Prologue

Her breath is heavy, her face is wet with tears and she has a dieing friend at her side. All the times they've spent together, all the memories the shared and all of the times they were there for each other, would all end if they can't escape.

Mya can't bare another person dieing due to Mya not being able to breake the barrier between the inside of a cage to the outside world. Holly, her friend, would die if she didn't get out. In one day, Mya watched her four friends escape, without being able to take Mya with them, a girl having her blood sucked out then die, twelve girls beaten to death then draged out by dogs, ten girls raped and is now watching her friend die -the whole time without being able to close her eyes, a man enjected a drug into her making her not be able to blink.

Mya looks down at Holly. "Mya, will I..." she's cut of by screeming -which is normal for them. Mya seems to know what she was goimg to say. "I don't know... I don't know... But what I do know, is that we will get out alive." Mya says. "I won't let you die."

She senses his presence in an instance, she turns around to find Jack, a six foot eight man -about twenty nine years old- with short brown hair and a scar from his eye brow to his uper lip. "Oh, so you think you can escape, well let me assure you, she's gonna die, so will you."

The anger rises in Mya. "You bastard let us out!" she yells with no thought. Two men walk into the room. One of them, Bill, was holding a knife and some rope, he has an evil you-look-tasty smile on his face which makes Mya gag. The other, Trenten, was waiting for the orders from Jack.

Jack gets closer to the cage and slams his hand on it making Mya jump. "Whats rule number one?" he demands to know. She doen't answer. With everything he has done to her that day, anger has filled up inside her, this is just making it worse. "Never call me names." he says for her. He opens the door of the cage and Mya freezes. Last time he did this he killed the person next to her.

She would not let that happen. Trembling, Mya has the courage to stand. An aching pain shoots up Myas side which makes her screem. She had forgoten, she was stabed a day ago and she was still recovering.

"Ahh, the sound of pain feels good in my ears." he says with an evil smirk. "now which one shall i finish off first? How about Holly? That sounds good ri-"

"No take me first. The one you kill first always leaves the other one safer and very much alive." Mya says. Holly looks at my and gives her a you're-crazy look then tears fill her eyes.

"And who told you that?"

"Nobody, I learned because you have done that to me many times and i always come ot alive, very much alive." All fear disapears when Mya hears a soft siren coming from outside. It suddenly stops. Jack didn't hear it? Mya thinks to her self. 

"Good, you finally realize something. If you wanna die so soon, fine, these screems I would like to hear." She looks at Holly. "Can you stand?" she asks softly with a forced smile. "

"Yes, but... I won't let you die, I won't let you! I... Ouch!" she shouts.

"Seems your friend knows what she's saying. You wouldn't sacrifice your self for your stupid-ass friend, would you?"

"She's not stupid and she's not just a friend!" Mya shouts in anger. "She's like a sister to me and I would let my self die for her to live!"

Mya, steps forward and punches him in the face. Then again, then a slap in the face, then shoves him. She swings her fist again and her catches it, twists it, punches her in the gut and grabbs her by the hair.

"Now do you wanna give her up or go through more pain?" he says. She has very little tears to give, but they still come. "I'd rather die a thousad times than have her die even once on my choise!" she shouts. "Take me and let her be!"

She looks him in the eye. "I swear you will pay for all you have done. I'm not scared of you, or your gang, let me assure you that.' She lied. She is scared -very scared- of Jack and his 'gang.' You willl be the one to die in the end of all this." 

"Or so you may think, but no I won't die." he grunts.

 

 

He Came Back

 “Hey Josh. What are you doing here?” Mya asks. “Oh I’m just wondering, Brandon is moving into one houses on pine street and he’s spending his first day today and he and I are going to hang out tomorrow. So can we hang at your house?” he says.

"Are you serious?" she asks.

"Yeah.

"He told you. All he said to me is that he's moving  to house neer by. He said it's a suprise." she says.

"Mya," he snapps his fingers in her face. "Question."

“ Oh yeah. Sure why not.” Mya says with excitement. “So we’ll come at ten o’ clock. See you tomorrow Mya.” he says as he starts to ride his bike. “BYE!” Mya yells to him. He waves and disappers down the road.

It's about thirty minutes later and Mya goes outside and sits on the her rope swing.

