You

You,

 

 

You're smarter than you think,
     so get your education and stay focused.

You're braver than you seem,
     stand  up to bullies and help those,who are in need, even if that means you have to walk alone through life.

You're nicer than you look,
     don't let other people tell you things about you,that are not true.

You're stronger than you act,
     wipe off the dirt and keep going, I'll promise you it's going to be worth it.

You're kinder than people think,
     be kind to unkind people and treat every person equal.

You're prettier than you admit,
     love and accept yourself first,before you want other people to do the same thing.

And most importantly  you're You and that's all you need to be.

 

 

 

To you,my love.

 Like the moon you touched my eyes and gave me light in my darkest hours.

 You whispered into my heart and your words reached my soul.

 You kissed my heart and understood me,like no one else did before.

 with you,my love,there was always laughter when I felt pain.

 You,who tried to save me from drowning in my loneliness and pain.

 Not terrified to swim in the ocean. Not terrified of the weaves.

 

 

 You,who laid there during your darkest nights staring at the ceiling for hours,not being able to sleep.

 Paralyzed by your own thoughts,not being able to move or cry out for help,

 trying to stay awake,so the nightmares will not haunt  you.

 The same people who have hurt or dissapointed you,are the creatures that haunt you in your dreams.

 But it's okay,my love,

 If you decide to wake up, I'll be patiently waiting here.

 Waiting for you to take off the mask you're putting on every day,

 so I can finally make you happy.

 

 There are so many adventures,laughter and hours of talking ahead of us,my love.

You're aksing  me :,,'what if I don't need something like love?''

You do,my love. Simply because those are the things,that make our lives better.

Spending a lifetime with someone,who loves you unconditionally, is one of the best things ever.

Someone who looks at you, like there is nobody else in this big world,

who holds your hand and stays by your side through good and bad times,

when you gasp for air and your whole body fills with loneliness and pain,

that special someone,who will hold you thight and not let go,until you calm down,

who kisses away your tears and whispers all the things into your ear you've been dying to hear ,your whole life:

'' I love you more than you could ever imagine, my love.
  it hurts to be apart from you,because, I'm  completly mesmerized by you,
  your smile,the way you talk and how your eyes sparkle whenever you talk about the things you love.
  You're the only one for me,my love,
  because you make me happy and free.
  I feel so alive with you by my side, it makes me  forget about my lonely nights.
  the nights ,were i laid  in my bed, not being able to move or sleep,
  Paralyzed by my own thoughts, while the pain was taking over my body and making me feel numb.
  I always felt like I was missing something in my life,
  I never knew what it was, until I met you,my love.
  It's you. It always has been  and will be you,my love.
  I'm sorry, that It took me so long,my love.
  i'm sorry, that you had to go through all of this by yourself.
  You're never going to be alone again,my love.
  I will shelter you from harm and kiss your tears away whenever you feel a little down.
  And even if we're apart  ,please know that you'll always have a special place in my heart.''

As soon as you'll meet her,you'll know that she's everything you've always needed.
You're going to gasp for air,as your chest becomes thight and your heart begins to beat faster,
she's going to become your light and you'll know that she's the one,
she's the one you've been waiting for your whole life,
the one, who you were searching for in a room full of people.
she's not trying to change you,
she's going to accept and love you for who you are,
A  child trapped in a adults body,who just wants someone to hold him tight and tell him,that the loneliness and pain you've been feeling can't be compared to the many adventures and joy that lay ahead of us.

You need to be loved, because you shouldn't be drowning in your thoughts and wondering,if you deserve happiness and love,

 You do.


 You deserve to be happy as much as I and other people do,my love.

  

 

     

 

 

 

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 03.10.2018

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