The thought of killing made me ill, made me sick. The blood that constantly poured from the flesh..and i knew i couldnt stand becoming one of them, the wolves. But it wasn't easy to fight it, because from then on it was every time I thought about it when i changed.
It hurt the first time, when i changed. I could almost feel my flesh exploding, and my clothes tearing apart. My sense of smell grew sharper, until each scent mixed together causing a mixture that was nearly unbearable. But it was even harder for the teeth.
My teeth, they were growing quickly. They extended into sharp points that could tear the others apart, hurt, and even kill other people. The worst part however, was growing the fur and ears. My hearing grew stronger, i could hear people whispering from miles away, people shouting and whooping and laughing, it hurt my ears badly, as i was not used to this...
The fur, it sprouted along each part of my body, growing very hot. It was a dark gray with light gray specks. My tail grew long, almost feather-like, that hurt too, but not as much as the whole transformation.
The first time i changed i was running through the forest. I was angry, me and my best friend had a fight and i ended up bolting, fleeing. I leaped over a fallen log...still human..
But exploded halfway into the air, coming down hard as a four legged beast.
I could hear voices in my head, voices telling me to calm down, that im doing great for my first time of transformation. I was frantic, trying to escape this..horror movie..but i knew there was no way out.
I listened to the voices, but i could hardly understand them over my own, telling me only one thing.
"Your dead."
Dear Mallie,
Look, i understand that its hard for you. First time always is, for transformation. You didnt expect this, i know, but youll pull through, we all did. Just remember to control the wolf. Keep your mind off of it when you change so the pain will lessen a little.
I know you can do this! Keep trying! -Nillie
I stared sharply down at the letter in my hand, the letters a blurr of words on a white ocean. I sighed, rereading the letter about three times. Only three things didnt make sense.
1. There was only one hard thing about all this, the only thing Nellie didnt put in the letter she sent me the day after the transformation in which i totally freaked.
2. I wouldnt pull through until i actually let myself believe that i turned into a very large black and silver dog. Which would probably be when.....ok who am i kidding? Ill never believe it..
3. "Keep trying" Was a very big mistake to put in the letter. I was never, ever, ever changing again..
I crumpled the letter and tossed it under my bed, then put my
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 01.03.2016
ISBN: 978-3-7396-4068-6
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Some ideas come from Stephenie Meyers twilight series. The cover belongs to me.