She starts playing her guitar. "A drop in the ocean, a change in the weather. I was praying that you and me might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert. But I'm holding you closer than most, cause you are my-" she sings with her guitar.

"Heaven." she finishes saddly.

"It's been a year, but your voice hasn't changed." Brandon says.

"Brandon!" she says as she throughs down her guitar -gentaly- and runs to him. She jumps in his arms and they twirll.

"I've missed you so much." she says.

"I've missed you too." he says as he sets her down.

"What made you come back?" Mya asks. "I missed you all." he replies. "I'm sorry, but can't stay. I came to say hi, but I will see you tomorrow. Okay? Oh and I love that song." he says. "Okay, bye." she says. "Bye." he says and walks away.

“I wonder what they want to eat tomorrow. I guess we’ll just have pizza.” Mya says aloud.  As she goes to let her cat out something catches her eye. A note of some kind, she picks it up and reads it aloud:

“I know you, you know me. you better watch your back Mya because when I get my hands on you   I will hurt you, you’ll never get away and I will have the other three. Oh and when I have you, do what I say or else..."

“Sincerely, You Know Who...”

She drops the note run and gets her phone and texts Josh to get here A.S.A.P. She sits there thinking that could never happen and someone is trying to trick her, there are so many doubts.  Josh walks in shuts the door and says, “I got your text, so what do you need?” She goes to the table and gets the note. “Read this. I found this on my coffie table.” she says as she gives it to him. He reads it quickly. “That’s creepy. You need to do something about this Mya-” “It’s probably a joke and its not creepy, plus I can’t, if I do I’ll have to move away, and you know how much I love it here. Please do not say anything...  For me.” he interrupts.

 “Fine, but you are spending the night at my house just to be sure its not Jack because he escaped from jail two days ago.” he says. “Fine."

They go to his house and make up an excuse to his mom and she seems to believe them. They go up to his room and start talking. “I don’t really see the meaning of this. I can protect myself and you know that, remember when your cousin attacked me. I got out of there alive. You know I’m strong.” she says. “Hey don’t you remember when-” Josh says as Mya interrupts. “Don’t even bring it up, I’ve changed since then, you’ve changed since then so why bring it up. You know I hate that story.”

He looks down at her and says, “I’m sorry, okay I shouldn’t have brought it up. Here lets do something else.” She looks up at him and smiles. “Lets practice our self defense.” she says. “Okay... I’m a person who grabbed from behind, what do you do?” he asks whille he does it. Mya does the things shes supposed to do and says them aloud. “Elbow you in the gut, punch you in the face, turn around and flip you over and run away.” She goes and sees if he’s okay and trys help him up as he pulls her down and hugs me and says; “Correct.”

They do that for a while and then they practice punching and kicking. “Bam, I knocked you on the ground within 15 seconds.” she says. “Only cause I let you.” he says. “No, you’re just saying that, so I won’t make fun of you.” Mya says to him. “Josh! Mya! Its time to go to sleep, its 11.” His mom says. “Okay Jenifer.” Mya says as they go to his beds. "I'll take the one pulls out from the bottom." Mya says. "Okay" he responds. Josh goes in his bed and closes his eyes but Mya waits for a little to close her eyes.

 Its thirty minuts later and Mya makes sure he’s asleep and she leaves to her house. She goes to her room, gets her cat and puts her in her bed. Mya pets her cat and sings to her.

“You wanted my love, so I gave my love to you. You wanted my heart so I gave my heart to you. You wanted me so I gave my self to you. Yes you... The one that I'm singing to.” She stops, goes to her bed and goes to sleep.

Mya wakes up the next day and her cat is on her chest meowing . “Okay Lucie I’m up, here I’ll feed you.” Mya goes in the kitchen gets Lucie’s caned food, puts it on a plate. Mya takes a shower then when shes finished, she gets the video games set up for the boys.

Shes looking for the remote when she sees two notes, the one from yesterday and another. She grabs them, gets a box and labels the box “The Note” then puts the notes in. So if I find any more notes, she’ll use them for something. She thinks to her self.

She looks at the clock and its 9:45 and says aloud "Gurr. I have things to do instead of goofing around." She brushs her teeth, gets dressed, then brushs her hair then puts it up in a hair tie. The door opens and Josh yells, “We’re here!” She goes in the front room and finds the two boys waiting for her.

