THE DAY I DIED
You were one of two sisters I saw playing board games on your living room floor
One of my friend’s sisters who had never been on a date before
With excitement in my voice, I asked you to go to a concert with me
You turned your nose up in the air and immediately told me to flee
Your mother was in another room yelling, “That’s who you need to be around!
One day he is going to make some lady a great husband his career plans are so profound"
But sister looked down at the game and just continued to play
Ignoring me and hoping I would just quickly go away
Full of rejection which left a warm lump in my throat
I ran out of the house embarrassed without my favorite coat
I saw my friend Larry and asked him, “Man, don’t you have a sister? You see, I won these concert tickets and I need a date”
I had to find someone to take soon because if I waited another day it would be too late
Larry said, “Yes, she is in the house making a refreshing drink out of lemons and lime”
A strange feeling came over me to go back and ask the other friend’s sister one more time
So I ran down the street as fast as I could praying that this time she would say yes
With a big smile on my face, standing proud and tall I gave it my very best
Saying, “Nora will you go to the concert with me?”
You looked at your mother and said, “Yes, I will be glad to go but who are we going to see?”
My heart leaped with joy because you said yes
I rushed out of the door thinking about how I had to look my best
My mother said, “Son, you are taking my car”
I scrubbed the blue Monte Carlo until it was shiny and glittering like a star
When I picked you up I felt so proud and good
You were dressed up just like a princess should
As I opened the car door for you I looked into your eyes
For your beauty was better than the stars that were twinkling in the sky
From that day forward we never left each other’s side
It was the happiest day of my life when you finally became my bride
We both vowed to always stay together and never mention divorce
Because we were both from broken families and didn’t want that to be our course
An incredible wife you were indeed to me
You soon became an excellent mother to our children, we had three
You gave me three healthy boys and one was given my name
As sole provider I dedicated my life to giving my family the best, that was my aim
Private schools, etiquette classes, sporting teams and the list was quite extensive
Working both night and day even starting my own business because kids are expensive
It was worth it because I had the family that I always desired
Until I noticed you, my wife, looking gaunt and tired
You poured your heart and soul into keeping our household nice and clean
Always a humble lady never an unkind gesture, always my sweet queen
I remember the day I died like it was yesterday
You called me at work and told me to come home right away
The doctor told you you had lupus you explained to me
I held you tight and screamed, “That just can’t be!”
Then for the next seventeen years I walked around like a zombie
Watching you go from walking then to a red scooter nothing was alive inside of me
The last six years I carried you around
Because you could no longer move your hands and fingers up or down
Our youngest son was graduating from high school the next day
I bathed you, put on your night gown and put you in the bed and we talked the night away
I woke up early to dress you for our happy family event
After touching you I immediately could feel your soul had got up and went
For your body was stiff and cold
As I looked at your lifeless body my emotions I was unable to hold
Yes I held you and began to cry
Because I saw all of our hopes and dreams just pass us by
My wife, my first lover, my best friend after twenty seven years was gone!
Now there was no need for me to carry on
So I walk around daily confused and not knowing how to behave
Just waiting for someone to place me in a casket deep in a grave
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 30.08.2012
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