His features look outraged. The they change into a more softer look. I stare deep into his eyes. Those diffrent colored blue and green eyes.

"Forgive me Gemma, for raising my voice at you." I simply just nod. I am too scared to say a word infront of him.

I can no longer trust my mouth to speak.

"Do you have any questions?" I actually do, But Im too scared to ask.

 

chapter four: do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there I do not sleep

"Yes I actually do" I stood up from my seat making the chair screetch in denial.

Mr Veteris looked up at me with amusment mixed with anger in his eyes.

"Continue gemma" he gestured with his pale hand for me to go on.

I cleared my throught and said what kept me at night awaken.

"W-why? Why did you take- No! How could you do that to me the day before now?!" I am not a whore! I will not let someone force me into doing such a thing and not get an answer fo it.

His face changed from playfull to blood thirsty in a matter of seconds.

"Listen her whore! raise your voice at me again and I will not have you see the next moon rise! You will obay my every comand and do as I pleas! I will make you wish you were dead if you raise your voice again! I am not a patient man so you will sit down NOW and eat then you will go upstairs and make your self look presentable for me in your chambers!" I stared at him with wide eyes shocked. I would have never thought a man could ever carry such harshness and disturbance in ones voice.

I nodded my head afraid of what might be the outcome of my actions if I disobay him.

His face relaxed and he stretched out on his seat and motioned for me to eat whats on my plate. I looked down at my plain white plate and ate some soft eggs and baked beans. I finished quickly not wanting to get more flustered under his intense gaze.

"Im finished. I will head up to my chambers now sir, But I am too curious. So I must know what it is that you want me to look 'presentable' for mr Veteris" I stood up from his chair I realised how tall he really is. His chair however did not make a pinch of a sound as mine did.

"If I tell you now You might try to kill me or yourself"

"What do you mean?"

"nothing just go up" I nodded my head and beggan to walk fastly up the steps.

 

 

 

I did not have many options of clothing to choose from So I just settled for a rose pink gown that flowed behind me and opened at my shoulders.

I walked up to my balcaney and looked out to the setting sun. How lucky the sun is, it is bright and free and no human wishes for it to leave. If I were to be the sun...maybe just maybe I would be loved and worshibed for by people.

I wouldn't be feeling dull and unloved by my family...I would be apretiative.

Chapter Five: dedicated to @margaretarn

I waited in my chambers for quarter an hour awaiting the arrival of Mr.Vateris.

I stood up and walked up to a small mirror and brushed my hair gently with my finger tips. Mr. Veteris makes me feel valnerable and nervus.

I heard a knock sound at my door and opened it to face mr. Veteris. His eyes filled with hunger as he took the sight of me in. It made me feel uncovered. He entered my room and shut the door behind him. without breaking eye contact he walked closer to me making me step back.

"You look breath taking Gemma" He proceeded to inch closer to me and I continued walking back until there was no longer any space for me to stap in with my bare back against the cool concrete wall.

"u-uh m-mr. Veteris, shouldn't we be heading somewhere?" my voice barley audible.

His lips lifted up showing some teeth and an unusual long snd sharp one at the side of his mouth.

"You've got it all wrong sweet Gemma, we were never going anywhere. I just wanted for you to get ready for this"

Before I could protest and ask He had his long arms on either side of my body caging me in between them like a wild bird. vulnerable. His lips planted them selves on to mine in seconds forcing my mouth open. so soft and warm.

I felt this kind of pull towards him with every flick of his tongue make contact with my bottom lip.

I couldn't keep away no longer! I had to feel him under my palms so badly. My hands pushed up his biult chest up to his broad shoulders resting there.

His soft wet tongue entered my mouth tasting the insides of it. His arms ccircled my hips pulling me closer to him if it were possible.

I wanted more. I neede it. But I still kept hearing a voice inside me calling to me .warning me. to not continue and get atached to him because he himself said that I will be treated as a whore. and no whore would ever be treated with respect and love. And I didn't want that.

I pushed at his chest pleading for him to let go. but he didn't. He began moving us onto my matress until me back hit the soft plush of my bed. His hands cupped my back side spreading my legs so he could rest his hips in between them.

"No! stop!" His hands froze and he lifted his head up, looking at me with his different colored eyes filled with confusion. they made me want to take back my protest and kiss him once more and embrace him.

"Whats wrong Gemma?" I shake my head at him and push at his body but he stayed put.

"Im not a whore! You cannot use me mr veteris! I have emotions as well as you do!" his eyes filled with rage and he roughly grabed my chin.

"You do not know me Alanah! I do not possess the feelings that you speak of and I do not care for yours! you belong to me! you are mine! And I get to do what I want with you with or without your consent!" He jumped off and stormed out the room.

 

Is that what I really am? A possesion for him to take control of? No man could ever love a girl like me.

A broken, depressed female...sold away. he might be the only man in my life from now on to forever.

I would truely wish for a gentleman who would marry me and respect me before touching me. However that is not what I have gotten. I got a selfish bastard who does not care for me and only wants sex. I might as well just let him take control of me beforehe decides im  not worthy enough to live and kills me. because I know what kind of man he might seem lik, the handsome caring man but he is not! He is a killer! With just one look into his deep eyes you could see giult and death.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 30.09.2016

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