"So how are things holding up since you know?" Brandon asks. Mya and Josh look at each other. "You tell him." Joshs says. "Fine."

"Jack and his gang escaped from prison. It was on the news, Jenna started to cry, Ally ran out of the house and fell off the pourch, Nicole fainted, Amber yelled, and I ran outside, ran into a tree, kept running till i saw him and then ran faster till I reached Joshes house. Oh and then I passed out. We-" Mya stopped.

"We were the only survivers; he took all there lives right in front of me. I coulden't do anything... But thats the past, nothing I can change about that. I got two notes from him allready." she cotinued tremmbleing.

"Hey It's okay, but we have to go, but we will see you latter." Brandon says.

"Bye." Mya says.

"Bye." he replies.

The boys go to an anbandoned house -next door to Mya's- and Mya and her sister go to the store to get food. While the girls were at the store the boys chat.

"So, I see the way you look at her, are you guys going out?" Brandon asks. "Not any more, she broke up with me because it was ruining our friendship. Pluss I like Jenna." Josh says. "Well I have really missed you all." Brandon says. "Dude really, even Mya? I didn't know that she ment so much to you."

"Dude really, I have been gone for a year now. You are all like familly to me, we've known each other for a long time. You all mean a lot to me" Brandon says.

"Lets wrestle- to get to a different subject- and lets see who is stonger. I could have got'in stronger." Josh says.

The boys start ressleing and Brandon wins like always. "So, when did you and Mya-" All of a sudden all you here is screaming. The boys go out and see whats happening and see Mya and Ali outside of there house and Ali is on the ground shaking. "Ali! I'm going to get help. Oh my, she screams. "Mya whats happening?" Josh says. "Shes having a seizure!!!" Mya says. "CALL 911 FAST!!!" Josh yells as he runs over to them.

Hospital

Brandon calls 911 as fast as he can and they get there as soon as they can. Mya is just lieing right next to Ally and the ambulance arives. THe doctors had done got Ally in the ambulance. Mya, Josh, and Brandon get a police escort to the E.R. and wait for the doctors to come out with there report of how she is doing.

"I hope she isn't seriosly ingered." Josh says. "I know." Mya says. Dr. Jill comes out and goes over to them. "How is she?" Josh says. "Is she going to be okay?" Mya asks. "Yes she is but I want to let you know she had a high amount of alcohal, she is allergic to it or at least what our records say, Ally almost died. She her musles were failing. But shes going to be fine. She will have to be in the hospital for a week." says the doctor.

Mya gets out her phone, puts it on and calls her parents. "Mom, Ally's in the hospital and her-" she is inturupted. "What is she ok, what happened, tell her 'mom says be strong'. John get your but over here!" her mom says.

"Mom she had alcohal and her muscles were failing. Someone mut have put it in something she had." Mya says. "Oh my god is my little girl okay!" her dad says.

"Yes, but she'll be in the hosptal for a week an-"

"I wish that we could be there but we're here for another 6 months ughh. If it weren't for your mother taking another job offer we'd back already." he says.

"What was that?" her mom asks. "Did I say that out loud? Well got to go honny, bye." he says wierdly.

"I'm going to hurt them when they get back." Mya says.

"Did she drink any alcohal?" the doctor says.

"No. We just went food shopping."

"Did she drink or eat anything with in the last four hours? The alcohal could have been in it maybe."

The stunned look onher face suprises the doctor. Mya runs out of the room. "Hey." Brandon says as she runs. She looks back only once with tears in her eye's.

Brandon, Josh, and Dr.Jill start talking about what could have happened for about three minutes. "I wonder where she went." Brandon says. "Well thats normal, people -most of the time- come back with something. Um-" she says. "Can you help at all?" Dr. Jill asks. "I'm sorry, I wasn't with them. But I-" Mya runs into the room.

"We went to eat at Lennys, there was a new guy there I have never seen there before- he had a beard- Ally ordered a soda to go and it took five minutes just to get a soda. Wait I took a picture to send to my mom- she wanted to see what we were doing." she says. Mya gets out her phone and pulls up the picture. "Oh my God. It's him." she says.

"Who?" Josh says. "It's him, it's Jack. how could I not tell, I'm so stupid."

