Authors note

Hiya readers,

I'm really glad that you decided to read my book. well this is my second book  this site so please  try to enjoy it.

I completly opolagise for any spelling mistakes.

hope you like it and please feel free to send me any requests for new plots or stories!

Chapter one

 Why can't I be myself for once?

Sometimes I wish I could just look my 'friends' in the face and say "listen bitches, why not stuff  that lip gloss up your slutty asses and stop acting like you own the place' well  if I did that I would lose my place as cheer captin and it would go to vanissa who shall I say is the fakest person on this planet, well maybe second after me.

 

And besides I could always just pretend like im with them and put super glue in their lip gloss and run away,

And trust me i've done worse and i've never been cuaght before.

My cheer squad and I were just about to leave the shower rooms when  alison (one of my minnions who thinks their all 'that' and I once cuaght her making out with my ex in the bathroom stalls) squeeled from one of the showers and ran out fully naked clutching her hair or whats left of it, yes I put hair removal in her shampoo.

I ran to her pretending to be worried while I pulled her head down to my chest and started patting her head.

"OMG what happened to your hair?!" I said in a squeeky fake voice I use when im around my squad or high school students.

"I-i don't know! Anna what will I do?!"

I removed her head form my chest and held it in between my hands and said,.

"you could try a wig on till your hair grows back" and I offered my fakest smile yet.

She nodded her head then  she  went for her locker putting on her sun hat and started dressing.

we left the locker rooms and each one went to their cars and to home.

 

Home. Home? it sounds wierd when I say it. Do I really have a home? No I don't I live with Charlotte (my mom) and with ben (my dad). Well lets just say that once upon a time I was in an orphanage and then these two lovley people took me home with them... well lets be honest here, the only reason they adopted me was because my 'daddy' wanted to be elected as mayor and he wanted a family to show others that he is the family man who cares and loves his family. But behind the door of the now mayor (Ben) He is nothing like the man outside the door. He's the complete opisiste, They both slap me and if it gets really bad  they would hit me with their belts or wooden sticks.

So because he just wants the perfect family I act the way I am. The head cheerleader who cares only about becoming homecoming queen all kinds of shit that cheerleaders like. So therefore I am the most popular girl in school, the most wanted to be person and whatever. But all I really want to be is me, I like reading and I like english class and poetry. But whenever Ben catches me doing things I like, he would hit me and tell me to only practice for the exams that wont happen till the end of the year or he would force me to practice my walking and cheer practice. But I don't want any of these things I want to become an Author and show less skin (yes I am forced to dress up as a hooker).

 

 

I parked into our mansions garage and enterd the house.

Once the door was closed Ben apeared infront of me with a pissed off look.

"I found your journal"

oh no

He shows me the book that was between his hands and opens it. yes thats definatley my journal. But how did he find it? I hid it yesterday very good.

"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE COMPLAINING ABOUT YOUR MOTHER AND I? ARE YOU NOT APPRECIATING WHAT WE'VE DONE FOR YOU?! YOU SELFISH BITCH! YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE LIVING WITH US, WE COULD HAVE ADOPTED YOUR OTHER FRIEND AT THE ORPHANAGE BUT NO! WE CHOSE YOU SO YOU ARE GOING TO GO INTO OUR GARDEN AND BURN THIS FUCKIN' BOOK YOU UNDERSTAN?!"

I was too afraid to say anything so I just nodded and took the book from his hands.

There was no way I was going to burn the only thing that I loved. I've had this diary since I was a child. One of the sisters there gave this to me saying that my birth mother sent it to me.

And this is the only thing I have of her.

 

Outside I started a fire in one of the buckets.

What now? Am I going to burn the only way I have comunicating to my mother?

I threw the book into the flames and turned away before I cuaght a glimpse of myself burning in there aswell.

My sight became blurry with un shed tears blocking my view. Ifelt like my heart was torn apart and thrown into the flames along with the only thing I hold dear in life.

I wiped away my tears and bagan taking a step towards the house.

Then I noticed something was different.

There was a new person coming to live next door.

I hope it's someone I could talk to thats my age.

I walked over to my garden gate and opened it wich lead me outside in front of the house.

Aperantly the new person has already settled in.

"ANNA! GET YOUR FUCKING ASS IN HERE RIGHT NOW!" What did I do now?!

One of the light in the new neighbors turned on and a boy appeared in the window.

Well technicly he wasn't a boy, more like a man. From what I could see he's about my age or older and Oh My God was he nice to look at. And thats when I noticed he was staring at me as well. I couldn't look away from his eyes wich were in the shade of teel (his lights were on so I could see him).

Instead of turning away like a regular person would do (well I don't think anyone could turn away from someone like him so...) I  kept looking at him as if saying 'ah hiya im your new stalker make sure to close your blinds or I might just stare at your six pack' yup he had no shirt on and I could just make out that he had abs.