"Mya, it's okay, calm down." Josh says.

"Treat her, I have to go." Mya says as she starts to leave.

"Where are you going?" Brandon asks.

"I'm going to tell Jack who's boss in this fight. Don't stop me." Mya runs out. "Uggh. What will i do with her." Josh says.

"Okay, well I'm gong to take spme tests on this drink. Oh and if you'd like you can go see her."

The two boys go see Ally and she still has not yet regained conscience. You can tell the really do care for her. Josh rubbing her face with his thumb and Brandon holding her hand. "I hate to see her like this. Man, Jack is going to pay for this." then something hit him. "Wait, how did Jack escape anyway, doesn't that jail have high sicurety?" Brandon says fallowed by some screems.

"What the hell is going on out there?" Brandon says. "Oh my God." Josh says as he stands up.

They both go out to see what the screems are coming from. Insted of seeing someone very ingered, they see what they wouldn't ever guessed. Mya is standing in the middle of the hall with people running away from that area. Brandon looks up and sees Jack standing there with a gun pointed at Mya. Brandon runs towards her. He stands infront of her.

"Move," my yells at him. He puts his eyes on Jack. "No," he says back. he turns his attention to the clich of the gun and winces.

Jack has a crazy look in his eyes. "Mve boy," he says.

Brandon shakes his head. "You are not gonna hurt her and you are not gonna hurt me." he says. Jacks eyes widen at the remark. "And whos gonna stop me, You?" he says with a smirk. "You're as good as dead."

Mya gets frusturated. "Move, Brandon," she says. "I don't want you getting hurt!" He shakes his head. "No Mya," he says with no sign of him being worried. He can't won't shoot me and he wont shoot you.'

Jack laughs. "And why do you say that?" Brandon smiles. "Don't you hear the sirens?" he says. "you're gonna have to run to get away." he says knowing there will be police at the entrance any minute now. Jacks eyes grow wide. He lowers the gun and fires at Brandons leg. He misses. He turns and runs. It isn't soon till Brandon Is behing him. They leave the building with bullets flying from his gun. A bullet hits a police but it hits the bullet proof vest.

Jack is about ten feet away. "You wno't get away with this Jack!" Brandon yells. Jack stops running. "Oh, Is that so. I already have." Jack laughs an a train goes by. It almost hit Brandon but he stopped just in time. A truck drives by and picks Jack up.

"Mya? Mya, can you hear me?" Josh asks. She gives him what looks like a nod. After Brandon left she started hyrovenalating and passed out, bumping her head really hard. The doctors are all focused on Mya.

Mya blinks four times. "She can't see well, I held up two, she blinked four times." Josh says.

"That happens alot. She needs some air." Doctor Jill says. Mya opens her eyes. Her breaths are heavy. Tears start rolling down her face. All her bravery is gone and she just lays there and cries. A person can only hold the pain in for so long, she finally broke.

Brandon anpolice enter the hall. The moment he sees Mya, he runs to her. He searches her face. And she sits up. She turns her face away from him.

"Hey, he's gone," he says putting his hand on her shoulder. She nugges his hand away. His eyes grow wide. "Whats wrong?" he asks. She just sits there, crying silently. "Hey," he says trying not to make it worse. "Its okay, he can't hurt you now, he can't-" she interupts him. "You could've been shot," she says.

He nods. "Thats true, but I-" she inturupts again; but this time she look at him. "You could've died and I wouldnt have been able to stop it, again. Just like how it always is." He starts to say something but she stops him. "You could've died and it would have been my fault! I don't wanna lose any one alse and I put you in the posistion! Its all my fault!" she starts to shake.

She starts to say something but Brandon grabbs her and pulls her close. He holds her and dosen't let go. She lays in his arms and cries.

Doctor Jill takes Josh into a room where they can talk alone.

"Is Mya's Mom and Dad still over seas?" she asks. He nods. "Well, is Megan in town or is she still moving?" she asks.

"She is in town. And she is on her way. I called her and she was on her way to a friends house but so she shpuld be here any time." Jill smiles. "Thanks," she says. "but can I talk to you about May for a little so I can see if we need to put her on meds?" He nods.

"Has she had any melt downs since the pridion brake?" She asks. He thinks back to that day. he shakes his head.

"Has she been crying or pulling herself out of situations with you and her friends?" He looks at her. 'yeah but what does that have to do with this?" he asks.

"I knew that she was tramatized, but I thought the effects were gonna be long-term. She look like a strong girl." she says.

Sometimes the strongest people have the most pain, looks can be deceving.' Josh says and walks out. She is left, stunned by what just happened.

Megan rushes into the room. She lokks as worried as she can be. Doctor Jill talks to her about prescribing medicine to calm down her anxiety attacks. They disscus how to pay for Allys medical bills as well. Brandon, Mya Josh get a ride to Myas house. They all deside to stay at Brandons. Mya gets very sleepy and falls asleep while the two boys just look at her.

Mason

"Ally, right here." Mya says as they sit down at a counter.  Ally grabbs a menu. "I think I'll have a blended oreo mochachino." Ally says to the waiter. "Also Eggs with a side of hash browns, oh, toast and crapes also."

He nods. "Okay. Is that all for you?" the waiter asks. "Yes." she replies. "And for you?" he asks Mya. "Um," she starts. "I'll have eggs with a side of toast and hash browns. To drink I'll have, orange jucie, I guess." she says. She hasnt been hungery or thirsty that much since she the incedent.

Someone sits next to her. Mya doesn't notice him. About two minutes later the waiter comes to them with the food.

They eat all of their food. Ally stands up. "We'll leave once I'm done going to the bathroom." Ally says as she walks in the direction of the bathroom. "Okay, hurry though. We can't be late for school." Mya says.

Someone tapps Mya's back. "Excuse me." Mya truns around finding herself still. There in front of her is a boy about six feet tall, with short brown hair and blue eyes. "Yes?"

"Hi, my name is Mason. I'm new around here and I need some directions to the Jackson High School." he says. He rubs the back of his neck. "My phone died so I can't look it up. I have to walk there and I don't want to get lost." Mason says.

"What school is it?" she says with a smile. "Jackson High." Mya looks into his eyes. "I'm on my way there. My sister and I can give you a ride."

"Are you sure? I wouldn't want to cause you any trouble." he says. "No, no. It's fine. don't worry. There's my sister now." she says as Ally aproches. "Ally this is Mason. Mason this is my older siser Ally." Mya says.

"Nice to meet you." Mason says. "Nice to meet you too." she says back.

Mya turns to Ally. "Can we give him a ride? He's walking to school, and it's his first day here." Mya gives Ally a look. "Fine." Ally says.

They walk to Ally's car and get in. They drive away. They get to the first turn and Mya's phone rings. It's an unknown number. She sends it to voice mail.

"Who was it?" Ally asks.

"Just an un known number." she replies. She looks down at her phone, One new voice mail. She listens. "Mya... I need you to watch you your back, please." A modified voice says. "That was weird." she says. "Who was it?" Ally asks again impatiantly. "I don't know, they told me to watch my back, but it wasn't Jack." she says replies. "Okay." Ally says.

 

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The whole time Mason looked confused, but when they arrived at school he was greeted nicely. Everyone seemed to like him, most of the girls were flirting with him. He was calm but the one person he wanted to flirt with him was paying attention to someone else. Soon enough, the bell rings.

They all walk to class and Nicole is pretty much drooling over him. She looks like a puppy with a treat in front of it. Josh and Amber say goodbye and walk left to their homeroom class and Jenna and her friend Sabrina walk right to their homeroom class. Mason pulls out a paper with his class schedules and reads it over.

"Where is Mr. Braggs room?" Mason asks.

"We're headed there right now." shay says. Brandon smiles. "You can fallow us, if you want to, that is." Brandon says.

"Sure." He smiles. "Thanks. I guess." He looks at Nicole and gives her, the look. She blushes. Mya sees her blush, What the hell, she thinks.

They arive to the classroom and everyone goes silent. All- but a sleeping guy in the corner- eyes are on him. The girls stare at him, some look like puppy dogs with their mouth open, some adjust their bras and others fix their hair. The boys wonder if he is tough, good at sports and other guy things. Mr. Braggs looks up from his book and realizes he is finaly here so he can introduce him self.