"ANNA WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! GET IN HERE NOW OR I WILL GIVE YOU A BRUISE ON YOUR FACE!" No! why did he say that? now the new guy will never talk to me!

The guys face become mad and then he just left. So I turned around and ran to my house before Ben gets any madder and calls his wife. 

 

Chapter Two

I shouldn't have gone back in after Ben called me.

I was laying on the floor on my side clutching my stomache with an arm and my head tucked in protecting it from the hard metal sticks my parents were using to beat me.

"Please s-stop" I could barley speak from all the pain I was getting.

"SHUT UP YOU PEICE OF SHIT. YOU DESERVE THIS YOU WHORE"

"no p-please don't" And thats when I understood what was going to happen. They were going to kill me.

"You say hello to your mama bitch!" Just before charlotte was gonna stab me I saw him.

The new guy was in our kitchen, just standing there not doing anything. or so I thought because next thing I know I was off the floor and outside. But I didn't do that.

"WHAT THE FUC-AHHHH!" That sounded alot like Ben screaming. but maybe Im imagining things cause I'm definatley passing out.

 

I woke up with a big headache. Looking around me I realised that this is not my room.

Instead of my perfect pink room this was a black room that you could tell belonged to a male.

Oh god, please tell me I didn't get kidnaped!

I was laying on a king sized bed that had grey covers. I shot up from the bed and ran towards the door and opened it. Unluckly for me it was locked. I started banging on the door while screaming 'Hellooo? anyone there? please open the door I promise I won't tell the cops'.

I heard heavy footsteps nearing the door so my mind told me to step away and hide. so thats exactly what I do. Like a stupid person I am I crawled under the bed and held my breath once I heard someone enter the room.

peeking from under the bed I saw two feet that had on black boots. They were so shiny that I felt like sticking my hand from under the bed to touch but luckily the guy (yup it was a guy) walked to the side of the bed and started to bend down.

Uh oh he's gonna look under the bed! AHHHHHHHH!

just before he could catch a glimpse of me I spoke.

"Ah hell NO! If you dare peek at me I will rip your balls off and melt them you understand me?"

That cuased the guy to stand.

But instead of walking away with fear like I imagined might happen, He lifted the bed with one hand, and thats when I saw him. My new neighbor stood there looking at me. Oh gosh he looks even sexier up close. His raven black hair covered part of his forehead and eye. His goregouse blue eyes that could easily be mistakin for black. his jaw line was flawless and his lips. GAWD they were PERFECT! ok I don't like him. He's too perfect.

the tip of his lip lifted into a smile and thats when I realised iv'e been staring at him like a stalker I promised him I would be when I saw him before.

"Care to get up before my hand falls off?" seriously?! his voice was eaven awesome!

"why am I here and how the flippin pancake are you carrying that?" I getured to the bed and he just grabed me by my hand and lifted me up. I was flying! well not really but when he lifted me off the floor my feet barley touched the floor. with one movement the bed was back in place and I was put down on top of it.

"Shouldn't you be thanking me?" Wait what?

"why should I be thanking you? 'oh thanks neighbor for you know bringing me here and scaring the poop out of me'"

He let out a low chuckle and petted my hair. "your funny. And adorable" Oh no he did not just call me adorable.

"excuse me? I am no were near adorable. I am smokin hot and now you have no chance of making my boyfriend list either."

"Aww man. Why? I was looking forward to being on your boyfriend list"

"well now you wont"

He smiled at me then sat down next to me.

"I'm Zander, And i'm sorry for scaring the 'poop' out of ya" I looked at him and laughed at him because of the way he said 'poop'.

he raised an eyebrow at me then smiled.

"Anna, can you please tell me why i'm here?"

His face turned serious and he nodded his head.

"yesterday I took you out of your house because those parents of yours were gonna kill ya." realization hit me and I remembered what happened yesterday and how Ben and Charlotte were beating me with metal sticks.

OH GOD BEN AND CHARLOTTE

I jumped on to my feet. "I-i have to get back NOW!" I looked back at Zander and confusions crossed over his face . he stood up and held my arms keeping me in place.

"I don't think that a wise idea"

"it's not but I really have to go ben and charlotte must be fumed right now because im not at their house and if i stay longer who knows what will happen!" I struggled to break free whipping my shoulders trying to break loose of his grib but didn't succeed.

"they wont be a problem..." he trailed off looking guilty.

"what do you mean?" he let me go and walked towards the door.

he turned towards me. "aren't you coming?"

 I scurried behind him following him to my house.

 

 

 

Chapter Three

he opened the door to my house and I followed behind him for protection expecting Ben to leap out of no where with a shoe.

"it's okay I tied them up so they don't attack you" statted Zander cassually.

"WHAT?! YOU TIED THEM UP?"

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 22.09.2016

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