"Oh it seems that our new student and Brandon have finally arived." he says. "Do you want to introduce your self?" Mason looks up and sees  a huge mole on Mr. Braggs face. Gross, he thinks to him self. "Sure," he says. He swiches his attention to the students. "Hi, my name is Mason Drundun and I'm from Fresno." Mya and Nicole sit down.

"Now you Brandon." Mr. Braggs says. Brandon nods. "Hey, most of you know already know me, but I see some knew faces in here, so hey I'm Brandon Johnson and I moved back here from Crescent City.' he says.

"Well you both are knew, so y'all can sit next to each other. Brandon you can sit next to Mya and Mason you can sit next to Nicole."

Get Together

"Nicole come on and help me an outfit for... Well I don't know what to wear." Jenna says. "Ummm, don't think I don't already know. You like Josh. Dubble J. I likey." Nicole says. "Don't try hiding it, you're in lo-" Jenna puts her hand over Nicole's mouth. "This is news to me." Amber says. "Dose he know you love him? Does he love you back?" Amber says. "So manny things to talk about, so little time." Amber says.

"Amber, shut up. But yess I guess I do like him." Jenna says. "Are you happy now?" she asks. "Yes. Yes I am." she replies. Jenna has liked Josh for a long time. She would have asked him out if she wasn't scared. She has never had the courage to ask him out and the one time she had the courage Mya and Josh had started going out.

"Have you told him yet?" Amber asks. "No, I was thinking of telling him tonight." Jenna says. "Well we better get you something to wear then. We want you to look good." Nicole says as she goes into the closet. Nicole looks at about five shirts then she pulls out one.

"I like this one." Nicole says. She holds up a black shirt with gems around the neck. "Oh and these pants." amber says pulling out a pair of wight skinny jeans. "Go change." Nicole says.

Jenna gets changed. When she walks into her room the others are getting the make up out of her droor as long with her curling iron. Nicole curls Jennas hair, than puts a clip in, then gets the neclace Josh got her for her birthday and puts it on her. Amber doesn't put much make up on. She starts with the eyes, she puts a tan shade on. Then she goes to Maskcara. Then she puts on water mellon lip gloss.

"Lets go." Nicole says. They get their bags and walk out the door. "Shot gun. Nicole says.

"Umm, you're driving." Amber says.

"I know it just sounded good to say at the time." They all get in the car.

 

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They arive at Myas house. They dont knock they just walk in. Nicole see's Brandon and runs into his arms. "Brandon! I missed you so much" She hugs him tight. "Woah, calm down, Nicole. No one can miss anyone more than I missed you." Mya cluches her fists. She walks out of the room. Nicole lets go. "Amber, come, come. Yes come, come." Brandon says as Amber hugs him. "You're so weird Brandon." Amber says. Mya walks out of the room. "Jenna." Nicole says. "Jenna." She repeats. "Hello, anyone up there." she says and wavws in her face. "Oh sorry, I'm just... La la land." Jenna says and huggs Brandon. "Why so quiet?" he asks. "Sorry just nurvous I guess." He looks at her funny. "I feel so loved. You get nurvous around me. Awe." She pushes him away friendly like. "Oh shut up. I'm not nurvous around you at all. It's something else." she says and looks at Nicole.

"The whole gang in one room, again." Josh says. Amber looks around the room. "No, where's Mya?" she says. "I think she walked intothe kitchen." Nicole says. The all walk into the kitchen and see Mya walking out of the hall way into the kitchen. "Hey guy's. Right in time." Mya says. Mya has

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In the Hospital

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Mya's Jurnal

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School

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Basket Ball Game

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Using There Secret Against Them

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Fun

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The Party

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Scared to deth

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Not Who You Think He Is

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Part Two

I hope you like the book so far. If so, stick around for the rest, even if you don't, still read, the best parts are yet to come.

 

Begining to "Part two."

 

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This book is solely dedicated to Elizabeth Brigham this book would never has happened if it wasn't for her. In fact i wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for her because she is the most wounder fullest beautifulest thing in the world and i worship her every day of my life she is a wounder full goddess. Theses are her words not mine. P.S. Elizabeth wrote this not me. What I would have said is amazing and wonderful and I would take a bullet for her, Elizabeth Brigham. Love, Sonia Ferguson P.S. I dedicate this to a pillow and a bed...